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Stephen has type 1 diabetes and he's made some major improvemtns to his health.
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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, and welcome to episode 744 of the Juicebox Podcast.
On today's episode we'll be speaking with Stephen who is an adult living with type one diabetes and Stephen made a major adjustment in his life. And he's going to tell us about it today. While you're listening to Stephen, tell me about the thing in his life that I then recorded and gave to you. Please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan, or becoming bold with insulin. You ask a resident who has type one diabetes, or is the caregiver of someone type one is that you are you one of those people. If you are please go to T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. Join the registry. Take the survey, complete the survey. Help people living with type one diabetes, help yourselves and help the podcast it's that easy, takes fewer than 10 minutes. Super simple, easy survey to do. T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. Thank you for considering it. And now I take you into the podcast to speak with Steve.
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Stephen 2:00
Hi, I'm Steven. I've been diabetic since 14. I'm now 3420 years.
Scott Benner 2:07
Yeah. Stephen. What I mean they just blew my bandit right out like it was nothing. He didn't even like didn't even act excited for me. It's okay. Don't worry. I'm sorry. Yeah, he's got 20 years. You were you were? See I you know, I just did there. I talked myself right, right out of listening. Just do it again. Sorry. Just do the intro. No, no, no, just tell me how old you are again.
Stephen 2:36
I'm 3434 and I was diagnosed at 14. Okay. easy math.
Scott Benner 2:41
easy math. It was really super easy. I'm going to be honest. What? Looking back now anybody in your family have type one or other autoimmune diseases?
Stephen 2:52
Yes, um, some grandparents have had diabetes, either in type one or type two. My mom has type two. And my sister has thyroid problems.
Scott Benner 3:04
Okay. Do you happen to know if her thyroid is called? Do they call it hypothyroid? Or they call it Hashimotos?
Stephen 3:10
It's neither of those. It's she had Greg don't know how to explain it. It's something else.
Scott Benner 3:16
Oh, okay. All right.
Stephen 3:18
Don't worry about that. I just has tons of thyroid brat.
Scott Benner 3:21
There's a lot of thyroid problems. Okay, nothing, nothing simple to put into a box. All right, right. What do you remember about being diagnosed?
Stephen 3:30
Um, so that I used to be really big into paintball. And we were going with our church group to a PayPal event. And everybody knew I was the guy that played PayPal. So I was really tired and lethargic that day. I was drinking a whole bunch of water couldn't figure out peeing a lot. In the middle of one of the games, I just couldn't stand it. And I shot myself in the foot to get out. I was like, I've got to get off the field. So I shot myself. I was like, Hey, we're off. I got hit. We left the field and my parents were like, oh, there's something wrong. We need to take care of him. We didn't know what was going on. It had been going on for days. But my sister picked me up from paintball. And we went to her work. She worked at Chucky Cheese at the time. And I got a coke because I needed a drink. So suck it down a coke and you know still not feeling good and went home and took a nap and just peed all night all night all night.
Scott Benner 4:32
They ended up taking you to the hospital or how did it go?
Stephen 4:34
Yeah. So that the that night grandpa was in town and he was like, why is that kid going to the bathroom so much. And so my dad went to 24 hour Walmart got some ketone test strips because mom was diabetic but didn't take care of herself. So he had me pee on a ketone strip and I didn't know what it was. And he was like, Yeah, we got to take you to the doctor tomorrow. No clue, still not telling me what's going on. We went to the doctor And they said, Yeah, he needs he needs to go to the Children's Hospital. So okay, we we pack up and we go get gas and I again, they're not telling me what's going on. So we stop at the gas station and I get a coke and a candy bar. Nobody's telling me that anything we get to Children's Hospital and they finally get my blood sugar. Tell me kind of what's going on. My blood sugar was at like, 749.
Scott Benner 5:24
Wow. How long? How long? Do you remember what you're able to see was?
Stephen 5:28
No, that's, that's before I knew or they probably told my mom. But
Scott Benner 5:34
yeah, I was just wondering how long? I mean, how long did you think it was going on? Like severely?
Stephen 5:40
Um, it had at least been weeks because I knew I came home from school one day, the nurse thought I was sick. And I couldn't like, stand up straight. I was acting kind of the drunk. And my sister just kind of told me Hey, go to bed, you'll be okay. But I like physically couldn't. So I was like pacing around the house and I got a coke. Because that's what we had in the house at the time, I drank a coke and felt fine. And looking back, I could see all the signs, like put it together. But then it was just like, Oh, I just needed to drink and I was fine.
Scott Benner 6:11
So the thirst. The thirst thirst was the driving force the whole time. Yeah. And I have to ask you, soda a big part of your life now. Are we done with it?
Stephen 6:24
I am drinking a Diet Mountain Dew as we speak. But I do do a lot more water right now. And green tea.
Scott Benner 6:31
Okay. Yeah. Wow, it was just a staple in your house on Coca Cola. Yeah, round is
Stephen 6:36
just Coke was there. I mean, balm had Diet Coke, but it didn't taste the same at the time. So
Scott Benner 6:42
20 year old Diet Coke. I don't even remember it anymore. Right? I do remember it coming out and people trying it and be like, ah, like, like it like it was fire on their tongue. But some people I knew who were older or had diabetes would drink it. That's such a it's such an interesting thing. We think about soda so much differently now than even 20 years ago. So what So what's it like? I mean, you're 14 like you're right in the middle of puberty and everything else. What did they give you to manage with? Was it? Did you get needles? Or were you doing? How far go? Tony
Stephen 7:13
I got needles at a test strip and they in the hospital they IV me and brought what my hydration levels back to normal. And then they they kind of told me I got carb counting. And then they sent me on my way.
Scott Benner 7:30
How long do you think in the hospital? Um, four or five days? Okay.
Stephen 7:35
And that was not long
Scott Benner 7:36
transition to home. Do your parents help you? Or do they just leave it to you?
Stephen 7:43
For a while they helped me. But it's more like nagging Hey, test your blood sugar. Hey, take a shot. Did you take your shot this morning? I love my parents, but they were not really into the diabetes early. And that'll probably come out later in my story. Because I was uncontrolled for years. But it probably started there was it was like, Hey, take your shot. So you don't die tissue blood sugar, so you don't die. But the those things didn't sink in the so you don't die didn't sink in until probably last year.
Scott Benner 8:21
No kidding. Yeah. Wow. Okay, so the extent of the again, I don't mean to cut down on your parents either. But the extent of the the direction from them is they told us at the hospital that if you don't do this, you're gonna die. So just do it. Like, yeah, so mom's
Stephen 8:38
type two. So it was test your blood sugar, and II take your Metformin, or whatever she had at the time, but taking a shot for me and like counting carbs and finding the ratio, and it just wasn't a thing tracking numbers. It was like, Oh, it's a good number. I can eat her. Oh, it's a bad number. I should take a shot and then eat.
Scott Benner 9:02
And that was it. That just wasn't that simple. Yeah, I listen. I don't think the technology existed. And the understanding definitely didn't exist. I mean, it doesn't sound like it. I mean, your mom didn't understand her type two, you know, and to be perfectly honest, 20 years later, I don't know how many people understand their type two still. You know, it's it's becoming more and more understood, but I talked to people and they just don't seem to have the first idea about their diabetes. I think type one. You know, they can fall into one or two categories where they get it because it's so immediate, that they have to get it or they'll maybe do what a lot of people do, which is just keep their blood sugar high, but not so high that it's not going to cause them like a significant issue in the moment. And then just sort of try to, you know, hope that tomorrow never comes I guess.
Stephen 9:54
Yeah, that's that second way is is how I live or lived up until like Honestly, I found your podcast, then realized I had to get my life under control. I was gonna die.
Scott Benner 10:06
Oh no kidding. Wow. Well I'm glad you found it. That's great. Oh, what kind of E onesies did you have over the last 19 years?
Stephen 10:15
Um didn't check very much. We not going to get there regularly. Not going to the doctor got got an endocrinologist and the guy was fantastic. But he was like, You got to get this under control diet and exercise. Have a good day. Six months later, well, your diet and exercise you you're not taking care of this. Get it? Okay. So we finally does introduce me to Dexcom my first year of college. This is like the Dexcom two or whatever, the thing where you manually inserted it. And then it came with its own little thing that looked like a teardrop that beeped at you all the time.
Scott Benner 10:56
Was that was that the four? How did they? Arden Hi, I don't remember how the with the designation seven, seven plus that I don't remember the the numbering system started out oddly.
Stephen 11:09
Yeah, it was it was way early though this thing was big and clunky and loud and unwieldy during class. When when it wanted to go off. It went
Scott Benner 11:19
off. It was the it was the one where you push down the plunger?
Stephen 11:24
Yes. If you had to remove the safety and manually push down the plunger? Yep. Then pinch it and peel it off.
Scott Benner 11:31
That's the G four. And then the the receiver was like an egg shape? Almost. Yes. Arden had this. Yeah. I remember staring at that thing for a long time. Dexcom is current available? Yeah. On a wait seven plus the new gen four sensor. You know, I have my timeline? Well, I think it was seven plus then G four. If I'm gonna have to check into that. But a long time ago, you had one of the very first ones. Yeah, it
Stephen 12:01
was still experimental. Like they, it was expensive. And they were like this, this is gonna change your life. But they didn't like explain how to use it. It was like, Oh, you'll get your numbers like, Oh, great. I don't have to test anymore. But then you had to calibrate it like four times a day. And yeah, I think I think you're right. I think it's the GE for now that I'm looking at it.
Scott Benner 12:27
Yeah, right. Is a long time ago. Long time. 2006 2006. And that that was college age for you? Yes. 2006 was called. Wow, how am I with the years get past me, Stephen. Like I just when you said that was causing it. That's not possible. He's diagnosed me as 14. College would have been four years later. And then I couldn't Oh, boy. All right. Don't get old everybody. So you have that. But it's I mean, going back that far, it was better than anything that ever existed. I'll say that. Oh, absolutely. Yeah, it was absolutely amazing. In the end, I remember back then being more focused on just like the arrows of the important part. Like don't worry too much about the number test if you want the number, but the arrows are super important. Like it'll, it'll tell you if you're falling or rising. I remember using it like that. See you
Stephen 13:20
you have the wisdom beyond your years. I as the diabetic was like, Oh, my number is good. Okay, I can eat.
Scott Benner 13:28
So falling raw. So if you had an 85 blood sugar, and it was two arrows up, you'd be like, it's time for lunch? Right? Yeah,
Stephen 13:35
the arrow didn't matter to me. I didn't understand, you know, rising falling milligrams per second, whatever that calibration is. Yeah. Like, if I would have understood that I could have written a book back then and made made a lot of money.
Scott Benner 13:48
It would have been ahead of the curve, that's for sure. Yeah, well, okay. So, alright, so you have that, and you're in college. So what is college like?
Stephen 13:58
Horrible. That's all I had. I mean, that's what I kind of switched to buying insulin at Walmart. And because it was cheaper, I stopped going to the endocrinologist. I got this deck Psalm and every couple of months I'd have to call and get a refill prescription but that was the extent I'd wear it and then eventually after like a year, I got tired of wearing it. Because I'm a college student and I have to carry this thing around and you don't want to do it. I don't want to do it. So I stopped doing it.
Scott Benner 14:32
So you went back to like the Walmart insulin so you were you using a fast acting insulin and then you went then you went and use that OG Walmart stuff?
Stephen 14:42
Yeah, like I had the prescription for the the name brand, the slow acting and the long acting that you mix in the morning. And then you take the fast acting with your meals, but you know, I'm a college student mom gives me money for for my medicine. And so look, I've got all this money. I might as well get find a cheaper medicine and I can I don't understand my diabetes. Yes. Isn't that a thing?
Scott Benner 15:08
Yeah, yeah. So you see you were you had a Basal insulin, a slow acting Basal insulin, you had a fast acting mealtime and so on. But for clarity, for everyone listening, Walmart now sells, basically its NovaLogic rebranded, so you can get NovaLogic at Walmart now. But that's only in the last couple of months at that's existed prior to that. What were you getting? Like? Is it was it called Nova lint? What was it called?
Stephen 15:34
Yeah, rely on Nova Lin.
Scott Benner 15:38
And that's more like, just it's an older insulin. It's a it's like regular and mph kind of lifestyle?
Stephen 15:44
Yes, that's exactly like it has to be kept cold. It has to be kept. Like within its dates.
Scott Benner 15:51
And this was not directed to you by a physician. This was directed to you by your like, if I buy cheaper insulin, I'll have more cash left. Yes. And it didn't matter. You
Stephen 16:00
can even buy more, and it can last longer.
Scott Benner 16:04
And then oh, the mom sends more money and you don't even need to spend it on insulin the next time. Right? We get you almost the genius doing. So, so close to having that figured out. But you don't have any like direction from a doctor about switching back and forth between those answers, because they're completely different management's. No, no, you just did it.
Stephen 16:26
I just did it myself. My own college smartest person in the world itself was like, I get, I can just switch to this other thing without asking and it'll be
Scott Benner 16:35
fine. And you don't even know how it went because you weren't measuring your you weren't measuring a onesie. So what were your average blood sugar's like, like your best guess.
Stephen 16:46
Stayed the low end was probably two thirds to four days, and then ventured up. When I when I finally started going back, I'll jump ahead and then we'll come back here. And I got married and started going to the doctor again. My one C's were 1413 and then 12. Wow. So there was probably up there for the second year of college all the way until my third year of marriage. So probably good. Five years. Wow.
Scott Benner 17:13
And so when you think of your, like when I think of Arden's graph, when I think of like the low end, I think of 70. And when I think of the high real high end, I think of 180. But you know, mostly I think of 140 or 160. And when you were thinking about that, it was to 30 to 40 as your low end, and then as high as it would go to your high end.
Stephen 17:36
Yeah, like it would go off the off the chart, and I wouldn't even care be like, it'll come back down later. Or I'll go play water polo, I'll go play disc golf. It'll come down at some point, I'll take some insulin.
Scott Benner 17:50
And day after day after day, there was never one time where you're just like, I'm gonna just today I'm gonna get on top. Did you have concept that your blood sugar should be lower? No, no, not really.
Stephen 18:01
It was it was kind of keep it on the on the Palm Pilot Keep it keep it within breeding, if I took my blood sugar, and it said, Hi. My meter said hi to me. I was like, oh, I should probably take a shot.
Scott Benner 18:15
Wow. And, and you only started paying a little bit of attention because you got married somebody, like asked you to take better care of yourself, or how did that even happen?
Stephen 18:25
Oh, I kind of just knew something was off. And I'd been out of jobs with insurance. So kind of just got out of it and says so as soon as I got a job that I had insurance, I was like, Okay, I should get an endocrinologist and go talk to them and see and maybe get some guidance here. I still don't know what's going on. But maybe I should start talking to somebody did you found so we're in Memphis, Tennessee and i i Just one day just make an endocrinologist appointment. I'm like, Okay, this is, this is what I'm gonna do.
Scott Benner 19:01
Right? Was that hard? Was the hard to walk in there and be like, Listen, I've been doing this wrong for a really long time. Don't judge me just, I need to start over. Or?
Stephen 19:11
Yes. I would imagine it's very hard to walk in. Doctors are very judgy
Scott Benner 19:18
it was an embarrassed was it to the point where it was embarrassing. You just had to overcome it. Yeah, yeah.
Stephen 19:24
But then, like, I knew none of the technology. Like I told her I'd been on a Dexcom at one point and she's like, how long ago and I told her same thing. I told you I was like, I don't know how to plunger. She was like, holy cow. It's changed since then.
Scott Benner 19:39
And this is only just recently that you went and did this.
Stephen 19:44
That's about
Scott Benner 19:47
2000 12am I getting my days right
Stephen 19:52
18 Okay. 2018 2000 Because my, my daughter was born later that year,
Scott Benner 19:57
but you had that point had not heard the podcast. You just feel like I got no, I'm still I'm still flying blind. Gotcha. Okay. Go just the back for a second. Did you finish college? I did. Would you get a degree in?
Stephen 20:13
I have my degree in marketing and business management.
Scott Benner 20:17
Did you have trouble at school because your blood sugar being hired was your body used to it at that point,
Stephen 20:22
it was so used to it. Like, once I finally got my my stuff in shape, I'm now gaining a lot of weight back that I had lost because my body was extremely toxic.
Scott Benner 20:35
Yeah, no, you were if your blood sugar was that high, you must have been thin. Actually, I would imagine.
Stephen 20:40
I was. Yeah, I'm kind of jealous of how I looked, then it's kind of a body image thing right now. But
Scott Benner 20:46
well, listen, I'll say this. I know a lot of people think that insulin makes you gain weight. But calories make you gain weight. So you know, you can take your insulin in a healthy way. And, and not gain weight. It's just, you know, it's a matter of, it's a matter of like food choices, I think, you know, it's I just put up an episode about disordered eating. So it's in my head right now. It's such a weird thing to talk about, it's hard to understand how a person who has disordered eating, like how their mind even thinks about their body image and food. And it's a it's a weird world that I don't think a lot of people understand. And I'm still just, every time I have a conversation with somebody just wrapping my head around that a little farther and a little farther. Anyway, so Okay, so you're, I mean, Steven, we have to get to it. It's about time, right? Like, how do you how long? I mean, how do you get locked out what happened?
Stephen 21:46
Okay, so yeah, that's actually with this insurance I got, I got on an insulin pump, I got on the Medtronic. 770 or whatever was new at the time, and was going along life just fine. And I got caught in something with a regional manager of a company I was working for told me it was okay to do something. So he and I were doing it being the best salesman in the region. And then corporate calls, and they're like, this is this is theft, this is embezzlement. So we get, we get called in and my boss pins everything on me because we'd been using my code. So I get I get the full blunt of it, and they throw me in jail for it's not long, but it's long enough to really have an effect on you. I got thrown in jail for about a week and a half or two weeks. Okay.
Scott Benner 22:43
So then, do you think they were trying to make a point to you? Or do you think that that was just the extent of the punishment for what you did?
Stephen 22:51
Oh, they were they were trying to make a point. And an example, because I'd already agreed to pay back the part that was my fault. I'd already flipped on my boss and told them his part. And like, I had made deals. So you had it all in paperwork. I don't know why they wanted me arrested. But they, they called in the police and had me arrested and, you know, gave him back that gives you kids that gives you years and years and years of trouble. It's not just like when you get out, you're done. There's years of cleanup afterwards. It's not worth it sticks
Scott Benner 23:24
to you now. And like when you apply for jobs, like people know about it, that kind of stuff.
Stephen 23:30
I kind of tell people now just as a clarifier, but I have everything wiped, because it wasn't all my fault. And I did my community service and my time but jail is not fun. And for diabetics, it's just not because they they put me in cuffs and take me downtown. And I've got my insulin pump on me, I probably got a day's worth of insulin left in it. Go through holding an intake and I've I've still got my pump on me. They finally get me to like, take me upstairs and they're like, what's that was like, Oh, it's my insulin pump. Like you can't have that. Like, well, I got all the way through medical and all the way through intake. Like, they're like, well, we got to take it. Like but it keeps me alive again. I don't have a lot of knowledge about this. I know it gives me insulin, I take my blood sugar and I tell it how much and it gives me insulin right. But you're not I'm really dumb.
Scott Benner 24:26
You're not well, I don't think you're dumb. But you don't you don't have like a lot of like, you really don't like if you're having diabetes for as long as you did, like Did you know if they take that pump off you you're not going to have insulin and you actually would go into DKA you're aware
Stephen 24:42
that that is what I thought I knew. I knew at this point. If I went too high, I peed a lot. I drank a lot and I didn't feel good. I usually ended up throwing up and sleeping for a long time. Like I knew those things, but I hadn't made the correlation yet. Right. Wow, that those two so they They take my pump. And I was like, Well, how am I gonna get insulin? But it's like three in the morning. So they don't want to answer any questions. So go up, go to sleep. Breakfast comes the next morning and I'm like, Well, I can't eat. If I eat, it's going to drop my blood sugar up. But if I don't eat, it's a blood sugar's gonna go down, like,
Scott Benner 25:19
Well, yeah, I mean, listen, without insulin, your blood sugar was never going down. I would imagine that when you woke up that next morning, your blood sugar was probably five 600 Without basil for all those hours. Plus, you've been under a ton.
Stephen 25:32
Oh, I'll never know what it was then. But I know well, eventually, I decided I was going to eat some of the toast. Because that's all that was edible. And about two hours after after the meal, they call me and I was like, Oh, I'm getting out of here. And they're like, No, we're gonna test your blood sugar. Gonna give you a shot. I was like, Okay,
Scott Benner 25:52
how long? How long had it been since they took the pump off you at that point?
Stephen 25:57
3am to? Let's call it 9am Breakfast is at eight. Okay. 930. And so my blood sugar's at 635
Scott Benner 26:08
Yeah, well, my guess was right on. Um, so yeah, I'm so proud of myself. That's after a piece of toast. So it's true. I didn't know about the toast to my guests. Alright, Fair's fair. I was hard.
Stephen 26:19
And then they're like, Well, it's a sliding scale. We're just gonna give you this much insulin. I was like, Well, how do you know? I knew a little enough that my body. I'm I'm bigger guy. So I am a little tight to like my mom a little insulin resistant. I was like, how do you know that's going to be enough? They're like, well, this is just what we do. It's a sliding scale. There's no special treatments, though. Just this is what we this is what we did or thrown your throw with that point.
Scott Benner 26:47
So then you're there for how long? In how long have you in
Stephen 26:52
jail? That's the that's the week that's a week and a half of my life. 10 day about a 10 day constantly. There's see it's wake up breakfast, two hours later, insulin. There's there's a gym time. Then back for lunch time, two hours, insulin has some free time, two hours insulin.
Scott Benner 27:12
What are you at that point?
Stephen 27:14
Um, since just a short time 18 My daughter's three. I'm, I'm 3031
Scott Benner 27:25
by 31. So 2416 You've had diabetes for like, 17 years at that point. And you functionally don't really understand it still.
Stephen 27:36
Yeah, I still don't understand the ramifications at that point
Scott Benner 27:39
of any of your decisions, how they could impact your, your health or your life, your without, like knowledge of still, and you've missed doctors and endocrinologist and lived your life never looked online?
Stephen 27:52
No, not something I was super interested in. I'm gonna say it was like a constant state of denial for for 17 years? I don't know.
Scott Benner 28:02
No, I mean, I, I've heard other people say similar things. So I'm not surprised by that at all. So every day, 10 days, sliding scale. If you were to stay there for 20 days, 30 days, 10 years, this is how they would have managed you.
Stephen 28:20
Yeah, this is this is where some of those stories from my friends who actually work in other jails. They said there there are some inmates that they're allowed to bring their own insulin, their parents or their family can bring their insulin and they can be given doctor's orders. And if you're you're isolated in the medical wing, you can have your pump. But they watch you you're in isolation, because they've had people try to fully dump their pump into their system
Scott Benner 28:48
to kill cells. Yeah, yeah. So
Stephen 28:51
there's all these stories and they're like, well, they don't train us. They just, they just tell you if the blood sugar is this number, you give this much insulin.
Scott Benner 29:00
So So basically, what you're telling me is that going to jail is almost a forfeiture. A fourth. Where'd that word go? For Fitch? forfeiture forfeiture, I had a right thing. I set it right and I tricked myself. It's a it's just a release of of your medical care. Yeah, you're just you're,
Stephen 29:21
you're putting all your care into what what would be the equivalent of a middle school nurse. And I'm not knocking them but they don't know the complexities of, you know, my ratio is Don't freak out. Mine's one to four right now. Yeah, but the guy next to me might be you know, 118
Scott Benner 29:39
Yeah, you say Don't freak out because you're just one of the four. Yeah, artists. I think it's artists is one to four and a half. Really? Yeah.
Stephen 29:47
I thought I was I thought I was super.
Scott Benner 29:50
Now we just manage it probably differently. Like Arden's Basil is pretty stable at one. One number her Basil is like one unit one point 1.9 in that range. And then we do a lot of the management side with the meal insulin.
Stephen 30:09
I'm at 1.33 right now and carb ratio 1.1 to five,
Scott Benner 30:14
one to five 1.31 to five. That doesn't sound crazy.
Stephen 30:18
That's not it. I thought it was worse than that.
Scott Benner 30:20
Yeah, I don't even understand the concept of worse. You just you have a feeling in your head that the more insulin you use the worst you're doing. Yes. Yeah, I don't think that's right. Steven, I think you use the amount of insulin you need. That would be a I try to let go of that thought if I was you, okay. You know, I mean, that's just not I hear that so much from adults. About You know, I'm doing something wrong. I'm using too much insulin or you know, that kind of stuff. And you got to meet the need. Your body has a need for insulin. You're meeting it. That's it. I mean, I don't know your diet. I'm sure there's things that everybody could you know, eliminate from their day to day eating. That would make it easier. But, you know,
Stephen 30:59
if, if, if the diet is a person, I am probably the devil. I work. I'm a manager at a pizza restaurant.
Scott Benner 31:09
Oh my god. So a lot of days.
Stephen 31:11
I eat a lot of pizza.
Scott Benner 31:14
Do they have cheese steaks there? Could you have that without the roll? Maybe? They don't. Wow. You poor people who don't live in the Northeast. The pizza place? Listen, if you move here, your pizza place is gonna have cheese steaks, spaghetti, meatballs, pizza. You know, different pastas, salad, garlic knots. chicken parm, that kind of stuff. You guys got to, you know, I don't want to over on the place. But we're so you don't know what pizza is? It's not your fault. But I mean, a couple of states though. But for the most part, you guys are just, I mean, you're living like monsters with your pizza. So yeah, we don't want you to eat too much pizza. That how do we get around that? Could I get you to snack on the cheese and the sausage? Maybe?
Stephen 32:00
Oh, I do the pepperoni and the salads. I'll take some of our fajita chicken heated up and put it on a romaine. That's nice. I do eat salads. It's just not as prevalent. But it's
Scott Benner 32:13
also I'm guessing and tell me if I'm wrong. But it's a financial thing. You work there. You're getting the pizza cheaper or for free. And it's a it's a value to eat it like fine. Yes. Yeah, I would imagine
Stephen 32:24
and I can bring it home. If I don't eat my whole large pizza. I'm a manager. I can bring it home.
Scott Benner 32:30
And then it's still it's money saved. Right? Yeah. Gosh, all right. Well, Steven, we gotta We gotta do something about that, too. But let's find out. Well, I do I do want to ask first. Do you are you managing a pizza place now? Because the legal troubles kind of lead you in that direction? Because it sounds like before you were doing sales or something?
Stephen 32:51
Yeah. I was doing sales and firearms. And I was actually very good at it. But you can't sell guns with a felony. So yes, currently the job at the pizza place started as as I had this fella, Dr. My back. And then while I was getting it expunged, I kind of just moved up and knew the business. I've got a business management degree. I was like, well, I might as well
Scott Benner 33:19
use it. You're good at running the restaurant. Right? Yeah,
Stephen 33:22
I'm good. It's an easy business. I've got a couple of side things I do. I own another business doing laser engraving on firearms and knives and stuff, but it hasn't taken off. So I just kind of stayed at the pizza place. And it's a wonderful place. It's not what I wanted to do with my life. Hey,
Scott Benner 33:43
strong possibility for your title. You can't sell firearms with a felony. I'll tell you what, Steven, you're in the wrong secondary business, you should be making T shirts and say that because that's at least funny.
Stephen 33:59
I'll prove that. Just it's,
Scott Benner 34:01
it's an obvious thing. So okay, so you're, you're rolling along? You've I mean, it's, uh, I mean, you had a lot happened to you. I mean, if I'm looking at you from the outside in, you got zero chance when you're diagnosed. I mean, if your mom's not managing your own type two, or understanding it, and then come, nobody takes any time to figure out the type one you're not getting that kind of information from doctors, either. They're telling you things like diet and exercise. See in six months. Thanks. It's great. Yeah, you know, you don't you don't have a functional understanding of diabetes, right, or how insulin works or even what your goal should be. Right? It I mean, it's it's a deep hole, you're dug into a deep deep hole and and to be expected to get out of it on your own. I'll tell you right now, if I was your attorney, I would argue that your blood sugar was so high that you weren't in your right mind. And I probably would have got you out of jail on that one. You know, because you're altered and you don't even know it you know your brain is not is not at its best when your blood sugar's highlight that for such a long time. I'm wondering when you find the podcast is that about a year ago now?
Stephen 35:18
Yeah. So a lady at church had her daughter diagnosed with diabetes. And so we just kind of connected. And she's like, Well, you gotta listen to this podcast. And I was like, Yeah, I'm okay. I'll, I'll look into it. I, you know, roll my eyes quietly. And then the next day, I'm like, Whoa, juicebox I'll look it up. And I started listening. And it was it was the first episode you did with Arden, where she was there. And I was like, Okay, this is kind of entertaining. And I started going backwards.
Scott Benner 35:56
Wait, you you heard meet Arden first? Yes. Uh, you haven't even like, you haven't been listening for that long at all. That might have only been like six months ago, right. Wow.
Stephen 36:12
I probably have it in my app, the first one I listened to I can look through. But then I went from there and just went back to the beginning. I mean, I went and started looking for your blog and looking for I was like this guy. He's, he's telling me things I didn't know he's telling me things. I'm not sure the doctors know.
Scott Benner 36:35
Wow, Steven, I got it. So first, let me tell you that Arden's episode called Meet Arden is episode 517. It went up on August 2, that's maybe six months ago. Wow. Not Not long at all. So did Arden save you? Like did her just like you know, if I said she'd be like,
Stephen 37:01
but I mean, I You could tell her that it was it was the entertainment. And then there was enough value in it that it made me go backwards. And just a few episodes, and I joined the Facebook group. And then after that, started asking questions and seeing people's numbers, and I was like, I gotta get back on the Dexcom. And good for you,
Scott Benner 37:22
man. You got a Dexcom G six now? Yes. Good for you. Oh, that's excellent. Are you pumping? Are you still shooting?
Stephen 37:29
I'm pumping. T slim.
Scott Benner 37:33
Are you I want to do what are you using control? IQ? I am good for you. It seriously, is your agency in the 60s Now are you? Where are you at?
Stephen 37:44
Ooh, you're close. Um, it's 7.43 weeks ago. Congratulations. That's and it was it was 7.16 months before that. And eight only went up because of the holidays. And I? Yeah,
Scott Benner 37:58
Steven, I tell you something very unexpected. Go for it. I feel like I'm gonna cry.
Stephen 38:04
I told myself if I made it through this without crying it was gonna be a thing. Because now if we jump back to that, right before then that episode, is when I almost died,
Scott Benner 38:17
though. Okay, hold on. I didn't mean to skip that guy.
Stephen 38:22
Before I found your podcast like right before. We're living where we're living now. And I have to go to work early in the morning I wake up. And I feel weird, but it's not like I don't know. It's not out of norm. I think it's just early morning, I go into my daughter's room. And I start telling her, Hey, have a good day. I'm gonna go to work. Be good for mommy. And this is all secondhand afterwards, kind of. I don't really know what I'm saying. My wife is telling me this story later. She said you weren't saying those things you were blabbering and unco here aren't and you weren't saying words. And Alyssa, my daughter was yelling for mom. She's like, What is Daddy saying? He's, he's going crazy. It was got out. You know, apparently I muttered the word work. And I tried to stand up and my wife pushes me down. And she's like, No, you're not going anywhere. And calls my mom and my parents and are really involved now, by the way, but he calls my mom and she's like, what, what do I do and she's like, test his blood sugar. And she finds a test kit somewhere in the house. And you know, I'm trying to leave for work. She pushes me down again and gets my blood sugar. I'm at 21 Oh, gosh. And she gets some honey under my tongue. And I was like, No, I gotta go to work and she's like, You don't know what's going on. You got to sit
Scott Benner 39:55
down. Right, right. We go back then Stephen. You No,
Stephen 40:00
yeah, yeah. So what happened was I got up in the middle of the night because I was feeling weird. I tested my blood sugar. And when I look at the history, it was 35. And without even thinking, I went, Oh, I'll be fine. And I fell back asleep.
Scott Benner 40:15
Wow. You weren't fine already. Yeah. And you slept all night and a blood sugar like that low?
Stephen 40:22
I think I think it was like 4am When I woke up at 35 and then I had to be to work I believe for work or I'm 630 to two hours later, is
Scott Benner 40:33
this on the control IQ?
Stephen 40:35
No, um, this is like right before literally right before I get the Dexcom in the pump. Okay, this was the final straw that it was like I'm hypoglycemic, unaware and I need something to wake me up. Wow, I'm like, I'm like shaking now.
Scott Benner 40:54
Wow, that's, that's Gosh, you're lucky
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Stephen 43:55
I was on my way to death's door.
Scott Benner 43:57
Yeah. You didn't have a seizure though. No. Well,
Stephen 44:01
not that I could recognize. It's probably the closest thing I've understood. Because most of my, my experience had been high. It was pee a lot. Drink a lot throw up, take a warm shower, drink a lot of water and take a nap and be fine.
Scott Benner 44:16
Your life has changed completely in the last six months, hasn't
Stephen 44:18
it? Oh, yeah, come? Absolutely.
Scott Benner 44:21
If I if I even got you on here a year ago. And I said tell me about your diabetes. You wouldn't even know to tell the stories that you've told. No, no, you would just be like I like Can you can you put into words what you would have said a year ago about diabetes. Like before you knew all this and knew to pay attention to what you're paying attention paying attention to now, if I said to you, oh, you have diabetes. What's that? Like? What would you have said
Stephen 44:47
i i Sometimes test my blood sugar. I take a daily shot every morning and I eat when I want and I try to count and shoot for it.
Scott Benner 44:56
That's it. That's the That's it?
Stephen 44:58
No Wow. And look, looking back. It's the worst thing in the world. And I, I would really rather my episode be a cautionary tale.
Scott Benner 45:08
Oh, I think like Steven, don't
Stephen 45:09
worry education.
Scott Benner 45:10
Oh, don't worry, I think you're covering all the bases on that one I think people are right now like I need to understand when something works, and I definitely don't want to do whatever got Stephen thrown in jail. So which by the way I know you probably can't talk about but you've teased around that enough. It's fascinating that it's about guns and sales. I'm i i So
Stephen 45:29
we were we were giving unapproved discounts for guns, which turns into embezzlement. And because it was firearms having to deal with the ATF, it turns into a felony even for as low as $10. So the amount is unimportant, it was embezzlement of a federally controlled firearm, so it was a felony.
Scott Benner 45:51
Wow. So so if you said, I know nothing about guns, even you know, I've never shot a gun.
Stephen 45:56
Oh, you should come down to the south state. So I'll let you shoot someone. Let's
Scott Benner 46:00
make sure your budget is nice and stable, and then I'll come so what 114
Stephen 46:04
right now are perfect. There
Scott Benner 46:06
we go. Um, and yeah, I, I live in New Jersey. So it's even hard to find like a range to even like even if you wanted to just learn how to shoot a firearm like it's hard to do around here. I think getting a license in New Jersey is next to impossible.
Stephen 46:22
It's one of the it's one of the harder ones. from Illinois, New York, California and New Jersey. Yeah, they're all the top.
Scott Benner 46:30
They're the one offenders the difficult. Yeah. So because I've I've said in the past to my wife, I was like, you know, what would it hurt if we went to a range and learned how to shoot a handgun, right? They might be like, a nice experience, like fun, you know? And then we looked into it. I was like, I can't find anywhere to even do this. So we just kind of let it go strange because I have a lot of friends who are cops. So I think I am the only one. But
Stephen 46:54
usually you can go to a cops range. You should ask them. We can talk later if you want to.
Scott Benner 46:59
That's interesting. So okay, so yeah, so back to the the part where you're a cautionary tale you definitely are. Don't worry. You're doing your part today for everybody. But I'm just like, I'm fascinated that you're like a new diabetic. Really? Yeah, right now. So you had a scare. And then that scare made you like, say, I got to pull myself together here a little bit.
Stephen 47:22
Yeah, like, I've got two kids now this. I literally could have died in my daughter's bed just trying to tell her Hey, have a good day. I have to go to work.
Scott Benner 47:33
And that that really is my point. Is that That's That's it? Right. That's the tipping point. It wasn't. That was yeah, it was very it was having kids. Yeah, yeah. That you feel very responsible towards. Yeah. And that pushed you through the the, what did you call it earlier? The denial about diabetes?
Stephen 47:57
Yeah, it was this. This is not going away. I mean, I've seen the trials for possible solutions, but until those become, you know, prevalent, this, this is my life and I have to take control of it. It can't just wait.
Scott Benner 48:16
Were you waiting for somebody to cure it? Yeah. You just thought it was gonna happen and then this would be over? Yeah,
Stephen 48:22
I you know, pill a shot. Even a once daily shot. You know, I took I took some insulin at one point that it was like, it's pre mixed. You take this and just go about your day.
Scott Benner 48:37
Right. Regular an MPH. Yeah. Yeah.
Stephen 48:40
I don't even remember anything about it. It was super thick. It was clear and it came in a grey pen. I don't know what your day was like you took it once a day.
Scott Benner 48:50
It's interesting. I don't even know what that is.
Stephen 48:54
It could have been lied to it. I could have not understood it. I mean, let's let's be honest, I didn't understand a lot of things. He was
Scott Benner 49:00
like, I don't know. I was just injected. Do you have you had any like clarity moments in the last six months where you think to yourself about like, what might come from the years of not keeping your blood sugar down?
Stephen 49:15
Yeah, well, um, yeah. Another cautionary tale my my right eye is almost completely fuzzy. I have I've had laser surgery on both of my eyes now. And not like the good time where they're fixing it the kind where they shoot a laser into your eye to try to stop it from bleeding. My right eye was completely filled with blood because the retina was bleeding from high blood sugars. And so now that I've got it down under control to seven 7.1 to 7.4 We're gonna go in and I get to get shots in my eye each. Two months. Dude, I
Scott Benner 49:56
hear they I hear they work and I hear oddly they don't hurt If
Stephen 50:01
that's what he's trying to tell me, and I was ready to do it yesterday, and he was like, Well, you got to have somebody here with you to drive your home. I was like, Ah, I have to wait till next Monday.
Scott Benner 50:10
Well, I hope that brings you some comfort. I've spoken to enough people that say that it doesn't hurt. So I think you just have to, like, you have to stare at something and you can't move your eye. And that's pretty much the end of it. So I mean, it's weird to think of, but I hope you've get some corrective relief from it. I mean, has has it at least stopped? Like, oh, yeah, as the decline stops since you got your blood sugar.
Stephen 50:34
Yes, he's noticed a lot of great improvement. You know, even from that. A year ago, where I was at a nine point something now down to a seven. He's like, you can you can see the difference. No pun intended.
Scott Benner 50:47
No, no, no. Good for you. That's excellent. When your blood sugar's came down, did you experience dizziness at higher numbers than you would now today? Yeah.
Stephen 50:59
Um, so I'm sitting down at 113 right now, and I'm kind of feeling okay. But anytime like, 70. I start to get nervous, and I can feel it. You can feel low at 70 at 70. And they're like,
Scott Benner 51:15
as you were changing your your methods. Were you feeling low at like high numbers? Like, where did you use to feel low? Do you or did you never get low enough to find out?
Stephen 51:26
I never when it was uncontrolled. I never got low enough to, like found out. I guess I didn't have that happen. Okay. No, no, I just now it's 70 is where I start to feel it.
Scott Benner 51:40
Did you have any problems from coming down? Like you? How quickly did you come down from like, 1214 to 987? Did it take months?
Stephen 51:50
It's probably been a year, when I when I first got kind of like on this kick. Like to kind of start getting it under control. I got the endocrinologist appointment. And she was like it's at 12.8, right. And then I was like, Okay, we need to, I bought this test kit that came with automatic renewal of test strips. So it's like you have no excuse not to test your blood sugar daily. So I was doing that. And I noticed every time I was testing five times a day, like I was doing a way better job keeping my my numbers closer to 120 130, even 200. But when I'd had when I stopped for a day, or I missed a meal or something like that my blood sugar would just shoot up. Yeah, 300 400 500 You need the data. And that's when they were like, do you need the Dexcom? I was like, Okay, let's do the Dexcom. And then I was like, Well, I was on this Medtronic pump. What about that? And they're like, oh, there's better things now.
Scott Benner 52:50
And they gave me the control IQ. Yeah, we
Stephen 52:53
she gave me the options. And at that point, the Omnipod. Five wasn't out, which has now been released. And I was like, Well, I want this thing that will stop pumping if I start to go low, because that's my problem. Yeah.
Scott Benner 53:05
So you went from around a year ago from like, I got to do something. And testing then testing got you better. You went from 12. Eight to where do you think you went again? The next time you not 9898? That's great. And then you add CGM and a pump. And then where do you get to? Where do you think you're at when you find the podcast? That was that was probably at the nine. The Nines. Okay. And now you're just over seven? Yeah. Oh, you're gonna be in the 60s next time.
Stephen 53:38
I'm really hoping so my goal was 7.0 flat. But a 9.9 would be I might have a piece of cake.
Scott Benner 53:46
Yeah, it's funny. You just said 9.9. But you meant 6.0 I did. You were like, you're like, let's be honest. It's gonna be nine by nine. But no, you're you're onto it now like you. So what did you see? Even Can I ask? What the? I'm really genuinely interested. I'm not just I'm not fluffing myself here, which I think is a phrase I shouldn't use in front of children. But that's not the point. I couldn't think I couldn't think of a clean way to say anyway. Let's just get past that. I really want to know what you heard. And what thoughts moved you towards a seven a one see, like, what did the podcasts do for you? The
Stephen 54:36
ones I was on the Dexcom at one point and I don't know whatever said I've listened to. I'm gonna say 1000s of it just as a joke, but I've listened to hundreds of your episodes. So there was one you're talking about. I give the insulin and then you wait till the arrow goes down to start eating. Okay, I had never done that. Like I had preached I was like, Oh, I'm gonna eat a potato. That's, you know, five units of insulin. So I take five units and eat the insulin. I never thought you know, 30 minutes and 40 minutes ahead, you wait for it to start going down and then you counteract your insulin with food. I thought you always use the insulin to kind of beat your food down at the end.
Scott Benner 55:25
Yeah. Oh, that's interesting. You thought of it. Like, we'll set the whole house on fire, then I'll call a fire truck and try to put it out. Not what if we wet the house before we tried to let it on fire? Right. Yeah. Okay. And that
Stephen 55:39
insulin was being used as a defense instead of an offense. And now it's being used as an offense instead of defense. Gotcha.
Scott Benner 55:45
Oh, that's excellent. It was that alone enough to do this.
Stephen 55:49
That was, that was a big part of it was I've now figured out I have to take my insulin and I have to hit it in my pump about 45 to 50 minutes before I want to eat
Scott Benner 55:59
No kidding.
Stephen 56:00
Yeah, I'm, I'm that resistant. Now. I guess you said my ratios aren't bad. But I felt like I was using a lot of insulin for just a few pieces of pizza.
Scott Benner 56:13
Well, let me let me say this then let's talk about your management for half a second. Overnight, right, because you might have there might be room in your basil here. So overnight, where do you sit stable?
Stephen 56:28
It it's been gliding. My doctor didn't like me gliding at 90.
Scott Benner 56:36
So don't worry about the dog. Tell your doctor to shut up 90.
Stephen 56:40
I actually did. She was like us. Set your your Basal numbers pretty aggressive. I didn't tell you to do that. I was like, Yeah, I felt I was just a little high during the day. And so I just kind of upped it. Um, but today I'm sitting stable from midnight I about crashed last night. So I took half a swig of coke and went to bed. But from from then, till now I have been averaged 115.
Scott Benner 57:13
Yeah, I mean, I don't know that you can. I mean, on control, like you that's right about it. Its target with its target, like 112 and a half. So you're doing great, honestly. I mean, I was gonna say like, maybe Oh, you're showing me Hold on a second. Dude, your lines nice. Yeah. Now you're doing wonderful time and range. So what's your range? That? 70 To 180 70 to 180? You're in range. When you're out of range? Are you mostly lower high?
Stephen 57:44
Mostly high?
Scott Benner 57:46
Yeah, then maybe? Well,
Stephen 57:50
my correction factor is one to 25 card ratio is one to five.
Scott Benner 57:54
I wonder if maybe you're right, man, maybe you maybe you are a little insulin resistant. From all the years of beating yourself up. I wonder if there's not an oral medication that you could use along with something? Or? I don't know, you got to get a good doctor to really start talking about stuff like that, though. Yeah, I don't know that there's not more for you there. Because if you're sitting nice and stable in that 115 range overnight, mostly in the control IQs keeping you in that space. You know, I don't know if going heavier with your basil would help anything. Because if you had a little more basil, you might need a little less than your meal. Insulin is the only way he was thinking to so you see spikes after food. Mostly, and we
Stephen 58:41
we've recently adjusted the the carb ratio on food. Well,
Scott Benner 58:47
I mean, I'm listen, I think the common sense thing here is to like eliminate pizza from your diet from being overly honest. So
Stephen 58:54
what I can't hear you,
Scott Benner 58:56
this thing's not working. Yeah, I mean, honestly, if you're worried about the amount of insulin you're taking, I mean, you could you could try to cut down some of those tougher foods. You know, pizza is a good example. But higher glycemic load stuff, stuff that keeps you stuff that makes you spike and keeps you up. I think if you even if you eliminate it, like a couple of meals a week, you might see a big difference.
Stephen 59:25
That that's probably my next thing I need to get super educated on and I need to listen to more of those on like, the proteins and things like because I was like if I switched to like keto, or I forget what it was where it was the all you all you eat is protein.
Scott Benner 59:42
Yeah, like a like a low carb situation of Yeah, I switched
Stephen 59:45
to that, like how does that affect my blood sugar? Because I was like, I could just eat a bunch of chicken patties. Chicken breasts,
Scott Benner 59:51
and I don't want your life. I mean, listen, your life doesn't need to be like that. You don't I mean, like, have you been through the protests? Yes. Yeah, you hit the glycemic, low glycemic index one.
Stephen 1:00:03
I actually think that's that's one I haven't listened to, but it's coming up try.
Scott Benner 1:00:08
Try that one that I'll talk more about food and their impacts. And then I think you're right. There's a couple of episodes about fat and protein, there's a pro tip about it. There's a defining diabetes if you just want like a basic understanding of it, and then there's an episode called bolusing for fat. I think it's what it's called. Well, you think I would know almost, you put me into your show, not mine. I'm just telling you that I'm six months ahead of all of you. I don't know. I don't know where I don't know how you do it. Yeah. I'm in my head and six different places. Hold on a second fat. I just searched for fat and got 600 responses. So that's probably not right. bolusing insulin for fat episode 471. So, yeah, I think you just start, start learning more. I mean, you've made such an incredible improvement in such a short amount of time. First of all, I mean, congratulations. It's, it's spectacular. You must feel like a different person. Yeah. No.
Stephen 1:01:15
Yeah. It's fantastic. It did think it was just this this lady at church who was just like, oh, you should just offhandedly. You should listen to this guy.
Scott Benner 1:01:24
No kidding. You know her first name. Yes. Would you say it or no? Allison? Allison, look at you did such a nice thing for Steven. Wonderful. Tennessee, huh?
Stephen 1:01:37
That's where I was. I'm not there anymore. I'm
Scott Benner 1:01:39
not there anymore. Okay. I'm looking for a place. Steven, I need a I need a place to retire. Low humidity. Not too much snow. Where's the employee stealing? Does anyone know?
Stephen 1:01:51
My, my father in law had picked in between a couple longitudes that he couldn't move out of for retirement that met all those criteria. There's like a circle around the globe. Really? He's Yeah, he's he's the low low humidity, no snow. There's gotta be a lake. Like he's, he's got very specific goals for retirement.
Scott Benner 1:02:15
I like the way he's thinking. I'll look at it more like that. Forget, I'm thinking states, I should be thinking longitude and latitude. You're telling me right?
Stephen 1:02:22
Because like, you're gonna get a similar weather in Florida on the same latitude. Longitude as you're gonna get in Texas. Wow, that's all about where you want to be.
Scott Benner 1:02:33
You've taught me I've I've just I've been thinking about this backwards. Yeah. All right. Let's give me something new. I'm not there yet. I'm still reasonably young. I mean, ish. I don't know, man. I don't feel that young. You know what I mean?
Stephen 1:02:47
You look younger than me. I'll tell you that.
Scott Benner 1:02:49
Well, keep my fingers crossed.
Stephen 1:02:53
diabetes will do that, too. Yeah. Well, listen
Scott Benner 1:02:55
the way you do it. It does.
Stephen 1:02:59
Put a parental warning on this episode.
Scott Benner 1:03:02
Oh, this is an after dark for sure. And not because of the jail by the way, the jail thing is really nothing. It's the it's more of just the you're you're being very honest about living with diabetes and not understanding it, which I really appreciate. And I think so to the people listening. But it could be shot me I could be shocking to some people
Stephen 1:03:20
there. The DKA on a plane episode. That that was it. That was the one that just broke me down into tears. And I couldn't go on living the way I was.
Scott Benner 1:03:35
No kidding. That that was
Stephen 1:03:37
I remember, I was sitting in a car and it came on. And I listened to it. In a parking lot at a Kroger I finished it because I couldn't drive home.
Scott Benner 1:03:48
Hmm. Episode 478 For people wondering, DK or a mother bringing her daughter. Oh, you're gonna cry even if you okay. I'm sorry. It was really upsetting to you, huh? Yeah, yeah. Dude, I I heard Listen, when she was telling me the story. You got it. I knew it. I knew it worked out. Okay. And it was frightening. The way she told it. Absolutely frightening. What about it got to you. Are you able to tell me?
Stephen 1:04:20
Um, that that could be my kid. Oh, okay. Like, I'm, I'm diabetic. And so, you know, some people say or at least, when I started it was like, Oh, it skips a generation. It was like But my mom's type two. I'm type one grandma, grandpa granddad. One of them was was some sort of diabetic so and obviously, there isn't hard and fast rules. So my kid my kid could have diabetes, and that could be me.
Scott Benner 1:04:49
Yeah. Well, first of all, I think anybody could have diabetes and I it skips a generation does not sound very scientific to me and it never has. So youth is so Am I Am I to understand that you needed to understand diabetes better in case your kids got it? Yes. And you didn't want to not be there for your children as well? Yeah, yeah. Well, I'm glad it helped you. It sounds like it. Sounds like it shocked us right in the place. You were like, dammit, via CGM and some needles. Yeah, I gotta. I gotta get working here.
Stephen 1:05:24
I, I have I have the kit from a shout out for your your trial net. If there's still a sponsor kit from them. Did
Scott Benner 1:05:34
you? Yeah. When you send it back in I, I get credit for that. That's okay.
Stephen 1:05:39
Yeah. Then I'll do that. I won't just sit on the box.
Scott Benner 1:05:43
Yeah, well, that, you know, it's funny, when we were talking about doing it together, they're like, the biggest problem we have is getting people to return them. And I was like, Okay, so my numbers, it doesn't count to my number unless you send it back.
Stephen 1:05:54
It's, it's the fear of the answer. I've, I've got the question. Do I want to know the answer? Knowing what I know now and knowing what I've learned in the past year? Do? Do I want to know and worry about it? Or do I want to just let it happen? I think that's
Scott Benner 1:06:09
Are you worrying about it anyway? Yes. Well, then what's more than I'd rather know. I mean, unless you're living in like lala land on it, then. I don't see what the argument is. You're worrying one way or the other? Who cares what you're worrying about? It still worries me
Stephen 1:06:24
making sense that
Scott Benner 1:06:27
even I, you cut me off when I said no pizza. And now here with common sense.
Stephen 1:06:32
No, I like that. You're right. And sometimes, you know, I'm just oppositional defiant. I need somebody to just make me realize you're right.
Scott Benner 1:06:42
You're interesting, because I don't think you're I don't think that you are. What do I want to say? I feel like if God, there's no nice way to say this, I will just say different ways. I think if somebody would have adopted you, you would have had a different life. I don't know if it's where you grew up? Or how you grew up? Or like, what about is right, but the shift you made from not knowing to understanding and talking to you today, like you're a bright person. And you you get all this, but no one introduced it to you. You don't I mean,
Stephen 1:07:26
and I'm a gamer. So keep the keep the numbers between the lines is a game.
Scott Benner 1:07:31
And it's easy for you now that you understand that that's
Stephen 1:07:34
understand the rules, understand the purpose, and then execute goal. That interesting.
Scott Benner 1:07:42
Wow, did you you're well on your way. I mean, it sounds like it sounds like nothing but good things are ahead of you is really wonderful. Seriously, I'm happy for you. What does your wife say about it all? Um,
Stephen 1:07:56
we don't. She doesn't. We don't talk about it very much.
Scott Benner 1:07:59
Is that you're doing?
Stephen 1:08:02
I don't know. I would if she she asked, but you know, she doesn't listen to podcast. So I can say there's, in our years of marriage, she's got up to check on me. Overnight, either a lower high, maybe once or twice.
Scott Benner 1:08:19
You're you aren't paying attention to it. How would she know to pay attention?
Stephen 1:08:22
Right. I mean, but when you go out to the couch and swig three Cokes, and then pass out, you know, something's
Scott Benner 1:08:29
going on. Thanks.
Stephen 1:08:31
Somebody would come poke you and be like, Hey,
Scott Benner 1:08:32
are you okay? Dude, I would think having sex with you back then would have made her blood sugar high. Do you think it was really? I don't know if you can get a contact high from blood sugars. But if you could you were well on your way to proving it.
Stephen 1:08:49
That goes with all the doctors information I had early.
Scott Benner 1:08:53
Yeah, yeah. I don't think that's solid medical advice. But I just said they're
Stephen 1:08:57
out there. So so if somebody has low blood sugar, all you've got to do is and we're done,
Scott Benner 1:09:02
grab a hold of them. But that's it. I'll just do it. Is there anything that we haven't talked about that you wanted to?
Stephen 1:09:11
Know? did? Did anybody post any questions about the JL?
Scott Benner 1:09:16
Facebook group? I don't know if they did or not actually. Do you think do you have some?
Stephen 1:09:21
No. I think when we started talking about this, six months ago, I posted something but I don't think anybody responded
Scott Benner 1:09:29
to it. Yeah, it's it's not something that I think a lot of people have experienced with. It's funny to, you know, not funny, but it actually makes sense. I have had four people set up to be on this program so far in over the years who have been imprisoned like, like, I'm not listening. I wouldn't want to be in jail for 10 days. Don't get me wrong, but I'm talking about people have been in prison for years, right with type one. And they've been, they've contacted me. They've said they want to do it, and then they get to some level of scheduling. And then they bail eventually, most often, I either hear parole issues, like they don't want to say anything and get themselves in trouble. Or they just kind of ghost me after a while. But I've never successfully gotten someone all the way to recording who's been in prison for many years. And I buttons on completely expunged
Stephen 1:10:20
so you can you can try to look it up. You won't find
Scott Benner 1:10:23
it. I can't find you anywhere. Yeah, no. Wow. Well, good for you. That's excellent, too. I mean, you deserve a second chance. I mean, I believe you went you're saying you kind of got LED wrong by a by a co worker. But uh, you know, nobody. I mean, listen, I'm assuming you weren't selling guns, the Contras. Right. You were you were basically given people off a little money like a discount on the on the gun, right? Yeah. Yeah.
Stephen 1:10:49
Like there's, there's a regulated price they have to be we were giving a discount. lower than that regulated price.
Scott Benner 1:10:57
People hear that you you have cheaper guns, and then you do a lot of sales because of it. Even if they're only saving a few bucks. It's money saved and it gets right. And people know. Yeah, that's interesting. Do you own guns? Yes. Are you allowed to steal?
Stephen 1:11:10
Yes, I've since the expungement. I brought a couple of suppressors, to which take fingerprints and background checks. So I'm fully cleared out and everything
Scott Benner 1:11:20
you're back to good. Yeah, yeah. Does your wife shoot?
Stephen 1:11:25
No, no, she she grew up doing it. And her dad likes it. That's why he and I kind of connect and then she's just like, I don't want to do it. Okay. Yeah,
Scott Benner 1:11:34
I gotcha. I try to, I'm sure my wife tries to stay away from me, too. I don't see her. When I have when I have hobbies. I don't see her like, Oh, I'll come. I'm more see a look on her face. Like, oh, he's leaving. Super exciting. Scott's going away for the afternoon. Yeah. Well, man, listen, I don't know what you're gonna do about trial on that, in my opinion, if you know, then, you know, then you can look out for things. You know, they do have protocols now that are having a lot of success holding off diagnosis for, you know, for for quite some time. If they find out soon enough, that might be a good enough reason to find out. Just so that you, you know, you can be aware might be a good enough reason to find out. And if you're going to worry about it anyway, at least your worries should do some good. I think that I think that your next steps might be to look harder at your nutrition. You know, for yourself personally. And maybe, maybe you won't need to go to more and more insulin to get that agency down farther and farther. And maybe you'll be able to impact it that way. You know what I mean? That I say go for a walk. And again, congratulations, you have to throw yourself a big, big party. Man. You did something? You did something that not a lot of people do. They seriously Mendy you pulled yourself out of a deep hole. And you did it by yourself is pretty, pretty goddamn impressive.
Stephen 1:13:01
Again, I don't want to rag on my parents and now that my dad's like, seeing everything he's like, I should have been involved. Why wasn't I involved? I was like, You were busy. You were at work. I also
Scott Benner 1:13:14
didn't know either, right? And your mom, I'm gonna guess this, your mom's got type two, it doesn't seem like a big deal, right? Because they don't really do anything. So there's no way to think of it as a big deal. He IT people don't even know the difference between type one type two. It's just not something they understand. Like, in your dad's mind, I bet you had the insulin kind of diabetes and your mom had the pill kind of diabetes. You know, and it's just not I mean, if you don't know you don't know, someone needs to step up. If some a doctor needs to step up and put it into perspective for you, and if you don't understand it, they should do it again and again and again until you get it not just say wow, you're not trying hard enough. You know,
Stephen 1:13:54
the death thing is real. It's not a joke. You can you can die.
Scott Benner 1:13:59
Yeah, yeah. Like in not used to. You just thought you were being scared. Like somebody's trying to scare you straight and you're like, I'm not falling for this. Yeah. Oh,
Stephen 1:14:07
that's that's not going to happen to me. I'm invincible. Yeah. Well, you're
Scott Benner 1:14:11
definitely not. You can't if you can't even get away with discount a gun. $5 Steven. I'm not sure it's fired. Yeah, well, shots fired. Ooh, I'm trying to be trying to name the episode calm down. That's my job. I really, I genuinely appreciate you doing this. I really do. This was was really wonderful. If you i and I'm super happy for you. I mean, honestly, in a way that I mean, we're in the middle of like, kind of joking around in the middle of this, you and you've talked about some serious stuff. And you started discussing your agency and I swear to God, I got overwhelmed. I really was just I was incredibly happy for you, you know?
Stephen 1:14:52
Now if only I could get my insurance to stop denying the Dexcom
Scott Benner 1:14:56
do you have to you can't get a letter of met necessity.
Stephen 1:15:00
We're working on it, but I've had to appeal it every month and it's always overturned, but it's just a pain.
Scott Benner 1:15:06
Yeah, get that letter from the doctor. You'll be okay. Yeah, if you have trouble with that there's a person in the wet in the, in the Facebook group who really understands all this
Stephen 1:15:17
stuff. So you've given me her name. Good. We've spoken
Scott Benner 1:15:20
Good, good. She's terrific. So all right. Wow, man, this is terrific. I really appreciate you doing this
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