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The Juicebox Podcast is from the writer of the popular diabetes parenting blog Arden's Day and the award winning parenting memoir, 'Life Is Short, Laundry Is Eternal: Confessions of a Stay-At-Home Dad'. Hosted by Scott Benner, the show features intimate conversations of living and parenting with type I diabetes.

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#861 Best of Juicebox: Diabetes Concierge with Katie DiSimone

Scott Benner

Episode 227 Diabetes Concierge was first published on April 30, 2019. Katie DiSimone is on the podcast to explain what the heck looping is and how it can change your life with type 1 diabetes.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, and welcome to episode 861 of the Juicebox Podcast.

Today, on Best of the Juicebox Podcast, we'll be revisiting episode 227 was called diabetes concierge and aired originally on April 30 2019. Back in 2019, I had been approached by a listener of the podcast, who asked me if I had ever considered looping for my daughter. And I wanted to learn more about it. And Katy De Simone was kind enough to come on the show and explain it to me. I didn't keep up with Katie after that, although I was very aware of all the hard work that she put into the looping community. And then I remember one day, I think in 2020, probably spring of 2020. I noticed on Katie's social media that she had like gone on this health kick and was working out and doing so like wonderfully in it. It made me track her progress. So I was keeping up with Katie on Instagram. And then one day the pictures went from workouts, to a brain scan. And that's when I learned that Katie had a tumor. She shared her experience right there on Instagram. And I'm looking now at her account. And that post was put up just at six weeks ago. I heard the bad news yesterday that Katie had passed away. And while I didn't know Katie personally and just had this one interaction with her, she was always just a very impressive person from afar. The work that she put in for loop for everybody, including her daughter, who has type one diabetes is immeasurable. Her impact on my life, my daughter's life and have many of you. It can't be properly accounted for. And so I wanted to run this episode today in honor of Katie, her family, and her her good work. Hello, and welcome to episode 227 of the Juicebox Podcast. Today's episode is sponsored by the Dexcom G six continuous glucose monitor, by real good foods, and of course dancing for diabetes, you can go to dexcom.com forward slash juicebox. Dancing the number four diabetes.com or real good foods.com To find out more about the sponsors. Now when you go to real good foods that calm and you place an order, you use the offer code juice box to save 20% on your entire purchase.

As you well know nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise. And you should always consult a physician before becoming bold with insulin or making any changes to your health care plan. Today's guest is Katie De Simone. And you're going to want to hold on to something because I think what I'm about to say next is going to take you by surprise. But one of our listeners Gina brow beat me browbeat me online into trying the loop now that it's available for the Omni pod. And so I got Katy on the show because she is about the loop easiest person. That doesn't sound right. She's really entrenched in the world of looping. She's not loopy. She's actually delightful. Anyway, Katie came on. She explained to me everything about looping and I had a bit of an epiphany that I thought it might actually help me help you. So I said, All right, let me try it. So sit back and relax and listen to the conversation that I had with Katie that made me think. Alright, I'll give this a shot.

Katie DiSimone 4:15
My name is Katie De Simone. And I work for tight pool now. And I'm also part of the DIY loop group. So I have a little bit of dual hats in that respect. And so sometimes I try and clarify which hat I have on.

Scott Benner 4:31
Which one are we wearing today? Both one?

Katie DiSimone 4:34
I'm imagining probably mostly the DIY Katie hat. Because loop has had a very exciting announcement this week that it now integrates with the Omni pod.

Scott Benner 4:45
Okay, so if you have to change hats, just make an announcement before it happens.

Katie DiSimone 4:49
Yep, we'll do.

Scott Benner 4:51
Katie, I'm gonna give you a tiny bit of background on me and what I think is probably the feeling of more people than should be and And then we'll move from there. So my daughter is going to be 15. This summer, she has been using it on the pod since she was four. And because I think greatly, because of the things we talked about here on this podcast, her agency has been between five, two and six, two for over five years. She doesn't have any diet restrictions whatsoever. And we just kind of, you know, figured it out a little bit. But I also want to stay, I want to ride the wave, you know, on the crest of the wave, I don't want it to crash down and then just be, you know, going back out to see you. And I'm like, What's the loop? So I'm excited. I've said before that the documentation scares the heck out of me. But I got cajoled harshly by somebody online. And they were like, try, just try it. Just try it. And then she finally said to me, look by the Reilly link, and if you don't like it, I'll buy it from you. So Gina, this episode is for you. And for everyone else. I think we need to just first kind of it as simply as possible, let what loop means make sense to people? Can you do that?

Katie DiSimone 6:09
Yes. Basically, loop does what most of the general population I call a muggles, the people who aren't living with tea, Wendy, what most of the Mughal population thinks happens for tea Wendy. That's what loop does is that they see if you explain to a muggle that you have a continuous glucose monitor that provides you information about your blood sugar every five minutes, and you tell them that you dose insulin off your insulin pump based on your blood sugars, they assume that those two systems talk to each other. And that's, as we all know, pretty much not the case on any commercial product. These days, with the exception of very recent developments, relatively speaking of the 670 and Basal IQ, which does half of that equation, it responds to low blood sugars. So what looping does is that it takes that and closes the loop. In other words, your insulin dosing will actually be based on CGM data without having your brain involved in that or your fingers involved in making pump button pushes. So in the simplest form, that's what it's doing is that affecting any given time, you would have looked at your CGM data and known that you had eaten and thought, maybe I should give a little bit more, or I should suspend. Or I should decrease my insulin. That's what loop is doing for you. Now we're loop itself with a capital L. As opposed to a little case L of sort of the general concept of looping. What loop app itself does is that it puts all of that into a really simple, wonderful interface of an iPhone app. In all the traditional ways you love Apple products for their ease of use that you can just look at it. And it makes sense for what you're looking at. That's what loop is. It's an iPhone app that sits on your app where you can easily enter all of the information about the food you're eating the Bolus is you want to give where you're headed, what your settings are, it's basically all moved off of a device that you have to fetch out from underneath your sweater under your dress. It's all now on your iPhone, where you interact with most of your day anyway. And for my kid, the iPhone is almost an extension of her hand, because she's 16. She is on Spotify and Instagram and all of those other kinds of things. And so bolusing from her phone is a really natural place to put her diabetes management. For adult users, most of them are really psyched on the watch for bolusing and entering carbs. It's super discreet. You can do it at a professional meeting, and nobody's going to ask you, are you being rude or somehow ignoring things you can take care of it all on the watch.

Scott Benner 9:11
So most of you know that I'm speaking at the dancing for diabetes touched by type one event on May 18. in Orlando, Florida. If you're in the area and you'd like to come, I don't think it's too late. Check out dancing for diabetes.com. But if you can't make it, dancing for diabetes is like I don't know auctioned me off or something. All you have to do is go to dancing for diabetes.com Hit the Donate tab, make a suggested donation of $10. And when you do that, your name will be like in a hat. I'm gonna pull from that hat while I'm down there on the 18th. And I'm gonna pull up three names two of those names. I'm gonna have a 45 minute phone call with you. And one lucky name, one hour phone call and a 30 minute follow up and if you don't want to use the phone, we could FaceTime we could Skype, I could be out the window smoke signals. I don't care. Now listen, if you don't want to talk to me on the phone, I appreciate that but don't embarrass me okay, you hear what I'm saying? You guys gotta get on there and do this so I don't look like a schmuck. The expected numbers out of this the whole like Scott phone call thing Imagine if three of you do this I'm gonna look like an idiot. Alright, so don't do it for me don't do it for the cute kids dancing for diabetes. Oh, you know, do it for me do it for me so that I don't look identity. To have your name including this opportunity go to dancing for diabetes.com click on the Donate today button between now and May 17 2019. Make a suggested donation of $10. And be sure to mention juicebox in the notes. If you don't have internet access, or flat out just don't want to make a donation but you still want to submit your name. You can do it by mail. I mean, God bless you if you're gonna do that that's like a stamped envelope and I don't know what you're even writing there juice box and the thing and it's got to get there by this. I mean do it if you want. I'm just saying a lot of work. I hope to see on the 18th but if I don't, I hope we can talk

in its very basic form, all the things that we all sit around thinking are always simplified for us right like I think much like most people like artificial pancreas will come one day and what that means is my glucose monitor will talk to my insulin pump it will make decisions for me and I won't have to think about it. And that really is this it's this in real life. It's It's your right now it's Dexcom right you loop works with Dexcom CGM

Katie DiSimone 11:28
correct loop works with all the Dexcom CGM, so long as the g4 has share capability. It also works if you're on one of the older Medtronic pumps, it works with the older Medtronic CGM systems.

Scott Benner 11:42
Gotcha. And this is quite literally something that was done. I don't know what the word is. Is it a consortium of people like how do you think of it when you Is it a a cabal? Are you guys which is like what is? What is it exactly? Like? How did this how did this begin?

Katie DiSimone 11:58
The story started long before I ever got here. And it's a web of people in the most simplistic of forms, and it'd be too hard to name everybody who's been involved. But basically people across the nation were frustrated with where the state of diabetes gear was that it wasn't collecting information for the patient that it was residing in silos separate from each other and not being integrated. And so people started taking actions smart people who had the capabilities of and I use the term hacking, because that's what comes to mind for most people. But not hacking in the nefarious way. Hacking, as in I know my information is in here, I just want to see it, I want to use it to better. Basically all these people across the country, we're all working on separate parts, that all ended up through the wonders of internet, finding each other and they all moved closer together. So people who are working on understanding that Dexcom and making that more available before share was around, met with the people who were decoding the pumps and people who were doing algorithms, and they all started to form together till eventually, these closed loop components were all close together, okay, where my involvement came in, was my daughter was on Omni pad for about a year and a half after diagnosis, and was doing great with it. And then she started high school. And when she started high school, she told me Mom, I want to wear tube pump. I said, Well, why do you want to wear to prom? This is the opposite of where most kids go. She said, I want my diabetes to be more visible. Okay. It's an odd thing to request at high school time, but I'll go with it. And I said, Well, I've been stalking the internet. And I saw that these really smart people over here who are working on this open APS system will get on an older pump and I'm gonna have to get an older tube pump. So if I could find that maybe I could get two birds with one stone and automate some insulin delivery and that might help make our lives easier. So that's what that's how I ended up here was that my daughter wanted it to pump I knew I was gonna have to buy a used one mine as well. But the problem at the time was that the US pump system this open UPS system at the time was really bulky, and would require a lot more than a teenager was willing to give it time and attention to at the time. It's gotten better. So I was looking for small open APS systems and I was searching the internet frantically going, somebody must have worked to miniaturize this. And that's when they came across loop, which is a different system than opening EPS, but conceptually still the same automated insulin delivery based off your CGM ratings. So when I saw that it fits on a phone and it's a really small sleek form factor, it's that, yeah, I could do that. And when I got there and found where the project was, didn't have a whole lot of information about how to build it. So I spent a lot of time with Google, and putting myself out into uncomfortable spaces of trying to figure out how to build an app onto a phone when I've previously never done that. And with some help of some very nice people on the internet, who answered my questions, and Google, I got a built. And I was so excited. And it worked so well for us that my involvement that I committed to as a kind of pay it forward movement, is that I would write the documentation so that other people could come after me and be successful with it. So

Scott Benner 15:43
you're the translator you Yes, you took complicated, technical, almost geeky and weird and turned it into something my brain can absorb? Yep. Is that what's at the loop kit? Dot GitHub dot whatever dot fours? Yeah,

Katie DiSimone 16:01
even that, even that I wanted to simplify. So it's, it's loop docs.org LOPDOC s.org

Scott Benner 16:11
O P, I'm gonna write to a DSC s dot o RG

Katie DiSimone 16:15
and be intact. It's really, you know, honestly, I totally get it like when you when you come into something technical. From the first start, as soon as you tell somebody, you're gonna build an app onto your iPhone, half the audience leaves the room and goes, I can't do that. And what I promise you is that you absolutely can, it is really, really not as hard as hard as it seems. It's super, super simple.

Scott Benner 16:42
My understanding here would be that this is not, I mean, this is not a medical device company, right? That's giving you this, basically an algorithm that's going to tell your CGM gonna tell your pump what to do with the information from the CGM. So no one can take responsibility for this. If you do this, it's it's on you right now. It's it's do it yourself in the most most meaningful way you are doing it yourself, no one is helping you if something goes wrong, it's all on you. It's a decision you're making on your own. And it says that very much, right? I'm just saying now, it's the first time I'm looking at, at loop. docs.org says you take full responsibility for building and running this system, and you do so at your own risk. So if you want to get involved in this right now, Katie is going to tell us now about how to get it set up because and I know everyone who listens is going to be thrown off by this. I'm going to try it. And that trust me, Katie, you have no idea. Everybody's just like no, Scott said he was scared and he can't do it. And trust me, I am scared and I can't do it. But I think that by having Katie on the podcast, I now have a Sherpa that I can bug. I am going to figure out how to do this. And then I'm going to report back to you guys how I did it. And then I'm going to report back to you if I like it and whether or not we're gonna stay with it or not. Because Katie, while I believe that this is incredibly important for the large majority of people with type one diabetes, I think they're going to have results that they've just never seen before. We already have really good results. So if this improves my life, then I'm all for it. By the way, like I'm not I have no, I have no ego about this. I don't need to be making decisions about Temp Basal increases and Temp Basal decreases, like you know, throughout the day, I don't care if I would like it to just work. And so I'm super excited to try it.

Katie DiSimone 18:32
That's, that is, you know, you you just said something that kind of triggered in me. A funny part. But it took me a long time. We've been looping for two and a half years, roughly. And I've had an evolution and how I appreciate the system. When we got on it. We were fairly low carb only because it was the only way we slept at night. We just you know, we were going through an evolution we were only a year and a half in. It's a teenager, she's changing. We're changing. It was very, very hard. So we got on loop. And it was at the time, we were mostly focused on E one Z and blood sugar control and all of that kind of mindset. And then she became a tea and she wanted more independence and I wanted more independence. I didn't want to keep talking to her about diabetes. This was silly. That's just we had a life to live. And what looping has done is is made me realize just how much potential damage I was headed into with navigating that very complex transition of an independent type one team. And loop gave me back the ability to understand how to let her live her life and how capable she was and how she could do this and that the other Part of relieved for me is part of the reason I was doing so much help on it was I felt like if I shifted that responsibility that she was asking for even though she was asking for it, I still felt a huge, enormous guilt that I was somehow saddling her with now this enormous responsibility. And seeing Loup work for her literally like a like a, like a nanny, like a personal assistant that carries the umbrellas of the rich and famous stars. And, you know, the movie festivals kind of thing. Like, who can afford that? That's how Lupe has been for us is that it's this umbrella carrying personal assistant for her. That makes that shift over so much easier.

Scott Benner 20:41
Yeah. Insulin concierge? Yes.

Katie DiSimone 20:44
That's a great, that's a great term for it. And so,

Scott Benner 20:48
Katie, patent pending?

Katie DiSimone 20:49
I think you should. That's your new that's a new hashtag, you should, should do that. Because it really, it redefined how our relationship was. And it took a lot of diabetes conversations off the table, which I'm so grateful for. And it wasn't at the expense of good. Anyone see results or all of that kind of stuff. It was less effort, less lows, great a onesies and less conversations. It was win win win all the way around. Yeah.

Scott Benner 21:16
So we have. So here's where my excitement lies as I sit here and just look at this image that you guys have up on the screen of the the loop app on an iPhone. So I'm not even though there are a couple of people who like to say that I have a lot of ego and I brash about, like how well we're doing. What I'm saying here is, I have gotten this figured out, my daughter doesn't go over about 151 70, more than about twice a day, she doesn't get dangerously low more than maybe about once a year, you know, we don't get under 70. Very often, she's mostly between 70 and 120 give a lot of stability. But it's come through these things that I'm now realizing as I'm staring at the algorithm, there are these things that the algorithm understands mathematically that I understand. In English, I don't know if that makes sense or not. And, and so I'm super excited to see the feedback from the app as far as like active insulin, insulin delivery, and glucose levels. Because I actually think that this app can take me farther in my understanding that I am and I really thought I was about at my peak. Honestly, I didn't think there was much more I can understand about this. But seeing this information, I think I can mine a lot out of it. And and, and really go on to be able to describe to people who don't have this app, my ideas but in better detail, and maybe more easy detail to understand some bumps. I'm getting excited. So this is good. Okay, so let's go through a couple of things

I need a Dexcom I have that. I need Omni pod because it works with Omni pod. Now I have that and then I need something called a Reilly link and as soon as you say that in the past my brain would go okay, I'm out Forget it. Right. But but but let's let's make it let's take away Riley link. And I don't know did you see Spider Man into the spider verse by any chance? No, I have a tastic movie you really have to make time in that one of the Spider Man men Spider Man's one of the guy's calls something electronic a goober he says there's always something like this in every one of my problems. I just call them all goobers. So let's call the Riley Linka goober. Okay, and so. So the pump has to get information from the CGM and your phone needs to talk to everything. The problem is, how does a phone talk to an insulin pump? It talks through the goober so that's it the goober is the bridge the Riley link is the bridge. Don't be scared by it. It's a thing that makes a connection in the future. There'll be there'll be some the I guess the Bluetooth pods right when for Dash comes out and then you guys will come out with something where that's right in the app and then the Riley link will be gone at some point, right?

Katie DiSimone 24:20
Yeah, so the DIY Katie says the Riley link is necessary because the pump speaks one language and your CGM and phones speak a different language. Gotcha. Your your phone and your CGM are speaking Bluetooth. There are over there speaking that one language your pump is speaking with radio. And so those two languages need a translator. And that's what the rilink does is it bridges or translates between those two different languages. So what tide pool Katie's hat is saying is that the next phase of looping will be when you don't need that translator and that the pump is speaking Bluetooth. and the phone is speaking Bluetooth and your CGM is speaking Bluetooth you don't need a translator anymore. And so the phone will be able to directly communicate with both devices. And so tide pool loops development is focused on insulin pumps that have an eye pump designation and Bluetooth capabilities built in.

Scott Benner 25:24
And can I ask tight poke at a question real quick? On the pods all for this right? Like I've spoken to them, they're super excited to have a relationship with tide pool.

Katie DiSimone 25:34
They are incredibly supportive. And kudos to them for recognizing a community need and stepping up and partnering with tide pool to do that I I am as a parent of a team Wendy actively involved in the DIY community incredibly heartened by the commitment they've made with title to bring that forward. Yeah,

Scott Benner 25:58
because at some point so that people understand, you know, let's say that we don't I obviously Katie's not gonna tell me timelines, and because you need to be able to hit timelines and their company and all that stuff. But let's just make up a day and say that a year from now, tide pools going to have this setup. So you don't need your grouper. And it's just going to talk to the Bluetooth pods right? On the pod might not be ready with their horizon system by then. But you can use you'll be able to use basically tide pools algorithm with loop to do that. If one day or when one day, excuse me on the pod comes out with their horizon, you get to decide you get to use their algorithm, then try the loop algorithm and say, well, listen, I this one works better for me, I'm gonna use this one on the pod completely okay with that, for those of you who are who are newly diagnosed, and have not been around diabetes for a decade, or more, like like I have, that's unheard of, for a company to just be like, hey, you know what, if this works better from you, and it's not from us, we don't care. Just we want you to be happy. That's insane. Like no one says that. Everybody always wants you to tie down and locked into their thing. But this is the beginning of a whole new world. Super exciting, you should be genuinely jacked up that Omnipod Zed on this, because this is just, I think the beginning of a lot of good stuff.

Katie DiSimone 27:16
It's a monumental shift. And it really can't be oversold or overstated. How big of a shift this is towards understanding the needs of the community. And saying, I believe that the marketplace can

Scott Benner 27:34
absorb this decide for themselves too.

Katie DiSimone 27:37
Exactly. And there's so many people that aren't on pumps. And I think there is a huge portion of people that aren't on pumps, not just for access issues, but also for choice issues is that there's not a product that offers them a lot of choice, you're locked into one. And for Omnipod to say hey, listen, we support our product, we support this new tide pool, whatever the system is, like you say there into the interoperability and you can choose and it's amazing, it really, it's it's visionary, and I'm completely supportive of that kind of vision. I think tide pool has that vision to putting on a little bit of a toot their horn here, but really a nonprofit coming in and saying we're gonna take on this, this huge task, it really is a lot of work. If it's amazing, and we have JDRF support for tide pool and Helmsley Family Trust is sponsoring a job observational study for loop users in the US, that's going to provide a lot of insight into how the system's working for people. So I really look forward to kind of getting this project down the road and showing what it can do for a lot more people who perhaps like you mentioned at the start, look at building an app on their phone and say, That's just not for me. Yeah.

Scott Benner 29:03
Okay, so we're gonna get to the building part in a little bit. But I wanna understand the using part. First, I want to talk about the fun part before I talk about the heart. Okay, so, Katie, you don't know me. But when my daughter gets a plate of food, I look at it. I think that's 12 units. And I'm gonna break it down into an extended Bolus. I'm gonna do 30%. Now do the rest over half an hour, we're going to do a Temp Basal increase of 75% for an hour and a half. And that's that. And then if I'm right, great, and if I'm wrong, I adjust. I don't count carbs. I don't know my daughter's insulin to carb ratio. I don't actually believe she has one. I don't believe any of us have one. I don't think there's a static insulin to carb ratio. And I don't think there's a static Basal rate. I think all of that some old timey BS way before this stuff was available to us before this technology. I think that was just the best people could do. And so how different is it going to be for me now? When that plate of food comes out, do I still get to guess at how much insulin is? Or do I now have to count the carbs? Or what's the real? Like how does it work in a real life situation plate comes out. What do I do? Are you looking for delicious low carb snacks and meals? Well, if you are, look no further than real good foods. You ready? You want to hear it. They have newest offerings, breakfast sandwiches that come and sausage and bacon of course they have the chicken crust pizzas, and personal supreme personal pepperoni and personal three cheese. Cauliflower Crust Pizza lovers. Do not miss the vegetable pizza, pepperoni pizza margherita pizza and cheese pizza. All of these come in delightful variety packs as well as one at a time. Have you had an enchilada for lunch lately? How about a pork enchilada chicken enchilada beef cheese, or go crazy and get the mixed case. Real good foods also has real good poppers bacon and cheddar, jalapeno, white cheddar, artichoke and cheese and pepperoni and mozzarella. Maybe you want the chicken crust pizza, but you don't want the personal size, go to the seven inch, again, cheese, supreme and pepperoni. And if you go to their website, they got a pro tips area. Now it's not like our diabetes pro tips. These are pro tips about how to cook the real good foods to perfection. Because real good foods want you to have a real good experience. Now what could make your experience better, better than having what I've just described you sent right to your home is having it sent to your home and paying 20% Less, you'll see other coupon codes out there for real good foods for 10%. But please, I told you a good foods for the Juicebox Podcast listeners 20%. I demand that and so it will happen real good foods.com use the offer code juice box, you can also find a link to real good foods in the show notes of your podcast player and at juicebox podcast.com.

Katie DiSimone 32:01
Yeah, so for you, it will be an adjustment because conceptually, the same statements that you just made all still apply. The difference is, instead of knowing your insulin dosing, you're going to be refocusing on carb entries, because you will have to use a carb ratio still, the whole premise of loop is that it makes a prediction of your blood sugar over the next six hours, and it says this is due to these factors. And one of those factors is your carb entry that you put into it, you say I'm going to eat 12 grams, this is what based on my carb ratio and my insulin sensitivity and how much I have on board, this is where it's gonna go. So the carb ratio is still an important part of making that prediction line. That said, it's, it's not an insurmountable shift, because I actually was much like you prior to going into looping is that I knew these things needed to extend a Basal and these things needed. Or extendable as, excuse me, or maybe these ones get an extra hit of insulin in two hours. Those kinds of things all translate and instead now instead of saying I need two units here, you get a carb ratio, and you say, Okay, if that previous thing needed two units, and my carb ratio is one to 10, you just do it now as a carb entry instead of an insulin entry. So well, it will be a shift,

Scott Benner 33:38
okay. And on the image I'm looking at right here, there's like pictures of like, I see a taco, I see pizza and I see candy, do I tell it 15 grams, and it's this kind of food?

Katie DiSimone 33:47
Yeah, see, that's the really cool part loop is the only system that does this. So for people who know after, after you eat a pizza for the first time, you know, if you gave everything that you need all upfront, you'd be low, and you'd be incredibly high later. So what loop dies, it's got this really amazing ability to extend your carb absorption and say this foods going to be a really long, slow burner, I'm going to be fighting the impact of this meal for six hours, or four hours, you can tell it that and the way that as you described, you know your meals, you know that this meal impacts your daughter this way. And it might not be the same for everybody. But everybody kind of has a sense of this particular plate of food kind of does this. And you can tell loop that ahead of time and it will watch for you. So for pizza, for example, let's say you have 100 grams of pizza, and you know that you need about 60 grams worth of that bullet up front. And maybe 40 grams of that later. And you think a bit in terms of your Temp Basal is that you send stuff but you could say I need about two thirds of that upfront and maybe a third of that whole Will insulin amount later loop actually has that built in, when you tell it your food is going to take a long time to absorb, it knows that if it throws all of the insulin on board early, you're gonna go low early. So it will withhold some of that Basal some of that Bolus recommendation, because it's going to keep you from going low early. And by withholding it early. It also knows that you're going to need some later and it will automatically add that as high Temp Basal as soon as your danger of going low, has passed. So it basically functions as an extended Bolus for you when you push that pizza button. Yeah, so

Scott Benner 35:42
I have to tell you that I had I'm so bad with names. But like two years ago, I had that that woman on the girl who like made her own AP, like, you're gonna know who exactly what she has? Yes, Dana, I had Dana on. And I had Dana's husband on, they did him in two different episodes. I don't know why I did that back then. But I thought it was interesting. And what I took away from those episodes where I just asked, that still is like a silly question. I was like, So how often does it Bolus she was really most of it's handled by Basal rates. And I thought to myself, like, it was like, somebody clocked me in the head and the light went off. And I was like, That makes so much sense. And that's it, that conversation helped me, you know, supercharge what I was already doing. I was like, oh, okay, I'm going to use more basil. As I look at this, my next question is, does it learn? Does it learn?

Katie DiSimone 36:34
Yes, and no, it doesn't learn long term. So for example, it's not looking at your last day or week and say, Oh, you look like you're running a little sensitive. It doesn't do that. But it does do some near term looks at how it itself has been doing. It looks as its own predictions. So basically, it looks over the last hour. And it says How close was I and if it thinks that it was really far off, it will wait the next 30 minutes of data and say I've been off a little bit, I'm going to help you out a little bit more, because something's going on in the near term. And we'll fix that. So in the short term, yes, it looks at its data, but it's very short term, in the long term. So there's this one thing you're talking about, like learning systems within loop, there's a really incredible line within loop. That's called insulin counter ACTION EFFECTS. It's a big name. But basically, what it means is that loop has a screen that you can tap on. And at the end of the meal, it will say you told me this was a 50 gram meal, actually, based on your blood sugar response and how it handled it, it actually hit you more like 63 grams. And so you can actually learn a lot from loop. When you look at your food at the end of the meal, you can go, wow, you know what? I see what it's saying, based on my blood sugars, that meal treated me as if I was 80. So you know, nutritional labels aren't right. And sometimes you're at a restaurant and you're like, I'm still trying to learn this meal. How, how much do I give up front? How do I, how do I Bolus this meal loop will provide that imp that impactful statement towards you, or for you at the end of the meal and say, Hey, that meal treated you like this. So the next time you go back to have that meal, you'll be better informed.

Scott Benner 38:25
So this is like a blown up idea behind all carbs aren't created equal. And yeah, and it's an extension of what I told you where I say I stay flexible, I put the insulin in and I see what happens. And then I stay flexible. So in for your knowledge. If I were to do a you know, do the regular Pre-Bolus that we do you know as far as time goes, and Arden starts eating and 30 minutes later, I see a diagonal up arrow, I do what I call stop the arrow, I stop the arrow from from going up, I use little bits of insulin to make a stop. And then the next time I would say to myself and I preach it to people all the time. You look at a meal and you think oh that's five units. And then you later use a half a unit to correct it. Well then next time don't look at the same meal and go that's five units say to yourself, that's five and a half units.

Katie DiSimone 39:14
You can't see me I have my hands in the air gone. Yes, yes. Yes, exactly. is dynamic thinking is probably the biggest tool you have in your tool belt for a successful

Scott Benner 39:26
career. I wish I knew what a moron I was that anything in life has struck me well is is absolutely a miracle but that I figured this out, you have no idea that it was me. Doesn't make any sense. Like this is not something I should have figured out. And I don't know how I think I A lot of times give a lot of credit to writing on my blog for so long and wanting to help people and seeing that I had to find out what worked for me. And then I would wait months I would never share anything right away. I'd like let me make sure this is really valuable before I tell somebody about Got it. And then I would tell them about it. And I kept building. And before I knew what I realized I had like these, like 10 basic tenants of how to keep a blood sugar stable. And I was like, wow, this is like a system. Like, it's a way. Like if I put it all together, it makes sense, you know? And still, I swear, I really wish you knew me because that I figured anything out is just hilarious.

Katie DiSimone 40:20
No, it is it is absolutely huge to have a dynamic attitude. If, if I always put it as respond to the information you're seeing, not the information you thought. And so if you're seeing that a meal is actually cheating you like 10 grams more than what you thought you had to give more, take that into account the next time

Scott Benner 40:42
and if the people who are listening aren't thinking right now, trust what you know is going to happen is going to happen, then you have not been listening closely enough. Okay. So you have to trust that what you know is gonna happen, it's gonna happen, you can't get high every morning at 8am. And every morning at 745 think, Oh, well, I hope it doesn't happen today. It's gonna happen. Give yourself insulin now. Right? Like so? Oh, I'm not see. All right, okay, let's calm down. Because I think we're coming up to the point where I'm gonna get upset and sad. So I see how it works, I see that my daughter will be able to, you know, count carbs and do things like that. I also, by the way, believe, holy that people eat mostly the same thing over and over again. So it's not like you're counting carbs forever, or trying to figure out how much insulin a meal is forever. Usually, you eat about the same 20 or 30 or 40 things, eventually you'll figure out figure them out. Dex, calm, you want a Dexcom, you might not know you want it or maybe you do know you want it one way or the other. You'll want it dexcom.com forward slash juicebox. Here's what you're going to get when you have a Dexcom, a G six continuous glucose monitor, you are going to get information. And as they say information is what do they say about information? There's a saying about homozygote? I know there's a saying about information. I got a right here. There's 486 sayings about information. It's not helpful. No, that's not it. Hmm. That's kind of deep from Albert Einstein, but not the one I was thinking of. Not that one. God, turn DNA is like a compute now. Or maybe there's not a saying about information? Well, I'll tell you what, I'll make one up right now, when you get the information back from your Dexcom, you make better decisions about your insulin. That's all. There's nothing else to say that information can come to you with a Dexcom. And a couple of ways. One way, share and follow available for iPhone and Android. You know, that means share and follow. Like there's an app share, and there's a app, you know, share app follow up. One of you probably like the person you love, who has diabetes has to share up and then another one of you, like a person who cares enough to pay attention to their diabetes has the follow up. And then there you go there diabetes does something that goes up because the ad is trending in one way is trending in the other. It's moving, it's dancing. As you can tell, I'm making this episode late at night. And I'm completely dopey. So just by a Dexcom dexcom.com, forward slash juice box links in your show notes in a juicebox podcast.com. You will not regret making the jump to continuous glucose monitoring with Dexcom. So here I am. I'm Scott, I'm standing in front of my microphone. And I have ordered my Reilly link, which is on backorder. And by the way, if you know anybody who can help me with that, Katie, I would appreciate if you put in a good word. It's going to come to me, my goober is going to show up in the mail. And there's other things I could probably be doing before it gets here. Is that true?

Katie DiSimone 43:48
Yes, you can do everything before it gets here. Except actually, you can build the app, you can get other things set up. If you're ready for it. If you're a Nightscout user, you could get your Nightscout set up you can you can do everything you can except for turn on the right link and

Scott Benner 44:09
Okay, and this is not going to get in the way, by the way of my Dexcom share, that's still gonna work fine. Everybody's gonna be able to see that stuff.

Katie DiSimone 44:17
Totally. It's still you can still actually use your exact same Dexcom app, your Dexcom alarms are all still the same. Basically what Luke does is it eavesdrops on your dex comms communications, and so it doesn't interfere with your Dexcom.

Scott Benner 44:31
Okay. All right. So, if you were me, what would you do first?

Katie DiSimone 44:38
If I were you, what I would do first is kind of conceptualize what your game plan is. Number one is, get your computer up to date and also kind of let me take one step back on my Instagram account. I do have a loop advent calendar that I did just kind of on this topic, as I was trying I need to prepare the community with this is coming. And here's a really small digestible day by day. Advent Calendar of day one, make sure your computer is up to date. Do you have Mojave macOS? I'm kind of explaining what starts to sound like technical stuff, just pay make sure your computer is up to date. And it has my Mac, is that right? It does have to be a Mac, yes, it has to be a Mac running what they call Mojave operating system, which is their latest one.

Scott Benner 45:30
Oh, I see your Instagram account. Look at you. You're delightful. Look at this. Very nice.

Katie DiSimone 45:36
So yeah, so you can run through each of those admins day by day and just sort of take it in tiny digestible chunks. And do each of those. Basically, you prep your computer and and this is the part that looks intimidating on the website. But it's actually not is that each of these are natural stopping points as I've tried to lay out the pages in the building the app section into natural stopping points. And so you prep your computer, basically, you want to make sure your OS is up to date your operating system and that you download a free app from your app store that comes from Apple is called Xcode. And basically what Xcode is, is like you present that code for the application for the loop application. And it compiles it all and builds it into a nice little package, you plug your phone into your computer, and Xcode puts that app onto your phone. So you're literally downloading the loop code from us online. And you're using a free app on your computer. You press like four buttons, and the whole thing builds by itself. That's how easy it is

Scott Benner 46:43
fancy as now, yeah, I have already while Katie was saying that, even though I swear to you, I didn't know she was gonna say it. I've already downloaded Xcode onto my computer. Yes,

Katie DiSimone 46:58
that's step one. If you get that on, it's actually a pretty big download. And believe it or not, that's the longest part of building a loop app is downloading. Okay, and then I have a cup of coffee, and you're good.

Scott Benner 47:10
Okay. And I need a developer. I have to be like an Apple developer. Right? Yeah. Because Because for everyone listening, I am technically making my own iPhone app right now. And they're gonna give you obviously all, you know, Luke gives you all of the instructions and the you know, and the code and everything you need for it. But you have to do that because it remains your responsibility. And yes, right. And in the future, if I want everything, you know, work in the way we want it to work, but tide pool and everybody's got their Ok's and their FDA clearances and everything like that, I will just download this app from the App Store I'm assuming or downloaded from tide pool.org or something like that. And it's gonna go right on my phone, I'm not going to need to be a developer or have Xcode or anything like that. Is that right?

Katie DiSimone 47:52
Correct. The tide pools project is basically taking the fundamentals of the DIY loop system, and taking that through FDA approval. So the study is going to help solidify what needs to be done to make that app able to be distributed as a medical device under FDA approval through the App Store. So yeah, that's where the that's where the two projects between DIY and type lube start to diverge is that concept of being able to download this on your app store on your iPhone, and what needs to be done to make sure that all the FDA clearances are done.

Scott Benner 48:32
So yeah. So so tight pull Katie, eventually, this is just going to be checkboxes and drop down boxes on an app.

Katie DiSimone 48:41
Yeah, what we envision is that you'll as type hello, Katie, I'll speak now is that you get to go to your endocrinologist, talk to them about your settings and your carb ratios and make sure that you have some reasonable settings, they prescribe a type of loop for you. You have your components, and you get to go to the App Store with your prescription number and download it.

Scott Benner 49:05
Okay. All right. Let me think. I'm thinking that it's coming in my head, I'm figuring it out. So it's going to look, it's going to look like a lot but Katie has as a person who's done this, not knowing what she was doing and getting what would probably be the best expert advice that she could as she was going along, has turned it into the simplest steps you could possibly have now. I'm going to do this and I'm going to whatever my Reilly link comes, I'm going to I'm going to be ready. I'm going to be set up and I'm going to go and I'm going to try it and see what happens. What is my expectation for a person who lives between 70 and 128? Like, in my mind, I think my first excitement is going to be sleeping soundly overnight. Is that is that the simplest win that I get from Luke, do you

Katie DiSimone 50:01
Yes, for sure sleeping through the night is unbelievable. I think I didn't know what I had started missing until I started sleeping again. Good example last night, my daughter was out to the movies with their friends and needed a ride home at 130. In the morning, it was a drive in double feature far away. And so I was up until 130. In the morning, I can't even tell you how tired I was. Because I've gotten used to getting a full night of sleep all the time. Now, it really was daunting to have to go back to the olden days of missing hours of sleep.

Scott Benner 50:37
You're making people cry right now you don't realize that but there's like 1000s and 1000s of people listening and they're like weeping in their cars. And while they're working out at the grocery store and stuff like that. So that's, yeah,

Katie DiSimone 50:47
I'm a I'm a different person. When I sleep. I'm a nicer parent, I'm a better spouse. There's like a lot that goes with sleep. Yeah.

Scott Benner 50:54
There's plenty of conversations in this podcast where I tell a story about I was so exhausted at one point, and I didn't know it. And then I went away for a week without my daughter. And about the third or fourth day into the trip. I thought to myself, Oh, my God, this is me. Like I remember having thoughts like this. Yeah. You know, like, and being clear headed and that sort of thing. So that's my, that's my excitement. Can I ask you something? Yeah, say I decide I like loop for sleeping. But I want to just stick with what I do for eating, can I do that

Katie DiSimone 51:26
100% You can turn loop has one slider, it's super simple. It's called I opened or closed loop. If you open your loop loop will let you just get the recommendations but not automatically put them in. So it will use your scheduled basil just like your normal pump therapy would, it would just give you your basil that you have programmed in. And you can choose to deliver the insulin any way that you want to, you can enter the carbs, and you can choose your particular Bolus sport. So let's say during the day, you want to say, You know what, I still am working out my carb ratios, I'm still figuring them out. I just kind of want to do it one meal on a convenient Saturday and see how my settings are. But in the meantime, during the week, while she's at school, I just want to keep to our old paradigm until we can get to, for example, right now I'm thinking summer, you know, summer, I'll be home, this will be easier. Absolutely. You can go to school, keep it an open loop, they can enter their carbs, provide whatever Bolus number they want, and loop won't be taking any extra action. And then when you come home at night, you can go ahead before you go to sleep at night, you can turn on the Closed loop switch, you just toggle it right over. And it'll be looping overnight.

Scott Benner 52:43
So being an open loop would show me what the algorithm is thinking because it would say to me, Hey, right here, if I was you, I do a Temp Basal increase of

Katie DiSimone 52:52
absolutely, oh, every five, every five minutes across the top, you'll see the recommendation update. And I'll say this is the new Basal rate I think you should set so you'll be able to see if it's greater than or less than where your existing settings are. And you'll see the prediction too, as well. You'll see the prediction go up and down. I think that's one of the first things that kind of freaks people out as they see that prediction. They're like, Oh, do I cheat a low now because it's chosen six hours, I'm going to be low. That prediction line is always as if no other actions are taken. And that's the whole thing is that loop is going to take actions to prevent or change what is in the future. So if you see a low coming in six hours, you don't need to treat it right now. loops going to be cheating it for the next six hours and staving that off.

Scott Benner 53:43
And so that never happens. It's just like a time travel movie. In a time travel movie, sometimes they show you what's going to happen in the future. But then the people in the past make better decisions in the future never happens.

Katie DiSimone 53:56
Yes, that's exactly what loop is doing for you. Is it saying? Oh, wow.

Scott Benner 54:00
And Katie, by the way, now you know why the podcast is popular because I can take incredibly complex things and turn them into moron talk that everybody can understand.

Katie DiSimone 54:10
I have tried to do that with loot building instruction. So I think you're I think you're my kind of people

Scott Benner 54:15
like seven year old in my mind. So okay, so I also just realized I might be more people are gonna laugh because I don't think I knew this about myself. I think I'm more of a diabetes geek than I thought I was. Because when you said you could open the loop, and then see what it was thinking. That to me takes me back to back before CGM when I used to test on it all these wacko times that my endo would be like, Why did you test 45 minutes after she ate and I was like, Don't you want to know what's happening? And she was like, No, and I was like, No, I think we should know. You know, like, I'm gonna keep testing. She'd always be like, I don't understand how you're a one sees her like this. But you're showing me all these weird blood sugars that don't make sense. I'm like, because I'm tracking what her blood sugar is doing so I can make better decisions. I really think I really think that with six months with loop, I might have to have my head made larger, not for my ego, that one person that left the review, but for my knowledge of diabetes, because I really think this is going to just kick it into another stratosphere.

Katie DiSimone 55:14
It really, it's a truth serum, it really tells you a lot about your settings, your understanding how you conceptualize, reacting to things. For example, a lot of people as they're getting used to this are impatient with insulin, they'll say, I don't want to wait it out. And they'll rage Bolus or or they think the rage Bolus, and they're actually not even bold enough with insulin, you know, and they say, Oh, I'm so scared of going out, having the feedback from a loop constantly telling you, hey, here's what I would do. And here's oh, by the way, your meal absorbed 20 grams more than you initially told me it would be and lasted, it also tells you the time and took two hours longer to digest than you expected. That kind of information is so powerful to relieving the diabetes burden, because it's fine tuning your expectations. And when you change your expectations for going into it and say, Yeah, you know what, it's okay that this meal choose me as 65 I feel comfortable, something has helped me learn better.

Scott Benner 56:21
Okay, I'm so proud right now. And I don't know if you did that on purpose. Or if that was by mistake. Either way, I'm proud. You said bold with insulin, which is really the whole tagline for this podcast. It's that's my hashtag. It came from here, if you don't know that, I'm just thrilled that those words are somehow in your brain, which means it's getting out in the to the stratosphere. And if you did know that, I appreciate you listening.

Katie DiSimone 56:45
Well, I actually heard that from a podcast interview you had with T one Junebug because she's a good friend of mine for several years. And I saw her use that phrase and I thought yes, that rings true. People are scared to dynamically think they'll see the same blood sugar rise, the same blood sugar rise, the same blood sugar rise, and yet say but the label told me it should be 10 grams or my endo told me it should be this and, and stringing that along. And and being a more dynamic thinker. And being bold with the insulin taking the insulin you need for what you've seen over and over again, is really good dynamic thinking.

Scott Benner 57:29
Yeah, I appreciate that. I was just speaking with a mom last night. And I said to her, you have to I said, I know that. You know, I haven't given you any advice here because I don't give advice. I just pass on my own stories. But I told her I was like, I can give you this one piece of advice. I said, I would stop thinking about all the things that people have told you to do, and told you not to do and just apply a little more common sense to this. You know, like, like, stop overthinking it, your blood sugar's high, you need more insulin. That's kind of just I'm down to like, if I see something online, people are like, look at this graph, and I go and I type more insulin. And then I hit Enter, because I can't I can't explain it any more. We do it here enough. But sometimes I'm just like, how can you look at a 300 blood sugar and think I don't understand what's wrong, I know what to do. Of course, you go, what's wrong, you didn't use enough insulin. And so

Katie DiSimone 58:21
it's not going to be it's not going to be the same and it's not going to be perfect. My daughter gets nervous around certain situations and her blood sugar spikes. And Luke doesn't know that's coming. Nobody gave it an announced warning. Nobody gave me an announced warning or my daughter. And so there's ways that you can help correct that faster as well. You can still override and give more insulin and give a correction. There's a lot of information built into loop to help you with that decision making process if you choose to take that interactive Step. If you're the type of person that just says you know what? I'm happy. I'm happy with a little wider range. And I just want less cognitive burden of interacting with it today and or longterm. You can let Luke do that as well. It has all the information put in there that it will meet you at your comfort level and help you make the most of where you are. I'm gonna say

Scott Benner 59:17
something real quick. And then I'm gonna ask you a question. What I'm going to say first is for everybody listening who has come to count on the podcast, I just want you to know that even if I do this and stay with it, I think it's only going to enhance my ability to talk to those of you who aren't doing this. So don't worry about that. I think I want to ask, are you comfortable telling me what your daughter's a one C is on loop?

Katie DiSimone 59:38
Oh, yeah, totally. She started loop at 449 I think and again, we were low carb heavily intensively, lots of work, lots of communications, lots of texting, lots of less sleep. So we are working hard. She is now Got a five, six? What was her last 156? I think, and she is as high carb as they come has become a vegetarian. So we have no, no like low carb meals ever. And she is completely independently operating and bolusing and doing everything through loop. I have not told her how to split a Bolus in, I'm gonna say a year. She is completely handling all of that just by loop recommendations and putting it into loop. I hope I don't tear up, it has changed everything. I now have the space reclaimed for what used to be diabetes conversations I now hear about her friends at school, I hear about the things she wants to do I hear about going to the beach, and can I go on a date? And I hear the things that I'm supposed to be hearing and they're not laced with? Don't forget to bring diabetes into this conversation. I don't have to do that.

Scott Benner 1:01:04
Don't forget, did you I start too many sentences with Did you? Or you know, can you tell me or what does the say? There's, there's still listen, I'm gonna be honest with you. We don't talk about diabetes around here very much. Because we really are, we just have a rhythm. Like I don't know another way to put it. But at the same time, it still happens. And if it could be less, that'd be amazing. And if it's less for me than I imagined, it's going to be much less for a lot of other people. I have to say that this is this is the future that I always imagined, I always thought it was going to come more in like 2020 like writing that was my kind of estimation. And I was always happy with that because I thought well, that's still a couple of years before are no go away to college. So I'm okay with that. But just the idea that it could happen sooner.

Katie DiSimone 1:01:57
It's got me It's amazing. I'll give you an example. When my daughter goes to summer camp, we always talk well, do you bring lip? Do you not bring loop? And, you know, I realized that sending her to camp with a non FDA device puts a little bit of burden, an ask on those camp staffers. And, you know, so I'm cognizant of maybe we don't loop when we go to camp and certain camps even don't allow it. But our particular camp is supportive. And but it's always, it's always funny, she goes to camp because she doesn't want to feel different, right? She's got her her crew, her tribe. And she doesn't feel different around them. But she does feel different. She's perceives this if we talk about it in April, or may have going to camp using loop because she's worried none of her other friends will be using the loop. And so we have this conversation every summer for the last two summers about whether or not she's going to live there. And every summer, she goes into it telling me, Well, I'll probably take it off while I'm there. I'm taking it now. But I'll probably turn it off because I don't want to be different. And she never turns it off. And she comes back to the pickup station after two weeks away. And all of her friends are around her and I'm telling you it's like a little gaggle, there'll be five teenagers with her that I'll go. Katie, can you get us on loop too? You want to use it too? And so, you know, I kind of take that, as my bellwether of how good the system is, or isn't is if adults weren't involved and parents weren't involved, what would the kid decide to do? Because I think that's a really important aspect is the informed decision making process involving the kid and letting the kid be a part of that? And so when she comes back from camp, and there's five kids with are saying, Can you help us? We want to do that, too. I think it's a good sign that the system is well designed and helpful, as opposed to an extra burden that just isn't useful.

Scott Benner 1:03:52
That makes a lot of sense. Can I pick your brain about something else as a as Yeah, as a person who's obviously given a lot of their time and effort to the diabetes community? I think that overall that shows the your concern for people who you know, who have type one and people who you don't know who have type one, I feel similarly. I don't ever have this feel fear. But I know some people do that if you take away the idea of how to manage diabetes, that if the technology is not available, you'll be lost. And I don't talk about that here. Because I think it's silly to make somebody struggle and cry and be upset and exhausted just so they can understand how a Bolus works. I don't think you need to do that. I have dedicated this podcast to fast forwarding people through that whole process. But I'm now I'm projecting into the future. Right. I talking privately and have been for weeks and months with a mom of a little girl who is so newly diagnosed that she is honeymooning to the point where she doesn't need insulin some days. And it's really going on for a long time. And I'm imagining her right now. And I'm thinking I could put this on her. And she would never know all of the tragedy that I've lived through, and that so many other people have lived through, like figuring out diabetes. And is that a good thing? Obviously, it is. It seems like it is at the onset. But what would happen if that technology like if her insurance changed or something happened, it was just taken from her? Do you think that she'd be gobsmacked blindsided by what diabetes really is without the technology? Have you ever thought about that? Like, I'm just interested in your in your like off the top of your head thoughts?

Katie DiSimone 1:05:39
Oh, yeah, I think I think people would be if it disappeared from us. For us. Would it be impactful? Would we notice it absolutely. Give you an example. We switched to Omni pods because we were having problems with sites on NEOs and Medtronic. So one day during a particularly painful yet again, cannula failure kink kind of issue day. She had to turn off loop, we were just perfect storm CGM fails. Me Oh, failed, we were flying blind. And she had to give herself a shot for the first time in two and a half years almost. And I was away from home, she was home alone. And I said, Can you do it? And she's like, Yeah, yeah, I think so. And she did. And it was daunting, and all of that. But that said, you do what you got to do. And I don't believe in keeping the covers on the couches, and not using the things that are great in life, just because something might fail later.

Scott Benner 1:06:54
I don't, I don't like it when there's fear mongering around advancement. And and I think it happens a lot. I think when Dexcom first came out, there were people running around going, you're not going to understand your diabetes. And I think there are people that tell people, you have to have a do shots for a year before we give you a pump. I think all of that, and I'll bleep this out later. I think all of that is okay, I think that you need to understand how insulin works in your body, and then you're good. And it seems to me that this algorithm is going to understand how insulin works in my body. Now should I still understand it? I should but I but what I'm foreseeing in the future is, is that you're going to go on this and write on the screen, you're going to see what's happening. And you will learn how insulin works in your body without ever having to fumble around with the algorithm is not just going to keep your blood sugar where it wants to be where it wants it to be. It's going to teach you how it's doing it visually. Yeah, that's what I'm seeing here. So now you'd have to translate that back to a pump without a loop or injections, if you got stuck in that situation, but you wouldn't be starting from zero, you'd actually have a fairly fast forwarded understanding of it, you're gonna put this podcast out of typo, you're gonna need to hire me if I can't get downloads on this podcast anymore. Because your loop seriously a fluke puts my podcast out of business, Katie, I'm gonna be pissed.

Katie DiSimone 1:08:16
I tell you what, it really died. That's like a truth serum are the assumptions that people had about their diabetes understanding is

Scott Benner 1:08:24
wrong, guys. You're always wrong. Everybody, I'm sorry to cut you off. Everybody who sends me an email is like, I think this is what's happening. I'm like, No, that's not what's happening. Your Basil is wrong. You know, like, like, no one ever really knows. Because it's, it's, it's, it's this false idea. And there I had somebody on recently who said this thing that just struck me. He said, You know, if you put a pencil in your back pocket, and you rob a bank, pencils don't cause bank robbery. But But somebody thinks it does. somebody sees this cause and effect, and they just say, I saw this, then this happened. So that thing must have been the reason why and we make that mistake so often. And diabetes, it's not funny.

Katie DiSimone 1:09:00
It really it's such a true serum is that people get on when things are automated. That means it's using the same assumptions you put into it. And when those assumptions show, hey, you're trending high, or you're trending low, consistently, people are like, what, but these numbers were set in stone, i These were fine. I was doing fine. And what they don't realize is No, you weren't doing fine. You were you were taking a lot of manual actions to make it fine. Or you were adjusting in other ways that you hadn't realized. And so when it to two wrongs can make a right and diabetes, you can overlook things very easily by having two wrongs equaling a right. Yes,

Scott Benner 1:09:48
there are so many times that people are having a good outcome at 3pm. That's really just from mistake at noon and they have no idea. Yeah, it's really it really is. Once you see it It's I joke about that it's a little old of a reference. But once you see it, it's it's like at the end of the matrix when the bullets start moving for Neo, and he's just kind of like walking in between them and moving away like once you can see it, it's fascinating

Katie DiSimone 1:10:12
loop provides that visual, that visual interface to be able to see it. So one good example. So for example, let's take your correction factor or your insulin sensitivity. A lot of people have a wild guess at that, but they don't really know and they haven't tested it. When you see your blood sugar's on an automated system, kind of roller coastering, up, and then down and up, and then down, you're also probably gonna see what I called lightning bolts of Temp Basal. So you'll get a lot of Temp Basal action trying to correct a rising blood sugar and then suddenly, you'll turn low, and or not low, but you'll start heading down and then you'll come back up, and you kind of get on this oscillation of roller coaster. That's usually because your ISF is, needs to be higher number. So I don't know I'm avoiding using the word weak or strong because people have different impressions of what that word means in terms of where the actual number needs to go. But if you had put in, if you told loop, each unit of insulin will drop my blood sugar 50 points. And you start seeing that roller coaster pattern, that's a really good indication that your your value of 50 actually might need to be up near 70, or a different number higher than 50. Because you basically undersold insulin to loop, it's actually doing more than it expected. And so some of these things about loops, ability to inform you of your diabetes assumptions are really like strikingly obvious. As soon as you start using it, as you start seeing that you go Holy smokes.

Scott Benner 1:11:52
Okay, so I have a couple of just like, like fast paced questions here. So first day of a Dexcom sensor in the first few hours, I don't really lean on it for like, you know, I don't want to put a time on it. But until it's right, like until it's soaked in, it's really working. So do I just go into open loop during that time? Is that what yeah,

Katie DiSimone 1:12:10
you could? No, it's not what I do. But you could, my daughter basically usually ends up changing her sensor at night, which is, I think, the worst time to change a G six. And so the whole first night, we basically get a lot of false lows or compression lows. And what we have found is that basically, loop still does, okay, it doesn't. And in essence, what happens is that you get some higher Basal rates, you get some suspensions, and they all evened out over the course of the night to be okay.

Scott Benner 1:12:44
hammers out the kinks and gets it gets you Yes,

Katie DiSimone 1:12:47
yeah. And then when she wakes up in the morning, finally, the Dexcom is back on an even path, and everything's fine. So for the first 12, for us, it's you know, it will depend on the person, but for us, the first six hours of a new sensor are kind of jaggedy. If it's really far off, we can go into open loop mode, and it's no problem.

Scott Benner 1:13:09
Okay, what about different insolence? Do people see different or does it not like we use a pager? That's gonna be good?

Katie DiSimone 1:13:15
You send me up on that one. Yeah, actually, within loop, we have three different insulin models. So there's four, but three are based on the type of insulin and the user. So there's a rapid acting adult, which is like Novolog Humalog. For adults, there's one setting for children. And then there's another setting for fiasco. So and then each of those settings basically describe how the insulin curve works. If you after knowing your daughter and kind of looking at how things work, say, wow. On our particular insulin, we think it peaks at this amount of minutes, that's actually something you can customize within your loop to say it peaks at this time, we have numbers put in there that are based on the published data of how these things behave and clinical trials and all of the published data. But if you find that for you, your diabetes is different, you can actually tweak and customize some of those things.

Scott Benner 1:14:19
Okay, and so a lot of it's customized Like for instance, can I pick her target blood sugar?

Katie DiSimone 1:14:24
Oh 100% Awesome. That's

Scott Benner 1:14:26
the one thing I would just not like I don't I would I want to sleep more but not at the you know what I mean, not not to say that I don't know what the Medtronic artificial pancreas but it's like at 120 or 140 or something like a target up there. Like I couldn't do that. I wouldn't be able to make that decision.

Katie DiSimone 1:14:43
I'd say out of all of the feedback I consistently hear on the development of closed loop in the commercial market. That target setpoint is is the real critical piece for a lot of people. And on this one, you can set it anywhere you want. We have people setting At that are ultra low carburetors and have a single number target that they really aim for. And there's other people that are doing a much wider range and are. So yeah, it's totally up to you what you want to set it up.

Scott Benner 1:15:12
Okay, is it my so my last kind of nuts and bolts question is do I tell it when a new pumps going on? Like, how much does it care about how old the infusion set is?

Katie DiSimone 1:15:20
If you're on Omni pod, it keeps the theme, Standard Change cycle as Omni pod, it will alert you it's well at 72 hours. Omnipod tells you just pods done but at 80 hours, it really makes you change it and it says you're done done. Loop has the same things. And you can set a custom notification for when you want it to tell you hey, it's coming up.

Scott Benner 1:15:42
What about this? Here's another I said I wasn't gonna ask any more nuts and bolts questions. I have one more. What if a cannula like comes out a little bit? I'm getting some of my insulin but not all of my insulin? Does it know that? What's that? It's not seeing what it thinks it should be saying?

Katie DiSimone 1:15:57
That's a great question. And the answer is no, in a way is that basically, if it thinks you delivered a whole unit, but the cannula actually only managed to get half of that under your skin and absorbed, loops calculations will be a little off, it will think that you have more insulin than you do. And so what you can do is there's a couple of different options, you can open your loop, until that discrepancy wears off, and you get it all changed and figured out, you can open loop and just go back to normal pump therapy. Or you can enter in a fake carb, where you say, Hey, I'm going to eat five grams Bolus mean for these five grams. And basically you're tricking the algorithm to think your blood sugar will rise because you were eating. And so therefore, it will offset some of that it's a more advanced technique. And people kind of start using that in those situations once they become a little bit experienced. But that is an option as well to kind of say, Hey, I'm going to need extra insulin that you think is there. But wasn't there.

Scott Benner 1:17:03
We call that stuff ninja level. So yeah, okay, so All right, so here's what I'm gonna do it because we've been going at it for a while and I want to make this digestible for you. We're gonna stop, I'm going to say thank you. I'm going to ask you, after I get this back, when you come back on and talk with me after I've been using it for a little bit,

Katie DiSimone 1:17:20
I would love to, I think that would be great. And can I have an ask of you?

Scott Benner 1:17:24
I guess so. But I'm not taking my pants off.

Katie DiSimone 1:17:28
So that the ask is that I want to make this system better for everybody else. And make sure it goes there, you know, is able to incorporate all of these things like soliciting impact, feedback. And that job loop observational study is a really important part. And it's the best way that people have to pay this forward and provide meaningful impact. I would love it if people would take a look at the study and donate their data, it can all be done from home. It's super convenient. It's very fast and easy. And it provides important user information, especially from new users, or like just getting on the loop. You're asked questions about like, how did the setup go? How hard was it? Are you technical? Are you not technical? How do you view diabetes, all of that's going to paint this incredibly awesome mosaic of what kind of user experiences have been and just take the system into a better place.

Scott Benner 1:18:27
Okay, so when we've talked about it here, but the next time we talk, I'll give direct, you will be able to give direction instructions to people about how to donate their their data to that. That'd be great. Excellent. Okay, I don't want anybody to worry. I still understand how to be bold with insulin after a day and a half of looping. As a matter of fact, that loop, just like Katie said, is showing me things that I don't think I understood. But I'm starting to, and then I'll be back here to report to you. So whether you want to loop or not loop or lose skipped your Lu, or just keep doing what you're doing, or do what I've been doing for years, which might be what I'm doing again, I don't know how long we're gonna do this loop thing. We're trying it. I can't do a podcast of it don't understand looping. I mean, it's 2018 Wait, is it 2019 Wait, I mean, it's 2019. It is so late at night here. I'm out of my mind. I hope you found this episode interesting. And what Katie had to say intriguing. I certainly did. It got me off my butt to try looping. And as soon as I know what I think I'll report it back here. Huge thanks to the sponsors Dexcom real good foods, and dancing for diabetes. The links to everything you want to know about them are in the show notes of your podcast player or at juicebox podcast.com. But you can always go to dancing the number for diabetes.com Real good foods.com use the offer code juice box, or of course dexcom.com forward slash juice box. I'll see you next week.

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#856 Best of Juicebox: Texting Diabetes

Scott Benner

Episode 482 Too Much Insulin? was first published on Feb 23, 2015. Text messages to manage Arden's type 1 diabetes, who knew that would be so effective?! While at school or anytime that Arden is out of the house, the simple process has led to lower a A1c, better grades, an increase in self-confidence and much more. 

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, welcome to episode 856 of the Juicebox Podcast

Hey everybody, we are back with another episode of the Best of the Juicebox Podcast today, we're gonna go way back way back February 23 2015 Episode number four. It's called texting diabetes. I know right? Like how do you text like hello diabetes? Are you there? No, not quite like that you'll see. While you're listening, please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise please Always consult a physician before making any changes to your healthcare plan or becoming bold with insulin. If you have type one diabetes, or care for someone with type one, and are from the United States, please go to T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. Join the registry complete the survey. This helps diabetes research it significantly helps T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox take you fewer than 10 minutes. Help people with type one help yourself maybe definitely helped me.

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Scott Benner 2:39
you know. Welcome to the Juicebox Podcast episode four. I'm Scott Benner. This podcast is if you're just finding it a conversation about being the parent of a child with type one diabetes. Episode Four is going to take a an upbeat turn because Episode Three got kind of somber at parts, even though I thought the information was good. And I don't want to I don't want to have to bummers in a row. So although I don't think Episode Three was a bummer. I actually think it's a it's an uplifting story. It's just sometimes the topics are heavy, you know. Anyway, episode four, we're going to talk about the way that my daughter Arden and I manage her type one when she's not in my vicinity, when she's not with me. This is just a this ends up being such a great but you know, thing that happens by mistake by you know, by happenstance that ends up just informing so much of how we handle type one today. It has to do everything with an academic upswing for my daughter, it has everything to do with how an A one C that wasn't too bad to begin with is now fantastic. It has a lot to do with her confidence. It has a lot to do with the fact that she can now you know, change insulin pumps on her own. This this one moment really is a big moment. So I'm gonna take you back to Arden in second grade. She's in fifth grade now. She's going to be 11 this summer. But I'll take you back to second grade. She's upstairs in a two story house. We live in a two story house. And I need to know what her her CGM says. And to be honest, I just didn't want to walk upstairs. So I texted her, just said CGM question mark. And she sent the number back. And that was it. I was hooked. I was like, Wait a minute. Is this fantastic? But beyond it just being fantastic that I didn't have to get up and walk upstairs all the time or go find her if she was somewhere. I started realizing. Like right there. I was just sitting on the sofa thinking what's the difference between upstairs and at a friend's house? What's the difference between upstairs and in the backyard? Oh my god. What's the difference between upstairs I was at school, and there really is only one difference. It's my sense of being in control. And can you hear basil snoring? I hope you can't. A puppy he snores like crazy. It's my sense of being in control, right? It's the largely false feeling that I have that if something were gonna go wrong, I could somehow be Superman and stop it. So you can't really stop something from going long. You can plan well, you can, you know, give the right amounts of insulin, you can understand all that stuff, that stuff helps keep problems from happening. But if something unforeseen was just gonna go bonkers, that it's gonna go bonkers whether I'm upstairs or downstairs, or she's out back, or she's at her friend's house, or she's at school. We just need to be sure that there's an adult there, if that ever happens, that understands and can react, and it doesn't need to be me. And that was really a huge leap. For me, I just, I let go of that feeling that false feeling that I was somehow a guardian completely in control. And that nothing bad could ever happen if I was around. This text message ends up being the text message that launches 1000 chips, because it allows me to recognize that, you know, I falsely have an idea of control. And it gives me the bright idea that we could utilize this texting in other places, you know, when Arden's out of the house. And we do to so much success, in fact, that it starts just becoming everything, you know, it's everything. It's it's how we do school lows, highs, meals activity, it's how she goes to her friend's house and plays in the snow yesterday. It's how she's on a school trip today. Without me. It's that one little moment of letting go, that builds and builds and builds to where we are here today. So let me let me tell you some other good stuff that came from that. So first of all, in second grade, we were beginning to become concerned about artists academics, because she was falling behind in areas where we did not expect you know, as people who feel like we're reasonably, you know, we're not over or under estimating learning, we know who she is, as a person as best we can. I'm telling you Arden's grades and her grasp of concepts was not where I expected them to be for her. And, you know, you start getting worried that it's just you know, Arden is going to be a person who struggles at school. But in the end, what ended up happening was, she was leaving class to go to the nurse. And a lot of times, because of the timing of the nurses visits, it was coinciding with learning something new. So her teacher would begin to teach, she'd get out half of a thought it would leave the room come back five minutes later, and because Arden coming and going seems so natural to the teacher. And even though she's a fantastic teacher, it just seems so normal for her to come and go that it got away from her that Oh, Arden walked out during the during the explanation of this. But that didn't stop anybody from moving on the day just kept moving. So Arden would miss the direction, the instruction and then be expected to do the work. And she was struggling. We got lucky. The teacher that Arden had in second grade was really a fantastic teacher and she moved with her whole class and there's a word for it educators, it's popping and educators were heads right now I don't know it, but she moved with her whole class to the next grade. So in third grade, I didn't have to start over new explaining diabetes to someone this you know, day one was, was fantastic. But we made a big change. And here's the change we made. So we go into the 505 go into the 504 meeting after second grade in the summertime, sitting in front of a teacher and two nurses and you know, an assistant principal and I think there's a counselor there and it's me now I've been banging on these people's heads for years. Arden has to go to the nurse she's gotta go at this time. And this time she's got a test here here we can look at the CGM but there we have to test I need her to Pre-Bolus for a meal. So she's got to come down early. You know, I made them give her the aid when she was in kindergarten like there was so much that went on about Arden needs to go to the nurse she needs to go the nurses is very important. And I go and I sit down and had 504 Meeting look, everybody square in the face, thank them for the year, how great it's going. And then I say now next year, I don't want Arden Dakota, the nurse at all. I want her to stay in the class. So a couple of lucky things happen where that made that possible. First of all, her 504 plan covers her having a cell phone. The second thing that helped with the idea of Arden not having to go to the nurse's office was our outgoing governor that year, signed a bill that said that children with diabetes could test anywhere in a public school didn't have to be a nurse's office. It could be in the hallway, it could be in the bathroom. It could be anywhere you want to be so armed with the idea that a Arden was now allowed to test anywhere she wanted to, and be, I saw the light about me not needing to be so involved or anyone needing to be so involved that I thought, Okay, well, we can do this right, we could just do this texting thing while she's in class. So in that 504 meeting, after second grade, I dropped the bomb. Next year, I don't want to leave the room, she's going to test give herself insulin, you know, drink juice or eat food, if she needs it. She's not going to go to the nurse, if we can help it, and I don't want or need the teacher to be involved. It'll be between Arden and I no different than if she was upstairs in the bedroom. Now, you know, if something happens, then the teacher would spring into action. And of course, I was a little nervous about that. But because this teacher was a second year teacher that took away a little bit of that uncomfortable feeling, which is one of the lucky things. And the people in the room. You know, we had built a very good relationship slowly, brick by brick over years, people trusted me. And I think they saw a person who was like no look at she has to be in the nurse's office all the time, who flipped and said, No, she doesn't and thought, well, if this guy is saying she doesn't have to be the nurse's office, you know, maybe we don't have to. But still, you could see the the anxiety like they those nurses were going to be out of the loop. The school was going to be out of the loop. And I and in the end, what I said to them was, Look, she's my kid, if I do something wrong, if I give her too much insulin, or not enough insulin, let's be honest, it's not on you. You weren't involved. There's nothing legally that you did. So this is kind of lightening things for you. And I think that was what pushed him over the edge or like this guy's right, you know, he could, he can mess up as much as he wants. It's not on us. I think that's what they were happy about mostly. So the third grade year of school art and never goes to the nurse one time, never once. And her academics pick up.

G's really, like a like a rocket, they they go back right to where you think they're going to it took a little time she had to catch up. But, you know, now in fifth grade, I don't think of Arden as having any academic instabilities, you know, it's amazing. And that's just I'm telling you, just from not going to the nurse, third grade, no nurse, now we're going to transition to fourth grade. And in our district, that means Middle School. And I know that's probably early for middle school for most of you. And it's an overcrowding issue here. But nevertheless, she's going to have to transfer into another building, same district, different building. Different building means new nurse, different building means new, you know, new principals, new counselors, new people who don't know me, and people who have no reason to trust me or understand what we're doing. So what I did was I brought a nurse from the elementary school and Ardens, teacher to the 504 meeting for the middle school, and I just let them explain it. The nurse didn't have a lot to say she was I didn't see Arden once last year. And that's it. There were no emergencies, nothing we had to run and go find her for it. She said I think she fell on the playground, I had to give her a band aid once. But we never spoke about her diabetes, the teacher spoke to the fact that Arden was falling behind academically and took a little bit of the blame. In the meeting. She said, I really feel like I should have seen it. But it was just such a normal part of the day, he just escaped me that she was leaving all the time. Hey, everyone, it's Scott, I'm just going to take a quick second out from the show to tell you that I'm very interested in talking to you, the parents of children with type one. If you are interested in being on the Juicebox Podcast, please go to Ardens de.com or juicebox podcast.com. Scroll to the bottom, click on contact. Send me off a quick note. I would love to talk to you on the show about type one about parenting about technology, about diabetes, about your frustration, great ideas. You have questions, anything at all, anything, you know, parenting or diabetes related, though, go ahead, send a note. We'll get you on the show. Now back to the podcast. It really is a matter of perspective on it's on saying that she was leaving all the time, isn't it but because you know, as a person who is thinking about diabetes in that way, like oh, I need my kid to go to the nurse's office, she only goes four times a day. That's not too bad. But if you get up, walk to the nurse handle what happens in the nurse's office takes a few minutes come back. It could be 10 minutes, a short trip could be 10 minutes, and you do that four or five times a day you've lost 45 minutes or an hour. Now if I told you I was going to send your kid to school today, and randomly take an hour of their day away from them, you'd say no, you can't do that. When you say oh, you're gonna do it because they have to go the nurse for their diabetes. Oh, that doesn't sound too bad. 15 minutes we'll be fine. It's not fine need to be in school. It was a bit of a hurdle at fourth grade at the middle school. The nurse felt so uncomfortable not being involved, but I could see in her face this the same thing I was going through, you know back before For the texting, she didn't want to be out of control. She didn't like the idea of there being a child in that school that she wanted to keep safe and healthy, that she wasn't going to have input into. And what I said to her was, look, it's okay. Arden's my daughter, she's had diabetes, and she's two, I know exactly what to do, we are going to talk all the time. And if there's a failing in the system, then she'll come to you. If she can't get a hold of me, or I can't get a hold of her, then she'll come to you. I said, but no, this if our text me from class and says, Hey, my blood sugar's 60. And it's falling. I'm not sending her to you, I wouldn't, I wouldn't call an ambulance at home. So she's gonna drink a juice box, she and I are gonna stay in contact over those next couple of minutes by text message. And when I'm comfortable that she's stable again, she and I are going to stop talking. And that's going to be we're going to keep going about our business. Nothing special. So couldn't be more, genuinely couldn't be more happy or proud to tell you that in fourth grade. Arden never went to the nurse for a diabetes related situation. She was down there if you know her insulin pump, I think twice kind of errored, and I went in and switched and we switch them in the nurse's office because there was privacy there. But Arden's never had to go to the nurse for anything diabetes related now in third grade, in fourth grade. And now this year, halfway through fifth grade, never once been to the nurse, it's so glaring, that the nurse sometimes sends me a note to say if our never just wants to come down and hang out or say hello, you know, we really don't feel like we know her. And I very privately think I'm glad I don't want her to know you. i She doesn't need to know you. She doesn't need a nurse. She's She's good. Today Arden is on a school trip. This is the first school trip I haven't gone on. And the very simple reason why I didn't have to go today. Now. Last year, I wouldn't have gone either because of the texting. But there was still an issue of insulin pumps. What if there's a real like kind of catastrophic incident with her insulin pump and it needs a new pump. I wanted to be there to change it. Up until a few months ago, Arden could do all the steps, but she'd never done all the steps start to finish. It ends up being another, you know, happenstance, he kind of thing that gets Arden to putting her insulin pump on her on the pod on by herself. So just like the text messages is born out of me not wanting to get off the sofa one day. My wife and I, Kelly and I were away for a business thing for her. Well, it was an overnight event. It wasn't very far from home, we were about an hour and hour and a half from home. But just far enough that you needed to spend the night Arden and her brother went to her aunt's house. And I think we were like on the last day of an insulin pump. And I kept saying to Kelly on the way out the door like maybe we ought to just switch this thing early. Because I have a feeling it's going to just it's going to you know, it's not going to make it till tomorrow, it's going to need to be swapped. But our blood sugars were okay. They were just starting to get stubborn. You know what I mean? And by the time we had dinner at this event, args blood sugar was great. And then all of a sudden, it just started heading up and she's texting me, hey, my blood sugar is going up and we're poor and insulin. And it's not going down. And so I guess about 45 minutes or an hour later, I texted her and I said look at it that pumps gotta get changed, you know, it's the site decides done and it can you do it, I'll walk you through it, I'll text you through it, or I'll call you if you want me to. And and I said you know what, that's a good idea. I'll call you and I'll walk you through it. Go ahead. I told her Go ahead, fill the pump with insulin and prime it and then send me a text message. And I'll call you and we'll go through the rest of it. About three minutes goes by but in my mind, you know I said to my wife like it's been a long time I told him to prime that pump and I haven't heard back from her you know something's wrong. She's lost her nerve. You know something I'm gonna have to drive home you know, I explained to my I'll explain to your sister over the phone. I'll you know something. But I had every bad scenario going off in my head. Next text message I get back from Arden is a response to me because I'm not texting her. Hey, what's going on? And she goes, Oh, I'm done. And I thought she meant that she filled the pod and primed it. I said, Okay, I'll call you and let's we'll talk about the rest. She texts back because you don't have to call. I said I'm done. I put the pump on. It's all done. I'm finished. And I was like, Oh my God. That's fantastic.

But it's the situation that made it happen. Right. Like she was in a room with a person she knew. Didn't know as much about her insulin pump as she did. She was with her aunt, her aunt knows a little bit about it, but certainly not as much as Arden does. I wasn't there. There was no one to bail her out. This was on her. And bang. She takes care of it just like that. And I really do think diabetes. You know, in the diabetes world and outside of it. Children just get so much out of being challenged. It really does bring the best out in them and this certainly was one of those times. Now that Arden can change your pod without me being there. It's a game changer for For us, and it's why I'm not on some school trip today. You know, Arden is at a science center or a Space Center about an hour and 45 minutes from our home. And isn't it great? I'm just I'm thinking now I'm not really sure where she is. I'm not 100% sure if she's at the Space Center or the science center, it doesn't matter to me. It doesn't matter where Arden is. She's on a class trip. You know, her blood sugar today's never been over 170 hasn't been lower than 115. She was 115. When they got on the bus at the end of the day to come home. She's probably on a bus driving home right now the last time she and I texted, she's like, Hey, everybody is gonna have a snack and have a snack. She Bolus for it. And she's on a bus right now laughing with her friends. I don't even know where she is. It gives me so much joy to tell you that I don't know where she is. Because she's fine. And nothing went wrong with her on the path today. She didn't need the extra pump. She took her the insulin she talked about, you know, but it's right to take the stuff. But had something gone, you know, funky, she would have just found a place and changed the pod and gone about her business. I know she would I know she would have done it. And it all starts in that second after I text her back in second grade from my living room to the bedroom upstairs. What's your CGM say, it all starts in that moment afterwards, when I start realizing I just need to not be that involved. You know, she can do more than I expect. But I don't want to throw it on or all at once. And that has been a really huge benefit of the texting at school, which is different situations come up every day, you know, everyday is not always the same with diabetes. And so their experiences, you know, a little bit of a high before a meal a little bit of a low after a meal a low before gym a high before gym? How do you handle all these things? Well, you have to, they have to happen. First of all, you can't stop every bad thing from happening or every undesirable thing from happening. Because if you stop those things from happening, you never have the experience of them happening. And you know, as well as it, you can't always stop, you know, undesirable moments with diabetes and always stop, you can't hardly ever stop them. So the only real benefit in these moments is learning from them. That's what's been happening with the text messaging. And it's been happening, you know, slowly over time Arden gets to see a situation arise, she gets to hear in the tone of my text messages that I'm not upset. I'm not frantic, I know what to do. Sometimes we choose what to do, and it doesn't work out really well. And she doesn't, you know, we have to make another adjustment. But that that's not a big deal either. And these experiences continue to help Arden grow as a person who lives with type one diabetes, to the point where she's not thrown by things when they happen. And that's probably the biggest that's probably the biggest impediment is not to see a low number and start running around with your hair on fire or not to you know, not to set a correction into into motion and the correction doesn't really affect the high blood sugar. You can't be you know, throwing your hands up constantly and going, oh my god, I can't believe this is horrible, blah, blah. You can't be like that all the time. It's just got to be what it is. I got a high I put some in some oil, it's not working. What are we going to do next? We're going to adjust the basil, are we going to? Are we going to inject some insulin? Are we going to try a new pump? You know, are we just going to Bolus again, you know, maybe this is just a carb counting mistake on our part. Maybe we should just Bolus again or she's low. not to panic when she's low. You know, everyone's got their own level of comfort and I completely respect that. But I see online sometimes people are like, Oh my God, my kids blood sugar was 70. And it was an arrow down or CGM. They almost died like oh geez, you know, most die. 7070 is a great blood sugar. I mean, the down parts not fantastic. But really think about what that means and arrow down to 70 means you're falling about two points per minute, which means that five minutes from now you're going to be 60 which still is not a panic situation for most people drink a juice. It'll stop at 60 The arrow kind of curls back around again before you know it you're fine.

Unknown Speaker 24:14
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Scott Benner 24:18
would take a second to let you know that the next episode of The Juicebox Podcast will be an interview with 21 year old NASCAR driver Ryan reed Ryan just won in Daytona in the XFINITY series. And we're going to be talking to him about his type one diabetes diagnosis, racing with type one and find out what it feels like to win a NASCAR race.

Unknown Speaker 24:39
Day total What a finish.

Scott Benner 24:42
If my daughter was a panacur because she saw a low number, then that would keep us from transferring the responsibility to her. She can't be someone who panics. And I'm not someone who panics. My wife's not someone who panics and we're teaching her that but slowly through Experience is not by saying to her art and you can't panic if your blood sugar gets low, that's not teaching anybody. You can't teach people how to be. They have to just grow into who they're going to be. And so this simple, silly idea of just texting has facilitated all of this. It has been maybe one of the best decisions I've ever made by mistake or not on purpose and in my entire life. The handoff of Arden's care happens constantly. It's exponentially growing. It's not as slow as it used to be. It used to be one little thing every couple of months. Now I can see her gaining confidence constantly. You know, whether it's today's trip, or yesterday at a friend's house playing in the snow. You know, yesterday is a great example. My son was playing in his final freshman basketball game yesterday, I really did want to go see him play. So Arden comes home from school, I say to her look, we're letting the dogs out. As soon as the dogs are done outside, we're gonna get everything together, and we're gonna go see Coldplay. So he just pack your bag up, you know, bring some snacks if you're hungry, whatever you want to do, but we're gonna go and so she's running around packing and I'm running around with the dogs. And her phone. She gets a text on her phone from a friend of hers. Can she come over and play in the snow? Now I really have to go or I'm going to be late like I need to go. So I said to her, you can go that's fine. But you know, we got to do it right now. Like there's no time to make big plans. I can't call my mother. You know, I said what's your CGM say it's on the low side. I think she was like it was after school. She hadn't had a snack yet. I think she's like 85. And I said, okay, just you know, let's get going. But you have to have a snack before you go outside. So we drove up the street. I dropped her off at her friend's house with a study 85 on her CGM. And I said to her before you go outside and play, have 15 carbs of something. Head out, put your CGM in your pocket, make sure it's zipped up so that you know it can't get wet. Pay attention to the alarms text me if you have a problem. That's it with that I dropped her off. And then I drove about a half an hour from where she was to watch my son play basketball. And not a problem. Not a problem in the whole world. Nothing went wrong or blood sugar didn't get high didn't get low. But if it had CGM would have beeped. And she would have done something about it. And you know, if she had to go inside and talk to the mother that was there, even though that mother's not, you know, some diabetes guru, she would have been fine. Absolutely fine. I was never, never nervous or never uncomfortable yesterday, even though it was a last minute thing, even though it was not a perfect situation where I was leaving her even though she was going to be doing something strenuous. I never in that hour, I watched my son play basketball. I did text with her once or twice, but I was never uncomfortable. And she wasn't uncomfortable. And that is a just a gift. Because I have spent a lot of my life feeling uncomfortable in situations like that, as I'm probably sure that you have also. But it turns out that while we've been texting back and forth, and she's been slowly, you know, her her care, her responsibility, the onus of that has been slowly shifting to her. My anxiety has been slowly shifting away at the same time. And it's always unplanned moments, moments that are not within anyone's control, and certainly not how I plan these moments are the ones that teach me to just mellow out a little bit. And a great example is that Arne and I have alarm set up throughout the day, you know, talk at this time, you know, before snack or before lunch, these are the to our texting times because the day gets, you know, out of hand I sometimes forget. And she sometimes forget. So these alarms keep us in sync with each other. But I do have a couple of alarms that I think of as being maybe not completely necessary. And so if my alarm sounds and it's one of those unnecessary times, and Arden never texts me say she never texts me. I'll throw one text Hey, what's your CGM say?

Unknown Speaker 29:15
But if she doesn't get back to me, I just imagine that she's in her classroom,

Scott Benner 29:21
you know, taking a test or you know, in their group study talking with people. My mind doesn't jump to like Arden's not texting me back because she's dead. But the first couple times it did. The first time she didn't text me back. I was like, I have to call the school. She's not answering me. This is a problem. Obviously she's died or laying on the floor behind a water fountain having a seizure. You know, every bad thought runs through your head. And the best thing I was able to do for myself the biggest gift I've ever given myself in my life is that when those things ran through my head, I told myself just to shut up, just stop. She's in a building with an adult. They're aware that she has type one diabetes, she's got a monitor on for God's sakes, the beeps like crazy, if she's getting too low, the odds of something happening to her, it is dire are so much less than the odds that she's just not hearing her text message. Or the alarm went off, and she didn't hear it. That's what common sense tells me is probably happening. So it was anxiety ridden for me the first couple times, the first couple times she didn't answer, but every time she does an answer in one of those very non critical times, takes away more and more of my anxiety to the point yesterday were when I went to that basketball game, I realized, you know, I am as I am just about as, okay with this as I could possibly be. And I don't mean, we're not paying attention to the details, I don't mean that, you know, we're just gonna throw our hands up in the air and be like, Hey, we're wild and free, and nobody's paying attention anymore, we're still paying attention to it. But in those gaps of time, there's one of my there's an alarm right now that's Arden's pre bus alarm. But of course, today, she's out on a school trip. So I've already spoken to her that one doesn't kind of count today. My point is, very simply, diabetes doesn't get easier. The concept, the very real concept that too much insulin could kill a person, that doesn't stop being true. But when you live through the situations over and over and over and over again, and build a database for yourself of, of experiences that you can draw on, you can learn to let go of your anxiety, and you can raise a child who doesn't have that anxiety. And without that anxiety, they make much better decisions about their care. Now, you know, very soon, and by very soon, I mean, in the next few weeks, Dexcom is going to release that new, a new receiver that's going to have the share built right into it. So Ardens Dexcom receiver, you know, by the end of March 2015, is going to send a little Bluetooth signal to her phone, there's going to be an app on her phone that's going to send her blood sugar to the cloud. And I by then I'm going to be able to look at it on my cell phone, or an iPad, or, you know, the Apple Watch will come out the month later if I don't have one of them. But I mean, these are the possibilities. And I keep thinking, I keep thinking, Okay, I do want that, I want that. But I only want that for the alarm. Like I want that. I don't want to look at it all the time. And I don't want to micromanage her type one diabetes, because me constantly telling her, Hey, your blood sugar is going up, or your blood sugar is going down, do something about it, is just going to do the opposite of what I want to know, in my mind, it's going to do the opposite of what I want, what I want is for her to go and no one's here to change my pot, I'll do it myself, hey, my blood sugar is going up, I'll take care of it myself. I'll be proactive, I want proactive. That's what I'm hoping for. Now, having said that, if there's this little gadget that'll throw me an alarm that says, Hey, your kid's blood sugar is 50. And it's going down. I'll take that I think that's great. I mean, I guess in the same way, if there was a magic, you know, a magic siren that would go off. If my son was about to be hit by a car five minutes from now, I would like that too. But there's no value in me walking around behind my son for the rest of his life going, don't get hit by a car, don't buy a car, don't get hit by a car that he's not going to grow up to be or he's not going to grow up to be a rational person. If I'm up his ass like that. Trust me, I get as well as anybody what the, you know, what the concerns are? I know how dangerous insulin can be. And I know how sometimes things just happen that you don't plan for you don't expect and have no way of seeing coming. But you know, my experience is telling me that those those moments aren't that frequent. And we have the technology I mean, make no mistake using an Omnipod insulin pump. And moreover, probably the Dexcom you know, continuous glucose monitor these items make everything that I'm saying a reality without a CGM. I, I'm not nearly as good at this. I'm not making all these boastful statements about I just sent it to my friend to her friends asked to play in the snow. If she didn't have a glucose monitor. I'm not sending my kids at somebody's house to go play in the snow. I would go and hang out and be there or I would be nearby or it would be a much more regimented schedule of when we were going to talk. It wouldn't all be like loosey goosey like it is now that I completely completely want to be clear about and honest about but we do we're lucky enough to have the glucose monitor and so I'm lucky enough to be able to make these decisions. Okay, hey, episode four. Right? I got four episodes going. You know, I hope you're enjoying it. I mean, I guess if you're listening still you must be enjoying it. I did see that. in its category on iTunes Juicebox Podcast is rising in its category, which is very exciting. 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#851 Best of Juicebox: Too Much Insulin?

Scott Benner

Episode 482 Too Much Insulin? was first published on May 21, 2021 and features a conversation about how much insulin is the right amount.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, and welcome to episode 851 of the Juicebox Podcast.

You may have heard this best of episode back on May 21 2021. It's with myself and Jenny Smith. Jenny, of course, is a CD who has had type one diabetes for, like 30 some years. And in this episode Jenny and I talk about a misnomer in the diabetes space. The idea that you can be using too much insulin, we're gonna have a whole conversation about it. While you're listening, please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, please Always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan, or becoming bold with insulin. Don't forget to take the T one D exchange survey, please complete that survey AT T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. And these episodes don't have ads on them right now. So I'm doing something special. I'm going to tell you about it as soon as the music's over. But don't forget that generally speaking, the podcast is supported by a ton of great advertisers, all of whom have links in the show notes of your podcast player, and at juicebox podcast.com. Before we get started, I just want to reiterate you need the amount of insulin that you need. There is no wrong amount. I have this idea, since these episodes don't yet have advertising on them, although I'm open to selling it to someone who intend. But since they don't at the moment, I thought I would give some ads to people who live with diabetes and their life. So with that in mind, this episode of The Juicebox Podcast is brought to you by Tci. answering service reliable answering services 24/7 365 Let TC eyes reliable staff handle all of your phone calls in a professional manner. TCI answering service.com Head over there and check them out. And the owner of TCI is the mother of a 12 year old child with type one diabetes. So check them out. The podcast is also sponsored today by lower left side photography. Lower Left Side photography is located in central Iowa. But Jason bold travel around. He does wedding photography, and his work is just amazing. Lower left side.com Jason's son has type one diabetes. Alright, I'm gonna do two more but I don't know how I'm going to do this one. Looks like Shannon and her husband. Fun on the columbia.com it's in rural Washington, a small resort, kayaking tours, things like that. It looks lovely, but I don't I can't say the name of the town. scammer Oh, come on scam Okowa You gotta be kidding me. Skam Okay, Awa I'm assuming if you recognize that name, then you'll know where this is in Washington. And it's fun on the columbia.com beautiful photos. You go over to the website. You can take a tour of the place. Oh, it's really great. All right. I don't know how to say skim a coat. Alright, honestly. scam. Oh, co ah. Are you kidding me? Go check it out. Last one. Let's stick with this theme. Here. Oh, barn venue weddings in the Topeka is at Indiana. Yeah, to peaky Indiana called Lakeside occasions. at Lakeside. occasions.com. They have a website which I've just said. My husband and mother in law grew up on this farm. Our eight year old son was diagnosed in 2018. With no family history of T one D so check it out. Its lake side. Oh, this is pretty good. People have lovely. Look at this. Lakeside occasions.com I'm gonna give you the address. Is there a phone number? There's virtual tours here on the properties beautiful 260-585-3211 Topeka, Indiana, right i n is Indiana, isn't it? You'll figure it out. Let me get going on the episode. Hello friends, and welcome to episode 482 of the Juicebox Podcast guest who's on the show today.

Today on the podcast, I'm joined by Jenny Smith. Jenny of course, is from all the defining diabetes episodes and the pro Tip series. And she's here today to answer a question that I have based on watching people. I have a watching people question. I listened to a lot of people who use insulin. Some of them say this thing that doesn't make sense to me. And I want to ask Jenny her opinion. And while you're getting her opinion, please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan. Were becoming bold with insulin. You know, I'm wearing headphones and I can hear myself and my voice sounds amazing right now. Jennie holds a bachelor's degree in Human Nutrition and biology from the University of Wisconsin. She is a registered and licensed dietitian, a certified diabetes educator and a certified trainer on most makes and models of insulin pumps, and continuous glucose monitors. And she just celebrated her 33rd anniversary.

The T one D exchange needs 6000 people to join the registry. And I have to keep saying this to you until you do it. So that he 1d Exchange is looking for T one D adults and T one D caregivers who are US residents. They want you to participate in a quick survey that can be completed in just a few minutes from your phone or computer after you finish the questions. And they are very simple. I completed the survey in about seven minutes. You may be contacted annually to update your information. And they may even ask you a couple more questions. But this is 100% Anonymous, it is completely HIPAA compliant. And it does not require you to ever visit a doctor or go to a remote site. See, this is interesting. This is a way for you in just a few minutes to help other people living with type one diabetes. past participants have helped bring increased coverage for test trips, Medicare coverage for CGM, and changes in the ADA guideline for pediatric a one sequels. These are important behind the scenes things that people with type one diabetes need, and you have a unique opportunity to help them. These are not deep probing personal questions. They're pretty simple, basic surface diabetes stuff, but they just need the data. Help them at T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. And at the very least, if 6000 of you go right now, by not to say this again. Do it for me. I'm kidding. Do it for the other people living with type one diabetes. But I mean, if you want to think of me while you're doing it, it's fine. This topic, absolutely mesmerizes me I because I can't make sense of it. And I know I can't make sense of it. Because I don't have diabetes. I know this is one of those things that I can't wrap my head around because of it. And it comes mostly from adults. Although I've seen parents lean into it a little bit too. And I'm I really want to kind of dig into this with you. Why do some people think that there's an amount of insulin that's too much insulin to use? And that they're actually embarrassed if they use that amount? Or feel like they're failing? Where does that thought come from?

Jennifer Smith, CDE 8:24
It's a good question. First off, I would think that it probably starts with some like, sort of off the cuff kind of comment from a doctor. Not that the doctor is really implying what the person takes out of it. Like doses of insulin usually go along with each other, you're not going to have a Basal rate of point two, and have an insulin sensitivity factor of 20, which is unbelievably aggressive, right? I mean, that's not going to typically happened. So in terms of like evenness of insulin distribution, they may have heard the doctor say, well, you're on a lot of insulin. So your ratios should be such and such, right? So it may initially come from something like that. But, you know, they even might compare them selves to another person with diabetes, who they maybe they work out together, or maybe they are close enough friends that they're just comparing things. And they say, Well, gosh, you know, I eat really well or I follow this type of exercise pattern. And gosh, it looks like I use like twice as much insulin as you and you're like a couch potato, whatever, you know,

Scott Benner 9:39
the closest I can come up with listening to people and I really mean that this isn't from one or two people. This is over the years. I hear this constantly. Like I'm a bad diabetic. I use too much insulin. I've heard those words come out of like grown people's mouths and it's Sometimes it feels like, it's I don't know if this is gonna sound crazy, but sometimes it feels like it's impacting them almost like an eating disorder, but it's like it's like disordered insulin use it feels like, and no matter how many times I talk to them, and I'm like, Hey, you just need what you need, or your body has a need meet the need, whatever I ended up saying to them. It doesn't feel like it's enough. Like, it feels like it's psychological. And you know what I mean? Like it really, and it's sad, too.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 10:28
I think some of it too, probably comes from those who are trying to manage weight. Because if you know really, what insulin is, it's a storage hormone, right? Its job is to move food from one place your bloodstream into a place to either get used or it gets stored. So, you know, if, if that's the fact then a lot of people also don't see what does insulin do, if you don't have diabetes, if it's really still being made from my pancreas, its job is still the same thing. So in terms of weight management, you may find that, well, gosh, I use an awful lot of insulin, if I was just using less insulin, maybe my body wouldn't pack away as many calories. And thus, you know, my insulin use would go down. And I also wouldn't be, you know, heavier than I maybe want to be. And it certainly brings into the discussion, kind of the whole, the whole things like eating disorders within the realm of diabetes, specifically, yeah.

Scott Benner 11:28
So I get the idea. But I've seen it a side of people who are concerned about their eating, like like this, you know, like, if somebody comes to me recently, and wouldn't use their name, but I don't think they'd mind being an example here. So they come in, and they're like, hey, you know, lately, my, you know, my blood sugars have been going up, right? Like my, my resting blood sugars are more like 170 that used to be more like 100. And showed me the graph, and I look at it pretty hard. And I'm like, it just feels like you need more basil here. And you know, like, then we could look at the meals. And, well, that's a lot of insulin, the person said, I don't usually use that much insulin. And I was like, Is there a problem with that? And the person said, it's embarrassing, but couldn't tell me why it's embarrassing that I'm using more insulin. And I,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 12:23
I guess, I would feel like maybe it's the thought that they're not managing well enough. So they need more insulin to compensate for their lack of management, which shouldn't be, right. Be the piece of like thought,

Scott Benner 12:38
that's how it feels to me too, that somehow, if I'm using more insulin, I'm doing something wrong. I didn't even see it connected to eating in this person's example. Although it's funny, because when it is connected to eating, it's the last thing people see, when you know, like, I'm using more insulin because I'm taking in more carbs. Insulin makes me gain weight. Although insulin didn't make you gain weight, the calories made you gain weight, the insulin was helping you keep your blood sugar down, they conflate the two somehow, right? You know, they mean, and then it gets but they're tortured by it. Yeah, like really, really. And I didn't know if you would talk to anybody that this would come up for or if you felt personally,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 13:18
I would say that more. I mean, at least once a week, I have somebody both young and old, meaning both parents of kids with diabetes, as well as adults managing their own diabetes. I I'd say you know, their, their typical question is, well, what does somebody else this age use? Is this the right amount of insulin? For me? Am I supposed to be on I guess, this much insulin? Or, you know, is this too little insulin? I mean, that's kind of the opposite with some kids or whatever. But it's always a question of, shouldn't it be specific to like, my age, or where I am in life or whatnot. And really, there's a physiologic personal physiologic need for insulin for everybody. And good, good point is that I've got a really good friend who is, she's tiny, she's like three inches, and I'm not tall, I'm only five, three, and she's like three inches shorter than me and probably weighs 10 or 15 pounds less than me and she uses more insulin than me. And she's single and more active than I am. So, you know, from that standpoint, it kind of gives you a visual that the right amount of insulin for you is the right amount of insulin for you, as long as it's keeping your glucose where you want it to be. Is it in the target that you're aiming for? And in the case of the person that you talk to, you know, their needs had gone up? Why? I don't know some variable in the picture that was new and causing something to happen but they just need more. And sometimes it's figuring out well is the more going to stick like, Is there is there or body reason like is thyroid? Is there something going on that's causing the need for more? And will it be short lived? While this other thing is going to be taken care of and managed and gotten into control as well. But overall, you know, it is? It's a good question. I know the other piece of that too much insulin, sometimes also comes from people who have sort of been scarred by really like, low blood sugars, in the aftermath of what they deemed was a big amount of insulin for a meal. Yeah. Right. They're very weary of gosh, I mean, I've worked with a number of adults who won't take more than like two or three units of insulin at a given time, no matter what, no matter what. And so, you know, then it becomes well, okay, well, what's your ratio covering then? Because you can only eat this much at a time. The way that it works.

Scott Benner 15:59
So you see people who spread like little meals out throughout the day. No kidding. Jenny is nodding at me knowingly Okay, so so that they won't have to take too much. That's what? So you said, I haven't ever thought but I want to go back to something you said. The comparison to others, is huge. And I always thought of it as looking for the answer through somebody else. But when you brought it up, I thought maybe there is just a comparison in their head, like, I don't want to do more or less than other people do. Like maybe there's a real human failing in this, it has nothing to do with diabetes, that like comparison thing.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 16:36
Right? And I would, I would say that that's, especially with the teens that I talked to the teens themselves are not really so concerned, it's more the parents that are concerned. He's using so much insulin, I remember when he was diagnosed, he was six, and he was on this tiny, tiny amount of insulin. Now he's got like, you know, Basal rates that are like 1.9 units an hour. And I'm like, well, he's a TI and he's growing. And he needs a lot more insulin. I mean, so comparison wise, you do have to look at time of life. But even with, you know, this tea, and let's say, compared to his friend, his needs may be very different. His friend might be getting along just fine on point nine units of basil an hour versus his 1.9. So

Scott Benner 17:23
yeah, yeah, I get that. It's interesting, too, because I think my brain I know yours does my brain kind of slips into that like slicked back, go macro, look at the whole picture. See, like, you were like maybe your thyroids out of whack or like, I don't think mostly people think about stuff like that. Right, and the impacts of other things on your blood sugar, the one that you just brought up now, which I'm always fascinated by is you'll get a note from somebody who says, I don't understand my kids had diabetes for two years. You know, all of a sudden, his blood sugars are high all the time. And my first question is, have they gained weight in the last like, three months? Oh, yeah, he's put on like, 10 pounds, it's like, well, you know, a gallon of gas moves a car that weighs 1000 pounds this far, it moves, it moves a car that weighs 1010 pounds, a little less, you know, like that. And, but they don't see that a lot. Everyone's so locked in on making a number. Be right, and, and holding on to some hope that it's just going to be like that forever. maybe that has something to do with this as well, I have no idea. I know, all I can tell you is that when I hear adults say it, there is sadness in their voice. And they feel like they failed somehow. And the other thing that, that I hear, too, that I want to know if you've heard and wondered where it comes from, if you know, is the idea that you can use too much insulin, and it's not healthy for you. Not that it will make your blood sugar low. But using too much. It's almost like giving me the person who's like, has pain and you say, take an Advil and I go, I don't want to put medication in me. Like and you go all right, right on, you know, I it feels like that a little bit like they're almost I don't want to say irritated but they're disappointed that they have to take insulin law. And somehow by using less of it, it's going to be healthier for them. When that's of course, the opposite. But do you know what I mean by that?

Jennifer Smith, CDE 19:21
I do and, you know, in terms of too much insulin, if you need a certain amount of insulin, you need it. I mean, that's the base fact. Right? But getting into the fact of where I remember years ago, even before I was I was working clinically. And I started a young girl teens on a pump. And prior to the training, we always go through like what's your insulin dosing, so I could figure out like the strategy for the pump settings, right? When she was telling me her doses and I was like, you're gonna be going through a reservoir a day. Like I'm serious that How much insulin this this team girl was using. And I was like, We need better insulin. Use you 100. At that point, I mean, you 500 was on the market. But it was not at all something that was typically used an insulin pump, we had to actually go about like getting a doctor's order to use it off label in her pump, in order for her to actually get enough insulin. But at that point, there, there are other reasons. And in that significant insulin resistance, then, if you're not a growing teen, or a growing child, or maybe you know, woman going through pregnancy, or some other type of like body, like health issue that might be impacting, yes, there are certain doses of insulin that typically you will need for your own body. But if you have all of a sudden, like climbed in need, for some reason, that's a reason to get a check in with your doctor to see if something else is going on. But then thankfully, there are, there are other meds on the market now that, you know, they're starting to be used. Thankfully, in type one, they started out mainly as type two because insulin resistance is a hallmark of type two specifically. But it's kind of becoming more visible now in the type one community. And so some of those meds that help with resistance, can actually help you get back to a more normal need for your own body of insulin. Because yes, exorbitant doses of insulin. At some point, you know, as I think we've talked before, like large depot's of insulin under the skin take a longer time to disperse and get absorbed. So while that active insulin time of let's call it three to five hours, or whatever, from a single one shot dose of insulin, if you've got two units, probably over the course of that time, you're going to see its action, the way that it was meant to be, if you've got a dose, that's like 30 units in a shot. That's a huge amount of insulin to get dispersed. So in terms of decreasing resistance, especially if it's climbed for you, you may want to explore the other medications that are on the market that are very helpful for that.

Scott Benner 22:27
Well, as as we're sitting here talking, I do think that there's this one aspect that's, that's kind of creeping into my mind and making sense to me that I've just never thought of, which is, if my insulin needs are going up, I know I'm eating more food or eating less healthy foods maybe? And possibly it could it could, that could be I shouldn't said I should I know that could be one of the reasons like say, say for a person, that is the reason instead of wanting to face head on the idea that I'm eating in a way that I'm not thrilled about. I focus on Oh, I don't want to take so much insulin. And then like you said, you have a higher blood sugar, which then keeps your body weight down. hurting you in other ways, right? Correct. I'm trying to like put myself in someone's shoes there. You don't I mean, that whole like,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 23:26
it's a difficult it's, it's it is it's very difficult. And I think even in this past year, was so much change to people's schedules. And I mean, even the people have worked within like cities where they were used to doing their their commute and getting on a train and walking and walking to the office and like that disappeared. And that might have been like 5000 of their 10,000 necessary steps in a day out of the picture. And now you're just getting up in the morning sitting at your desk and look at that you gain some weight and hey, you're going to probably need more insulin. In that time period,

Scott Benner 24:02
I would imagine plus the activity itself. Put your insulin requirement down. Yes. So now there's maybe you're going to gain weight because you're not moving as much and you're off as much. Yeah, blood sugar. Yeah. Well, that all makes a lot of sense. Like I it didn't not make sense to me. It's just that uh, it's happened so many times and people seem so sad when they say it. And I just wanted to really, like have a conversation and try to understand it because I really, I'm at a loss because I just come at it from like a clinical way but when they said I'm like wait, just put more in, you know, or exercise more, eat a little less or like these your options. It's that one specific sentence that I need more insulin, I don't want to use that much insulin or insulin is not good. Too much. Insulin is not good for you. I always expect they're gonna say because I don't want to get low. I don't want to have a ton of insulin in me. But that's not always the concern.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 24:58
It's just the actual Oh, that's the concern. Yes, the number,

Scott Benner 25:02
it's the number that messes them up. It's got nothing to do with anything out like if you, if you, I don't know, let's say I put you in charge of the world, and you decided that a unit of insulin was actually equivalent to two units of insulin. So we started calling to units one unit, then they'd be okay with it, then they'd be like, Oh, I'm only using three. Right? Right. But do you tell them it's six? And they're like, oh, it's still it's still like in I'm putting my fingers on. But it's still this much insulin in the syringes this much in a little tube. But if the number was different, they'd be okay with it. And that's got to be psychological. Right? Yeah,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 25:43
a lot. And I think it kind of goes back to what you brought up initially, is just that, that feeling of I need so much, I must be doing something wrong. Like the feeling of just you're like beating yourself up. Because why else would I need this much insulin? And that that's not normal? Why should I have to take 50 units every single day? Should I be more on like 20 units a day. I mean, from a standpoint of like, overall weight management, sure, doses of insulin can make a difference. But there are other lifestyle pieces that go into that. It's not just the management of the dose of the insulin.

Scott Benner 26:26
So the way we do it here is is interesting, like are no go through swings of you know, there'll be a day or two where suddenly there's just like, way more carbs than usual. And you don't notice it when it's happening. But then you do notice that if you're especially if you're on an on the pot or something with a cartridge in it when you're like, oh, I have to change my pump sooner than I thought I was going to. And yes, and so she used to be like, Why are we changing it now? And I was like, it's empty. And then you know, and she goes, Oh, why? And I was like, Why do you think she goes, Oh, I got nachos at Moe's yesterday. And I and I had a milkshake today. And I was like, That is why so you know, in a very, like, simple way. It helps her go. Alright, maybe I'm, maybe I'm carb crazy right now I don't realize that I'll pay a little more attention to it. I see it as a kind of a, it doesn't well, because it doesn't impact her adversely. In her mind. I see it as a positive thing. Because she she can kind of see like, oh, you know, pay attention to look what's happening to me. But anyway, okay. I appreciate you talking about this with me. Yes, I really did not meaningfully understand. And I think this helped a little bit. And I want people like, let me ask you this, though. If there aren't outside influences. In general, you're comfortable saying more insulin is not unhealthy for people.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 27:48
As long as it's managing their blood sugar, and everything is in target and they have no other health concerns, then the dose that they're taking, is obviously working to help them maintain control. Yes.

Scott Benner 28:02
So when I say meet the need on the podcast, that's what I mean. I just mean there's an amount of insulin you need. Use it. Use it. Yeah. Okay. Thank you.

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