#1175 Arisha Teaches Scott How to Live

Arisha is back (ep 823) to talk about glyphosates, pesticides and more.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends and welcome to episode 1175 of the Juicebox Podcast.

Orisha is back you originally heard her in Episode 823. There are bugs in your belly. And today we're going to talk about a number of things but we're really going to dig down into glyphosate and non organic fruits and vegetables that have been treated with pesticides and how those things can affect your blood sugar. Please don't forget that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan or becoming bold with insulin. If you have type one diabetes, or are the caregiver of someone with type one, please go to T one D exchange.org/juicebox. And fill out the survey when you complete the survey you are helping with type one diabetes research and you're supporting the Juicebox Podcast he won the exchange.org/juicebox If you're looking for a smart, simple way to stay safe online, you can get a 14 day free trial of aura at ora.com/juice Box A you are a.com/juice box or is proactive protection that does more to keep you safe online. Check it out with a free 14 day trial at my link

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Arisha 2:28
Hi, my name is Orisha. And I've had type one diabetes for about nine years. How

Scott Benner 2:34
old are you now? 1414? Are you the same age as the last time I recorded with you or no?

Unknown Speaker 2:39
I was 13

Scott Benner 2:40
Things have changed. I was also younger than I think we maybe not. When did we record

Arisha 2:48
in December like winter break?

Scott Benner 2:50
Oh, I'm still the same way? No, I understand the calendar. Just let me go through it in my head. I am older too. We're both older. Okay. Let me know when my birthday is for people who are interested. And after they hear you talk today they are going to be interested you were on episode 823. That's called there are bugs in your belly. Is that right? Yeah. And we had such a good time that you're coming back on again. Right? Yeah, okay. Yeah, for sure. That tell people why you're not at school right now. Um, because of the podcast, we're making a podcast. Yeah. You are gonna go later today, we can take the whole day off.

Arisha 3:28
I have like, so I only have like three classes in the morning. And then I have lunch at like 10. So I might just go after lunch because I have more classes after lunch anyway.

Scott Benner 3:39
Okay. What grade you in? I'm a freshman freshman in high school. Okay. And your parents are fine with you skipping like they're not at work and think you're at school, right? No, no, they're

Unknown Speaker 3:48
they work from home. Okay,

Scott Benner 3:50
they know all this is happening. Yeah, I now appreciate this is going to you being on twice is going to piss some people off. Let me tell you why. First of all, I don't have people on twice very often. And secondly, I don't have a lot of kids. And then people complain to me, like you should have more kids on. And I always tell them, I think your kids might be boring. So I don't want to do that. But you were terrific last time. So we set it back up to come on again. What do you want to talk about this time?

Arisha 4:15
I feel like we talked a lot about food last time. So we could go like a little more into that. I feel like

Scott Benner 4:22
Do you think there's more good so we talked a lot about how you eat actually. Yeah, as a matter of fact, I almost called your episode, like how we eat however she eats but then we talked about the microbes in your belly. And that was more fun. Let's just remind people just a brief overview like what's your eating style like? So basically,

Arisha 4:43
I like I'm pretty much vegan. And I like so I don't eat dairy and like, I don't really add any red meat like occasionally only fish. But that's the most and then I'm usually like gluten free. Recently we started eating like what's it called? We Just a little though,

Scott Benner 5:01
just started mixing a little bit of wheat.

Arisha 5:03
Yeah, because it's like, not bad for you. I think it's like the glyphosate in it. Like, it's like a weed killer that people use. I think that's like the bad part.

Scott Benner 5:12
Why do you know all about that? Do your parents teach you about that? Or do you learn about it?

Arisha 5:16
Both my parents are like, really? Just in the food and stuff. Okay.

Scott Benner 5:20
Okay. So they're not like making you eat one way. And they're like, busy.

Unknown Speaker 5:25
The whole family like,

Scott Benner 5:27
diet, remind people, how many people in your family?

Unknown Speaker 5:30
My mom, my dad, and my brother, your brother? Your

Scott Benner 5:33
brother is older or younger? He's three. It's definitely younger. Yeah, see? That's where my math is razor sharp. So I see your 14 that kids three, he's only got one number and his age. So yeah, he's got to be younger than you have to age. I remember being incredibly impressed with you while we were talking. And I don't know, I guess at the end, I was like, You should come back with something. And we like that we're doing it. So I appreciate you doing this. I appreciate you skipping school to do it. Education is important. I feel like I should say, but maybe a half a day is not gonna hurt anything. Right? Yeah. What are you really missing?

Arisha 6:10
First Aid. I have AP Stats, I have that I have honors bio, and then ceramic. So like, I feel like you can't really go wrong in something like ceramics. So I think that's fine. And then yeah, we had a test and stats, so I can just make that up. Like, at the end of the day or tomorrow. I

Scott Benner 6:27
think we can call this episode where she's here to make you feel bad about yourself. Did you say AP Stats? Bio, and you'll just make this desktop? It'll be no problem. Yeah,

Arisha 6:36
I don't like that. Like, I feel like this year is a lot harder than last year. Okay. I don't like like school, like all the classes. Like there's so much homework.

Scott Benner 6:46
Is this the first time this isn't the first time you're switching rooms for classes? Is it? No, no, no. So but you went to a different building, I imagine. Oh, yeah.

Arisha 6:55
My school goes from like elementary all the way to like high school in different buildings. So what's

Scott Benner 7:00
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Arisha 8:29
Honestly, it's not that different. Because in my middle school, there's only like two grades. Okay,

Scott Benner 8:33
alright, just seventh and eighth. So

Unknown Speaker 8:35
it's not that big of a deal.

Scott Benner 8:36
And the older kids are not like problematic, not

Arisha 8:39
really because like for like first period, I just have like a lot of seniors in my class seniors and juniors. And they're actually like, really like normal. Explain that. But they're just like, no one really talks. I feel like they're all like kind of quiet. And

Scott Benner 8:54
they don't look at you thinking she's taking a class as a freshman that I'm taking it as a senior. A

Arisha 9:00
lot of people in my school just take those like to get all their math credits. And as a senior just kind of felt like, there was like two other like freshmen in my class, but I don't know them at all. Is

Scott Benner 9:13
your district. Like, do they send a lot of kids to a lot of good colleges?

Unknown Speaker 9:16
I think so. Yeah.

Scott Benner 9:18
Where are you hoping to go?

Arisha 9:19
Probably like LSU. Or like, if not OSU? Like somewhere big? You know?

Scott Benner 9:25
Yeah. So you're Are you sort of in the Midwest? Yeah. And you'd like to go to a big car like, yeah, like bands and football games and 40,000 people and that kind of stuff. What makes that attractive?

Arisha 9:40
I don't know. It's just nice. Like,

Scott Benner 9:42
it seemed fun.

Arisha 9:43
Like, yeah, just seems fun. Because like, I feel like right now, like there's like, we always have like football games on Friday. And like, there's like no time to do anything. I feel like, like you can't go to like because of football games and stuff and then like, so I just feel like it'd be fun in college to do all those things.

Scott Benner 9:59
Okay, well, I think it probably will be. Yeah, I

Arisha 10:03
feel like I'm high school. It's really overrated. I feel like they're all kinda like,

Scott Benner 10:07
high school is overrated. Yeah,

Arisha 10:09
it's really I feel like it's really overrated. I don't think it's that like, great. Like,

Scott Benner 10:14
what did you expect? Like, what did you picture in your mind that didn't end up being?

Arisha 10:18
So basically, out in the high school and the middle school, we have like a loop because they're like, right next to each other. And you can like, drop them off, I thought we would have like a nice little area that we could drop off. And like, I wouldn't have to wait in the line for like, 20 minutes. But like, that's like the first thing and I just feel like it's the exact same like as middle school, except just more work and like classes,

Scott Benner 10:39
and more classes. All right. Yeah. Well, let's remind everybody how you manage what do you what kind of technology do you have?

Arisha 10:45
I have a Dexcom, G six and Omnipod? Five?

Scott Benner 10:49
How are you enjoying the Omnipod? Five?

Arisha 10:51
It's a lot better. I think after a month, it just starts working a lot better than it like, start like started to begin.

Scott Benner 10:57
Yeah. And you eat like, like, high level get up in the morning. Let's just say on a day, you're not skipping school to make a podcast. What would you have for breakfast? Tell people.

Arisha 11:09
It's like this power shake thing. I still drink every day for breakfast.

Scott Benner 11:13
You do everyday? You have the power shake?

Unknown Speaker 11:15
Yeah. Right.

Scott Benner 11:16
Is that right with you? Is it is it green? Yeah, it's green. That's very nice. I turn cage you on in the morning when I get up. But it's not. It's your it's like thick.

Arisha 11:25
On the bottom. It's a little thick. But I use like I am the brand that's called period. Because it's like certified non glyphosate free. Not on it's everything's organic. And it has like, I don't even have to give any insulin or anything for it,

Scott Benner 11:39
or their carbs listed on it. And you look at least 60. And you don't have to give anything for it at all. Because it's like really good for you. You think that matters? If it's good for you, then the carbs don't matter? Of course. So you so you're let's just say your blood sugar's 90 And you down that, that drink, your blood sugar does not go up at all. Oh, it goes to like 150. But that's like it. Okay. And then the algorithm gives you insulin. Yeah. So you could Bolus for it. You're saying?

Arisha 12:10
Yeah, like, I don't think it's necessary. Like, sometimes I'll give a unit if it's like 140 or 150. But I just like, it really depends what you put in it. Because I put like power shake in it. And then I put like, the supplements that's called like zinc aid, which gives you like all the nutrients and then biomedic, which gets rid of all the glyphosate in your body.

Scott Benner 12:32
When biomedic does. Yeah, that's really good for us. I can I gotta be honest, I don't want weed killer in my body. I'll write down biomedic and look into it. Yeah, it's from the brand period. Let's be clear, you don't work for them. Your mom's not like a pyramid representative or something like that. Or? No, I'm just kidding. Did your parents listen to your podcast? Yeah. What did they think? They thought it was great. Yeah. Good. I'm glad. That's nice. I like that very much. You're taking a strong stance, you think people should not have weed killer on their foods? Yeah,

Arisha 13:05
because glyphosate is like the number one like cause of cancer. Like I've read it in some studies and stuff. It's like the worst thing for you like,

Scott Benner 13:15
like most people on podcast, I'm gonna get my information from a 14 year old. Because I feel like you've looked into it. If you haven't, you'll tell me. But isn't there a study that says that, like, a huge portion of the population has that in their system when they test for it?

Arisha 13:29
Yeah, because I've when people like eat food, if it's not organic, it like 99%, has glyphosate in it, because they're trying to like kill weed by doing it. And if it's not organic, like there are other things that say that it's gonna be in our soil now for 80 years. So whatever you do, it's like really hard to get out. So,

Scott Benner 13:49
so yeah, this is from The Guardian. The CDC reported that out of 20 310 Urine samples, that's a lot of pee on, taken from a group of Americans intended to be representative of the population. 1885 of them contained detectable traces of glyphosate. That's a lot of people out of 2300

Arisha 14:09
Yeah, because a lot of people don't eat organic, like I feel like so the government has a site that's called Ew, G, okay. And they have something that's called the Dirty Dozen, which has things like kale and like, collard greens, and all of those things. And those are in like corn to like, if you eat corn that's not organic. Like just watch how your blood sugar spikes up.

Scott Benner 14:32
Wow. By the way, you're not wrong about this. And I'm now remembering more and more why we enjoyed talking to you so much while I'm continuing to the site. So ew. g.org Yeah, and I Googled Dirty Dozen. It's the 2023 shoppers guide to pesticides in produce. It's trademarked by the way. I'm just going to click on number one. Oh, no, there's no clicking. It's just the list. Strawberries spinach, kale, collard greens, peaches, pears, nectarines, too. This stuff all has that on it. Yeah,

Arisha 15:03
like you want to eat that like only if it's organic, or you don't want to eat it, especially grapes to like once, I think when we weren't into all this organic stuff, like the highest my blood sugar has ever gone. It's like 540 once and that was because I had grapes and they weren't organic, like, not totally because it went so like.

Scott Benner 15:25
Okay, hold on a second, let's keep looking glyphosate.

Arisha 15:28
There's also the list that's called the clean 15 from ew G,

Scott Benner 15:32
really the clean the clean 15

Arisha 15:36
That's like the foods that you should be able to eat without having them organic and stuff. But I think those are like, like bananas and stuff.

Scott Benner 15:46
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Arisha 18:27
It's not like all around diabetes. It's more about like autoimmune, okay. It's called type one takes. It's on like Spotify and Apple. But I haven't posted in a while but I'll start posting

Scott Benner 18:40
more. Why do you not post you're better at this than I am. You should do that.

Arisha 18:43
I do. I just post like once a week, and I just don't like I have them all, but I just need to like edit them and add an intro and all it's

Scott Benner 18:51
hard is it's a lot of work. I know it's a lot. Type one takes? Yeah. Is it all together is type one one word, I'm trying to find it high. It's like

Arisha 19:01
type with a T capitalized and then just a one. Like the numerical value and then takes with the capitalized t

Scott Benner 19:09
because I have access to all of the available podcasts. Maybe yours. Yeah, I'm just I'm looking on the on the master list here. I never led podcasters come on here. This is a big deal for you. You

Unknown Speaker 19:25
should show up on mine. Oh, I'll

Scott Benner 19:27
do that. That'd be fun. Oh my god. Yeah. You want to do that? Yeah, I'll do that. Is it does it have a website? Yeah,

Arisha 19:34
here I can show it I can see effects like if I show you maybe you'll recognize it. Well, that's one thing.

Scott Benner 19:40
I googled type one takes Apple podcasts and you know I came up what my podcasts came up the way it should be. Oh look like that. Here? No, take your watch me make you jealous. Hey, Rob, while you're editing this take out The dead space where we were looking for her podcast, please. But leave that part in Rob. I got it. on Spotify. I'm gonna follow you on Spotify. Thank you the reality of leaky gut tips on managing your type one diabetes. Look at you. Go crazy. All right, good job. Yeah, you're good at this. You should keep going. Alright, so we don't want glyphosate in our food. What else don't we want to be eating? I feel

Speaker 1 20:27
like everything like Cheerios, Cheerios has glyphosate.

Scott Benner 20:32
Do you really think this one thing? Is that impactful that you just you focus completely on ignoring, avoiding it? Yeah. And I'm gonna get it in everything. If it's not marked organic.

Arisha 20:45
No, there's like, there's this one like, so like, I'm not gonna like hate on Cheerios, but they probably have like a lot. They have like the most glyphosate like in studies and stuff. No kidding. Yeah. Ben

Scott Benner 20:56
and Jerry's ice cream hold on us. I googled what is glyphosate found in glyphosate has also been found in miscellaneous products like Ben and Jerry's ice cream, non organic cotton, nonword tampons, why don't use them, but I know how they work. And I don't think I want weed killer on those either. If I was going to use one, even drinking water, it's found in 75% of air and rain samples. What that hell?

Arisha 21:22
Because it spreads really fast, like,

Scott Benner 21:24
Well, how am I going to avoid it? If it's in the rain? Oh, I

Arisha 21:27
don't know about that. But like, there's like grocery shops linked near to like farms, like even their like organic produce that's near them. Like the glyphosate like travels from, like the glyphosate used in the farm to like, the grocery store, like it's that crazy.

Scott Benner 21:42
I mean, I'm assuming at some point you and your parents ate differently. And then you switched. What was the change that happened when you made the switch, like the food no to your body and your life. So

Arisha 21:53
this was like COVID year, like, when it was everything was kind of out of place, like my blood sugar. So I would eat breakfast. Like I used to drink like chocolate milk for breakfast. This is like bringing up memories. But like, I used to drink like chocolate milk for breakfast and like a muffin. And then I used I was like, 10 Oh my gosh, and I was and then I would go on a bike ride. And I would be to add for three hours, it was just like that it would go to 40. And I would eat lunch, it would just like it was a roller coaster. Like I'm drinking

Scott Benner 22:21
Earl Grey tea that my wife brought back for me from her trip to England. And I'm freaking out that there's glyphosate.

Arisha 22:30
Because in all the other like all these other countries, like in Europe, and India and the UK, but like besides like Canada and the United States, those two countries have like the most in it, because like everywhere else, it's banned. Like you can look at a list at like everything that's banned, like all those.

Scott Benner 22:48
I'm gonna say something that I think I've heard and then you'll tell me if you know about it or not. Okay, they use the glyphosate to kill the weeds. Yes. But it would also kill the plants. So they genetically alter the plants, so that the glyphosate doesn't kill them. Is that right? Yeah. I can't be good either. kind of

Arisha 23:10
know, that. Like, there's like, weed killers like the worst thing though, because it's like, killing weeds. And weeds are like kind of natural. So it's like, kills everything.

Scott Benner 23:21
I'm not a I wasn't an AP Bio. So I might not get this right. But it feels to me that if you're going to take a seed and genetically alter it, so that weed killer can't hurt it. That's bizarre because now the weeds now the I don't know, let's say corn right now the corns in the field. weeds are growing all around it. The farmer probably drops it from a plane. I don't know how they do it, that everything gets covered. So the weed killer hits the corn, it hits the weeds, it hits the grass, it hits the ground. Everything dies except the corn but the corn still has the weed killer on it. It just it just doesn't kill it. Yeah,

Arisha 23:57
because they've like genetically modified the corn right as well. The court like corn is like the worst thing to eat. That's like not organic because it has so many pesticides, because corn attracts like so many bugs. So that's why like recently we started finding like organic corn Apple foods. No kidding. Yeah, I was like so excited.

Scott Benner 24:18
I mean, you're freaking me out. But I'm gonna pay more attention to this. I think did we talk about this last time?

Unknown Speaker 24:23
We talked about like leaky gut. Yeah,

Scott Benner 24:26
we didn't talk about this though. Right? No, yeah. That's by the way, you want to know the secret? Well, I don't let people come on twice. Why? Because that's too repetitive. No, because I can't remember what I talked about with them. So I can't just the next. People was like, I want to come back. And I'm like, here's what's gonna happen. I'm gonna ask you the same questions and it's gonna be like, and you're gonna be like, You already asked me this. And then I'm gonna have to admit, I don't remember talking to you. It's funny. I make a lot of these. And so they're difficult to remember. You understand? Yeah. What made you start a podcast?

Arisha 24:58
I just feel like there's so Much like misconception about like, all these kinds of things, that a lot of things just need to be like clarified, like a lot of people think that if they just eat low carbs, like their blood sugars will be managed well like that's not true. So

Scott Benner 25:12
if you're having you think if you even if you're low carb, but you're eating kind of non organic stuff that has these glyphosates and other stuff in it, that it's still gonna push your blood sugar up.

Arisha 25:22
Yeah, cuz if you eat salad that has, like, not organic stuff in it. I feel like your blood sugar's gonna rise, like really bad.

Scott Benner 25:29
We should definitely listen to your 14 you know, a lot. Right? Yeah. I mean, you can skip a test and take it the next day and still be okay. I can't do that. I don't know. I didn't pay attention in school. Do you think that's why I didn't do well. I was so surprised when I graduated. I was like, Oh, me, really? That's crazy. I don't think you're probably didn't teach me anything. It was my fault. Mostly. Was it my fault? Most like, can we blame someone else? No. I think we can blame me probably. I did not enjoy going to school. And I was resistant to it. I wish I wasn't I can honestly tell you as an adult. It's one of my biggest regrets is not just taking that part seriously paying attention. And then seeing what that sparked in what I was interested in. I could have like, extended and looked into other things like you are I just I didn't do that. I didn't grow up that way. I grew up like the idea of like, you go to school because the government says you go to school, and my mom will get arrested if I don't go and then go get a job. Like that was kind of how it was raised. But what do you think you want to do? an endocrinologist. You just want to be an endocrinologist? Yeah, that's pretty cool. You think you can do that? Get that accomplished? Yeah, like 100%. Nice. Not hard, right? Just go to school, become a doctor. Now. When you become a doctor? Are you going to talk to people about this stuff? Are you afraid it's gonna freak them out? And they're not going to understand what you're saying? And you're only gonna have 10 minutes to talk to them and they're gonna leave and go like, Oh, my God, my doctor is weird. She said, there's a bug killer on my corn. I

Arisha 27:07
feel like if you can, like, if they like try it themselves, they just like move like no, because, like, you can just see the difference, just like by looking at it by looking at your blood sugars like,

Scott Benner 27:18
Okay, I'm sorry, Arden's blood sugar's a little low. So I'm texting with my wife about it. Here, Arden will appreciate this. She's getting her period. She's eating better. Because her freshman year in college, this is gonna happen to you too, by the way, you're gonna go to this college, this big school, and the food they're going to give you is going to be garbage, alright, it's going to be and it's going to be all just like preservatives, and everything else. And then you're gonna have like, you're gonna have to go find your own food. You have to cook and as a freshman, that's going to be difficult. And on a big campus, you're not gonna have a car, like, what are you going to do about that? You can't cook as a freshman. I mean, where are you getting a kitchen from?

Unknown Speaker 27:59
Oh, CFD, that sounds really bad.

Scott Benner 28:01
You can't be an endocrinologist. Okay, does everybody want to hear Arden? Like wake up from asleep? Because I think calling. I think that's about to happen. Hold on. I'm gonna tell her she ate too much glyphosate. She's trying that she's been doing all nighters for a couple of nights and she's sleeping this morning. Where she's dead. It's been forwarded to an automatic voice message. That didn't go well. We'll try again. Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice. Well, now what do we do? Future endocrinologist. Let me take a look and see where she's at. She's in a dorm. It's an apartment actually on campus. I can't on campus apartment. She was in a dorm last year. But she moved to on campus housing like this specifically because she wanted to kitchen because she said it was just too hard to Bolus for the food they were giving her. Excuse me, she was using so much insulin. It was like it was not going well. And she said one of the only things she said when she got home was I got to make my own food. Next year. Yeah, sure. I can't keep eating there. She's cooking most days. But there's still times where she's like, you know, like, which after dinner, she's like, I warmed up this or I bought a frozen this and I'm like, Well, okay, but it's still going much better than than the food she was eating at the school. As a matter of fact, I think some of these low blood sugars that she's been having the last couple days. It's partly because she's just been awake for like, way to like, you know, I mean, she's not sleeping. Yeah. And she's working at school. And I think the other thing is, is that as time goes on, I think maybe her settings are a little strong. Yeah, and now she's not eating that same food anymore. Yeah. Alright, so we're gonna try our caller one more time and see if we can wake her up. Yeah, cuz her blood sugar is just it's just keeps drifting down. So if she doesn't answer that As time, you know we do next, Find My iPhone makes terrible noise. So like, I don't know if she's like in the shower. automatic voice message system. Alright, so here we go. So here's one for people who have iPhones find my, and you open it up, and then you go to devices. And then you scroll down to Arden's phone. Then it says play sound off that you push play. And now it's playing a sound on our phone. And I don't know if you've ever done this before. It's like a huge like loud, it's not a great sound. Yeah. Then she's going to wake up and be irritated. And

Speaker 1 30:40
I'm going to text her. What is she studying? Arden's

Scott Benner 30:43
going to fashion school? She's learning how to make clothing. Wow. So said, I've sent her a text, well wait a minute and see if she answers the text. If not, I'll try to call again in a second. Yes, she's learning how to design clothing. She was in high school like you as a freshman, she didn't know what you wanted to do. As a sophomore, I don't think she really had any thoughts. But in COVID, and like her sophomore ish, juniors, like gap in there, she started talking about, she either wanted to go for pre law, or she wanted to make clothing. Those were her two choices. And she just went back and forth about it. And she decided she's like, I really want to go to fashion school and learn how to make clothing. So the really cool thing about Arden that I don't think we talked about is that she was not like an artistic person, meaning she wasn't a person who spent time drawing or painting or anything like that. She'd never sewn anything. Like she didn't know how to sew like she had nothing. When she got to college, her first drawing class was like the first time she tried to draw. Wow, yeah. And she said that the other day, they were doing, they're doing life drawing right now. So she had this project, she had to spend six hours in the lab drawing skeleton, a skeleton. And like, and like removing it and like moving it around drawing it again. And doing all these sketches like she had to she did like, it looks like there's 50 of them on this sheet. And she said that the other day in class, her teacher asked to say it, and then pull it up in the front and use it as an example for everybody in the class. Wow, she was really happy. But no kidding. Like a year and a half ago, I've never tried to draw anything in her life. So it's she's she puts her mind to it. She's going to get it done. You know, I know where to try to call again. Interesting. I'm sorry, this is taking up your time. We'll keep talking but don't worry about it. Okay. Your call has been forwarded. Right? This is not going particularly well.

Unknown Speaker 32:46
Does she have a roommate? Yep. I'm

Scott Benner 32:47
gonna try a roommate now. So now it's gonna start over again with a different with a different 19 year old girl. Now we'll try calling her Hey, aren't as low do you think you'll wake her up? Yeah, thank you. Okay, so let's just assume they're gonna take care of that. And keep going. What changes did you see in your health? Or do you think your parents have talked about with you after like cutting all that out and going completely organic?

Arisha 33:23
So last time, we like talked about this one thing where I went to a functional medicine doctor. And they did all his tests like the before part. And they like said my energy was like a, like a six year old man's energy. Like, because my energy level was really low. How

Scott Benner 33:40
did they test for that? And with bloodwork, though? Like there's not an energy blood test? Did you have like, Do you know what they did? I think it was like urine samples. Okay, so when you made the changes, did you actually fear your feel your energy level rise?

Arisha 33:55
Oh, yeah. Because like, there's like, I feel like fifth grade and like seventh grade are really different. So like, I feel like I was able to, like manage more. I used to do a lot of sports and like fifth period. And like, for some reason, I was like never good at them. Like I don't even know why. But like in seventh grade, I just caught like really good at them.

Scott Benner 34:11
You just you started to just have more physical energy. Yeah, about mental clarity. Do you have any, like, thoughts about that? Has that changed for you at all?

Arisha 34:21
I don't really feel like that that much. Because then like, when I was like, five, I like five to fifth grade. I was like, completely gluten free. And like, I don't eat junk food and all that kind of stuff. But like occasionally like maybe once or twice, but like not really like regularly or anything. So like, I feel like first to fifth grade. I was like pretty, like, decent, like food wise. But like in sixth grade. It got like bad because of COVID. So I just feel like I've never really had any like, mental like, clarity type thing.

Scott Benner 34:52
Yeah. What's the worst thing you eat in the course of a week? Like that's something that this whole week, like in a week and you're like, oh, I shouldn't I mean that but I did. Oh, I have a picture, a picture of what you ate.

Arisha 35:04
I just don't know what it's called. Okay? It's like these unreal. They're like these peanut butter cups. They have like, they kind of look Yeah, they look like this. That's

Scott Benner 35:14
the worst thing you ate. Yeah.

Arisha 35:18
Or like I chew gum occasionally. Mines like mines like as part I'm free and all so we're good with that

Scott Benner 35:24
aspartame free. Yeah, I'm just letting people know Arden's awakes, take care of herself, and I'm texting her when you're awake. Let's talk. So gum, and a really healthy peanut butter cup.

Arisha 35:36
Yeah, yeah, kinda think. There's these like, I don't really know because I just like for lunch. I usually just eat like a salad or like, oh, there's these things in Costco. They're Owlman tortillas. Okay, from the brand Cha. They're like really good. Like,

Scott Benner 35:56
those. You like almond tortillas?

Arisha 35:59
Yeah, they're not organic, but they're really like, their ingredients are clean. And yeah.

Scott Benner 36:08
Amen. Dessert. No, wait. That's tortoise. It's

Arisha 36:11
from the brim like s i e. T. I think that toast fellow.

Scott Benner 36:16
Turns out. I'm not the first person to Google almond tortillas, Costco. And I si, e t. E. Yes, and almond flour tortillas. And those. Those are good. Yeah,

Arisha 36:28
so we put that until like, my dad makes this little pizza thing. Like, and my brother loves it too. So basically, he just adds like one of them on the bottom. And then he had like the this red sauce. It's just, it's just tomatoes. That's all it is.

Scott Benner 36:44
Are they thin? Like could I rat like because I use a wrap every morning with my egg and some fruit and some protein. Should I try these? You could try

Arisha 36:53
it if you didn't have that much like in the wrap but they also saw like cassava

Scott Benner 36:57
once, okay, what the hell? Is that a word? Yeah,

Arisha 37:01
cassava. It's, it's like a root of something.

Scott Benner 37:05
Okay. I'll check into this. You have

Arisha 37:08
to get that one out whole foods that but like it, but it's a lot bigger too. So like, sometimes I'll just eat one of those for lunch. Would that be like otherwise? Then we put like the forger cheese on them. It's like really good. Like a little pizza.

Scott Benner 37:19
So even when I'm having my little wrap, it's got wheat in it. You're thinking the weeds? Probably not organic. So I'm doing that with that. So I'm trying to eat healthy and I'm still killing myself.

Arisha 37:31
Because the wheat we intend like a problem. There's this one brand. Oh my god, I forgot. It's like, just let me find it. But it's like organic. And if we isn't the problem, it's like the stuff that's been put on the wheat because there's so much glyphosate on the itself. But like cassava is a really good replacement for wheat. If like someone does wheat doesn't suit someone. But other than that, I feel like we it's not that

Scott Benner 37:56
bad. I'm seeing that the company I use for my tortillas has an organic version, but I it's not the ones I buy. Interesting. Okay.

Arisha 38:05
Oh, this is the brand it's called jovial J of the aisle. That's like, because they have that's the we started using because it's glyphosate free, organic, non GMO,

Scott Benner 38:17
jovial foods. All right. Oh, and then but if I eat like you don't eat meat, but you eat fish. Yeah, it's like seafood. Not that much. Like

Arisha 38:27
I'll eat it. Like I don't have anything against it. Like if it's in like if we're making it. I'll eat it.

Scott Benner 38:31
Are you scared of mercury?

Speaker 1 38:33
Not really. Because we get not with not farm raised.

Scott Benner 38:37
Like wild caught. Yeah, well, no, I think there's like, I mean, I think you should just not eat at all because you'll die in a couple of weeks. But at least there won't be any bad stuff in your food. No, I mean, I hear people say all the time not to eat too much shellfish are crustaceans because of mercury and something like that. But I mean, in certain maybe tuna as well. I don't

Arisha 39:02
need to know. I think it's disgusting. I just don't like the way it tastes even like

Scott Benner 39:06
a tuna steak.

Arisha 39:07
I don't just like I don't like certain types of fish. I'm gonna like Feldman. And like, that's the only fish I really like. Asked me like certainly cook. Like if I go out and they're like serving fish. Like, I just don't like it. It

Scott Benner 39:21
says the tuna is very nutritious. It's also high mercury compared to most other fish. Okay. You like salmon? Yeah,

Arisha 39:28
but like more than salmon. I feel like we should. Like shrimp is probably the most thing.

Scott Benner 39:36
Looks like salmon is not too bad for mercury. Swordfish is. I wonder why some are higher than others. Salmon doesn't have much at all it says it's interesting. Like why would one are they all in the same water? All right. Well, you're bumming me out. But you really feel like it has an impact on your blood sugar. So like yeah, Do me a favor. Tell me what you ate yesterday, like the whole day. breakfast to lunch? Yeah. You had your drink in the morning.

Arisha 40:06
Okay, yeah. So, and then I had lunch and for lunch, I had like a salad. I put like a lot of fruits on myself.

Scott Benner 40:14
So fruit on the salad. Yeah,

Arisha 40:16
a lot of fruit. It just tastes better. All right. You made a thumbs up thing.

Scott Benner 40:20
Did it did it again. I'm sorry. I think I was just scratching my face that time. Really? Soon. Fix it. So salad with fruit. Yeah. And organic lettuce, kind of all the fruits organic.

Arisha 40:33
Yeah, cashes some raisins, raisins.

Scott Benner 40:36
And then for lunch for dinner. I

Arisha 40:39
had to yesterday was Monday. Yeah. Okay. So basically, then, so like, my lunch was at 10. So I took like a little snack break in school at like one. And it was like, it's like those like little fruit bars.

Scott Benner 40:53
Little fruit bars. Or snack break? Yeah. All right. And then dinner. I

Arisha 41:00
think yesterday I had mushroom soup. My mom made leaves like dal rotis. Like, lentils. Kind of things. Tell

Scott Benner 41:12
people the mushroom soups. Not creamy. It's but it's thin, right? Like clear. No, it's creamy. It is creamy. Yeah,

Unknown Speaker 41:19
we use the coconut milk.

Scott Benner 41:21
Okay, your mom made cream of mushroom soup with coconut milk? Why she was really good. I bet she does. Why does she have so much free time? What's going on there?

Arisha 41:30
I think she was working. She like makes mush. Like in the fall like around this time. We always like make a lot of soup for a couple of months. So we usually drink like this soup. Or like other soup. It's really easy. We just like put a bunch of things in like a pot, and then it cooks. And you just boil it. It's

Scott Benner 41:47
like not that. Okay, where did she get the mushrooms from? From the grocery store? Yep, from Costco, from Costco. Okay. And they're organic.

Arisha 41:56
Cool. Sounds like a lot of options. If you like trying to look, I

Scott Benner 42:00
have to say Costco does a weird because it's a warehouse. But they do a really good job of like, you know, they have a couple of first of all their business models, they find what people like, and then they knock it off. And then yeah, and then they make their own and they make their own, which oftentimes ends up being better than the thing that I don't want to start ripping off. I'm

Arisha 42:20
only mad. They like have this coconut milk, not coconut milk, coconut water. It was really good because it was like from I think, from Bangladesh or somewhere because it was really sweet. And it was like pink too. And then they just knocked it off because it was doing better than theirs. And then they just added and they just kept they're not like maybe

Scott Benner 42:39
they do that sometimes do they carry to get you excited about it. Then they stopped selling it. Yeah, I know they do that. So you guys go there you shop. You get your fruits and vegetables there. I don't like their bananas. Can I come right out and say at Costco, I don't think does a good job with Ben. Do you know what I mean? They're always kind of green and mushy and like never quite. I don't like them. They're never quite ready.

Arisha 43:00
We just like freeze the bananas because like we like make ice cream out of that sometimes. Oh, nice.

Scott Benner 43:06
Yeah, that's good, too. I think it's Yeah,

Arisha 43:09
I like after school. Like when it was really hot for like the first month of school everyday after school. Not every day, but most of the time I would take like they from Costco sells like these cubes of mangoes. So I just put them in the blender like a whole handful. And then I put like coconut cream. And then I blended it and it just tasted like shore but it was so good.

Scott Benner 43:29
You know I'm only eating coconut milk. Yogurt now.

Unknown Speaker 43:32
Really? What brand Oh,

Scott Benner 43:35
I don't hold on. I find out it's really

Unknown Speaker 43:36
some pretty good brands too. Oh, yeah.

Scott Benner 43:40
I need to talk to you more often. I'll probably be healthier if I just talk to you more often. So delicious. Like you I feel like you're so let down by me.

Speaker 1 43:48
I want to I want to know the brand and then like oh, that's what it's called. So delicious. Can I read the ingredients for that? Alright, I'm

Scott Benner 43:54
getting it. Hold on a second.

Unknown Speaker 43:55
Is it the vanilla?

Scott Benner 43:57
I have I do the banana and strawberry. I do vanilla. I do. Keyline

Arisha 44:03
I remember I used to eat this a long time ago. Yeah. Yeah.

Scott Benner 44:09
You got a better one now. Yeah. I assumed I wasn't going to have the right one. That's why I brought it up. Here the thing and this one is

Arisha 44:17
that I'm trying to like rethink find like working. So basically it says that it only has 2% or less than but has like all these been gums. And then it always says that has like natural flavors. That's like not good. You're like

Scott Benner 44:32
what does that mean? It's just not good. Okay, so All right, tell me what brands I should be looking for. Go ahead. I'm drinking out of my water which is I'm sure it's killing me.

Arisha 44:42
There's one brand it's called forger. I just don't like the

Scott Benner 44:45
way that taste. But that is gonna be a problem for me. No, but no, there's the sprint

Arisha 44:50
is really good. It's called cocoa June.

Speaker 1 44:53
This is what it looks like. It tastes really good. And I found it. It's probably one of my favorites. thing

Arisha 45:01
I was obsessed with it for this whole like, week not all I would eat

Scott Benner 45:05
cocoa when am I going to find this at Whole Foods looks like hippies make if there's not even a pictures on the packaging. Alright I'll go to hold on I'm writing this down Whole Foods. Coca June red pepper red not eating that. See this is the problem with hippies lemon dill red pepper this is supposed to be yogurt.

Speaker 1 45:25
Are you looking at the right thing because this just sounds like water and coconut

Scott Benner 45:32
learn more. Oh wait, this is a dip. Nevermind it's not the yogurt. It's like why would you put dual in yogurt? That's funny. But like I got it down mixed berry dark chocolate banana cinnamon vanilla bean. Alright, hold on. I'm gonna go get this today. Where did you tell me Whole Foods? Yeah, it's just over there yesterday. Now I gotta go back. Alright.

Arisha 45:57
We have like, Whole Foods. I'm like, they're like really close to each other.

Scott Benner 46:02
So basically, I'm eating yogurt, an egg and a wrap in the morning. I shouldn't be eating any of it. What about the egg? They don't spray weed killer in the chickens. Do they? Oh God, do they?

Speaker 1 46:12
They inject like karma. Alright, they're

Scott Benner 46:15
organic eggs. Yeah, they're gonna be small. No. Was that good? All right, so I have to go get organic eggs. They're gonna have those at Costco. Right? Yeah, they're gonna cost more thank God dammit. All right, hold on a second. Coach Yun yogurt. Organic eggs. And what the hell was the rap called? Pa 10. I got it. I eat

Arisha 46:43
the rap is like pretty good, though. Like the yogurt. Don't put the yogurt like in there without mixing like salt because it like it's all it's like sweet. A little sweet. Just like a little bit.

Scott Benner 46:54
I gotta put salt in the yogurt. Are you gonna put it in the wrap? No, I'm gonna eat it like I get up. Oh, yeah. Here's what happens. I get up in the morning. I take the athletic greens. I drink that right? Yeah, and I do my things. Right, like a shower. You know what I mean? Stuff like that. Get dressed. And then I have usually a yogurt. And yeah, and I take an egg. I scramble the egg with a little bit of butter. Cheese. This is the butter organic. Probably not let me write down butter. And then you should get

Arisha 47:23
like the vegan butter because theater is just really bad for you like butter and milk. Butter

Speaker 2 47:28
is the best thing in the world. It's the only thing that makes life worth living. What are you talking about? I can't eat butter. God dammit. Are you serious? What kind of what kind of what? Say it again? vegan butter. Yeah, that sounds horrible. Hold on a second. What the hell do you want?

Arisha 47:46
The thing is just don't like, get one with sunflower oil. Because that's like really bad.

Scott Benner 47:53
I don't do oils. That's

Arisha 47:54
what there's oil in the butter for like if you're gonna get vegan butter.

Scott Benner 47:58
Now. Yeah, now I'm confused. Can I just have butter? That's just butter. Oh,

Arisha 48:02
yeah. But like, hell. Yeah, but like the cow like they put stuff in my cow.

Scott Benner 48:08
Oh my god, this is terrible. Okay, hold on a second vegan butter. I'm buying and get like I want you to. I'm not kidding. I'm buying everything that you told me and I'm going to make my breakfast is like this for two weeks. That this is what I'm gonna do. But vegan butter is making me upset. But I'm looking.

Arisha 48:26
Well, you could get grass fed butter. Grass fed cow butter. That might be better. Alright.

Scott Benner 48:31
Alright. That's a good alright, I'll do that. But that also sounds expensive.

Arisha 48:35
I don't think like it's that because the thing and Deacon better is that we'll

Scott Benner 48:39
have a job. You don't know what this stuff cost? Talking about? You don't think is that expensive? Get the hell out of here. What do you find out? How much do you cost? Alright, okay, so wait, that's a Wait, I got butter in the pan. I'll get grass fed butter. And then I was buying my butter at Costco. And Costco has good butter. I know. But you told me not to eat it now. No, no, they

Unknown Speaker 49:06
have like the good grass fed stuff. Yeah, I don't eat dairy. But like I've seen it like, I just like, Look, girl.

Scott Benner 49:12
All right, I'll do that. You're gonna make me broke. Okay, so I'll do that. And then I make the egg. I can put pepper on my egg, right? Yeah, thank you make my egg. I'm gonna wrap it my arm and wrap. Yeah, I'm gonna wrap it's not gonna taste dry. No,

Arisha 49:29
no, no. Okay. And that's like really good. That's like, my favorite. I'm choosing

Scott Benner 49:33
to believe you. And then I would like I have some turkey like I took a turkey bread. Oh, God is the turkey organ. I don't know. I took the tour. I smoked a turkey breasts. So it's like smoky and nice. And then I was cutting that up and mixing that in with my egg and then wrapping it up and that was my breakfast. Okay, so this is not so even though that sounds incredibly healthy. It's not as good as it could be. No, and it's probably not even that healthy. It It's just yeah, that's insane. If I start eating like that, and I lose a bunch of weight, where do you live? I'm going to come to your house and say thank you don't tell me that you shouldn't tell people where you live. Okay, I have my list here. Wraps, butter, organic eggs. Cocoa, June. That's it Whole Foods. And we end up biomedic biomedic. What's it called?

Unknown Speaker 50:23
Here? Yeah.

Scott Benner 50:25
Pure like got it here. This is not a pill. This is or it's a it's a pill. It is. Oh, well, there that sounds easy. Can I get it on Amazon? Or no? Well, that does something bad happened to me. If I do it on Amazon.

Speaker 1 50:38
You probably could buy Holy crap. These are really expensive. No, no, but there's like a lot of them. It's they're $1 apiece. Well, like you're cleansing your body.

Scott Benner 50:49
And how long wait, how long is it going to take? Alright, period. biomedic is the first ever anti GMO supplement that helps protect your gut from glyphosate.

Unknown Speaker 50:58
How much is it? Isn't it only like 3060 tablet

Scott Benner 51:00
60 capsules with at least they're vegan capsules. And but $60 That's $1 apiece. My math is pretty cool. looking on Amazon. Yeah. Should I be looking somewhere else?

Arisha 51:12
No, Amazon like always upsells things you should go you should just get it on the website. Okay, cuz they have they get like a lot of coupons and stuff. Somebody

Scott Benner 51:20
says these smelled like fabric softener.

Speaker 1 51:24
They smell they're made out of cellulose or whatever it's called. I

Scott Benner 51:28
don't care. I'm just assuming that's a little tick that wrote that. I'm just gonna read it like, review. I started living with irritable bowel syndrome driving me crazy. Poop time was never consistent. running to the bathroom was getting on my nerves. My poop is so bow. Oh God, what is happening? Wait a minute. This is like such. Alright, ready? I've never done this before. Let's read this review. I don't care if anybody buys these or not. We're still read the review. It's from 2018 It says I'm gonna read it my podcast voice. I thought I would review this product on Amazon. Even though I didn't buy it from Amazon. I purchased directly from purism. Here's what happened to me. I was starting to have the irritable bowel syndrome and it was driving me crazy. Poop time was never consistent and running to the bathroom is getting on my nerves. Are you laughing at me? The the constant worry about whether I was going to poop my pants. I went from running to the bathroom with diarrhea to being constipated. And it was impossible to know what my gut was going to do produce our to our day to day. Well, this product seemed to have fixed all that. I feel like I sell I sell like the guy who sells the tape that he makes a boat out of it. Hello. I had only been taking it for about seven days. I started with one pill in the am and two in the evening. That's $3 a day. By the way, that's not part of her review. That's me talking. The recommended dose is two a day she doesn't care what the recommended dose and by the way, this could be a guy but I figured I would add a little extra in the beginning and after two weeks, I will go to the to a day me when people cannot write maintenance level. At day three or four. I can't remember now I was constantly. Why the hell does it matter if it was day three or four? And why do you have to tell people you can't remember just say a few days and I was consistently having normal daily bowel movements. Hold on, that wasn't the best part. Here comes this is why I'm reading this one. Normally, my poop is so foul. I flush as soon as it leaves my body to try to lessen the offensive odor that I exit the bathroom and close the door as quickly as possible. Now what's happening to this person? One day, I realized I didn't rush to flush. We're making a t shirt that says don't rush to flush and selling it immediately on the website. I couldn't believe I couldn't smell the odor. Alright, ready? Try to imagine this. I asked my roommate who constantly made jokes about my offensive odor to check out the weird smell in the bathroom. He came, sniffed and said and this is a quote. I don't smell anything. It was a joyous day in my life. I looked at him and I said well that's what I thought because I didn't smell anything boy this is unnecessary words. And I just unloaded a big dump this is the moment I knew this was the cause because nothing else in my life had changed. I will use this product as long as it gives those results I'm sorry, curse your kid

All right, listen. I want to say a couple of things. My poop does not smell bad. But I'm gonna try this because this episode is called. I think this is it Sup is called ERISA tells me how to live. You want me to go to their website? I'm going to do it right now. Hold on a second. And I'm actually going to go out and buy all the GMO stuff today that you told me to, then I'm going to start eating that way. So Purium products, by the way, nobody go buy this until we find out if it's good, and then make them buy ads before we do it. So what is, uh, hold on a second? biome? Medic. I got it. It's the same damn price. Hey, put like a loyal customer price, but I am not a loyal

Speaker 1 55:32
customer. You can if you make an account, it's like cheaper. I have to

Scott Benner 55:36
be honest with you. I'm just gonna buy it from Amazon this one time because I'm going to pay the same from them and it's going to come faster from Amazon. Okay, all right. So the first time the smaller No, I'm getting the 60 because the girl says I gotta take three the first

Speaker 1 55:50
day. Maybe just like take two because I started with one. All

Scott Benner 55:54
right. Yeah, I'm not gonna I'll follow that. Alright, hold on by now. Let's make sure it gets shipped to my house so somebody else doesn't like my kid doesn't like open their mail go to hell is this I have to be honest. I'm gonna use my podcast credit card because I feel like this is business playing that to my my a textile you like I was talking to girl on the podcast. I said I was gonna buy this. I feel like it's marketing. But why? Free one day delivery tomorrow? Oh, free delivery tomorrow. I already ordered something else. I bought underwear. So it's gonna ship with my underwear. That's good. I'll put them together. I don't want to waste the box. You know, they mean. You know, it took me a while to find the underwear I wanted to buy. I got three different kinds. So here's what happened. I was wearing this kind of underwear that I liked, and they stopped making it. So then I tried three different brands before I found the kind that I wanted to go with again. But now I'm sold on it. And so I bought eight pairs. It's pretty fancy. Do you have more than eight pairs of underwear? Yeah, yeah, you're a girl. You probably have like 1000 pairs of underwear. Right? Because they're colors and they're cute or whatever the hell I just need. Like, they're all mine are all black. They look exactly the same. I don't care what they look like. All right, I got my marching orders. Cocoa, June, organic eggs, grass fed butter, almond wrap, biome medic. And what am I going to find out after I take these $60 worth of pills? What what's gonna happen to me? You're gonna be like better? How am I going to know? I'm so good now. Oh, my good to know. Like, now I'm better. You'll

Speaker 1 57:32
just like you'll you'll start feeling it. Like how? Tell me how do you like? Do you walk? Like, take a walk outside or like, if I can help it.

Scott Benner 57:47
Like, I make this podcast for you people.

Speaker 1 57:50
You're gonna be more energetic in the podcast.

Scott Benner 57:53
I mean, is that possible? I'm pretty zippy already. And I mean, that might be like a bath. Yeah, right. People would be like, Yo, this girl came on the podcast and ruined the podcast, which gives got all this energy, and now he's irritating. I'm irritating now, but now more irritating. I'm gonna say, alright, I'm doing it. I'm doing what you say. Because you look healthier than I do.

Unknown Speaker 58:13
I think I think it'll benefit you. All right.

Scott Benner 58:16
I'm gonna try. You didn't know you've not mentioned that. I've lost a lot of weight since the last time you saw me. Have you noticed? Not really unbelievable. Are you serious?

Unknown Speaker 58:27
It's been like nine months? I don't remember. Like,

Scott Benner 58:30
I'm 35 pounds lighter than when you saw me last time. You didn't notice at all? No, what the hell am I losing weight for if nobody can tell? It was for my health. I did see a friend yesterday for lunch. Now I'm thinking what I ate was probably killing me. But I saw a friend yesterday for lunch who I hadn't seen in a long time. And when he saw me, he goes, Oh my God, you look like your little brother. Which he was just saying I looked smaller than the last time I saw him because he doesn't actually know my little brother. And I'm adopted. You have a brother? Yeah, but I don't look anything like him. Because I'm adopted. You don't I mean? Yeah. So. All right. Do we have fun? I did. Does it matter if I think it only matters if I have fun? Honestly, here, there's a good podcasting tip for you. I make a podcast that I'd want to listen to. That's all I do. I don't think about here's the secret for anybody listening. I don't think about what you want at all. So I don't put any effort into doing something that I think oh, people will like this. Like I do what I think I would like or what I think would help people. So like, you know, like even like the pro tip stuff. Have you listened that stuff? No. Unbelievable. How do you find this podcast? Your mom listen to it.

Arisha 59:47
Sometimes like my mom's like really busy because of work. That's

Scott Benner 59:50
why she's making soup. Takes a lot of time. Alright, so I'm just gonna make this change here. And then I have a big bag of frozen shrimp. You can make that on a saute that all up. And I'll eat that for dinner this week. And I'll pair it every day. Don't eat it. Not every day like often. And I have my eye on me to say, Can I say something very Caucasian to your My wife has a hydroponic garden where she grows lettuce. So nothing's ever been sprayed on it. Unless, unless Unless my dog walks by and farts on it. And so other than that, like nothing's ever been sprayed on it. And so I'll use that to make my to make salads with I'll mix that with greens with the shrimp. I tried having chicken wings this week. I know you don't eat meat, but I like I over salted it. I started like retaining water. Like suddenly I can't do that. It's very embarrassing. So I won't I won't do that. And Alright, that's it. Am I gonna not? And I'm gonna have to make my own sorbet. Should I not eat sugar?

Speaker 1 1:00:56
Do you eat sugar? White sugar, not white sugar.

Scott Benner 1:00:59
So usually I take like mangoes, you're really making me upset. So usually I take mangoes and I make my own sorbet with it, but you gotta use a little bit of sugar. Or

Speaker 1 1:01:08
you have to like, then use a date put a date and

Scott Benner 1:01:12
a date. That thing that almost killed Indiana Jones. Weathers. Do you know that reference? No, no, there's no way you know that reference. Indiana Jones is a movie with an actor named Harrison Ford. Do you know any of that? I know the movie Park. Okay. In the movie, they tried to poison Indiana Jones by poisoning his dates. But what happens? The monkey eats the dates first. And that's how Indiana knows not to eat them. What do you think of that? You'll never see that movie. So the best movies I've ever seen in my life. You'll never see it. What is your favorite movie? Titanic, though. Wait, the one word Caitlin's like kills that boy in the water?

Speaker 1 1:01:51
No, like they didn't fit on the like little bed

Scott Benner 1:01:55
the fit fine. I don't want to disagree thing. It was a giant headboard. And she's like, I'm fine. You stay there. You didn't say how many times? Have you seen it? Like four times? Well, it's never occurred to you that it looked like there was enough room for his skinny to climb up there.

Arisha 1:02:13
No, I watched the like thing. Like the MythBusters video thing. And then they talked to the guy who made the movie and he said that, like it was for the writing purpose that he had to die. Yeah,

Scott Benner 1:02:24
I knew we had to kill him. But we need to have a good reason. I don't fit on the thing she's voted on was not a good reason. And he's like, hung there is I guess okay. He froze like a like your bananas before you make ice cream. You freeze the bananas before you make the ice cream. Right? Yeah. And so. I don't know. Arden told me recently. She doesn't think Leo's attractive. Do you think he's cute or no? In that movie? He was young man. Not really. Yeah, right. Then interesting. What's your favorite actor?

Speaker 1 1:02:52
I don't really like I don't know. I like watch TV shows like

Scott Benner 1:02:56
what? Okay, what are you watching?

Speaker 1 1:02:57
Right now? I'm watching House. Oh, I love house. Really? Yeah, everyone's watching Grey's Anatomy. I just can't find it

Scott Benner 1:03:06
anywhere. So I just watched half Grey's Anatomy got dropped from Netflix. It's

Speaker 1 1:03:10
not on Netflix. No kidding. Is it on? Cuz I didn't find it.

Scott Benner 1:03:14
Let me test how long have you been watching House? Okay, how long have you been watching so I'm gonna test you.

Arisha 1:03:19
Like I'm on season. I just started Season Two. Okay, maybe

Scott Benner 1:03:23
I don't know if this is too early or not. But what's the thing? They always guess that it never is? Pneumonia. sarcoidosis. sarcoidosis is the answer. Okay. Seriously, and you know, one day I interviewed somebody and they're like, I had sarcoidosis. And I was like, oh my god, like on the house. And they were they knew the reference. It was crazy. As you're watching it, you will think of me every time somebody goes. It could be sarcoidosis. And then it never is. Never do you like the way he's mean to everybody.

Arisha 1:03:57
I don't know. He's he's kind of stupid in my opinion. Yeah. He's always like, he thinks he's better than everyone else. I mean, he kind of is but like, he really isn't at the same time. Like, yeah,

Scott Benner 1:04:08
I see your whole generations nice. I used to love him. I mean, he was everybody. Meet comfortable. They're gonna roll through a couple of like, other intern doctors as the years go on. Yeah. And then what's your name is on there. The woman who broke Ted lassos heart. What's her name? You know, the guy who's dead last so?

Unknown Speaker 1:04:27
No,

Scott Benner 1:04:29
do you didn't watch that last though?

Unknown Speaker 1:04:31
Like the actor? Yeah.

Scott Benner 1:04:33
What's his name? Jason Sudeikis. No, I don't know who that is. All right. Well, Jason is a Degas married a woman who I think then left him. Anyway, she's on her house. And when I think of her I only think of her as the lady that made Jason to Vegas. Sad, but I don't know. Like maybe it was him who made her sad. Or maybe it was just mutual. I have no idea. I don't look into it. I just liked petal So I wanted him to be happy. That's so stupid. I don't know anything about those people. Alright, so you've been watching House. It's not a bad poll, I would watch house. What did I just finish watching? Oh, Mayor of Kingstown, which I don't think you should watch. That's kind of aggressive.

Unknown Speaker 1:05:20
I watch a manifest that looks good. Well, was

Scott Benner 1:05:22
it manifest manifest? Oh, the one about the plane crash.

Arisha 1:05:27
The one that the plane like disappear for five and a half years?

Scott Benner 1:05:30
And did you ever watch the last? No. Interesting. That was one where a plane crashed on an island. And the island may or may not have had a magic mist monster on it. And a polar bear that never came back. And then there was a button and you had to push the button or something was gonna blow up. Oh, spoiler alert. And then nobody pushed a button and nothing bad happened. That's one of those shows. It's really good. Right up until the end. At the end. You're like, Wait, what the hell? Why have I been watching this? Like, that's your answer. Stop it. Not great at the end. Okay, what else should we talk about? And then we're gonna let you go because you had to go to school? Oh, I don't know. You don't know. Well, do you want to practice interview me? For a couple of minutes, then we'll see if I'm gonna come on your podcast.

Unknown Speaker 1:06:18
I don't know what to say, well,

Scott Benner 1:06:19
how the hell you're gonna make a podcast? You need to be able to talk if you're gonna make a podcast.

Speaker 1 1:06:22
I'll make like a script. No, I always make a skirt. Do you? Yeah. Do

Scott Benner 1:06:27
you read from it? Hmm, can I tell you secret? I've never once prepared to make this podcast.

Arisha 1:06:35
I write like, the introduction. And then like, all these points, then points, like under the points, because then I just forget what to talk about. And then I just go off topic. This is why you don't have any time for anything. Yeah. And then I just like start like, yeah, and then I start talking about like homework in school. Like, it's it's a good thing. I was really off topic.

Scott Benner 1:06:54
Yeah. And he just stay on topic, though. Yeah. All right. I mean, isn't that funny that I just said that, but I didn't do that at all. Alright, just you do whatever you want to do when you're making your podcast. So I I've prepared for the podcast in the past. But, you know, like when I'm making like, well, that's not sure I didn't prepare for that. Say the protests, I made a list of things I wanted to talk about. And then I would make them with Jenny and Jenny would come on. And I'd be like, Jane, let's talk about setting Temp Basal today. And she's like, Alright, and then we would just make an episode. That was my preparation for that. The the Omnipod five Pro Tip series, I actually did prepare significantly for, but that was because I made it along with the company. And they were you know, they were professional. And so I'm actually going to do more stuff with them. About Omnipod five pretty soon, but that's neither here nor there. But most of the time, I just sit down. I get everything set up. I also come whipping in this room, like five minutes before I'm supposed to record I don't even like I just come in, I sit down, I make sure I have a drink. And I'm like, Alright, good. Here we go. Actually, I rub a little bit of Vaseline on my lips. So my lips don't make noise. And then I do it. My pull up my calendar. While I'm logging on. I click on someone's name like tomorrow, I have an interview at noon with a guy named Michael. Tomorrow, I'll sit down until 1155. I'll rush around to get the file set up. I'll open this up, I'll scroll down where it says What's your relationship to diabetes? He's he has type one. And then what do you want to talk about ADHD, anxiety, depression, potential autism, they potential diagnosis of autism specifically in relation to diabetes and my care of it diabetes camp. And then I go, adult type one anxiety, depression, maybe autism, diabetes camp, and then I think I don't want to talk about diabetes camp. And then I close my calendar, and then I say out of the guy. That's it. That is how I prepped for the podcast. Yeah. Now you know, now you all know how to make a great podcast, or at least a pretty good. Okay, so now we get to interview me. I like it. Let's I'll help you set it up together. Ready? What what's the topic you'd be interested in asking me about? Really have one thing in common? Well, obviously like diabetes, but like podcasting, you want to ask a question about making a podcast, right? Oh, yeah. Right. And then why don't you start with that?

Speaker 1 1:09:28
So like, just be like, I don't know. I just felt like hard.

Scott Benner 1:09:32
This was gonna happen if I come on your podcast?

Speaker 1 1:09:34
No, have it already. Like, I need to, like at least write like a couple sentences.

Scott Benner 1:09:38
How long will it take you to make this? This these questions? The questions? Like half an hour, okay. Now, most people who come on your podcast are gonna say to you, what are you going to ask me? Here's what happens to me. They go, what are you gonna ask me when I come on? And I go, I have no idea. And they're like, I'm not comfortable with that. And I say, then this is probably not the right podcast for you. So, and then they go okay. And then, but if I was you, I do whatever your process is, right. But if I asked you for the questions in advance, say no, don't let me know the question. Why? Why am I saying that? Because then they're like, more prepared than you want me to be spontaneous? Yeah, you want me to you want me to say the first thing that comes to mind? Not something that I've prepared to make myself sound better. Right? Or you don't want me to say something canned? That I say all the time. So when you get a person in my position, I get asked the same question a lot. And so there is an answer I have, if I need to whip it out real quickly. But you don't want that you want me to just be surprised by what you say? And then just kind of disappear into my mind? And then tell you what it is that I think of your question, like, so don't don't let me know the questions ahead of time. Make sure your headphones are working again. Okay, and your microphone. And then you're gonna have to make some time to edit. And you don't have to go crazy editing, just, you know, if I like, bumped into the microphone like this, edit that out. That kind of stuff. I think I'm gonna have to say to rob, leave that in for a fact. And so I hired an editor recently, is a wonderful gentleman, his child has diabetes, and does a terrific job. But I ended the show for nine years on my own. And then one day, I was just like, I can't I think I'm gonna die. I can't do this anymore. So, so I was able, luckily, to hire an editor, which was nice. You're gonna need to make some money before you do that. All right. You got any sponsors?

Arisha 1:11:41
Not like at the moment? Yeah, only have like two episodes, two

Scott Benner 1:11:45
episodes, you're gonna need more episodes, you're gonna need more downloads. Downloads are how you get the sponsors. Okay.

Unknown Speaker 1:11:52
How many downloads? Do you have?

Scott Benner 1:11:53
Oh, see, right now can

Unknown Speaker 1:11:55
I guess? Can I get? Like? Yeah, what

Scott Benner 1:11:58
do you want? 1000 80,000? Do you think I have 80,000? Downloads? Let me pull up my downloads. I don't want

Unknown Speaker 1:12:04
like per episode, though.

Scott Benner 1:12:05
Not like, oh, per episode. See, the episodes are different. So I'm probably not going to tell you how many downloads my episodes get. Because now there's a reason I'm not but I will tell you some numbers. Okay, so the podcast has been online since 2015. It's nine years old. It has 14 and a half million total downloads. That's a lot. This year in 2023. I'm going to get about 6 million. I think I'm going to reach 6 million this year, just for this year. Last year, I had 4.5 million, so 10 and a half million in the last 24 months. And the other three and a half million it took me seven years to get the first year of the podcast like the entire first year 2015. I had, I don't know the exact number off the top my head, but it was like 26,000 downloads for the whole year. That's a lot. It sounds like a lot, doesn't it? I was very angry when I only had 26,000 downloads at the end of the first year. So and that I was disappointed, disappointed now, I guess back then I was happy. I was like it's working. And people I could see it grow every month. Right. But I was getting like 1300 a month or something like that. Yeah. And so about 25,000 for that year. Now, most days, I get 25,000. And so the weekends aren't as much. And there are some days that are less than others. It's interesting what people skip over. For instance, the after dark stuff, people are very people either love it or don't listen to it. The people who love the after darks love them. And then there are plenty of people like I don't want to hear people like carcere talked about their sex lives or stuff like that. So they stay away from those. If I do stuff for type two, it gets fewer downloads. If I hate to say this, if I do interviews with people who have accents, they don't do as well, that happens. And there's

Arisha 1:14:09
no like funding. I feel like it'd be so much fun doing with with someone who looks like an Australian or British. Oh,

Scott Benner 1:14:14
no, I think it's fantastic. I think some people's ears don't hear it right away and they give up. So they don't want to listen to people with accents. I find if you just listen for a few minutes, you get it like I interviewed a guy earlier this year, who's like British accent was very thick. And there were moments where I was just staring at the table just trying to follow what he was saying because he was talking quickly and I couldn't understand him and then like 10 minutes into it, I could just hear him. It felt like it felt like you know in a movie, where they want you to know that the actors are speaking another language. So for the first couple of minutes, they speak in their native language with subtitles, then all of a sudden the subtitles go away and you hear them in English. Yeah, that's what it felt like when I interviewed him when I do things that are good for people. They don't get downloaded as much. So that's interesting too, when you when you put up content that would be very helpful for someone, not everybody listens. The management stuff is very popular. But mostly people just like to hear interviews with people. People loved your your last interview. Actual Yeah, I got a lot of good feedback about yours actually, the most popular episodes of the podcast are the ones with my daughter, because she barely ever comes on and she's a sarcastic person. So I think people like that. I did a myth episode series this year, that was pretty popular. I remastered the pro tips this year that was popular. And then people just I think, just in general, like the conversations, I But lately, I've been doing a small episode like series with people who have used glucagon to tell their story about why they needed glucagon and what happened when they use it? That's been good. I've gotten a lot of good feedback about that. That's about it, though. So here's the Here are the numbers you need right? To sell an ad, your episode has to get at least 5000 downloads in the first 30 days. Okay. But you, you can only charge something they call a CPM. Podcast CPM. So I'll explain that to you. It's a certain amount of money per 1000. And what is the current CPM right now? I'm going to be honest with you, I charge more money than this. So but this is what most people get for podcasts, a 62nd add on an episode that gets between 1010 1000 downloads on that episode. About $23 per 1000. Oh, no, that's $23. For that for for 1000. To 10,000. Yeah, per 1000. So you could probably make a couple 100 bucks for 10,000 downloads. On most podcasts, I, I charge more than that, that my pocket is is very niche. So it's hard to find people like when you're trying to market to people, you know, it's hard to find people who have diabetes, right? Yeah. So like, let's make a big example. Like, let's say, you know, who Joe Rogan is? No, okay. He's got like, the biggest podcast in the world. Like the biggest one, I don't know what it costs to buy an ad on his podcast, it's probably, I'm guessing $50,000 for a 62nd ad. Like, I'm guessing I have no idea, right? It could be more than that even. But you'll reach millions and millions of people, but you're not going to reach with me. But only 10% of those people are going to have type one diabetes. Right? So if it cost you 50 grand to reach a million people, and only 10% of those people have type one. How many of you reached Not that many, not that many, and you've paid a lot of money for it. I don't charge that much money, obviously. And but everyone you reach with me has type one or love somebody with type one. So it's a good place for people to advertise who have that now I did just meet a new company that I'm very interested in working with. They're making a zero glycemic soda. So like no glycemic impact soda, and they want to advertise on the show. I've just asked them to send me samples. And I'm going to try them and see what I think. And if I like them, then we might start working together. So it took a while to get to that point. You could just do it for fun, too. Yeah. Might be might be better that way. Also, having a successful podcast is incredibly unlikely. So only 86% of all active podcasts, get 130 downloads per episode, or fewer, under 30, or 35. That's 86% of active podcasts only get 136 in episode. So, you know in perspective, I put up an episode this morning, it'll do 3000 downloads in the first 24 hours. And then it will go from 3000 to 5000. Pretty quickly. It will reach probably seven to 9000 in the first 45 days. And then from there, it will never stop growing. And two years from now that episode will have probably 25 or 30,000 downloads on it. And yeah, and that's for every one that I put up. Some of them have much more I have episodes that have 60,000 downloads for one episode. And it's funny because I think people count I think think people think about like YouTube or or tick tock or they're like that's not a lot like I saw a tick tock video with like 800,000 It's not the same thing because you're not interacting with people the same way a tick tock is just you swiping by somebody. It's not you really building any kind of a relationship or even spending time really absorbing information, like do you know I mean, like you have tick tock, you don't do know, you don't look like a kid who is tick tock. So do you have Instagram? Oh, okay. So think back to days. What did you see on Instagram two days ago?

Unknown Speaker 1:20:24
Like my friends hope, okay.

Scott Benner 1:20:25
Okay. That's the extent of what you remember. Right? Yeah. So it's not a great marketing tool. And marketers are figuring that out as time goes forward, that PR companies in the very beginning we're very excited about like, oh, there's an Instagram influencer. And their picture gets like, so many likes and stuff like that. But it really, it's meaningless. So I don't even really focus on my social media very much because I want people to listen to the podcast. I don't care if they like a picture or something like that. That makes sense. Yeah. All right. I say you make your list. No pressure. When you're ready to interview me, let me know and you can interview me for your podcast. Okay. All right. Yeah. All right, Jeff. A good time. Yeah. All right. Go to school and learn something, don't you? Alright, so the next time you come back, I'm gonna have answers about all of this. So don't don't try to interview me for at least 30 days because I'm going to take the pills. Okay. All right. What if my poop starts to smell? That'd be terrible. How does your poop smell?

Unknown Speaker 1:21:27
I don't know. Like nothing.

Scott Benner 1:21:30
Are you sure? Yeah. All right. You fart a lot or No? Not really. Because you eat nice. You never had diarrhea like the lady in the review? No,

Unknown Speaker 1:21:41
only like no, I don't think so.

Scott Benner 1:21:45
Definitely don't tell people if you've had diarrhea, okay. Just it's not a good luck. All right, say goodbye. Bye.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, welcome to episode 1174 of the Juicebox Podcast.

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Anonymous Female Speaker 2:41
I'm a consultation liaison psychiatrist, and I've had diabetes since I was eight. So I am approaching my 35th year.

Scott Benner 2:50
Wow. Eight years old. You're 43 Now I will be in gym. Yeah. I just wanted to impress you with my fast math. Yeah, that was

Anonymous Female Speaker 2:59
that was good. But I was I was recently told that if you say I'm going to be 43 in June, that like makes you young seems younger. Right? And I'm like, Well, I if I say I'm 42 or whatever. But so yes, I will be 43 in June and August 1 will be my 35 year diabetic Versary. Wow.

Scott Benner 3:20
And tell me what it is you do for a living? What's your profession?

Anonymous Female Speaker 3:25
So I'm a psychiatrist. I do. It's called consultation liaison psychiatry. So I do consults for patients who are hospitalized, like medically and surgically. And so they're either like delirious depressed, anxious, like Kotick. They're inpatient, but they're not admitted to the psychiatric unit.

Scott Benner 3:48
Could they be if they weren't there for something medical, they,

Anonymous Female Speaker 3:52
they will often get transferred to the medical psychiatric unit once they're medically cleared. But the patients that I see are two medically ill for a psychiatric unit. Okay,

Scott Benner 4:05
I definitely have questions. Okay, I

Anonymous Female Speaker 4:08
have answer is gonna be good. Good. Let's

Scott Benner 4:09
start. Well, first, I want to start with you just to get a baseline on you. So what was your management style throughout your life? And what are you doing now to manager type one.

Anonymous Female Speaker 4:19
In preparation for this, I've been trying to go back but 35 years is a long time long time. I'll start currently, I'm on the Dexcom and Omni pod. And then prior to this, so I was on Medtronic. So I've been on two different pumps. I've been on the Medtronic and I've been on the Omni pod and I've been on Omni pod for for quite some time. Yeah. And I briefly like when I was in college know when I was in residency I tried the Medtronic sensor And that that old sensor you didn't enjoy that? No. Oh, my God drove me nuts. Yeah, I briefly did that looping thing. Okay. And that those were the worst three months of diabetes ever. I like I'm so happy for the people it works for but it did not work for me or your

Scott Benner 5:19
settings, like, good. You know, all these algorithms, if you don't start them with great settings and an understanding of how the algorithm works, you're doomed to failure pretty much.

Anonymous Female Speaker 5:29
I mean, that could be possibly it. Somebody had mentioned that, like, because I rise very quickly, and I drop very quickly. And that perhaps it wasn't like adjusting quite quickly enough for me.

Scott Benner 5:46
Do you Pre-Bolus your meals? No, that's why you rise very quickly. But I also have gastric precess Oh, there's another reason. Okay.

Anonymous Female Speaker 5:55
And so sometimes I drop really quickly. And like, I work out a lot and exercise drops me very fast. And now with the closed loop, though, and having like the activity mode, so much better. But in the past, I would have to, like it was I can't believe I did this, but I do this for years, I would start like a ride or working out. I had to be at least 400 to ride your bike. Yeah, and then like, and then I'd come back and I'd ride until my blood sugar was low. So,

Scott Benner 6:32
gastroparesis diagnosed. Yes, yeah. When did that happen?

Anonymous Female Speaker 6:38
Six years ago, okay. Yeah. And so like, sometimes it affects my absorption of food, and sometimes it doesn't. So some days I'll see myself, like, after I eat and other days, it's like, flat. And so it's really not predictable. But so I don't I am not bold with insulin, I have to be okay. And, and I don't eat, like 20 grand if I have like 20 grams of carbs. Like, I don't know how important it is to Pre-Bolus for that.

Scott Benner 7:14
Gotcha. Are you not aggressive with your insulin because of the gastro precice or have you never been?

Anonymous Female Speaker 7:22
I've never been like my A onesies have never been fantastic. When I was a child, I was diagnosed, like they were stellar. But my mom was always talking about how it was when you average very high blood sugars with very low blood sugars, you get you average off pretty well. In adulthood. I have managed basically like seven to eight. And when I get below seven, it tends like I tend to have a lot of lows.

Scott Benner 7:54
Do you think your settings are accurate? I mean, prior to this, you're using Omnipod five now is that right? Yeah. Okay. And that's and that sounds like it's working really well for you but prior to that, do you think you had good settings do you think you were just chasing blood sugars all the time and nothing was exactly where it needed to be. If you take insulin or sulfonylureas you are at risk for your blood sugar going too low. You need a safety net when it matters most. Be ready with G voc hypo pen. My daughter carries G voc hypo pen everywhere she goes because it's a ready to use rescue pen for treating very low blood sugar and people with diabetes ages two and above that I trust. Low blood sugar emergencies can happen unexpectedly and they demand quick action. Luckily jeuveau Capo pen can be administered in two simple steps even by yourself in certain situations. Show those around you where you storage evoke hypo pen and how to use it. They need to know how to use G vo Capo pen before an emergency situation happens. Learn more about why G vo Capo pen is in Ardens diabetes toolkit at G voc glucagon.com/juicebox. G voc shouldn't be used if you have a tumor in the gland on the top of your kidneys caught a pheochromocytoma. Or if you have a tumor in your pancreas called an insulinoma visit G voc glucagon.com/risk For safety information.

Anonymous Female Speaker 9:25
I would say a little bit of chasing it because the thing is I go to my endocrinologist with like an eumc of 7.8. And then they would make one small adjustment and it's like well, I don't I don't think that's it. And then they'd always comment to the I don't really have patterns and as soon as you think I do have a pattern it changes. So I am not very like reactive. I've never been very reactive if for some reason like I'm consistently high at a certain point during the day, I really never adjusted my insulin without talking to the doctor because give it a couple of days and I'll be low at that time.

Scott Benner 10:12
When you were diagnosed the date did you wear your pants? So that was 89 I think.

Anonymous Female Speaker 10:19
Great math.

Scott Benner 10:20
Oh, please. I'm really showing off my simple addition and subtraction. So, so at that point 89 You were using did they put you on Lantis and humor log was

Anonymous Female Speaker 10:34
on like mph and regular okay. I was lengthy and ultra lengthy. And remember, like NPH was cool, because at that time, Doogie Howser was on. And Neil Patrick Harris, I had like a huge crush on him. And he was NPH. So I felt connected to him somehow through my insulin, the

Scott Benner 10:54
crush ends up being ironic because he's gay. That's interesting. And totally Yeah. Not that you can because I had a crush on you think you turned Neil Patrick Harris gay with your crush when you were eight years old? Exactly. Look into it. See if that's possible. So my point being like, was this a kind of like a set it and forget it disease at that point, like shoot insulin twice a day eat at certain times? That's about it?

Anonymous Female Speaker 11:18
No, when I was really young, we would call my pediatrician for every dose of insulin, okay. Like we'd call him with my blood sugar morning, like all throughout the day. And my dad was was graphing these things on like, programs in 1989. We would be taught like, Okay, this is what you give at breakfast, like I was eating very regimented. So it wasn't like, there wasn't any variety. And it was like you're having this much in terms of carbs in the morning. And so it was all about covering for like blood sugar. But I remember we would call Dr. Peter at seven o'clock every morning. And I don't know, I don't know what he would use to tell us what to give. But at that time, I was giving I guess I was getting three shots a day.

Scott Benner 12:10
Okay. Were you testing? Did you have meters? Oh,

Anonymous Female Speaker 12:15
I was testing six to eight times a day. Okay. I had actually been told just to test less.

Scott Benner 12:23
And so and your agencies were coming in? Were at that point. Do you know,

Anonymous Female Speaker 12:27
I think they were probably in the in like the sixes.

Scott Benner 12:31
But you think that these are accomplished with, like, offsetting the average, right, like a bunch of lows and a bunch of highs. So not healthy. But yeah, the the agency would average out like that,

Anonymous Female Speaker 12:41
like my highest weren't as high as they've been in adulthood. But I still had lows. Okay. Like, I guess, some reason and adulthood, I've managed to get to over 400. Not terribly infrequently. But that like if I got into three hundreds as a kid that was like, Oh, my goodness, what's happening?

Scott Benner 13:06
Your father was helping you or you were on your own?

Anonymous Female Speaker 13:08
Mostly? Oh, my parents were very involved. Okay.

Scott Benner 13:11
So what would you in hindsight, did they understand what they were doing? Or were they just involved? My

Anonymous Female Speaker 13:17
dad, very much didn't, they were quite involved. And I don't want to say helicopter parents. But, you know, I couldn't go to sleepovers. Because, you know, my parent, I had to be with my parents, because I didn't give myself shots for the first couple of years. Yeah. We always had to know like, what food was going to be served at parties. And I found, I found a letter that my dad had actually mailed to my doctor. And he said, you know, just the other day, a parent's worst nightmare came true. And I was like, like, Did I die? Like what happened? And he's like, there was an unplanned pizza party. And I was like, wow, that was your worst nightmare. That was his worst nightmare, an unplanned pizza party. My mom always hated being she would say, like, if I asked if I could eat this or eat that she said she hated being the food police. They were very involved. And it really wasn't until college that I became independent. Did you know

Scott Benner 14:21
what you were doing? Like? Could you meaningfully have outcomes that you were looking for without the spikes and the crashes?

Anonymous Female Speaker 14:28
is probably still don't know that what do you see your

Scott Benner 14:32
language is very interesting to me. And might I say indicative of people who have had diabetes for decades and decades and decades. Like it's super interesting to hear people say like, my parents were really involved, but then the conversation indicates they didn't really know what they were doing very much. Well, I

Anonymous Female Speaker 14:46
think at the time, like they're like without the technology and when the fast acting insulin and, you know, the glucose sensors. It's like, they didn't have nearly the information that we do now. Of

Scott Benner 15:00
course, no, all I'm saying is that the measure of involved or the measure of I was doing well or the measure of, I'm good at this is is skewed based on the time of management, you know, in the decade almost, and what the what the insulin was and what the technology was. It's really interesting to hear, like, you know, like, you feel like they were really good parents around diabetes. But yet, you know, your agency was kind of in the sevens and you bounced around a lot, and you have gastroparesis now, but you don't I mean, like 35 years from now, if I found an eight year if I found an eight year old diagnosed in 2024, and we went ahead 35 years, they wouldn't apply those measurements, those words of measurement to that outcome, it would sound completely different, do not I mean? diabetes comes with a lot of things to remember. So it's nice when someone takes something off of your plate. US med has done that for us. When it's time for art and supplies to be refreshed. We get an email rolls up in your inbox says hi Arden. This is your friendly reorder email from us med. You open up the email, it's a big button that says click here to reorder. And you're done. Finally, somebody's taking away a responsibility instead of adding one. US med has done that for us. An email arrives, we click on a link and the next thing you know, your products are at the front door. That simple. Us med.com/juice box or call 888-721-1514 I never have to wonder if Arden has enough supplies. I click on one link. I open up a box. I put the stuff in the drawer. And we're done. US med carries everything from insulin pumps, and diabetes testing supplies to the latest CGM like the libre three, and the ducks comm G seven. They accept Medicare nationwide, over 800 private insurers. And all you have to do to get started is called 888-721-1514. Or go to my link us med.com/juice box using that number or my link helps to support the production of the Juicebox Podcast. Right now we're going to hear from a member of the Medtronic champion community. This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is sponsored by Medtronic diabetes. And this is Mark. I

David 17:20
use injections for about six months. And then my endocrinologist and nav recommended a pump.

Scott Benner 17:25
How long had you been in the Navy? Eight years up to that point? I've interviewed a number of people who have been diagnosed during service and most of the time they're discharged. What happened to you?

David 17:35
I was medically discharged. Yeah, six months after my diagnosis. Was it

Scott Benner 17:39
your goal to stay in the Navy for your whole life? Your career? It was Yeah, yeah.

David 17:43
In fact, I think a few months before my diagnosis, my wife and I had that discussion about, you know, staying in for the long term. And, you know, we made the decision despite all the hardships and time away from home, that was what we

Scott Benner 17:56
loved the most. Was the Navy, like a lifetime goal of yours? lifetime

David 18:00
goal. I mean, as my earliest childhood memories, were flying, being a fighter pilot,

Scott Benner 18:05
how did your diagnosis impact your lifelong dream?

David 18:08
It was devastating. Everything I had done in life, everything I'd worked up to up to that point was just taken away in an instant, I was not prepared for that at all. What does your support system look like? friends, your family caregivers, you know, for me, the Medtronic champions community, you know, all those resources that are out there to help guide away but then to help keep abreast on you know, the new things that are coming down the pike, and to give you hope for eventually, that we can find a cure.

Scott Benner 18:34
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Anonymous Female Speaker 18:46
Yeah, um, so when I was thinking about this, like podcast, I'm like, I, when I came to be a diabetic, the world was very different than you, like, couldn't eat certain foods, and you could only eat at certain times. And it was so different. So it's hard for me to know, although my brother was diagnosed about 15 years ago, so he and I have very different diabetes, which is interesting. But yeah, my parents were involved in that, like, they Oh, they knew what my blood sugar were all day because I I still have some of the logbooks that I wrote, My blood sugar's down then for the first like 10 years, and they, you know, I never missed insulin

Scott Benner 19:33
on top of it, you were really on top of it and doing the things that you were supposed to be doing. Right? Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 19:40
I didn't know the outcomes weren't always great, right.

Scott Benner 19:42
Do you think your brother has a different kind of diabetes? Or do you think he was just diagnosed in a time where expectations and and tools were different?

Anonymous Female Speaker 19:49
I actually think he has a different kind because he has only recently started like, almost against his will on the pomp and sensor until about like three or four months ago, he was just doing injections and testing his blood sugar. And his a one C was five to the point where the doctor was like, We need to get your your agency apple.

Scott Benner 20:15
You don't have to get a five a one C up if it's if you're getting to it, honestly, do you think he's getting to an honestly? Or do you think he's having a lot of lows too? Well, he

Anonymous Female Speaker 20:23
wasn't having a lot of lows, but he was having enough lows that he's feeling like he's not thinking near as clearly as he was. So they wanted him to come up a little bit, because he had a few pretty bad lows. But like, whenever we were together, it was like, if I saw his blood sugar above, like 100, I was shocked. I gotcha. And then he was also you know, he would eat whatever he wanted. And I was like, that's not the diabetes I have.

Scott Benner 20:53
I see. I see what you're saying. Okay, so moving into your profession. I want to know about how people would type one are treated in psychiatric situations. So first of all, what are some of the situations I could find myself in, I end up in a hospital for, like you said, like a medical reason, but I'm a psychiatric patient, on top of that, there can be being admitted against your will there could be being admitted, like, right, voluntarily. But every time I hear about this, it's always, you know, if it's a voluntary admission into like a private place, they'll they don't take type ones usually. And I'm just wondering, I'm wondering about all your different experiences, actually. So I mean, just walk me through what you know about.

Anonymous Female Speaker 21:39
So, I mean, I guess I have experience as a, as a patient and as, as a dog, okay. And so I had been hospitalized for an eating disorder, multiple times. I never, I know, you've talked about, like, by bulimia or withholding insulin. And I never did that. But I met a number of people who did. And so when you're admitted for that, the kind of watch you like a hawk with with and like, often don't let you use your pomp and, and, you know, are like on top of you with when you're giving insulin, I never had that they, they would tell me like I'm testing too many times, I would get a little bit obsessive about that. Because I couldn't control my intake or my weight, I became very focused on having perfect blood sugars, which isn't ordinarily a focus of mine. I mean, not that I go out of my way to have bad blood sugars. But that was what I could focus on. And they would do we try to, like, get me to focus on other things. Hearing people talk about non compliant diabetics. Really, like I have colleagues that do that. Just

Scott Benner 22:57
Oh, yeah. Were you obsessive about other things are just this one specific situation? Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 23:03
So I also have like, OCD diagnose, not like, who I like my desk, neat, but how does it manifest, it's manifest in in various ways over the years. Like, when I was a kid, like I had to, like, make my bed a certain way. And if I, if it got, if I got distracted, or I didn't make it certain that way, I'd have to unmake it and remake it. But it was never to the point where I was late for school or anything like that. It started to involve, like the eating disorder. And so I have to say things in my head a certain way, or I get fat, okay. And it was like, Oh, if I use that, if I say something negative about my mom, that's gonna kill her. You know, it's like, all sorts of things. And that,

Scott Benner 23:47
yeah, that was from a younger age. Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 23:50
I mean, that was I in elementary school, and, like, even now, and I never got really got treatment for that. Until I until my maybe mid to late 20s.

Scott Benner 24:04
Was this before the diabetes or after or both? Well, the way we found

Anonymous Female Speaker 24:08
out that I had diabetes was because at eight I was weighing myself every day, because I was fat. Or I thought, Oh, okay. And because I was a gymnast and a swimmer. And so I was very self conscious about my weight. And I remember when I had lost eight pounds, my mom had said, if you lose one more pound, we're going to the doctor. And I was like, I don't want to go to the doctor, but I do want to lose one more pound. I was like, Well, how's that gonna work? Do

Scott Benner 24:40
you have a thyroid issue by any chance? I do have that as well. How long ago was that diagnosed?

Anonymous Female Speaker 24:46
I believe in college. That was quite some time. How

Scott Benner 24:51
well managed is that like, Where does your TSH sit up? Until

Anonymous Female Speaker 24:55
recently, it was really well managed, but for some reason now No, my like, TSH is a bit low, like, but I was requiring a lot of levothyroxine them. I was taking them like 200 micrograms a day. Right. And my uncle who, like had his thyroid removed, was taking less than taking that much. Right? Yeah, I was like, What? What? And he's like bigger and get up and so now I'm down to 175. And my TSH is still a bit low.

Scott Benner 25:25
Is it under one? Yes. Is it? Is it like negative? Or is it just under one?

Anonymous Female Speaker 25:32
I'm trying to think cuz I just got it back the other day, because it was point o six a few months ago.

Scott Benner 25:38
Do you think you're hyper or no? hyperthyroid? Or do you think you're hypo? And you're just really like managing heavy with the medication?

Anonymous Female Speaker 25:45
Um, doubt Yeah, I'm because my TSH has been as high as 123 G's. Okay. That was during intern here. And my doctor was like, aren't you tired? And I was like, Well, I'm an intern. I thought I was supposed to be tired.

Scott Benner 25:59
It's like not like that. Because I Yeah, because I'm just Austin. I was just wondering, because when you started talking about, you know, the OCD stuff and like, makes me think about anxiety. And then I was like, I wonder if the thyroids managed well, so that's what, that's all.

Anonymous Female Speaker 26:12
No, that's not the point, though. But so currently, it's point one, six. Okay. But yeah, I mean, it's really, really down there. Which, but it's getting better. Yeah. I don't really know why. Because I had been on the consistent, I was actually alternating doses, one to 175 and 200. For years, it was stable, and then now, it's not,

Scott Benner 26:36
and you're just taking T for you know, taking T three as well.

Anonymous Female Speaker 26:40
Yep, just levothyroxine. Okay, cool. My T four is what is normal?

Scott Benner 26:44
Okay. All right. So, so Okay, so But getting back to it like so, like you come in? Was that a voluntary thing when you were being treated for an eating disorder? Yes. Okay.

Anonymous Female Speaker 26:57
And how did you I had had the eating disorder for many years before I admitted to it to that, then I started to get help. How long

Scott Benner 27:07
were you? Were you in treatment? For? Was it a like it was an inpatient? You were at a facility?

Anonymous Female Speaker 27:12
Yeah, so I've been in, like an inpatient or residential treatment nine times. And the longest of those was, was three months. But it's been six years since my last admission, and that's like, wow, so long as they've gone and

Scott Benner 27:33
done, how do they manage diabetes in those situations, like, well, or not really?

Anonymous Female Speaker 27:38
Well see, I think, in those settings, and just in general, and hospitals, like, diabetes is a one size fits all type thing. And it's like, everybody has the same sliding scale. And it's like, from what I could see, it just seemed like, it just didn't seem personalized. But for me, like, I think my treatment was somewhat different, because I never manipulated my insulin, and like, they knew I was a physician. And so I had a lot more like freedom or leeway. With that,

Scott Benner 28:17
even though you found yourself in the same situation, as everybody. Right? Right.

Anonymous Female Speaker 28:21
Because that wasn't like I did presentations, like, around the country about it. I did some research on it, but that they knew I was, like, very vested in my be a good diabetic personality.

Scott Benner 28:39
Hey, this might sound like a left turn for a second. But I mean, it's a thing I've heard a lot. But do people who are searching for answers for themselves often become professionals in mental health?

Anonymous Female Speaker 28:51
I think everybody should be searching for answers. Well, I was actually going to be a pediatrician. And then I was going to be do a pediatric endocrinology. I didn't enjoy them as much. And I found psychiatry fascinating. So I decided I wanted to be a doctor when I was six. And so until my third year in med school, I was going to do pediatrics or pediatric endocrinology. psychiatry was never on the radar. And at that point, I had only recently started getting like mental health help, but I think some people do whether or not that's ideal, but I think everybody should

Scott Benner 29:36
have on some level. So for you, is it is it just the OCD or is it other stuff?

Anonymous Female Speaker 29:43
So I mean, I guess the OCD, the eating disorder. I'm an anxious person in general, regardless of what my TSH I gotcha, because I tend to think of like when my TSH is low, I tend to think He does more like physical. Like, you know, my heart rate is faster, I'm tremulous, I feel jittery, whereas anxiety, OCD things, those are more mental like, like thoughts and per separations, things like that. Gotcha. Is there anything else? Like? Do you have any other like mental health diagnoses?

Scott Benner 30:22
Yeah, beyond that?

Anonymous Female Speaker 30:24
No, I think that's, I think that's enough. That's enough. So

Scott Benner 30:28
well, let me ask this question. First, am I right to say when you try to go into a private facility, oftentimes, they'll say, No, thank you. If you have type one, have you? Have you ever seen that?

Anonymous Female Speaker 30:37
I haven't, I guess, because I haven't really worked in private. But I know for like, eating disorder facilities, some people will say no, but I think in general, for mental health care, I've never seen somebody turned away but again, they're not they're not. Right. They're not private.

Scott Benner 30:57
Well, what do you think people could do? Or should do to prepare themselves for an intake? If they have type one? Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 31:04
So there's a fine line between advocating for yourself and being seen as difficult. And so as diabetics, we we have to know our bodies. And we have to know like, Look, I am very sensitive to exercise, I need to do this, you know, if we're going to do this activity, but when patients start dictating their care, I think that that sometimes causes a negative reaction from staff,

Scott Benner 31:40
can it come off as unstable, even if you're being realistic? Because a lot of people don't know what it takes to manage diabetes? So if you started listing things off, could you seem unstable while you were doing that?

Anonymous Female Speaker 31:52
I mean, that I mean, the setting, it depends on the setting, right? If you're in if you're in, like a psychiatric unit, and, and you start saying, like, I have to worry about this, I have to do X, Y, and Z. And I have to make sure this is like that. And, you know, gonna seem paranoid. Like, that sounds like anxiety or like a little bit obsessive, don't you think? Right. And so it really depends on the context about that. Whereas in other settings, it's like, wow, they're really on top of it.

Scott Benner 32:20
Right? Yeah. So what about if I'm just like, I don't know, I'm a very well managed type one who really understands that I'm going to go in for something because I need it right. And I'm, but I'm going to be there for a month. Is there a way to talk to the hospital as you're going in? Or do you think you're just going to be treated in that one size fits all situation that you explained earlier?

Anonymous Female Speaker 32:42
I mean, I think like, again, six of my night admissions were at the same facility. And so they, they knew me, and they were comfortable with me, I was comfortable with them. But I think, especially when it comes to people who are struggling with like suicidal ideation, or insulin omission, they want me to be cautious, because of the potential of what could happen. I lost my train of thought, I don't know where I was going with that. But um, you have to figure that out with the place you're at.

Scott Benner 33:17
Okay, so you can't just walk in and say, I've got a plan, I need you to follow my plan, you're gonna have to do it hand in hand with them and get it straight.

Anonymous Female Speaker 33:26
Right? Because they might have rules that you there are some units that won't allow insulin pumps, because you could hurt yourself with it. Right? Exactly.

Scott Benner 33:35
They're gonna want to have control over your insulin and be the only one who's administering it.

Anonymous Female Speaker 33:39
Exactly. So the fact that I could was based on my history of symptoms, and also my relationship with them, but I knew a lot of people who went from a pump to like shots when they were in the hospital.

Scott Benner 33:57
Was your blood sugar higher during that time? Like

Anonymous Female Speaker 34:00
while I was in the hospital? Yeah. Oh, no, that was actually when I had my best a one C. And I like framed it. It was 6.9 Because you were focusing on it. Like, to be honest, I don't know. Why. Some I mean, sometimes, yeah. Like, I'm not really quite sure. Because I mean, I was testing four to six times a day before that. I was always giving my insulin I was eating I was well, I mean, I was not eating, I was exercising. But I think sometimes like the stress of like starvation, just in and of itself leads to overall higher blood sugars. So even when you're not eating, you're you're I guess, I don't know if you're, like throwing out some glue gun or what but yeah, I my, I had an agency of 6.9 when I was impatient, and it's not I haven't been able to get that sense.

Scott Benner 34:59
What What would you want colleagues to know about type one? So other psychiatrists, if you if they asked you, you know, fill me in about diabetes? What do I need to know? If I'm helping someone with type one? What do you think they need to know?

Anonymous Female Speaker 35:14
It's not a matter of just following a few simple rules, you could do everything you're told and still have crazy blood sugars. And I've also had patients who don't do anything that they're told to do, and their agencies are better than mine. So, you know, it's like, not necessarily a reflection of one's effort. Yeah. And it consumes you. I mean, it has to like every, you can't just forget about it. So

Scott Benner 35:45
you, you would like doctors to know more about the personal and psychological side of diabetes? Not, you wouldn't your first thought is, they should understand how to use insulin or how it works or what some of the struggles you might be having with high and low blood sugars. Because of your I think

Anonymous Female Speaker 36:00
it depends on on the specialty, like for as a psychiatrist, I'm not going to be prescribing insulin, but I can, when and then when I do get patients with type one diet with diabetes. I do I say it sucks. Like, it's like the, you know, they get frustrated with their hives or, you know, their limitations. And I think being able to recognize how it impacts somebody's day and their relationships. And so it depends on what your specialty is, in terms of what you would focus on. But yeah, I don't need to know about like their insulin. As long as like, are you taking it? Are you skipping your insulin, but I wouldn't be adjusting someone's insulin.

Scott Benner 36:48
Are there any psychiatric meds that could impact people's blood sugar's? Oh,

Anonymous Female Speaker 36:52
yeah. So all of our anti psychotic medications, which aren't just used for psychosis, but I mean, most commonly, they're, they're used for like schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, but even some patients with anxiety and depression are on these medications. And so they can affect blood sugars, but in a large percentage of our like, chronically ill patients, they do lead to type two diabetes. Okay.

Scott Benner 37:20
The medications can,

Anonymous Female Speaker 37:22
yeah, because weight gain and insulin resistance. Yeah.

Scott Benner 37:31
But, but it's a it's a catch 22 Because you feel like they really need this medication.

Anonymous Female Speaker 37:35
Right. And it's not like, you take the pill and your blood sugar goes up. It's a matter of, like lifestyle. And, you know, sadly, a lot of our chronically ill patients don't have access to like good food and, and the ability to exercise and so it's, it's just a vicious cycle.

Scott Benner 37:55
Do you see people trying to medicate their psychiatric situations with with weed? And does that work? Or does it make it worse?

Anonymous Female Speaker 38:03
I see patients trying to treat everything with wishes. Like,

Scott Benner 38:09
I stubbed my toe, I think we would fix it. I gotcha. Like,

Anonymous Female Speaker 38:13
I'm like, constipated I have diarrhea, like, you know, it's like everything with weed. And they won't take like prescription meds because they want things that are all natural. I haven't seen cannabis or whatever be the miracle that it's supposed to be. But I see people trying all the time.

Scott Benner 38:29
Yeah. And do you see it make things worse ever? Patients will never tell you it makes it worse. There are studies that say that you could soak some people's brain chemistry, right. You could get blasted enough that it could alter you in a way that you don't get to come back from I know, it's not a very common thing that happens, but it is it is possible, right?

Anonymous Female Speaker 38:49
Especially the the synthetics like those can make you very sick. But I mean, I'll have patients who are requesting stimulants because they're so tired. And it's like, Whoa, how much weed Are you smoking? That's not what's making me tired. You know, and

Scott Benner 39:07
I think it's their ADHD. I need my ADHD medication, right?

Anonymous Female Speaker 39:10
I can't focus. How much weight are you smoking? That's telling me this?

Scott Benner 39:16
How much is that being? How much is ADHD medication being abused? professionally? Are they just giving it to everybody?

Anonymous Female Speaker 39:25
So I guess I'm the generation of Doc's before me, were very into, like pleasing the patients at the expense of like, their health. And so when I was in med school, we were taught like, pain is a vital sign and pain is unacceptable. We have to treat pain and so I've seen a lot of patients whose doctors were all about, you shouldn't have pain, you shouldn't have anxiety, and you should have like super Human focus, but basically pathologizing just being human. Yeah. So I think my generation, we're trying to kind of come back from pullback. And, you know, we're facing patients with a lot of struggles with addiction. And, sadly, these patients are getting angry.

Scott Benner 40:21
Well, they're are they addicted to that medication at this point? Yeah, yeah. Right.

Anonymous Female Speaker 40:25
I mean, you hear of people going and, you know, shooting their doctors for not giving them their prescription. So they're, they're addicted, they're dependent. And they've not been told no before. But it's like, at this point, you know, it's like, do we actually need this medication? Is this actually clinically indicated? Is it helpful? And just giving you what you want isn't exactly my job. Yeah,

Scott Benner 40:51
I want to go back over that, actually. Because so what we're saying here is that, at some point, the teaching was you shouldn't be having human problems, pain, anxiety, stuff, like, I don't mean then crippling anxiety. I mean, just being anxious and like, then it gets around, right. So you start prescribing it to the people who really need it. And then people are out in the world. They're like, Oh, I used to be anxious. But you know, I told my doctor, and this happened, or I used to have trouble focusing. But now I'm on ADHD medication, which is like, it's it's speed, right, like ADHD medication is,

Anonymous Female Speaker 41:27
it's an it's like, some people

Scott Benner 41:29
need a Yeah, right. But what I'm saying is, then they get out into the world, and then somebody who has a tiny bit of trouble focusing, it's like, Ooh, I love that. And now we're basically putting them on speed. And they're hyper focused. Right,

Anonymous Female Speaker 41:41
right. And, and I think we've, like when patients come like, oh, you know, my parents died. And I'm very sad. It's like, yes,

Scott Benner 41:53
that is how we, that's a sad thing. We're supposed to be sad. When that happens. You're I am. So like, sometimes

Anonymous Female Speaker 41:59
I'll be asked, like, I need medication to get rid of my normal response to things. And so I often hesitate, because when patients eyes are really crappy, I don't want them to think, well, if you take this pill, you'll you'll just be you know, happy and dancing on tables, despite everything that's going wrong. So I'll discuss that with my patients. Like, I'm not giving you this medication, because I think that you shouldn't be dancing on tables. But to take the situation out from like, right in front of their face and give them some room to breathe to actually process the situation.

Scott Benner 42:36
Did this happen with depression medication to it start off with people who are crippled and depressed and then go down to like, I feel a little sad sometimes, like, Here, take a pill, you'll feel better.

Anonymous Female Speaker 42:46
Exactly. Yeah. And so that's part of being human are moods go up and down. And, you know, we respond to things and when if we don't, I'm more concerned, like when when patients are saying like, Oh, I'm anxious about, you know, I'm moving across the country and starting a new job. I'm really anxious about that. That's appropriate. I'm not going to medicate that away, you know, if the anxiety is to the point where it's like, I can't leave my house. And I have to like flip the switch 14 times. Um, you know, that's different. But

Scott Benner 43:21
so this is not just happening in physical doctoring. It's happening in mental health doctoring as well, like that idea of like, eventually, it just becomes so commonplace that the mere mention of it's almost like, if somebody came to you and said, Hey, listen, I eat an entire pizza, and then I had acid reflux, you would might want to say to them, don't eat so much pizza, but instead, some doctors gonna be like, oh, we'll take this proton pump inhibitor, that'll get rid of the acid reflux. Right? Right. And you're telling me, you'd be more worried about a person who came into your office and sat down with you and said, My parents just died? And I'm not upset at all? That would be Yeah, that would be more concerning, then. I'm sad. Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 44:00
I tried to normalize emotion. Because we've we've gone from like, one end of like, don't tell anybody about your feelings to like pathologizing every emotion. Yeah, I think we're kind of trying to find a healthy middle ground. Since

Scott Benner 44:18
we're gonna keep you anonymous. Yeah, I'm gonna ask you another question. I don't know. I don't want to be judged by my question. Okay, so the thing I'm noticing it feels like a lot of people want to be labeled Hmm They want a diagnosis of something Yeah. To explain their personality almost. Is that is something you see as well or am I making that up? Yeah,

Anonymous Female Speaker 44:42
I've been my patient population is is different because I'm seeing like the medically ill patients a lot of my patients are like, much older but I am noticing especially with with younger folks and it's like it before you never would talk about like, you know, depression or anything but now I was like, there's almost some pride in having a label. You know, like I am bipolar and, and we often and they're often used in correctly. I have PTSD. Well, yeah. Oh, if people say they have OCD, and then they're like, because I like my desk to be clean. I like that drives me bonkers.

Scott Benner 45:21
That's not OCD. OCD is stepping in and out of a room 75 times so you can leave.

Anonymous Female Speaker 45:25
Right? Yeah. Like, I need to call my mom because I might have killed her. And I need to check that I didn't kill her.

Scott Benner 45:33
Oh, and there's no way you killed her because you weren't even with her? Well,

Anonymous Female Speaker 45:37
I because I said something badly about her. Oh,

Scott Benner 45:39
I stepped on the crack. Break your mother's back like that line of thinking, Oh, yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 45:44
I've been convinced that I've killed my cat because I used the wrong machine at the gym. And so like, I wouldn't ever use that machine again. That's OCD.

Scott Benner 45:54
Tell me that you've literally used the wrong gym equipment. And your brain told you this action we've involved ourselves in may have killed our cat.

Anonymous Female Speaker 46:04
Yeah, because my cat died the day I changed machine.

Scott Benner 46:07
Oh, that's OCD when we're talking about OCD. Okay. All right. I

Anonymous Female Speaker 46:11
got and it's like, I know, that's not possible. Like, I don't want to test it out. Because we'll die in the next time.

Scott Benner 46:20
That's where the illness comes in. Right? OCD. Yeah, like there's a difference. So if you're walking along in a sidewalk, and I put it in your head that if you stepped on a crack, your mom's back would break. And then we had a conscious conversation about it, where we all discussed it and believe that there was no way that you stepping on this crack would break her back, I couldn't get you to put your foot on that crack still. No,

Anonymous Female Speaker 46:40
OCD is different for everybody. So it's like you couldn't induce like, an obsession or compulsion in me. But if you had it, the connections are drawn in my interested in my irrational head. So nobody said, like, what did you do this morning? Because our cat bought it? Clearly, it's tied to something you did. Yeah. But the OCD brain is like, Well, I must have done something. And if I did, that means that if I don't do that, again, I can control the outcome. I say, um, so there's, there's some of that to

Scott Benner 47:15
something and the idea of like, wanting to be labeled, so you don't think I'm off on that, like, people find comfort and being like, there's a couple of them from the last couple of years that really throw me off. You're not all being gaslighted? That's one thing. And every guy you met isn't toxic. And what's the other one that Oh, you're not autistic? If you're not autistic, like like the amount of adults who want to tell me, I have a little autism, like, you don't have a touch of the autism? Is that what you're saying? To me? I'm a little prick. Yeah, you know, I think sometimes I think I might be autistic. That's very insulting to people who are actually autistic, first of all, and, or have autism. I'm sorry, if I'm using the phrasing wrong. And but what a weird, odd thing to say. Like, like, like, it would be like walking around and saying to somebody, like, Oh, I think I have diabetes, right. Sometimes I think I might have a little diabetes, or, um, you know what I mean? Like, I don't understand, there's this thing. I'm assuming that most people would give away if they could wish it away. And you're telling me because of a personality trait, you think maybe you have a little bit of it. I don't know what that means. I think, like more

Anonymous Female Speaker 48:22
of like, this explains my behavior. And I don't maybe have to work on myself because I have a diagnosis that like, I

Scott Benner 48:31
can blame you because by the way, if you have autism, that's I'm not arguing about that. I'm literally talking about people walk around who like say something silly and go like, or they get confused about something. You've seen it right. Like, it's the weirdest damn thing. Like, oh, that's my autism or, oh, yeah, that's my Autism Act. And up. I'm like, What are you talking about? And it's not an isolated thing. People love saying stuff like that. Yeah,

Anonymous Female Speaker 48:57
I had a colleague that would mean she wasn't great. interpersonally but everything was because of her autism.

Scott Benner 49:05
What's the one where you talk and then you're tired from being around people? I'm introverted. Yeah, I have so I'm socially awkward. Like like I guess there are some people are socially awkward. Just some people just don't like talking to other people. You're not socially awkward. You don't enjoy talking to people. Like Like, it's it's okay, if you don't, and

Anonymous Female Speaker 49:22
then people will say antisocial, and that's not they don't mean antisocial. They mean a slow

Scott Benner 49:27
Alright, anti socials. Like that's a real mental distinction right where you could kill somebody.

Anonymous Female Speaker 49:34
antisocial people, you know, are tend to be very charming, but often, you know, they're out for themselves and not really worried about others. Yeah. And so antisocial. People often become politicians and CEOs, but they're often also on the other end of the spectrum, just they, you know, harm other people and they have they have no remorse like a handsome serial killer kind of a situation. Right? All right. So anyway, Liz, so many people are so interested in labeling themselves all the time, do they actually cause themselves more problems than they would if they just bumped up and said, This is who I am, and like, I just like it or don't like it, I don't care and let me move on, or I'm doing this thing. And I'd like to change. So I have to put the effort into changing. I think the, the labels often lead to being medicated when it's not necessary. And I think that that, you know, being labeled being medicated being then, like, pigeonholed and like groups of other people who have that diagnosis. I think that definitely changes like your your behavior, but also your your chemistry and right. Yeah, I mean, when you start saying that, like I have this illness, I am this illness, I think your trajectory changes. Yeah,

Scott Benner 50:58
I want to be very clear, I'm not talking about the anyone who's actually afflicted or has something or I'm talking about the people who live in the, in the nebulous part in between, and they just want to, they just want to say things for me, you talking about advocating for yourself, I think you have to be very aware that everything looks like a nail to someone who only has a hammer, right? So if you're eight, so if you go to a surgeon, and your toe hurts, the surgeon is going to want to do surgery, if you go to a physical therapist, a physical therapist is going to do physical therapy, if you go to a psychiatrist, they might write you a med, if you go to a therapist, they might want to talk at the desk, everyone's gonna use the tool they have at their disposal. A good anything will say, Hey, you called an electrician, but you need a plumber. Right? But a bad electrician will say you call me I'm going to find a way to bill you for this. Exactly.

Anonymous Female Speaker 51:47
Because I mean, I do that all the time where I'm like, I don't think medication is necessary. I'm not going to push this pill on you. When I think you know, I think therapy would be better or but yeah, I mean, then you create a customer base, you know, and they keep coming back. Yeah. As physicians, we need to be really cognizant of, like, if I had other tools, would I would I use those? Or am I just using this? Because there's all I've got?

Scott Benner 52:16
Yeah, I mean, like if I see somebody in talk therapy for 30 years, I think, man, you're paying for someone's boat, this brain? Yeah, yeah. Like, you ain't got this worked out yet. But you're maybe you're in the wrong spot, then if that's the case, and not to say that you couldn't value. Listen, I think if you wouldn't spoke to somebody for the rest of your life, it would be valuable. But if you're in there saying I have a problem a and we're this close to getting it fixed, but we never quite get there. I think you got to wonder about that a little bit. Maybe this isn't the therapy for you, or not the right therapist, or you're barking up the wrong tree or whatever. It's just it's, I don't know, this all seems very obvious to me, I have to tell you.

Anonymous Female Speaker 52:57
I mean, but I think some people are just like, so desperate for help or answers or Yeah. And then like, if I'm doing therapy, that I'm doing something, but not really taking stock of like, is this effective, like, and kind of going back to the diabetes, like, in retrospect, you know, I'm, I, you know, I check my blood sugar, and I give insulin and all this, but I never made adjustments because my blood sugars were high. That just wasn't part of it. And so, but I always felt like, while I'm doing what I'm supposed to do, so, like, I literally had the thought, Well, I'm doing what I'm supposed to do. So I won't have consequences.

Scott Benner 53:39
And if I do, it's not my fault. It's someone else's.

Anonymous Female Speaker 53:41
Some people do that. But mine was like, I'll be protected from from the consequences because I'm at least doing what I'm supposed to be

Scott Benner 53:50
interesting. Oh, God, I have to tell you, because we mixed your personal story with your background. Like there's there's a blend in this hour, but the last half an hour of it is I haven't such a good time. So like not that I wasn't in the beginning. But in the beginning, I was like I was told interview, let me know, let me find out about our life and everything like that. But then when we really dove into it, I was like, Oh, this is the lane for this conversation right here. This is perfect. You are having a unique situation you are a you're a psychiatrist, not nothing wrong with therapy, but you're not a therapist, you're not a you're a psychiatrist, you're you're a medical doctor. At the same time you are and have been in need of a doctor of your type. And you have type one diabetes, and you grew up at a time where there wasn't a lot to expect out of management.

Anonymous Female Speaker 54:40
Yeah, and then I mean, we could go even deeper as like as a physician being terribly unhappy with the system like the medical system as it is and then becoming victim of it as a patient to

Scott Benner 54:55
let's finish with that. What's wrong with the system in psychiatry I

Anonymous Female Speaker 54:59
I can't say psychiatry specifically. But the the medical system is failing us, like completely. I don't know how to fix it every day, I feel like we're, we're doing more harm than good. I think it's a matter of, well, that it's become a business. And that like hospitals are run by people with business degrees and not with medical degrees. Doctors are encouraged to do more, faster, not better. And it results in in bad care. Yeah, I it seems like I feel like at this point, the system is basically it has to crumble, and we have to rebuild it. But I don't know how long that's going to take. And it feels like it's, it's very close,

Scott Benner 55:51
it almost feeds itself. It's interesting, this conversation shows you too, it almost feeds itself very great it makes like this, the way things are set up, make people who think they need all this help, then then they go for the help to a bunch of people who were told 15 minutes, make sure there's something on that paper you can check off that we can bill insurance for and then get them out of here.

Anonymous Female Speaker 56:12
Right. And then, and then, you know, mediocrity is kind of what we're aiming for in medical care, unfortunately. And so that's rewarded. And so you know, in 15 minutes, I can give you like, three different prescriptions, and then you'll be happy and you'll come back, and I'm probably hurting you more than I'm helping you. Yeah. But if I were to have an hour or two with you, I would probably be able to help you better, but I would help fewer, or help in quotes, I'd see fewer people, so I'd make less money. Right.

Scott Benner 56:46
You know, I spoke at an event this recently, and like hundreds of people with diabetes parents of children, adults, and the feedback that's coming back from it already is wow, you know, he was just here a couple of days ago, like, look at my graph. My graph is so much better. I'm doing this better. I'm doing that better. Bob, I just, I was just with a group of people. And I floated in and out of conversations and gave talks every once in a while. Yeah. Like

Anonymous Female Speaker 57:11
I'm, I'm very intrigued by, like, when I'm, you know, seeing other people and like, their, their graphs are phenomenal. So that I have to admit, but I also worry about them. Because I see people posting like, like, Oh, my goodness, my, my, my daughter's blood sugar went to like 150. And, and it's like, well, that's great. So it's like, I do worry that like the that we might be breathing like this. Perfectionism

Scott Benner 57:40
if I may I think it's possible you're worrying about them through your lens. Totally

Anonymous Female Speaker 57:45
100% Like, like when people are like I worry about the kids on like the low carb diets. But you're right, it's 100%. Milans. Yeah,

Scott Benner 57:55
but it's a valuable perspective, like it can, because there are going to be there are going to be people out there who are going to have your reaction to it. Like when it's put on them, or when it's their their walk that they're walking. And there's just as many people who like can say, Oh, 150 I messed up a meal. Let me fix that and never think about it again. Yeah,

Anonymous Female Speaker 58:16
and I don't even I don't even think I messed up, like my blood sugar's 150. And then I go on.

Scott Benner 58:24
Yeah. But my point always is like, like, look, I don't know the right answer for the world, right? My point is, let's put all the information out in the world, and those of us who want it and can use it. Good. And for those of us who need to modify it, so it fits us better. Good, but at least we all know, you don't I mean, and whether or not it's going to see the I can give you the opposite argument, which is if we hold back information so that people who are burdened don't feel more burdened than people who would not be burdened by it are going to be unhealthier. Needless, yeah, no, I

Anonymous Female Speaker 59:03
mean, I'm I think it's wonderful and people's lives are being changed. And I think also like, I was this perfectionist, and I was, I always thrived on like, people telling me how good I was with like, nobody really, really cared what my blood sugar's were but they knew I ate right I exercised and I checked my blood sugar. I was told like, Oh, you don't cheat on your diet. I was I was always a good diabetic. And then I but I'm like, the standard is getting really high. Now.

Scott Benner 59:37
Well, you're a professional perfectionist by by manifest of your of your OCD. Right,

Anonymous Female Speaker 59:44
right. Yeah. And so that's what I think they end when I've gone into the hospital and no longer been really in control of what I eat. I see myself like trying to perfect the blood sugars. That's me, not everybody else. Yeah, it's also interesting to be so awesome to be able to see like, stable blood sugars. Like,

Scott Benner 1:00:07
I wish you could watch your blood sugar through my eyes for a week. Because you wouldn't hold on to like anything. You just see this? You don't I mean, I've

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:00:17
never I don't adjust my insulin. I only I wait till my endocrinologist. You've been doing this

Scott Benner 1:00:24
for 30, like 35 years, why not? Why won't you adjust your insulin? Well,

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:00:28
I think in part more recently, it's like, as a physician myself, when patients adjust their meds, it's especially like controlled substances. It's, it's just, it's not good. But it's also like, frustrating, but I mean, that can't be the only reason. You know,

Scott Benner 1:00:47
yeah, we're not talking about like, let me just take two more of these Zoloft. Like that's not like, right, right. Yeah, it's, this is a very specific, this is a very a because, you know, if you made adjustments, you'd be better off, right. Like for outcomes and numbers? Yeah,

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:01:02
I just where do you think we don't know how to do it? Person honest, like, I don't know. I don't know if it's what those adjustments are like, this is like, it's like, fairly embarrassing.

Scott Benner 1:01:13
I'm enjoying listening to be so, so honest. It's great. When you when you're anonymous, isn't it you can just say, gay, you can just let it go.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:01:23
I mean, you know, is like a carb ratio issue is a sensitivity issue. And, and, or did they just count the carbs wrong? Or like, yeah, you know, blame the diabetes fairy. So I blame her a lot.

Scott Benner 1:01:39
So, so for you and algorithm really is valuable. The Omnipod five, like just kind of I don't really want to know what it's doing. I just needed to do it.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:01:47
Well, I would like you would, I would like to know, and it doesn't always do it well, like being like, in the closed loop. I'm still you know, in the mid seven,

Scott Benner 1:01:59
perfect. You're not Pre-Bolus thing because of gastroparesis, but you could be doing, you can Pre-Bolus a little bit with gastroparesis, then putting the rest once you know, you're seeing the impact, and that alone might stop your spikes.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:02:11
Yeah. And then also, like, I use the Ask, which is like, supposed to be really fast acting right. And so I guess I was told that, you know, I'm a pump and with this insulin, you don't

Scott Benner 1:02:25
need to get the feeling like it's fast acting. It works right away. Right. Yeah,

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:02:29
it doesn't work that right away. Yeah, gastroparesis is really not the main reason. Okay,

Scott Benner 1:02:35
well, then, may I make a suggestion? Please? Episode 1000 to the podcast through episode 1025 Is the diabetes Pro Tip series. Okay, if you listen through that, and you don't have an A one C and the low sixes afterwards, I'll be surprised. Really? Yeah, I promise.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:02:54
Just like exercise is big for me. Okay. You can exercise. And like that. That has been very helpful. But I do worry about being getting too much insulin and exercising.

Scott Benner 1:03:10
Would you be willing to try it? Yeah, email me when when you're done with it. Listen through there. Like I think it's 25 or 26. Episodes what they begin at 1000. And you listen to those, and then send me an email three months later and tell me if things aren't better. Okay,

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:03:27
and like this, or like, I will understand what you're talking about.

Scott Benner 1:03:31
Oh, my God, of course. Did you understand me while we were talking now? No, I didn't really win you over at the diabetes stuff. You didn't some of that.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:03:39
No, no, I'm just kidding. I was like, Wait, now you're gonna be sarcastic. I have no idea what you said this whole time. Don't

Scott Benner 1:03:46
add sarcasm now. Like, we either gotta lead with it and go the whole way. Or like, you can't just drop it into the end. I was like, Oh, my God.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:03:55
You have no idea what I said. No. I was a psychiatrist. I pretended that they did.

Scott Benner 1:04:00
Oh, that's very interesting. Tell me more. Is that what you say? When you not offer a second when somebody's talking? Oh, that's interesting. Can you put that in a different way for me? Yeah.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:04:12
What you're saying, Tell me again,

Scott Benner 1:04:14
let me read you know what, instead of me recapping, you just tell me which, which means I was thinking about my checkbook and that I was thinking of having Chinese tonight, right?

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:04:23
Or I wonder what my blood sugars do.

Scott Benner 1:04:25
I would genuinely be interested to hear from you after you listen through that a couple of months after you did.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:04:30
Okay. I'm excited to try something because what I'm doing is is not working.

Scott Benner 1:04:36
Oh, all right. Okay, well, then let's call it a promise from you. And then we will. We'll get that out. You'll I'll hear back from you at some point. Okay.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:04:45
My doctor is not going to get like upset with me. Well, she doesn't carry my phone calls or messages.

Scott Benner 1:04:51
She's not responding to your phone calls and messages. I say maybe we don't care what she thinks.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:04:57
I sent her I sent her a message. I think so. Six weeks ago, I'm still waiting.

Scott Benner 1:05:03
Well, I think by the way, I think I'm gonna I'm gonna get this anonymized. I'm gonna put it in the cold wind series and I'm gonna call it cold wind professional perfectionist. Oh, I like Yeah. All right. I gotta jump. So let me say goodbye. Okay.

Anonymous Female Speaker 1:05:16
All right, wonderful. It was nice to talk to you to.

Scott Benner 1:05:23
Mark is an incredible example of what so many experience living with diabetes, you show up for yourself and others every day, never letting diabetes to find you. And that is what the Medtronic champion community is all about. Each of us is strong, and together, we're even stronger. To hear more stories from the Medtronic champion community or to share your own story. Visit Medtronic diabetes.com/juice box. Don't forget, we still have marks conversation at the very end. It's a terrific kind of mini episode about 10 minutes long, that goes deeper into some of the things that you heard Mark talking about earlier in the show. A huge thank you to one of today's sponsors, G Vogue glucagon, find out more about Chivo Capo pen at G Vogue glucagon.com forward slash juicebox. you spell that GVOKEGLUC AG o n.com. Forward slash juicebox. A huge thanks to us med for sponsoring this episode of The Juicebox Podcast. Don't forget us med.com/juice box this is where we get our diabetes supplies from you can as well use the link or call 888-721-1514 Use the link or call the number get your free benefits check so that you can start getting your diabetes supplies the way we do from us med. If you're not already subscribed or following in your favorite audio app, please take the time now to do that. It really helps the show and get those automatic downloads set up so you never miss an episode. Thank you so much for listening. I'll be back very soon with another episode of The Juicebox Podcast. You have questions? Scott and Jenny have answers. There are now 19 ask Scott and Jenny episodes. That's where Jenny Smith and I answer questions from the audience. If you'd like to see a list of them, go to juicebox podcast.com up into the menu and click on Ask Scott and Jenny. And now my full conversation with Medtronic champion, Mark. Mark. How old were you when you were diagnosed with type one diabetes? I was 2828. How old are you now? 4747. So just about 20 years? Yeah,

David 1:07:42
19 years?

Scott Benner 1:07:43
What was your management style when you were diagnosed?

David 1:07:45
I use injections for about six months. And then my endocrinologist at a navy recommended a pump. How

Scott Benner 1:07:51
long had you been in the Navy? See eight years up to that point? Eight years? Yeah, I've interviewed a number of people who have been diagnosed during service. And most of the time they're discharged. What happened to you?

David 1:08:03
I was medically discharged. Yeah, six months after my diagnosis.

Scott Benner 1:08:07
I don't understand the whole system. Is that like honorable? Yeah. I mean,

David 1:08:11
essentially, if you get a medical discharge, you get a commensurate honorable discharge. I guess there could be cases where something other than that, but that's that's really how it happened. So it's an honorably discharged with but because of medical

Scott Benner 1:08:22
reasons, and that still gives you access to the VA for the rest of your life. Right?

David 1:08:25
Correct. Yeah, exactly.

Scott Benner 1:08:26
Do you use the VA for your management? No,

David 1:08:28
I used to up until a few years ago, when we moved to North Carolina, it just became untenable, just the rigmarole and process to kind of get all the things I needed. You know, for diabetes management, it was far easier just to go through a private practice.

Scott Benner 1:08:42
Was it your goal to stay in the Navy for your whole life? Your career was? Yeah,

David 1:08:45
yeah. In fact, I think a few months before my diagnosis, my wife and I had that discussion about, you know, staying in for the long term. And, you know, we've made the decision despite all the hardships and time away from home, that was what we love the most. So that's what made it that much more difficult

Scott Benner 1:09:02
was the Navy, like a lifetime goal of yours or something you came to as an adult lifetime goal.

David 1:09:07
I mean, as my earliest childhood memories were flying being a fighter pilot and specifically being you know, flying on and off aircraft carriers. So you know, watching Top Gun in the ad certainly a weight was a

Scott Benner 1:09:19
catalyst for that you've taken off and landed a jet on an aircraft carrier 100 times is there anything in life as exhilarating as that? No,

David 1:09:28
but there there's a roller coaster I wrote at I think it was it's Cedar Rapids up in Cleveland Sandusky, and they've got this roller coaster rotation from zero to like, it's like 80 or something. You go up the big hill and you come right back down. So the acceleration is pretty similar. I would say to catapult shot I'm

Scott Benner 1:09:46
gonna guess you own a Tesla.

David 1:09:49
I don't I I'm a boring guy. I got a hybrid rav4 I get made fun of I get called. You know, my my wife says I drive like a grandpa. I'm a five miles per hour open. Speed Limit person, no more than that. So yeah, in the car, I'm boring Scott. So

Scott Benner 1:10:03
you've never felt a need to try to replace that with something else.

David 1:10:07
You can't replace it. It's irreplaceable. That's what I thought. So up until the point where someone you know, buys me an F 18, or allows me to get inside a two seater and fly it, you can't replace it. How did

Scott Benner 1:10:17
it make you feel when you saw or maybe you haven't seen? gentleman named Pietro has his large aircraft license. He's flying for a major carrier. Now he has type one diabetes, does that feel hopeful to you?

David 1:10:27
Yeah, it does. You know, when I when I was diagnosed, that wasn't a possibility. The FAA prohibited commercial pilots who had type one diabetes, but I think it was 2017 when they changed their rules to allow type one diabetics to be commercial pilots. And part of the reason they did that was because of the technology advancements, specifically in pump therapy, and pump management. So I don't have any aspirations of going to the commercial airlines. But one of my sons who has type one diabetes very much wants to be a commercial pilot. So, you know, in that respect, I'm very hopeful and thankful. Yeah.

Scott Benner 1:11:00
Do you fly privately now for pleasure?

David 1:11:03
I do. Yeah. One of my favorite things to do is fly my kids to the different soccer tournaments they have all over the southeast us. So last week, my wife and I and two of our boys flipped to Richmond for their soccer tournaments up there. And Charlie, who's my middle child has type one diabetes. So you know if I can combine flying family and football and one weekend to me that's I think I've just achieved Valhalla.

Scott Benner 1:11:27
So then it sounds to me like this diagnosis was a significant course correction for you. Can you tell me how it affected your dream?

David 1:11:34
Well, I you know, if I guess three words come to mind first, it was devastating. Everything I had done in life, everything I'd worked up to up to that point was just taken away in an instant. And I was not prepared for that at all. The second emotion was, it was scary. I hadn't thought much about life outside the Navy, certainly not life as anything else, but a fighter pilot. And Heather and I were getting ready to move to France, I was going to do an exchange tour with with the French naval air force. So we were taking French classes. So pretty quickly, I had to reinvent myself. And then probably the most important thing at the same time that all that was going on, I had to learn how to deal with type one diabetes, and how to manage it effectively. The third thing that pops into my mind, I guess, is challenging, you know, new daily routines, I had to establish first with injections, and then eventually, you know, through pump management, and then learning how to count carbs and recognize highs and lows, how my body reacts to blood sugar trends based on exercise and stress and those types of things. And my goal at that time, and it still is today is to leverage technology and make sure my habit patterns are effective so that I take diabetes management from the forefront to the background.

Scott Benner 1:12:41
Have you had success with that? Do you feel like you've made the transition? Well,

David 1:12:45
I have I mean, I believe in continuous improvement. So there's always more to do. I will say the technology since I was diagnosed specifically with pump management, it's just, it's just incredible. It takes less of me intervening, and it's really done by the pump itself and by the algorithms through the CGM comes in to me again, that that should be the goal for everybody is to not have to focus so much on the daily aspects of type one, diabetes management, you know, we should let technology do that for us.

Scott Benner 1:13:14
What else have you found valuable? I've spoken to 1000s of people with type one diabetes, the one thing that took me by surprise, because I don't have type one, myself, and my daughter was very young when she was diagnosed. I didn't really understand until I launched this podcast, and then it grew into this kind of big Facebook presence. I heard people say, I don't know anybody else who has type one diabetes. I wish I knew more people. But until I saw them come together, I didn't recognize how important it was. Yeah,

David 1:13:43
I think similarly, I didn't know anyone with type one diabetes growing up as an adult up until when I was diagnosed. And then all the sudden people just came out of the woodwork. And when CGM is first hit the market, certainly within the last five years. It's amazing to me and my family, how many people we've noticed with type one diabetes simply because you can see the CGM on their arm. I mean, I would say, a month does not go by where we don't run into someone at a restaurant or an amusement park or a sporting event or somewhere where we see somebody else with type one diabetes. And the other surprising aspect of that is just how quickly you make friends. And I'll give you an example. We're at a soccer tournament up in Raleigh, this past Saturday and Sunday. And the referee came over to my son Charlie at the end of the game and said, Hey, I noticed you're wearing pomp. And he lifted up his shirt and showed his pump as well and said, I've had type one diabetes since I was nine years old. I played soccer in college, I'm sure that's your aspiration. And I just want to tell you don't let type one diabetes ever stop you from achieving your dreams of what you want to do. And it's the other man was probably in his late 50s or 60s. So just having that connection and seeing you know, the outreach and people's willingness to share their experiences. It just means The world to us, it just makes us feel like we're part of a strong community. Yeah.

Scott Benner 1:15:03
So would you say that the most important things are strong technology tools, understanding how to manage yourself and a connection to others. Yeah,

David 1:15:12
technology for sure. And knowing how to leverage it, and then the community and that community is your friends, your family, caregivers, you know, for me, the Medtronic, champions community, you know, all those resources that are out there to, you know, help guide the way but then help help you keep abreast on you know, the new things that are coming down the pike, and to give you hope for eventually, you know, that we can find a cure, you

Scott Benner 1:15:34
mentioned that your son wanted to be a pilot, he also has type one diabetes, how old was he when he was diagnosed,

David 1:15:40
so Henry was diagnosed when he was 12 years old. That was just at the start at COVID, we were actually visiting my in laws in Tennessee, we woke up in the morning, and he had his bed. And several years before that, we had all four of our boys tested for trial net. So you know, predictor of whether or not they're going to develop type one diabetes, and Heather or Henry and one of his brothers tested positive for a lot of the indicators. So we always kind of had an inclination that there was a high degree of possibility he would develop it. But we always had at the back of our mind as well. And so when that event happened, at the beginning of COVID, we had him take his blood sugar on my glucometer. And it was over 400. And so right away, we knew that without even being diagnosed properly, by endocrinologist that he was a type one diabetic, so we hurried home, to get him properly diagnosed in Charlottesville. And then we just started the process, first grieving, but then acceptance, and, you know, his eventual, becoming part of the team that nobody wants to join,

Scott Benner 1:16:43
how old is he now?

David 1:16:44
He's 15 years old. Now,

Scott Benner 1:16:46
when's the first time he came to you? And said, Is this going to stop me from flying almost immediately.

David 1:16:53
So like me, he always had aspirations of flying. In fact, he out of all four boys wanted to be in the military, that was a difficult part of the conversation, and maybe something that we don't talk about as a community. But there are some things you cannot do as a type one diabetic, and that's a hard fact of life. And unfortunately, joining the military is one of those hard and fast things you cannot be, you cannot join the military as a type one diabetic. So it was very difficult for him and for me and my wife to get over. Then we also started talking about being a commercial pilot. And so I saw that same excitement in his eyes because like me, you know, he can be an NFA teen or a 737 or a Cirrus SR 20 That I fly and be just as happy. So he still has that passion today and still very much plans to eventually become a commercial pilot.

Scott Benner 1:17:37
I appreciate you sharing that with me. Thank you. You have four children do any others have type one? They

David 1:17:43
do? My oldest twin Henry has type one diabetes and my middle son Charlie has type one diabetes as well. The boys are twins. The oldest two are twins. One has type one diabetes. My middle son, who is not a twin has type one diabetes.

Scott Benner 1:17:56
I see. Is there any other auto immune in your family? There isn't

David 1:17:59
I'm really the only person in my family or my wife's family that we know of with any sort of autoimmune disease, certainly type one diabetes. So unfortunately, I was the first to strike it rich and unfortunately pass it along to to my sons with celiac thyroid or anything like that. Not about nothing. We're really a pretty healthy family. So this came out of nowhere for myself and for my two sons.

Scott Benner 1:18:23
That's really something. I appreciate your time very much. I appreciate your sharing this with me. Thank you very much.

Unknown Speaker 1:18:28
Anytime Scott.

Scott Benner 1:18:29
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#1173 Grand Rounds: Dr. Maggie Mueller

Dr. Mueller is the mother of a son with type 1 diabetes and a Urogynecology and Reconstructive Pelvic Surgeon.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends and welcome to episode 1173 of the Juicebox Podcast.

Today we'll be speaking with Dr. Maggie Mueller. She is an associate professor of obstetrics and gynecology, an OBGYN and a reconstructive pelvic surgeon. She is also the mother of a child with type one diabetes, and she'll be lending us her perspective today. As we expand on the Grand Rounds series. Nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan. If you have type one diabetes, or the caregiver of someone with type one and a US resident, this is your opportunity right now from your phone or tablet to help with type one diabetes research. T one D exchange.org/juicebox. Head over there. Answer the questions in the survey completely. And when you're done, you've helped it's super simple and you won't be asked one question that you don't know the answer to T one D exchange.org/juicebox. You can help. When you place your first order for ag one with my link, you'll get five free travel packs and a free year supply of vitamin D. Drink ag one.com/juicebox.

podcast if you're ready to level up your diabetes care, the diabetes Pro Tip series from the Juicebox Podcast focuses on simple strategies for living well with type one. The pro tip episodes contain easy to understand concepts that will increase your knowledge of how insulin works and so much more. My daughter has had an A one C between five two and six for since 2014 with zero diet restrictions, and some of those years include her in college. This information works for children, adults, and for the newly diagnosed and for those who have been struggling for years. Go to juicebox podcast.com and click on diabetes pro tip in the menu or head over to Episode 1000 of the Juicebox Podcast to get started today. With the episode newly diagnosed we're starting over and then continue right on to Episode 1025. That's the entire Pro Tip Series, Episode 1002 Episode 1026 This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is sponsored by the insulin pump that my daughter wears Omni pod learn more and get started today with the Omni pod dash or the Omni pod five at my link Omni pod.com/juicebox This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is sponsored by the ever sent CGM and implantable six month sensor is what you get with ever since. But you get so much more exceptional and consistent accuracy over six months, and distinct on body vibe alerts when you're higher low on body vibe alerts. You don't even know what that means. Do you ever since cgm.com/juicebox Go find out?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 3:12
Well my name is Maggie Mueller Knut SIG. I am a mom of a type one son who was diagnosed almost two years ago who's now 10 years old. His name is Hudson. by trade. I am a surgeon. I am a Euro gynecologic and reconstructive pelvic surgeon. I work at the University of Chicago and I'm very excited to be on your podcast.

Scott Benner 3:35
I have to tell you that I could have guessed Chicago by the last name of the man you married.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 3:39
Oh really? Because it's not common in Chicago. He's from Minnesota, where everyone? Everyone can pronounce that last name. You know, here when we go out to dinner, we use my last name for a reservation. Otherwise I have to spell out every single letter

Scott Benner 3:56
in my mind. I was just like Wisconsin, Chicago, Minnesota somewhere around there. You nailed it. Yeah. Sounds like something that would have been in a like a name that would have come from like, I don't know, a first Bueller movie or planes, trains and automobiles or something like that. So that's what got me there. That's what got me there. Okay, so Hudson was diagnosed two years ago.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 4:13
About two years ago, February of 2022.

Scott Benner 4:18
Okay, okay. And how old is he now?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 4:20
He's 10. So he was diagnosed at eight. Okay. Do you have any other children? Yes. My daughter. Our daughter Greta is seven. Any

Scott Benner 4:30
other type one in either of your families? Your husband's yours?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 4:32
No, no type ones.

Scott Benner 4:35
Any other autoimmune stuff.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 4:37
My husband Tyler has vitiligo. I have hypothyroidism.

Scott Benner 4:42
You guys are a little cocktail. Okay? Yeah, there we go. His vitiligo very obvious, not so much.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 4:52
Not so much. You really, you know, maybe a little bit on his hands when he's out in the sun, but you can't really tell if you Just a very light complexion blonde

Scott Benner 5:02
is your hypothyroidism Hashimotos? Or have you never been tested for antibodies?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 5:08
Yeah, it was Hashimotos I think I was tested for antibodies when the timeline is foggy now, but it was either college or medical school.

Scott Benner 5:17
Okay, how old? Are you just for context?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 5:20
I am 41.

Scott Benner 5:22
Okay. All right, do you manage just with a Synthroid or a tiersen, or some sort of T three or T four? Excuse me? Yeah, I just take Synthroid, and that's fine. Your energy is good and all that stuff is there. Yeah,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 5:35
I mean, I wish I had more energy. has anything to do with the hypothyroidism

Scott Benner 5:40
I have to tell you without a T three supplement a tiny little bit of side ml my daughter shuts off. Really? Yeah. Yeah, like exhaustion can't rest nothing. It's terrible. Got it's the smallest dose of cider mill you can get is at point five micrograms. Maybe I'm not sure. Or five. Oh, no, I'd like maybe huge difference for her. Okay. Am I need to look into that. Her body carries extra weight without it and her there's no, no energy whatsoever? Oh, yeah. It's terrible. Because yours to figure it out, actually. Yeah. Okay. So what was Hudson's diagnosis? Like? Was it obvious because you're a doctor, right? You knew right away on the first day imagine.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 6:19
I mean, this is where it becomes more embarrassing than anything. So. So this was, you know, kind of post COVID slash people were still masking at the time. He what we what we really noticed was that he was going to the bathroom all the time, it kind of became like a little bit of a joke, we would, you know, get in the car, we would have to stop after 15 minutes. And we just thought maybe he was just drinking too much or wasn't going to the bathroom at the right times. And then it would wax and wane, it would go away. We wouldn't think much of it. He is an active kid. He's been playing hockey, travel or travel hockey since he was seven. So the monitoring of the amount of food that he was eating, I mean, he just seemed like he was a growing a growing kid who had a really big appetite. And was always on the kind of skinny or muscular side. Looking back at it. I remember it was my husband Tyler's birthday, a week and a half before he was diagnosed, and I cooked salmon. And Hudson, who was eight at the time, he had five filets of salmon that night. And I remember thinking like, Wow, he really must be working out a lot. I'm burning a lot of energy, because he's eating so much. And then there were some other things like we saw him, he was tired a lot, you know, he, but again, we attributed that too. He's playing hockey five times a day. And then, you know, looking a little bit more carefully, we started to hear from the teachers at school, like it's Have you noticed, it takes him a long time to do something like he'll go to the bathroom, and he'll be gone for a really long time, or we'll have to remind him to do these things, which again, was easy to write off. As, you know, he's an eight year old boy, you know, it takes him a long time to do things you need to remind him. So I think we went for a really long time. You know, just kind of writing off some of these symptoms until the night he was diagnosed. I think Tyler had gotten he was at home, I was at work, I was actually in the or, I had finished my cases. And he had told me, you know, we, we really need to like test his urine. I thought maybe he had a UTI because he was going to the bathroom so much. And so I was gonna bring home some urine test strips. And then Tyler called me to just make sure that I had I was already in my car, I was downtown, and I had forgotten the urine test strips. But I turned around and went back up to my office, I grabbed the urine test strips, went home, it was a Thursday night. And you know, had Hudson pee in a cup to see if he had a UTI. And when I took the urine test strip out, like it didn't have any signs of infection, there were no white blood cells, the nitrate was negative. And it was just positive for like the largest amount of ketones and the largest amount of sugar. So I, you know, being a stupid surgeon texted some of my family medicine friends that I went to medical school with and said, you know, is there any other reason to have, you know, sugar and ketones in your urine? And most of them replied, No, it's that that's really abnormal. It sounds like it could be diabetes. And then the next thing was, is this an emergency? Can I you know, wait until the morning. And it just so happened that another one of my friends that I reached out to her friend was a an ER doctor at Larry's Children's Hospital in Chicago and said, You need to pack a bag, you need to come to the hospital. He's gonna get admitted. So all of this was happening actually. When my sister Her and her children, were making a surprise visit to come visit me for my 40th birthday. Surprise. Yeah, so she honestly walked through the door right after I had tested his urine and was figuring out that he was diabetic. And her kids are the same age as my kids. So we have this video where like, I'm in the background, probably crying. And you know, the the kids are all just like hugging and embracing. They used to live here. And then they moved to South Charleston, South Carolina. And then, you know, she walked in further and saw that there was something wrong in order to get Hudson. Now in the midst of all this, before we went to the hospital, so my family, my parents were at our house too, because they knew my sister was coming in to surprise us. So I sent my dad to the Walgreens to get a glucometer. But unfortunately, the first time he came back with just the glucometer. Then he came back with just test strips and something out. I mean, he went there three times. And I said, like, just go talk to the pharmacist and ask, you know, what exactly do you need to take somebody's blood sugar. So finally he came back after the third time, and we took Hudson's blood sugar and it was like, 590 or something like that. When

Scott Benner 11:14
you tested all your friends, or texted all your friends, were you did you know it was diabetes? You were just hoping it could be something else or did you really not know? No, I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 11:22
mean, I really was. I was caught so off guard. I thought that he you know had a UTI. Yeah. Sorry. I just was really I was you

Scott Benner 11:32
were taken aback. Okay. Yeah, I just I wasn't certain because I don't know if like, I mean, I guess people would listen from the outside and think you're a surgeon like you you put it together. You said oh I have Hashimotos has been has been a Lago. These are all autoimmune disease, but that's not how it works. You're just a regular person in that moment.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 11:51
Yeah, I mean, to be honest, I didn't really I mean, until Hudson was diagnosed, I didn't really equate type one diabetes with autoimmune diseases. So I That wasn't even like, on my radar at all. I just knew, I mean, I think I think I knew it's not normal to have, you know, sugar in your urine to be spilling sugar in your urine. And it's not normal to have ketones in your urine. I just was kind of hoping that it was potentially something else. And probably clinging to a little bit of a little bit of hope. But I I definitely wasn't putting all of that together.

Scott Benner 12:29
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Dr. Maggie Mueller 16:54
I love him to death. And he was so helpful. And he did go back three times. But

Scott Benner 17:00
a surgeon I know, we're all wondering it. So like, so. So anyway, so like, this is all happening. You're really like you're distraught. Would you say? Yes, yeah, at this time?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 17:11
How's Hudson? He's also hysterical, because we wanted to prick his finger and get, you know, the blood sugar. And, you know, this is another like, I didn't know how to do this. So I had whatever Lancet, my dad had come back from whatever, visit back to the pharmacy, whichever, you know, series was one, two, or three. I mean, I think I like really jabbed his finger to get blood to come out. So he was hysterical from that. And then I didn't read the directions, of course, and I don't think that I had assembled everything correctly the first time, then I had to do it again. So he was hysterical, just with the finger pricking. And then when we needed to go to the hospital, you know, he was hysterical about that. So we actually had to, I had to put my nephew in the car along with Hudson, and drag both of them to the ER, because Hudson wouldn't go without his nephew or without his cousin. So that's kind of where things started. Oh,

Scott Benner 18:13
sorry. So once you get to the ER, and they get him admitted, and you're in a room, do you suddenly think, well, I'm trained on this, I went to medical school like, or do you feel as lost as everybody else in that moment?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 18:28
Well, I remember being happy. So I remember the first thing they it was very quick, you know, even in a very busy er, when I went and told the, whoever was taking intake, what we were there for, I mean, we got, you know, shuttled into a triage room. We didn't wait at all, when I said that his blood sugar was, you know, 500 something. And I remember they did it what, you know, an abg, not a real AVG, but whatever they must fit, poke your finger, not the way that we he used to have to get arterial blood gases, and they knew that he wasn't acidotic. So I was happy that he wasn't in DKA. But it turns out, you know, I guess the term they use is DK No, a so he was ketotic, but not acidotic. So I remember being happy that he didn't have DKA because I knew that was going to change things a little bit. But no, I remember being really still kind of dumbfounded. The nurses are there. And then we might have seen him a resident and then another faculty from the endocrinology team that night when we were still in the ER, and I remember them, asking about family history. And, you know, Tyler has some type two diabetes on his family, but no one had type one. And we were just, you know, we didn't really realize that this could happen. And I still wasn't even exactly sure. You know, I think they were giving him they gave him a little bit of insulin IV through you know, they had him on a drip for a little bit, and then made it plan to kind of transition in the next day. But I mean, I didn't know what was happening at all. Basically,

Scott Benner 20:05
were you about to say you didn't. At that point, you didn't even realize he was gonna need insulin. Through his life. No, I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 20:10
knew he was going to need insulin, but I didn't really know what that was going to look like, acutely, you know, how are they going to get him through this acute.

Scott Benner 20:19
Okay, situation, right? Your husband goes with you. Does everyone else come or who's in the hospital with you?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 20:25
So yeah, so my tie what was driving he was probably parking when I brought him up there. The first, you know, very quickly. Yes, I had, it was COVID. So they were strict about things still at the time. So I had, we were all together. Tyler was there. And then I had my poor nephew Fox with me, because Hudson wouldn't go by himself. So all four of us were in this room until my sister was able to kind of coax her son back home, you know?

Scott Benner 20:56
Oh, yeah. So that the thing is gonna start happening. And everyone's not not completely knocked off kilter by this. And, by the way, how crazy that that's on an a family visit from like, cross country. Oh,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 21:09
yeah. I mean, it was just like, how could this be happening? And, yeah,

Scott Benner 21:13
that ended up being helpful that she was there. It was so helpful.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 21:18
I think that it was helpful that she, I mean, she did help with a lot. My sister's not medical, but she helped with a ton of things at home. You know, I think that we obviously, would have not wanted any of this to be happening. But she was really helpful. I think my mom was also very nervous at the time. So it was helpful to have my sister there. She's very level headed, and just kind of was ready to say like, Okay, what do we need to do to make this work?

Scott Benner 21:46
It's nice that it's, I found it helpful to have support. Oh, yeah. Even when we just got home. My mother in law came and cleaned the whole house. I think she didn't know what else to do. And we did. And she was like, what if I like what would help you? And I remember saying, if the house was clean, and the laundry was done, I think I could like, focus on this for a couple of days. Like she came to our house. I cleaned everything, did the laundry. I was like, Oh my gosh, the only good thing that came out, Arden's diabetes was like, three loads of laundry. Okay, so he's he's admitted, now, things are moving along. They're getting his blood sugar to calm down. Now, the the education starts. Yes. And so I mean, I'm really I have you on here to hear your story. But I also want to hear from you. I think you have an insight that a lot of people don't have. So you know, when you hear people come on this podcast, and it's a it's a crapshoot, right, either somebody says, I got a great doctor. And they actually weren't right. Or they are like, Oh, my God, my doctor didn't teach me anything. Like, there's not usually a lot of in between, like, sometimes there's people are a little overwhelmed. They don't absorb everything. Or sometimes people give doctors a ton of credit. And then as I talk to them, like, I don't understand, like your agency is eight and a half, and you've had diabetes for six years. But you're sitting here telling me that you have a great endocrinologist. How can that be? And then when they really pick through it, they go, Oh, well, I guess, maybe I liked them a lot. And then you find out that people judge their doctors, by if they like them, not really as much about their outcomes, which is fascinating. But I'm trying to figure out, what do doctors know? What should they know? And is there a way that we can get that information to them? And I think you're in an incredibly unique situation, maybe to walk through that a little bit?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 23:35
Yeah, I mean, I think that, you know, from our experience, I think it is the acute diagnosis period requires so much support during the education. So it should be prefaced that, you know, Hudson was highly motivated to get out of the hospital. So I mean, every single time anyone came into the room, he asked, When can I go home. And, you know, being medical, I knew that it was Friday, nothing was going to happen over the weekend, like, there wouldn't be any education. I understood. They told us what needed to happen that we needed to meet with the diabetic educator that we need to meet with the nutritionist. And I was worried that none of this stuff would happen before the weekend, and we would be there until Monday etc. So they were actually very helpful and we were able to get fast tracked. We got the Dexcom in the hospital. Tyler, you know, ran over to the Apple store and bought a phone because we understood that that was the way that we needed to, you know, track the blood sugar. So we got a phone that day, and we were able to be discharged Friday night. So it was very, very quick.

Scott Benner 24:52
Who the hell told you about a Dexcom on your first day?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 24:55
So the diabetic educator said that, you know, one of the things they were waiting And they wanted to make sure that all the prescriptions were going through. And, you know, they had put the Dexcom prescription through. And so, you know, once we had the phone, she was going to come in and show us how to use the Dexcom.

Scott Benner 25:11
Okay, well, he had it on his first day. Yeah. So that I'm very

Dr. Maggie Mueller 25:16
when I hear people say that they left the hospital without a Dexcom. I mean, I'm floored. I don't know how you would deal with that.

Scott Benner 25:23
Can I ask you? I'm sorry, I some people find this very personal. But I'm just very interested because you had it on the first day. What's his a one c three months later?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 25:33
I think it probably was like in the sevens I want to say it's

Scott Benner 25:38
fair. Has it gone down since then? It has

Dr. Maggie Mueller 25:41
I mean, and that was another thing. So we didn't start off on a pump right away. I think it was probably six weeks before we got on the dash. And then I remember in June we got on the Omni pod live. Yeah. Omnipod. Five.

Scott Benner 25:56
Yeah. And that's just this past June. So he had diabetes for a few months, maybe a couple of months, MDI, then using a manual pump with Dash and now for the last four or five months, he's had an algorithm. No,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 26:10
sorry. So it was he was on dash, I think in April, right after his diagnosis. And then June after his diagnosis, we switched him to Omnipod. Fi

Scott Benner 26:19
Oh, that quickly. Okay.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 26:20
I was really like, I really wanted that, you know, immediately for the, for the night, we had a lot of lows with the dash and nighttime.

Scott Benner 26:27
So how'd you find out about the algorithm? I'm

Dr. Maggie Mueller 26:31
sure I mean, my husband and I both listened to your podcast a lot. I think we found out a ton of information. Also, you know, very, you know, we're very thankful for this. So at the time Hudson, one of his hockey teammates, his older brother, I did not know this beforehand, but his older brother had type one diabetes, and think he was 13 at the time. So I had spoken to the mom, once her son had seen, you know, us doing some I might have been like giving him some insulin or something like that. And so we learned a little bit more about looping because her son was looping at the time. And that sounded very intriguing. But I think we were so overwhelmed with everything at that point in time, like, there was no way that we were going to be able to figure that out. I understand that. Yeah, kind of where we were. And I also was just trying to understand, you know, what the hesitancy you know, right after diagnosis to getting a kid on a pump, I didn't really understand why there's any waiting period, like, Why was there any MDI for, for whatever purpose, and I understood, like, you have to know how to do that for backup, but it just seems like if there's a better way, why wouldn't we be pursuing the better way? So that was, you know, difficult for me, you know, as a parent to, to know that there was something which I perceived to be better. And it wasn't really clear why we couldn't start with that right off the

Scott Benner 28:00
bat. I keep thinking that I would have loved to have seen the Apple employees face when he was like trying to be upbeat with your husband use Excel, you get a new phone. Hmm. Just take the credit card, and let me get the hell out of here. Yeah, this is not a big happy moment, my friend. Did. That's crazy. How did you find out about the podcast? Actually,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 28:20
someone who was on your podcast, who actually lives in our neighborhood, told us about the podcast. So she was on the podcast where her daughter was diagnosed. Yeah, camp in Maine. So

Scott Benner 28:35
oh, oh, yeah. And she had the flight. I mean, that person lives in your neighborhood,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 28:40
where she lives like, you know, I live we live in Glencoe, it's very small. So it's like 8000 people. So

Scott Benner 28:45
well, that's even crazier. Maggie, I interviewed somebody that lives in a group of 8000 people and they know you and they helped you with your diabetes, pretty

Dr. Maggie Mueller 28:54
high. And we meet we met all these people kind of around the same time. So you know, Hudson, he didn't he might I think he took a week off of school. And when he went back, he was first he didn't want to tell anyone the teacher asked Do you want to tell your classmates about and he said no. And then he reconsidered. And then I heard later that day from a mom who was in who has has a daughter in Hudson's class, who she came back home and told her parents that Hudson has type one diabetes because her parents have type one diabetes. So then they reached out and kind of set us up with I mean, I think we had like three to four people, at least that we were speaking with, right off the bat, you know, in our in Glencoe, and then another person that was kind of, you know, we called her like the diabetes fairy who was also in the community and was helping us a lot in the hospital and making sure that we had like the the right lens sets and things like that. I mean, I'm very thankful and we're all very grateful that we live in such a supportive community. But yeah, we had a bunch of people to talk to right off the bat that either had type one Diabetes themselves or their children habit. So

Scott Benner 30:02
between the people you were lucky enough to meet, and this podcast, and doctors, where's the most help come from?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 30:12
I think we all would have been really struggling without the support of the community that, you know, these, I think there were four or five individuals that were extremely helpful. And that pointed us in the direction of the podcast that just allowed us, you know, we learned so much about it. And you know, Tyler is not medical. So he learned a ton about it. You know, we listened to it all the time I left I listened to it on the way to work. I mean, it was it was really helpful. I think it's a hard pill to swallow when you leave the hospital, we left the hospital. And we were set up with an endocrinologist in three months. And that is really scary. Yeah, the team was great. I mean, we called the nurses when we know when we needed to check in and they would change things, but it was really nerve wracking, not having, you know, that appointment for so

Scott Benner 31:08
long. Yeah, that's actually kind of uncommon for for children. Yeah, for adults, it's very common, but for children, it's not usually.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 31:18
Yeah. And we're also lucky because our endocrinologist lives in our neighborhoods. So we did have that, you know, she's, she's been very helpful and was able to expedite everything. And, you know, she's our neighbor. So we've benefited a lot. Do you

Scott Benner 31:34
kind of see the podcasts and, and people as sort of one group, like a community feeling? Absolutely. Yeah. Okay, so not only is it a three month wait to get to the endocrinologist, by the way, you don't have any poll. What happened there? Geez, Oh, yeah. What good is that Tina? Doctor?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 31:49
Oh, I know. I know. Well, that I think is what really made me very nervous for lots of families. So

Scott Benner 31:56
that's my next question is how do you think that people who aren't you fair in this situation?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 32:02
Yeah, not Well, I, it was really eye opening. I'm a quality of life surgeon, I deal with zero things that are life threatening. But we have these metrics where like, I need to be able to see a new patient in one week, or we get dinged, I just didn't understand how, you know, a child with a life threatening illness was given an appointment, three months later, that seemed kind of crazy to me. And I, we are thankful that we have connections and great people to advocate for us. And we were able to get in there sooner. But I realized that many people don't. And even you know, they might not have the background information that we had. You know, when you?

Scott Benner 32:45
God, does that happen? Maggie? Do you get the doctor three months later and find out, you've learned more in the last three months? And they're able to tell you?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 32:53
I mean, I think that we, by the time we ended up seeing our endocrinologist, we were I can't I don't even really remember the first appointment that we went to anything. We were just trying to understand what exactly did we need to do in order to get the pump? I mean, I feel like that's what the entire

Scott Benner 33:13
it's about how to how to get around the insurance system. Yeah,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 33:17
it was just you know, what steps needed to happen in order to get the pump? Did

Scott Benner 33:22
you have to ask any questions at that point? I mean, you're still a seven a one, say seven and a half. So you're not like killing it or anything like that. So did you come in with questions that they were able to answer for you? Well, I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 33:34
remember. There was a great at the time, the the nurse that was there. I feel like she also had type one diabetes. Or she might have Yeah, I shouldn't. She was the nurse educator that worked with our doctor, she kind of leveled with us a lot. But a lot of the problems that we were having with the MDI was just, you know, he, he would basically just not want to eat anything that required an injection. So he would come home from school, and you know, he probably wanted to eat a snack, but he didn't want to eat any he didn't want a cheese stick or a salami stick. And I don't think that he wanted to have an injection. So he would just say that he wasn't hungry. And then other things that are so much better dealt with, with a pod or pum. You know, when he was going to have anything that required split dosing. He was also very difficult because he would not want to have a second injection, right. So we were struggling with these things that I think when you're talking to somebody who's been on a pump for a really long time, it's almost hard to even like remember oh, how do you deal with all that?

Scott Benner 34:47
Yeah, you know, the other day Arden started using I'm not going to talk about this on the show why the hell not? I wasn't sure if I was ready or not for this one, but I can I can say this much about it for now. they'll have enough details to be more valuable at the moment. But Arden began using a GLP the other day. And it's just the first injection. And I know I've talked about on here enough that people who listen no Ardennes, like, doesn't like needles. Yeah. And as a matter of fact, she has given herself one insulin injection in her entire life. That's that maybe as a little kid, but like, she's one that she recalls. And she was getting ready to go away to college. And I said, Listen, in case there's a catastrophic failure of all of our technology, I need you to be able to inject insulin. Yeah. So your next correction today, like go ahead and draw it up in this syringe and give it to yourself. And I'm still trying to get her on here to talk about that process. But I'm telling you, she sat in the bathroom with the door closed for 90 minutes before she came out and said, I did it. And she she looked like she had a run with the bulls. By the time she came out, like like, she just she just came out like she was in a car wreck. Then a bull chased her, and then someone picked her up in a helicopter and dropped her on the ground. And then she was alive somehow. And she's like, I did it. I'm dead. I did. I did it. And I'm like, Oh, okay. So the other day, she has to get this injection. And she's like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Like Arden Come on. And she did it. And it wasn't that big of a deal. But I'm going to tell you that she defended herself three times with her hand, as I came in with the the GLP pen. Yeah, like, like, not like harshly, but she reached out and defended herself, like almost uncontrollably. Yeah. And so I get when people don't want to, I daughter's had diabetes for 15 years. I get when people don't like needles, you know, like I really do. And she still, every time she answers something, she's like, Oh, come on. And I I've come to realize it's not about the pain. It's about she just, she's averse to the process. She just really is. So but but for people to hear the real story here is there are people, children, adults who are not eating the way they should, because they're trying to avoid injections. Oh, for sure. Yeah. And that's, you know, a tough fact, but needs to be heard by by physicians. I think I'm sorry, I took you off balance there. But

Dr. Maggie Mueller 37:16
no, that's, I think another thing and I think we're all really, you know, everyone, but specific, specifically physicians, nurses, we're just always very careful about what we say and, and now we know how careful we need to be when we were in the hospital. I think it was a diabetic educator who told me that, you know, there 95% He had sure he has type one diabetes or diabetes, but there's a 5% chance that he doesn't. And so I was like, waiting at home to hear what these antibody results were because I thought that it meant there was a 5% chance that we were wrong, and he doesn't have diabetes at all. And so they called me back to let me know that like every single antibody was positive, but also Oh, yeah, he has hypothyroidism too. But we were told that over the phone, because obviously we'd been discharged from the hospital there. Whoever called us said, Well, it's Don't worry, it's not as bad as type one.

Scott Benner 38:18
Person call to go, Hey, I'm just calling with test results. You have hypothyroidism, but don't worry, that's not nearly as bad as type one. And you're like, Oh, we got that too. Thanks.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 38:26
At that time, I was crying. You know, it was just like another thing. And I know that it's not as bad as type one diabetes, but he also has that

Scott Benner 38:37
look harder at the chart before you try to make me feel better.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 38:41
There's just like, oh, gosh, you know, it's it's just one of those things like I was clinging on to this potential 5% chance to have diabetes 5% chance that it was what I think they meant looking back at it, I think they meant type two diabetes, because they hadn't gotten the confirmatory antibodies back.

Scott Benner 39:00
Oh, that's not that. So you took way more hope in that than they meant? Oh, yeah. I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 39:06
thought the chance that he was like, fully misdiagnosed, and this was going to be not happening.

Scott Benner 39:11
Yeah. Have you ever heard me talking about when that happened to me? No, I didn't had this weird honeymoon. Oh, it lasted like two and a half or three days, where she just needed her Basal insulin and nothing for food and was getting low. And I I waited like two days into it. I called my friend who's a pediatrician. And I knew by the way, I knew it wasn't true. But I wanted it to be true so badly, but I I hedged my bets, and I started the conversation. I wonder if he remembers me calling him and I said, I know I'm wrong. Just tell me to get off the phone. But here's what's happening. Is that possible? Arden doesn't have diabetes, and he's like, She's had it for like, two years, or like, like, it'd been like a long time and he goes, No, no, no, she has diabetes. And I was like, Okay, thank you. And he goes, hang up, and I'm like, I will and I just got off the phone. But I had that feeling I know The exact feeling you're talking about. Yeah, like when you've got a scratcher in your hand, and you're like, I'm not gonna work again, if this is just the club dammit. Exactly. Yeah, no, it's terrible. Oh, I'm so sorry.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 40:13
No, no. And then after that we're off. It was my, you know, I really I had heard about to prism app and the trials that were going on. So I was desperate to find, you know, a trial that was still enrolling, you know, so I knew that University of Chicago was a site. So I emailed all the people there. And it, it just so happened that they had stopped enrolling his age group, you know, a couple months beforehand. So then I was devastated that we didn't have that option. So there were just a lot of ups and downs in that period.

Scott Benner 40:45
I think guilt in here. When you he has hypothyroidism Hashem, as you do, too.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 40:50
I don't think I even put that together. I think that oh, sorry,

Scott Benner 40:54
my introducing this for the first time for I didn't know, I mean, that that

Dr. Maggie Mueller 40:57
period of time? I don't think I did. You know, I think probably honestly, when we were in the hospital, and somebody if anyone asked about auto immune, I don't even think we both Tyler and I would have come up with a, you know, he probably wouldn't have talked about vitiligo, and I probably wouldn't have talked about hypothyroidism. You know, I've had it for so long, and I just didn't, it's like a vitamin

Scott Benner 41:17
you take out, I would imagine at this point. Right. Exactly. Yeah. And

Dr. Maggie Mueller 41:21
so there wasn't, you know, a lot of guilt. I think that, again, being so close around COVID. So I remember when we were leaving to the hospital, my mother, who I also love to pieces, you know, said Do you think this has something to do with the COVID vaccine? Because I Kittson vaccinated so that they go back to school. And so then I carried this guilt around that potentially, it was the COVID vaccine that caused the type one diabetes. So, you know, I had to be the person in the hospital to ask the doctor like the embarrassing question, you know, is this at all related to the COVID vaccine? And a remember her saying this is probably based on his a one see, it's probably been going on for a year or so, you know, and he had had the COVID vaccine, like a couple of months beforehand. So then that reassured me a little bit more.

Scott Benner 42:14
I mean, honestly, if there's anything there, I mean, maybe the virus from the vaccine, like sped up the process, but it sounds like the process has been going on for a very long time. First of all, and, you know, I mean, viruses do bring on diagnosis, but they don't, it's so hard to, to know if people understand how that works or not when they hear it. It's it's not I sneezed. And so I got type one diabetes. Yeah, these pieces cause type one diabetes, it's, I was going to get type one diabetes. And did you notice these this speeded up? Yeah, that's the vibe. But what you hear people say is, you know, a virus has caused type one, viruses don't cause type one viruses can cause type one in people who were predisposed, and already at some point in their life, likely going to get type one diabetes, and so different, like, I guess it's like, once you have it, it's who cares? What came first, but it when it's spoken about, it gets spoken about colloquially? And I think it just gives people the idea that oh, you know, you just get a thing. And then that happens. Like it's cause and effect. But it's, it's not it's hard to? I don't know, it's hard to explain sometimes. Well,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 43:27
yeah. Especially because there is this increase. And so people oftentimes ask, you know, why are there so many more kids with type one diabetes now? And I think everybody does want to have an explanation. And then it gets this game of telephone and all of these potential things that cause type one diabetes, when

Scott Benner 43:44
somebody says to me, what do you make of all the type one increased diagnosis during COVID? I say, yeah, there's a lot of people out there walking around with antibodies, who at some point in their life, we're going to get type one diabetes. And it just so happened. There's a virus covered the whole planet, and so they all got it at the same time, doesn't mean COVID gave them type one diabetes, right? Yeah. And so I don't know, it's just a hard thing. And then people, they don't like to believe some, some people are like, No, that's not what happened. I'm like, Okay, I don't know what to say, you know, so. My daughter had Coxsackie virus, and got type one. If I say that on the podcast, three episodes in a row. I'm gonna get five emails about like a day about oh, my kinetic coxsackievirus probably got type one. Yeah, it's a virus. Get your kid just like my kid had antibodies. They got a virus and their immune system was like, Hey, I'm confused. And then, you know, here we go. So exactly. It's kind of what it is. Socks. I'll tell you that much. He's doing well. Hudson is right. Yeah. You know, needle phobia is like, that's that's not an issue with pot. You think if you went back and needles though, do you think he'd be like I'm not hungry? No, thank you. Yes.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 44:56
So we've had, you know, a variety of incidents that have required I heard, you know, the potential for injections. So most recently, he was in a sailing camp, I bought some very expensive, waterproof family fanny pack to keep his phone and PDM min, which works very well, if you zip it closed. You know, he's uptick closed, or he thought he's uptick closed, he, you know, capsized. And, you know, this was, I had sent him to a sailing camp, which is about an hour and 15 minutes away, my parents have a house on a lake there. And, you know, that's where the Yacht Club is. And he was sailing there. But I was working in Chicago. And I get a call from my mom that this happened. She's gonna take the PDM home and put it in the dryer to see if you know she can. Because it wasn't working. So obviously I asked her not to put it in the dryer,

Scott Benner 45:56
I was gonna ask which one of your parents you took after being a surgeon? But I think you might be adopted? Yeah. Very

Dr. Maggie Mueller 46:04
helpful. And, you know, trying to do the right thing. But obviously, it was very much broken.

Scott Benner 46:11
Thank you. What if I put the phone on the grill and see if I can dry it out.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 46:14
I mean, it wasn't even like rice or anything. It was in the dryer. It didn't go in the dryer. But I told her, you know, if he's going to, I knew it was this last day of sailing, and there was going to be pizza. So I said, you know, he's gonna need an injection if he eats anything. Okay, yeah. So I get in my car, we actually had a backup PDM. Thankfully, I get in my car to go to manage that, which I also was listening to the podcast at that point in time, because I had to reset the PDM. So I was wondering, like, what did I need to change based on the algorithm? What should I put in? So I was, you know, taking the Crash Course. And I think there was one episode that you had that was resetting that some something similar had happened, and someone was talking about how they manage that, right. But the long story short, you know, he was told not to eat before getting an injection. And, you know, I got a picture on my phone for my mom, which showed like to half eaten pizzas and pieces of pizza and a popsicle or something that he just went ahead and ate without, you know, taking any insulin for

Scott Benner 47:16
did he do that on his own Maggie? Or did your mom not have the fortitude to stop him? Do you know what happened? Will you ever find out?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 47:21
Yeah, I think he was by on his own and just made a conscious decision that he was going to eat these pieces of pizza and have this popsicle without any insulin, then his blood sugar was course, like over 400 He ultimately, you know, they convinced him to take an injection. And then, you know, I was able to restart the pod and get things working. Yeah,

Scott Benner 47:44
about that. Jeez, yeah. Oh, good times. You say here that you sent me a note before you're on. He said physicians need to know that this is a chronic disease that requires constant manipulation and reliance on pharmacies, technology, doctors, nurses, and all this can change. And that also all affects the aspects of your life different aspects of your life. I wondered, do you have a message? Like if you if you could talk to other physicians? And are you talking about and those and everyone else or everyone else?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 48:18
I think it's I mean, I do think that endocrinologist probably know this best that it does take so much care coordination. I don't think many other physicians know that. You know, they see like, Oh, you're on a prescription for insulin, like make sure you get your prescription for insulin. But there are so many other things that go into this. And I also think like there was absolutely no way I did not know, I really I think we both Tyler and I struggled with this, we thought it was a mathematic equation, like I'm going to eat this many carbs, I'm going to cover with this much insulin and like my blood sugar will be perfect. And we had no idea that there were variables that existed that were going to make it so that no meal will ever be the same. No activities ever gonna behave the same. I had no idea about that. And I don't think a lot of people know about that. Let alone you know, like, specific. Maybe endocrinologist but not other physicians for sure. And I think it's, you know, easy to say like, why isn't your hemoglobin a one C better? Aren't you taking your insulin? There's just so much more to that. I add the way that this affects caregivers, the actual patient that has diabetes, there are a lot of you know, I we have Hudson, I would describe as happy go lucky type child. When we left the hospital that day, he asked, you know, he was super excited to leave the hospital. And his comment was well, because I don't have to take another shot. You really just don't understand what you're dealing with. And the amount of rationalization that can happen but also the way that it affects just, you know, he wanted to be a normal kid. He wanted to keep playing all the things things that he did, I think that we had him in a hockey game the night, the morning after he was diagnosed from the hospital, and we were trying to manage his blood sugar, you know, less than 12 hours outside of the hospital in a hockey game, it really does affect kids, it changes everything, you know, he has to go to the nurse and carry this bag and all these things that I think that Ty and I were like, well, this isn't gonna change your life at all, we minimize the fact that it definitely has changed your life, and you have to do things a little bit more or sometimes harder than some of your friends do. And I think that that was something that we neglected to validate, I guess,

Scott Benner 50:38
who says to you, you mentioned how come your agency, isn't that better? Why certain range? Are you not using it? It's on Have you gotten messaging like that? From doctors? Who does that? I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 50:47
mean, I've probably been someone who said that, as a doctor, you know, just being completely naive about what is required to improve your hemoglobin? Anyone see, I mean, in my field of work, it's elective surgery. So I never operated on anyone with a hemoglobin anyone see of under over eight, that was like a hard cut off. And, you know, we would cancel surgeries. And I think I probably did have an attitude, like, in a nice way, but you know, yeah, you need to get your hemoglobin AOC down better and like, are you taking insulin, I mean, it's

Scott Benner 51:26
just very never occurred to you to say, This person is struggling, maybe I should help them get their agency down. Like, that's just that's not how any of this works, right? Like, it's Yeah, they'll have to figure that out.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 51:37
Well, like, um, you know, work with your endocrinologist or work with your primary care doctor. And honestly, probably, neither of those things is going to change things that much. They just needed to, you know, there were probably many things that were affecting their hemoglobin a one C, and I just, I was blissfully unaware of all of the different things that need to happen in order to successfully manage diabetes.

Scott Benner 52:02
Can you explain to a regular person, a person who is not a physician has not going to medical school doesn't work in a hospital, doctor's office, etc? Why it is that they shouldn't expect their surgeon who's going to work on their pelvic floor or whatever, to understand diabetes? Why do other doctors besides endocrinologist, not understand type one. I mean, they don't understand a lot of different things, and which you and I understand to be reasonable, but to the outside person, just a regular person who looks up and says, that's a doctor. Why in the hell don't they understand? You're very in a very siloed profession, is that correct? Yeah,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 52:40
I'm, I'm like, I always tell people, I do like seven surgeries. And that's it. So I'm so siloed. And I also, you know, I don't have a background in Internal Medicine where we would probably, you know, practically learn so much about that. So I'm relying on things that I learned in medical school. Lots has changed, right? I mean, we don't the insulin is different. Pumps are really mainstay now. So it's really difficult for people who are not in it every day to be keeping up with this. And I think yes, I would hope that doctors have a cursory understanding of type one diabetes, I think most of them could tell you the difference between type two, they could probably come up with some other types of diabetes. And certainly they know that when your blood sugar is high, you need insulin, when it's low, you need sugar, which, you know, that seems like that's

Scott Benner 53:33
acute stuff. And that's probably all they know. Yeah, yeah. Also, I did not mean to use a mean to use, I did not mean to use a douchey corporate terminologies just that silo just means like, Oh, I just realized when I said I was like, That's just the thing I hear my wife say,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 53:49
No, it did come off to me that I am really siloed. For sure.

Scott Benner 53:54
When you're so isolated, I guess the like a more of like, a more real world way of saying it might be that I don't know the offensive lineman on your favorite football team doesn't know what the cornerback is doing. And yeah, they're not only don't they play corner ever, but they're not even in the defensive meetings. They don't even know what the defense is doing. They know what they're doing. They've learned a job and they do it over and over again. Just like you I run block for the left, I run block to the right I pass block for the left or but like You're like I do seven different surgeries. Like it's fun to say like what kind of doctor are you again?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 54:29
I'm a Euro gynecologist, reconstructive pelvic surgeon. It's a mouthful,

Scott Benner 54:33
I'll see. But when you say that also, there's a joke in there. It's inappropriate because you're such a nice person but like, I hear a lot. But but like there when that's your title, and that's what you do. And then I hear you say in plain English. I really only do seven different surgeries. I bet you that's not a thing people would think of you they probably think you're a magician. A wizard. Do you know what I mean? Because of that title and how long they in their mind. They believe you've gone to bed Medical School. I mean, what? Think about it what you do it you did your undergrad on

Dr. Maggie Mueller 55:04
time in medical school for four years. I did a residency for four years. And then I did a three year surgical fellowship.

Scott Benner 55:11
That's 11 years. Yeah, yeah. Okay. So you went to school for 11 years to learn how to do seven surgeries? Exactly. Yeah. And then if I say to you, how does type one diabetes work? You go, sugar makes you high insulin brings it down. Type One is, I think it I think it might be genetic. Is it auto? I think that's where you'd be stuck. If I if I went and found you three or four years ago, right?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 55:34
Yeah, I would have known that, like I would have associated type one with insulin dependent. Like, that's what I would have associated at the time.

Scott Benner 55:41
Okay. Now, I'm going to ask you to be I don't know if this is fair or not, we'll see if you're comfortable doing this? If I asked you to. So there, we've addressed why most people in the medical field don't understand it. It's not something that no, but if if people are, are with an endocrinologist, or nurse practitioner for diabetes, these kinds of like jobs, and they're not getting good information from them. How does that happen? So even take it out of diabetes, like forget diabetes, just like I shouldn't have asked it that way. How does it happen that some doctors with 11 years of practice, still aren't very adept at what they're doing. And how common is that?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 56:25
I mean, I can't really speak for, like diet, I've we've had such a good experience with our endocrinologist and I don't have enough experience with, you know, I hear some things sometimes like on the Facebook podcast, and it is concerning, like, I don't really know, why some would be less, you know, forthcoming or are in the mix. In my own specialty, I think that, you know, we this, you it requires my specialty requires fellowship training, that three year training, and also boards that are certification in this fellowship. So it's a sub specialized board certification, and I think, possibly, if I had to guess, maybe the people who are getting that subpart care or are just not seeing those specialists, could

Scott Benner 57:17
it be a communication piece, because it occurs to me as you're talking, you don't have to communicate to anybody to do your job really well. Like you don't like, you'll sit the person down and say, look, here's what we're gonna do, you know, this is what's happening. I don't know how you say it in your lady parts, and we're gonna do this. And then and then we're gonna do that. And this is what's going to alleviate, it's going to bring this to your life, it's gonna take me about this long, here's how long recovery is, you know, I have a buddy, you probably then you probably brag about, like your infection rate being low or something like that. You kick them out of the room, and you put them on the schedule, you do the thing for him, and they end up okay. Not you know, more,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 57:53
more of I don't have many long term relationships with my patient, right.

Scott Benner 57:56
But you don't have to explain anything to them for them to maintain that work that you've done for them. So you're more of a Gosh, I don't mean this pejoratively. But you're more of a, you're swinging a hammer. Really? You don't I mean, yeah, yeah, yeah. Whereas I'm expecting. I'm expecting an endocrinologist to help me with my diabetes by being able to initially, initially communicate what I need to know, to watch me grow or not grow and re communicate things or move me along and teach me and to picture what's happening when they're not around, and then accurately make adjustments to me without barely even being able to see what I do day to day. And some people are good at that. And some people aren't. It's more of a job of communication than it is of of medicine, isn't it? Oh, yeah.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 58:48
And I think that there are so many constraints right now on people in the medical profession, you know, physicians, nurse practitioners, etc. I mean, when I'm at those endocrinology appointments, the amount of stuff that has to happen, there's a lot of stuff that has to happen, you know, they review the, the Dexcom reports and things like that, and then all the preventive stuff. I mean, there's just so much that happens. So maybe focus gets lost on one area more than the other, or there's just not time spent doing some of those things with you. I think the patients also have to kind of understand where the problems are, too. Yeah. And that's hard, too. It just requires so much patient education.

Scott Benner 59:31
But fair enough, though, part of your success for your son is that you're engaged, intelligent, paying attention, you know, asking questions, going out on your own and finding out more information, you're actively participating if not directing his care. Yeah,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 59:47
I would say both Tyler and I are very active in his care. And, you know, even you know, identifying things like you He's struggling with, you know, the fact that he's different and things like that, and what do we need to do to address that? That has been? We've been able to address that. And I'm thankful that we were but yeah, I say, I think that if we weren't in tune with him that probably wouldn't have been identified.

Scott Benner 1:00:17
Yeah. Actually just made a note for myself for a different series, because it occurred to me that while it would not be easy to hear, for some people, it might be interesting to get a an anonymous doctor on a whistleblower X episode and have them whistleblow on patients, like telling me like, what what is really standing in your way if he didn't have to be polite? What is happening? Like, what are you battling against when you come into your job every day? Because fully Yeah, yeah, cuz I bet you that. I bet you that's, that would be eye opening for some people, too. Yeah, it just so that's interesting. So most physicians jobs don't require communicating directions beyond maybe a for the first 12 hours, put ice on this every three hours, or, you know, this is what this is going to feel like after your surgery. But don't worry, you're gonna come back and I'll check you if everything's good, you'll be alright, in six weeks like that. That's how most of this stuff goes. And that's our expectation is people because most of our medical problems have gone exactly like that up until you get a chronic illness.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:01:19
Well, yeah, and I think the other thing is that it's like an endocrinologist is kind of the directing the care, right? There's many other players of the team that provide information that's probably, you know, very, very helpful, like the diabetic educators, they feel such a huge role. And it does take off some of the burden from the endocrinologist and I think I think someone was asking me, like, you know, my endocrinologist doesn't seem to know a lot about how the different pumps work. And it's like, Well, how could your endocrinologist know every single aspect about every pump that's available? That's why they have other people on their team to help with this. It's just, I think people might have an unrealistic expectation about how much one single person can do maybe

Scott Benner 1:02:06
is it? Is it unreasonable for me to expect that my endocrinologist spends a weekend figuring out the three major pumps and how they work? Well,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:02:13
I think the three major pumps, I think that the endocrinologist do know that they probably know one more than the other, they're, you know, more familiar with it for whatever reason with their patient population. But they're, I mean, these pumps are really intricate and lots of different. If you're asking, like, does this one, what about the, you know, I mean, first of all, the Omnipod five algorithm is still very mysterious. And I think that, you know, you, a lot of people don't know exactly how everything works, I think you you know a lot about how the algorithm works, but it's all proprietary, right. And there are small, little tiny things that you can tweak that some endocrinologist probably know about, but I don't know if everyone knows about that,

Scott Benner 1:03:00
you know, again, it comes down to communication. And because I have this story rattling in my head that often tell you, so you'll know it, but I just had a person online tell me or was it in an interview, someone told me, they were, you know, kind of wrapping up their endocrinology appointment? And the doctor said, Hey, could you spend a couple of minutes longer? Right? Can I ask you a question? And the person's like, yeah, what do you need to know? And the doctor said, Can you explain how that pump works to me? And that, like, shook that person's confidence to their core about their doctor. And yeah, you know, but and I wonder if it wouldn't be as simple as saying, you know, because I don't live with diabetes. And I'm only getting information, you know, from people in the short visits. Could you spend a couple of minutes with me, let me ask you a few questions about the pump, I'd like to dig down and get more information. If if it was just said that much differently, then the feeling that that person left with wouldn't have been what it was, and the feeling they left with was, Oh, my God, my doctor doesn't know what the hell they're doing that because that's the feeling they left with. And I wonder if that now was true. Or if the doctor just didn't do a good job of explaining what they wanted? Like, I don't I wasn't there, obviously. But yeah,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:04:11
yeah. I mean, I would have before you explained your real, you know, rationale for probably why that happened. I would have probably thought the same thing. I bet that that doctor was trying to say like, Hey, you know this best because you deal with it every day, you're the expert, like what are some of the things that I need to know to better take care of my patients, but not all doctors are really good communicators? You know, they're, I think there's a lot of room for improvement in communication, just in general, but I suspect, you know, doctors all want to help people and treat people that's why we become doctors. They don't want to be, you know, providing some therapy that they don't understand how to do and I'm sure that that endocrinologist or physician didn't wasn't prescribing something they didn't know how to use. They just probably wanted that Patient Experience aspects.

Scott Benner 1:05:01
I wonder that too now that I think about that way, you know, I think in the end, I think it is what it is. I hate to say it like that. But I there's people running around all the time, like, how are we going to fix this? How are we going to get doctors? I'm like, I don't think you're going to change anything. I think it's human nature. To some degree, there's gonna be some better ones than others, there's going to be some bad ones. There's going to be some fantastic, you know, people that you meet along the way. And that communication. I mean, listen, if if communicating was something everyone was good at, I don't think the divorce rate would be one and two. So like, you know, like, yeah, people are not great communicators in general. And just because they're doctors doesn't make them better. And I don't know that there's a Listen, I'll say this. I think I'm a fairly good communicator. Yeah. I don't know that I could teach it to somebody, though. You know, I mean, like, I'm not sure how to do that. Like, I think you learned from the podcast, because I have a way of speaking about what I do. I do a good job of speaking about high level stuff. But it doesn't feel high level, I don't talk over your head, I don't actually have the ability to talk over your head, which is, which is really helpful. Because who knows if I would or not, but I understand this topic really well. I speak in pictures, which I think people find helpful.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:06:13
Yeah, but you also have the empathy, like you, you knew where you were, and like you're trying to communicate to a person in that position. Yeah, that

Scott Benner 1:06:22
helps as well. I guess it's funny, I, I don't even know why I'm a good communicator in this specific situation, like, so I don't, I guess what I'm trying to say is, I don't know how we could expect some maybe rigid guy or like, you know, some, some person, or some woman who's a little, I don't know, like, particular or whatever, like, you know, like, people's like, personalities are all weird and different. Or maybe they're very engineer brain like, and that's why they're a doctor. And now all of a sudden, we're expecting them to like get down on your level, commiserate with you understand this really complex thing and be able to communicate back the way to handle it. Maybe it's just not ever going to happen.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:06:59
I mean, I think I have a rosier outlook. I will I mean, I just, I am really a glass half full type person. And I think that, first of all, having people hear these experiences is is really important. Again, I really, I think that if doctors heard that, you know, they potentially their patients weren't getting, seeing the results that they wanted to. And we think that it's related to communication, I think everyone would want to fix that. I just think that there are so many constraints right now. And they're, you know, it's easier to say like, well, I am going to concentrate on the medical things like make sure XYZ, and I have this diabetic educator who's really going to help with like the day to day, all that other stuff, and a lot of the education and a lot of the communication. And then this nurse is going to do that, too. So I think that some of it does, unfortunately get parsed out to other individuals. And perhaps maybe that's why, you know, the the lead physician is really being seen as not communicating all that much. And so I guess maybe more of a team based approach might change that perception.

Scott Benner 1:08:14
Okay, yeah. I'm gonna ask this question a lot of physicians this year on the podcast, but what do you think of my idea about group instruction?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:08:22
Well, I think that's great. That would

Scott Benner 1:08:25
work right, instead of coming in for 15 or 20 minutes or half an hour at a time. What if everybody showed up and it was two and a half hours long, and it was a, you know, it was partly a q&a. And then partly, while you know, you could go off to the side and private and do whatever you needed to do with your physician while the q&a was going on? Like, I think that would be such a good idea.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:08:43
Yeah, well, I mean, that's definitely been shown. There's research behind that. I'm not familiar with the diabetes research. But in small group education in different disease states, there's a lot of research to, to support that. And I believe that they do something similar at the University of Chicago, I've seen flyers for diabetic education, they meet in the cafeteria and things like that. So there definitely are. There's a lot of research to support that. I think that's a fantastic idea.

Scott Benner 1:09:14
Okay, yeah, I mean, I keep thinking over and over again. It's this one simple idea that I have if if me, I am a person who listened between you and I, Maggie, you went to more like secondary school than I went to like, regular school. So I barely like crawled out of high school. I was, I was not an interested student. I did not grow up with a family who told me to be interested in academics. Yeah. And I bet like when I graduated, I was like, huh, a trick somebody. And somebody right now is not doing their job given me this diploma. And I, and I'm out in the world. But somehow, there's no other place. Right now. Like Like, I'm sure there are hospitals that do great job. I'm not saying that there's no other place. I'm saying that that visible publicly, I speak to more people with diabetes than anyone else on the planet. Yeah. And it doesn't make sense sometimes, other than to say that this format works for a lot of people. And that the one thing I think I've done, that I think everyone could do is that I've boiled diabetes down in my own head when I'm talking about it into a formula that anybody can understand what I'm saying it. And mostly, what it gives them is a very firm base to start with. And it leads to outcomes and understanding that lead you to have, like further education for yourself like you might the outcomes I give you give you some understanding, you have those experiences, build on them, and get better and better at it as you go up to the level you desire. I imagine. And that's, I think what I'm good at, I think what I'm good at is talking about diabetes and boiling it down into understandable, digestible chunks. I think that's all I've done. I mean, if I've done more than that, I'm literally not aware of it. I don't understand why a doctor can't do that.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:11:16
Well, I mean, I think that, you know, part, again, part of I think, you know, on a higher level definitely brought together community. And I think that that's huge. You've definitely, you know, distilled diabetes, and made it a little bit easier to understand for lots of people, I mean, including caregivers, which, you know, that can be really hard for people that aren't, they don't live with it every day, you know, but other like grandparents and things like that. But that sense of community is really huge. And I think that comes from that empathetic, you know, whether you're meeting that aspect or not like that, certainly.

Scott Benner 1:11:55
Oh, no, I haven't. No, I know how you all feel. Yeah. I mean, to some degree, I know how you feel. And by the way, by interviewing so many people who have diabetes, while I don't have it myself, I might be one of the closer people who doesn't have diabetes, to understanding what it feels like than many people because I've had these long, in depth conversations with people I've and I am an empathetic person. So I do absorb. I do I baits are hard on me sometimes, but I do absorb how they feel when I'm talking about it. And I maintain it. I will say, I think the community aspect is insanely important. I don't I don't mean to, to minimize that. But if I was going to, if I was going to say one of the things that I think that I'm doing that is leading to the success, it is something that a doctor can't do. And well, and here's what it is. And I don't know if people know the secret or not. I put out an episode of this podcast every day. I create a world where there's always something there for you. And because everybody doesn't listen every day, like some people do. Don't get me wrong. This people are like, They're my heroes right there. I put it there waiting for a new episode. Do you have any idea how many people told me like, hey, when's this coming out? Like I don't have anything to listen to over the weekend. I'm like, Hey, I'm doing my best, you know, but, but by putting content out Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and having it be a mix. This is a guy who's got type one, here's a woman who has type one who is a mom, here's a dad, here's something with Jenny, here's something with Erica, we're going to talk about the psychological sides of it, like keeping that stuff all mixed together constantly. Even if you're not up for listening to the psychological part of it. You might be up for management, you're not up for management, you might not be for you might be up for a story. There's always something there to keep you connected. And that connection is the somehow unquantifiable reason why people take good care of themselves. And I don't understand completely why it is. But I know if you're listening to this podcast, you're gonna have better outcomes. And it's not always going to be because I taught you something about care. I think that's true. And that's not something we could ask a doctor to do. No, yeah, yeah, I get it. Thank you actually now teaching me with the podcast. That's Maggie appreciate

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:14:09
explaining the way that we I mean, it is been so helpful, and I think it is filling something and I just my view is I don't think that a doctor is responsible for that. Like it just can't happen in this day and age maybe 40 years ago. But it's it's not happening. It can't there's there's too many constraints, things have gotten too complicated. Diseases are more complicated. The management of these diseases is more complicated. There have to be other people, team members, you know, that are responsible for filling in these gaps. It's It's It's untenable for a single human to manage that is that

Scott Benner 1:14:50
over and over again, and I can accomplish it because I don't actually have to sit down with each of you individually. Exactly. Yeah, that's interesting. But it's my Yeah, I guess it doesn't work. Like even what I it's easy to say, can't you just do what I'm doing? But what I'm doing is having daily connections with people. And they can't do that either. Exactly.

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:15:09
I mean, I think, and I think that maybe this is, you know, just an experiment in that kind of group education and checkpoints and things like that. That I do think, again, I would fully support, I think that there are probably many other benefits, you know, even seeing that sense of community in that setting. Yeah. Oh,

Scott Benner 1:15:30
it would easily start like that. Because people be like, Oh, I live around here. And they start talking to each other. And I keep bringing this up Maggie over the last couple of years, because I'm convinced that's the answer. Like for institutions. I've said on the podcast, I love thinking somebody will take me up for it, I'll come out and give the talks like like, hell, I'll come out for a week, we'll do it every day for a week, you bring in 50 people a day or something like that, and let the staff listen and hear how Yeah, awesome, yeah, but nobody, in the end, what ends up happening. And this is not going to surprise you because you're in the game. But these conversations get pretty high at some institutions. And eventually what happens is, well, you're not a doctor. So we can't do that. That's what that's how it gets shut off. Eventually, it gets to some level of the organization that goes, What's his credentials, and they're like, he almost got out of high school unscathed. And they, eventually it goes away. So I don't know, I'm gonna keep making the podcast and asking the questions. And hopefully someday someone does it. Because I think to your point you just made a minute ago, I think I've proven the point. This works. But yeah, why is this not what we're doing for people? Like, because I'm reaching a lot of people, I can't reach nearly all of them. That's not possible. So I'm reaching the people who are have an iPhone or an Android phone, have the time to listen to a podcast know somebody else who would tell them about the podcast, or have the wherewithal to look for information outside of their doctor's office? I'm already limited to how many people I can reach? Yeah. So anyway, all right. I

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:17:02
do hope that it moves in that direction. I really do. I think it would be beneficial. And, again, I think we would feel very isolated without you know, having these. I don't know Hudson would he? We're lucky enough. Again, one of the community members, I already mentioned that the family with their eldest being a type one diabetic in hockey, they the year that Hudson was diagnosed, they actually ran the first year of this camp that's dedicated to kids with type one diabetes, that's a hockey camp. It draws from Canada and the United States. And it's doubled in size. And Hudson has friends. From this. He calls him his T one D bros from this T one timer camp. That's a bunch of kids that play hockey that have type one diabetes, and they text constantly throughout the year until they can't wait for the next camp session. And I think

Scott Benner 1:17:59
it's just really important. Yeah, that's awesome. And he's got so he's got his own little community as well. Exactly. That's great. Okay, well, you were terrific. Is there anything I didn't ask you that I should have or anything we missed?

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:18:11
No, this was a pleasure speaking with you. And I really, really hope that your idea to kind of moves things in the direction of that group education, I really do hope that it moves in that direction, I think it would be really helpful for so many reasons, and just want to thank you on behalf of my family and where we are now. You've really been instrumental.

Scott Benner 1:18:34
I really appreciate that. If I ever have any problems with my pelvic floor, I'm going to call you to find Yeah, 100%, I will tell you this on your way out the door. I just did a live event, I was in person somewhere. And we, you know, they invite me out. And they're like, he'd come out and talk for an hour. And I was like, oh, not flying there to talk for an hour. I was like, let's, let's do this. And I proposed this big idea. I said, Why don't we do four or five hours. They're like, what I'm like are we'll give him a break in the middle of eat food. And she goes, No one's gonna stay that long. And I was like, Are they well, don't worry. And so we did. I think we meet and graded it like nine I think we started talking at 10. We did a two hour talk. And I brought Jenny with me, by the way I could I don't I don't want to take anything away from Jenny. I could have done it on my own. But I thought it would be really nice for people to see Jenny. Let's like have general you know, so Jenny and I talked for two hours about diabetes. We just talked and if I'm gonna tell you, no slideshow behind me, no pre planned idea of what we were going to talk about. She and I chatted for five minutes before we took the stage. And we were like, Let's kind of start in this direction. See where it goes. And she's like, Yeah, that sounds good. And then she's like, what about this? And I said, Oh, good idea. And then we just started we sat down, said hello. We started talking to hours, everybody went to lunch. At one o'clock. Everybody came back, nobody left. So we didn't lose anybody. And then from one o'clock, two o'clock, three o'clock, four o'clock. I think a little after that, Jenny and I just talked more into q&a live with the audience. That's all we did. And the next day, a person sent me a note and said, I don't think I've had a day go better than the day that we had after we left you and the day after, like, so the next 36 hours after leaving that talk, went so well. And we were at restaurants and traveling because we had to drive to come and see you. And all these ideas that like just being around the conversations and hearing other people's questions made lightbulbs go off for even some people who never raised their hand. And that's what I'm talking about. That's, that's what I think happens. I think you give them a podcast in person. I'm not saying every doctor's appointment should be five hours long. But if every three months, you came out for a more targeted 90 minute conversation. And then you I don't know, I don't know, I don't know how dark you're gonna have to figure it out yourself. But having that that kind of like feeling and that experience for those people, they're going to take more from that than they ever would from sitting in office and hoping that they remember to ask the questions that hopefully you have the answers to, you know, it just does it's not ever going to work that way. So anyway, I appreciate your You're very kind to come on and what you said just now was was lovely. I really do appreciate it very much. Thank you. Well,

Dr. Maggie Mueller 1:21:26
thank you so much for having me. This is wonderful. My pleasure.

Scott Benner 1:21:35
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