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The Juicebox Podcast is from the writer of the popular diabetes parenting blog Arden's Day and the award winning parenting memoir, 'Life Is Short, Laundry Is Eternal: Confessions of a Stay-At-Home Dad'. Hosted by Scott Benner, the show features intimate conversations of living and parenting with type I diabetes.

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#312 Fox in the Loop House - part I

Scott Benner

Kenny Fox talks Loop Management

Kenny and Scott talk about DIY Loop and type 1 diabetes. part 1 of 2

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello, everybody, welcome to Episode 312 of the Juicebox Podcast. Today's show is part one of a two parter with Kenny Fox. Now Kenny's name might not ring in your head like, oh, Kenny Fox says that like Brad Pitt, but for diabetes? Well, no. But what Kenny is, is the data of a little girl who has type one diabetes, who really dug in to the DIY loop. And he understands it in a way that I find it inspirational. Now, Kenny and I are going to walk step by step through every setting in the loop, talk about it and kind of a big picture way. If you're not into a do it yourself algorithm for insulin pumping, I get that you don't need to be I'm not telling you to be. What I am saying is listen to the episode anyway. Because it's just another way of thinking about how insulin works. This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is sponsored by Dexcom. The Contour Next One blood glucose meter, and touched by type one, you can always go to touch by type one.org Contour Next one.com or dexcom.com, forward slash juicebox. To find out more about the advertisers. There'll be a little more about them later in the show. But for now, I think we should get to it. We're going to start right at the top by saying nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, please consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan, or becoming bold with insulin. And today. Also remember that what we're talking about is an algorithm that Kenny and I downloaded from the internet. It doesn't belong to a company, you just completely do it yourself. It has not passed through the FDA. So understand that while we're talking. Now that aside, using the algorithm. And watching the data come back from it and seeing how it reacts will absolutely supercharge your understanding of how insulin is working in your body. I'm telling you to watch a an app a computer algorithm decide about insulin. It just elevates your understanding. At least it did for me. It's taken me a while to figure looping out and I'm probably not all the way there. But I'm getting closer. And I'm going to keep having these conversations with people who are ahead of me until we're all at the same level together. Luckily, I found Kenny and Kenny understands looping. And that's why this episode is called Fox in the loop house. Part One.

Kenny Fox 2:50
My name is Kenny and I am into computers and technology and helping people. My daughter Tessa was diagnosed with Type One Diabetes last year, about a year ago. I have four kids ages 865 and two and Tessa is the number two child she is six years old. Okay,

Scott Benner 3:11
that's a six. She's had type one for a year when she's diagnosed, how soon until you discover there's a do it yourself algorithm that helps insulin pumps talk to glucose monitors.

Kenny Fox 3:27
Well, it was kind of in the emergency room. So is when we went in for diagnosis. I spent a couple hours here there about four hours I spent the first part of it just googling and trying to figure out what diabetes was if there's any kind of cure what would work. Then I quickly realized there was no option there. So then started searching for diabetes technology and kind of found Dexcom found your podcast has mentioned somewhere in there I vaguely remember. And then I found looping and Katie's post about fine tuning settings. And that sort of oriented me to what the mechanics kind of involved might be with insulin and the body and Bazell testing and all that kind of stuff. How long after

Scott Benner 4:15
test this diagnosis? Did you end up with a CGM and a pump?

Kenny Fox 4:21
We got one, about three weeks into diagnosis probably would have been another week earlier if I had just said Yes, right away. But instead I was like, Well, how much does it cost? And you can never find out those answers until you just say well give me the prescription and we'll see how much the bill is. So yeah, I've only just just just put it on there. And then I'll, when they call me and tell him how much it is we'll figure it out. But by the time I got the call back to tell me how much it was and all that I started listening to your podcast and it was like, Well, obviously I'm doing this so just send it to me. So yeah, so we got that about three weeks in. We started pumping about six months. in I think it was like June ish to the month of June pumping with an omni pod. I think we were probably only the first few people to ask for an omni pod with our particular Kaiser, Southern California. Group and then I was just waiting for the right link because only reason we didn't start looping right away. So I got it later on July 3, I think I started and we started looping.

Scott Benner 5:22
So tell me, you said you think you're one of the only ones you mean, like in the practice, a lot of people didn't use on the pods.

Kenny Fox 5:27
Yeah, it wasn't typically approved pump get this extra exception process to go through and actually talk to Syrah and she she's the one that I think really pushed it to finally make it like they had a known process for how to get an omni pod very easily. I just asked for rather than having to fill out a bunch of extra paperwork or something.

Scott Benner 5:45
So it was an insurance thing more than

Kenny Fox 5:47
Yeah, yeah. And then our endo are. We see the nurse practitioner most of the time, she's like, wide just haven't really helped a lot of people with the Omni pod. So it's kind of up to you. Okay.

Scott Benner 5:58
We're not gonna help you. Little did you know, back then they weren't gonna help you anyway, you were just

Kenny Fox 6:01
Yeah, right.

Scott Benner 6:04
So, okay, so you're pumping chest for a month, and then you get your Reilly link, and you're off to the races with loop. How long ago was that?

Kenny Fox 6:15
Um, yeah, so it was July and it's March now.

Scott Benner 6:20
So hold on August, September, October, November, December, January, February, March, that you're saying?

Kenny Fox 6:26
Yeah, the infamous got math.

Scott Benner 6:28
All right. Gosh, it's so easy. If you have enough fingers. It's very simple. So So eight months, so you've been doing it less time than I have? Is that right? Yeah, yeah. Ah, but you're way better at it than I am, aren't you?

Kenny Fox 6:40
I don't know. Probably. Yeah.

Scott Benner 6:42
Oh, look at you. Right. That's nice. I'm so accustomed to discussing things with women. And they're, they're much more demure. Kenny like you were really like, Yeah, probably am, buddy. But, but but ladies are always sort of like, I don't know, like, it's, um, there's a whole research on that, that we're not going to get into now. But anyway, women, they say you should stick up for yourselves at your jobs more because men will stick up for themselves, even if they don't believe in themselves, even if we're wrong, right. Whereas women who do believe in themselves sometimes won't. So stick up for yourself, just like Kenny did. Now let's find out if he can back it up. To Kenny, you and I have messaged a number of times, which I feel like is a bit of an understatement. More than more than a number of times. Have we actually spoken voice to voice once?

Kenny Fox 7:27
We did once when you were heading out to a conference, I want to make sure our didn't.

Scott Benner 7:31
Yes,

Kenny Fox 7:32
leave setup was all solid. Alright, so Okay.

Scott Benner 7:35
So here's what so has your path gone through the same iterations of this software that mine has pretty much right?

Kenny Fox 7:42
Yeah, yeah. Okay. All right. So,

Scott Benner 7:45
up until now, you've heard on the podcast, Katie came on, she described what looping was, I think I had a conversation with Jenny, somewhere along the way, I've had a meltdown conversation with somebody where I was like, I don't know what I'm doing. Now, please keep in mind for everyone listening, that I just can't record every day as I'm learning something. And I really, I do want to say this here. Because sometimes these episodes get listened to, you know, not in the order, I hope they get listened to. But when you began listening to this podcast five years ago, if you did, I already had a plan in place. Like I started, you know, the podcast, when I already solidly knew what I was doing. When we decided to try any kind of, you know, an algorithm based loop. I didn't know what I was doing. And so I've been learning it. And you guys have been really cool about it. Because in the beginning, when I said, we're gonna try this loop thing, people just inundated me with, like, explained to me how to do it. I was like, I don't know how to do it. I can't explain to you, I, what I found was they were accustomed to me knowing the answer. And I was accustomed to knowing the answer sometimes, or most of the times as well. And so I've been purposefully spreading out these episodes, to give me time to learn in between them so that I'm not saying I don't know, for two years, you know what I mean? And then suddenly, no, one day, so it's a weird thing. It's not exactly a documentary of us figuring out Luke that you're listening to but so I'm a little further along. Now. I'd actually say I'm a lot more further along now than I was in the last episode, which, while you would have heard it a few weeks ago, if you're listening now, in you know, March, it was recorded six months before that. So I'm a little ahead of last time any of you heard me talk about it? I'm going to start by saying that when the Omni pod horizon comes out, we're going to try it. If I don't like the on the hot, the on the pot horizon algorithm, I'm going to try the tide pool algorithm when it comes out. And I'm going to, I'm going to devour all of it. Because this Do It Yourself experience has cemented in my mind that an algorithm based pump matched with a Dexcom transmitter and glucose monitor sensor is it's better at enough than I was with less work and the things it's not good at. I'm learning how to stop it from not being good at that. Do you feel more comfortable than that? If you describe how you use it, how do you how do you feel about it?

Kenny Fox 10:25
I think I think I would try some of the newer ones too. But I'm, I'm pretty comfortable with it as it is, it's probably has some pros beyond what we were doing. Before that we had actually better numbers, I guess, on shots, and maybe even a little bit on the PDM. Then when we started doing loop, but what kind of the goal was to make this a little bit less mentally taxing, but also allow me to let her go to school and be with grandma and grandpa or whoever, without worrying as much. So that's helped a lot to you. But then what I didn't expect the reason why I would stick with some kind of system. But why I really like loop other than the obvious like I can see everything that's happening in real time, which no other system at the moment has through nightscout. That's a big deal and watching how school goes, especially because she's only six. It's also like the overrides the things that allow us to manage and make Sick Day management easier when you really have sick days that we'd like with higher beegees until after we started loop. And our settings are fairly dialed in by the time sickness showed up this winter fall and just using the overrides intelligently, as made our sick days look a lot like our regular days, probably like 90% of the time. So to me just a lot easier. So I wouldn't, I would want a system that would do that. But I could, knowing what I know now I could probably use any system and kind of mess with profiles and things of that nature to get a similar effect. Yeah,

Scott Benner 11:57
I'm starting to feel that way through. Let's let me clear up a couple things just to be sure. Is your daughter still honeymooning?

Kenny Fox 12:03
No. So we had honeymooning on and off for probably after the three or four months, and I and I kind of found a little pattern with that, too. Like whenever honeymooning was happening, it would sort of pull her blood sugar down, but you'd mostly notice it. When she was eating, she'd just fall immediately. And he like another hundred grams of carbs just to bring her up very slowly. And I think I read an article somewhere that was talking about how the body's like neutral state is 72, sort of like where you wouldn't see any insulin or glucagon in the bloodstream. And so after I read that the next time she had a big honeymoon spell lasted almost a week, where she was just on her basal insulin, but no, nothing no Bolus thing unless something out of control was, she would just fall rapidly and then level out right around those 17 depending on how accurate the sensor was at the time. And if I just didn't treat it and just waited, she would like level out and hang out down there. She'd do it at night, you know, my alarms would be going off because she'd be showing 6869 like a blood test. And she's in the 70s I just finally had to turn my alarm down to like 65 or something after I knew the sensor was accurate. And she just cruise down there all night. And if I tried to give her honey or something to treat, she just come right back down within 1520 minutes. So we had a few honeymoon periods. And I haven't seen any for a good six months or so. It's interesting. So you saw stability to lower number during the honeymoon. And if you tried to put in carbs, you think her body was pushing it back down again? Yeah, because we had we had bazel locked in probably a week after we had probably less than a week after we had the Dexcom. We were close. So we had to back off just a hair on the lantis. But and we're having pretty stable nights. But yeah, the what I so I just trusted that the bezel was right. And if I just like waited, as after I read this article, it just Yeah, she just cruised kind of flat around the 70s it was pretty amazing to watch because you could see like a minus 15 or 10 point drops, and all of a sudden she just stopped and stay there. So it was it was pretty, a little scary at first but but once I saw it, we just wrote that whole week out like that I'd let her come down and didn't panic until she hit 60 or something like that.

Scott Benner 14:11
Nice. Arden had an illness recently that was one of those that you couldn't really see on her. You know what I mean? Like there was no huge change in how she was or how she felt or anything like that. But her blood sugar's were lower constantly for like two weeks like she didn't need the we went through about four or five days where bolusing for food was like a crapshoot, like do Is she gonna need this, how much of it like that kind of thing. And then she, you know, whatever was going on, it stopped and we're back in it. But more importantly to our conversation here. An experience just yesterday that I'm going to start by telling you about and then if it's up if it's okay with you, I'd like to walk through the settings of the loop loop algorithm and talk about each one of the settings with you and how you think about them. Sure. Cool. So the thing that happened yeah. Yesterday right? So Arden poor Arden Arden had her period. This whole this whole podcast. She's gonna listen back. Like, are you kidding me? Arden has her period right? And it got a little heavy. And so I over the weekend. Now I flew Friday morning to Atlanta to give a talk. Which by the way went great and thank you Atlanta. That was really wonderful. I got to meet Jenny in person for the very first time. And got down there Friday. Went to bed, got up, get my talk came home. Get up Sunday morning. My wife and I are going to drive two and a half hours to see my son play in his second start as a college baseball player. Now, excuse me his third start that we were going that that we were going to see it for the second time because Saturday I didn't go I was obviously in Atlanta and he was playing in Washington. So while I was speaking to a large group of people, my son got his first ever collegiate hit playing baseball, which was really interesting because my wife texted me something. I think it had a curse in it too. So I can't read it to you. But he got a double for his first hit. I read it and then got a little like weepy in front of people. for a split second, I had to pull myself down, which is very interesting. Anyway, I, you know, I finished my talk up, I got on a train, I get to the airport, I come home, I walk into my house at 10 o'clock at night, and my wife and I are going to get up at seven in the morning to drive two and a half hours to a different baseball field to see him play. But Arden's not feeling well, because of her period, she's tired, and she doesn't want to come. So luckily, there was no weirdness going on with her blood sugar's like there had been prior weeks, it's been incredibly steady. And I set an override and a temporary target. And I set that out, like for forever thinking that way she could sleep as long as she wanted. And you know, least nothing there would shut off or go back to the you know, normal settings. And I figured she'll get up later in the morning and she'll know, she'll text me and I'll tell her what to shut off and she'll be fine. And she'll go about her day and she's gonna do homework and hang out around the house. So this is damn near embarrassing, and hopefully she'll hear this years later and actually be a little embarrassed by it. But at 430 in the afternoon yesterday, Arden sent me a text and said, I'm up. Like what? So turns out she was sick to her stomach the night before and didn't go to bed till like three in the morning. And still she slept over 12 hours, which is insane. But, you know, at least it's a little better than had she gone to bed at 11 and slept till four. But No kidding. I am going to pull this up. I scraped because I had been watching the entire time I was going I want everyone to keep in mind. There were telephones in Arden's room that I could have bled to wake her up. I could have sent you know, Find My iPhone to wake her up. My neighbor knew Arden was by herself here, you know, like we didn't just like abandon her in her bed, like kind of a thing. You know, both sides of my house are being watched by my different neighbors. But I am going to admit I didn't think she'd sleep till 430. But I am looking at this graph. 24 hours I left the house and her blood sugar was

Unknown Speaker 18:17
at

Scott Benner 18:18
and it never went over 110 it never went under at the entire time. She slept from 8am till 430. And I'm going to tell you right now, Kenny, I used to be really good. And I still am really good at using insulin with a pump and a CGM. But I could not have done that.

Kenny Fox 18:37
That's pretty, it's pretty unreal. I wish my kids would sleep 12 hours and keep their blood sugar in range

Scott Benner 18:41
just to leave you alone. Right. But I could not have accomplished that. Without that algorithm. There's no way she would have had to gotten up. I mean, not that that would have been the biggest thing in the world. But my point is, is that that she could not have slept, but ended up honestly being eight hours with us not in the house without any intervention whatsoever. And that's the loop. That's what me understanding the loop is what made that happen.

Kenny Fox 19:05
What kind of override Did you set a higher or lower one?

Scott Benner 19:08
Lower, I took insulin away. So her so Arden's daytime settings are more aggressive than her overnight settings, mainly her basal rate, and her insulin sensitivities are stronger during the day than they are overnight.

Kenny Fox 19:25
School and weekends are just

Scott Benner 19:27
Well, this weekend. It's just for school. And excuse me school and weekends while she's awake. The problem is during the weekend if she sleeps in her daytime settings that begin at like 7am are viciously too aggressive for her to be asleep with. Gotcha. Alright, so inside of the settings of the loop, and for clarity, we're using the Omni pod with the Dexcom gs six you are as well. Yes. Okay. There are there's a setting for correction range, suspend threshold bazel rates, delivery limits. Insulin model dosing strategy carb ratios, insulin sensitivity. And Kenny and I are going to go through all of them now. Exciting. Yeah, I it is actually kind of exciting because I think you know way more about this than I do because your brain works more technically than mine does. But I'm hoping I'm hoping for today you're going to be the technical side. And I'm going to be the, the blue collar side, you're basically Jenny for this looping episode. Okay. Okay. So let's just start at the top correction range. When I got loop initially, what was told to me was, you know, this is the bottom and the top of, you know, like it, it was, it was explained to me as target. So, you know, I'm shooting for between 80 and 100, for example, or from between 90 and three, I don't care if it was a target range. But as time passed, and as people came onto the podcast and spoke with me and I met people privately, I began to think of correction range as when the when I want the insulin to turn on and turn off, its its aggressiveness, its corrections. Somehow, that tiny difference in language was a big deal for me, because I wanted Arden's blood sugar to be no lower than 70. And no higher than 95. Like That was my you know, like, that was my pie in the sky hope, right? But it didn't work that way. And I'm going to tell you what I ended up changing it to, but tell me what yours is and how you think about it.

Kenny Fox 21:37
It's, it's still like a target, but it's where it's where the blood sugar should land after the time insulins all done. So when it expires, when the insulin action time is over. So that's the unfortunate part about that is it's doesn't, doesn't try to keep you in a range at the moment, it's more concerned about where you're going to end up. And that's a little frustrating, I think, for, you know, probably juicebox folks, like when we were on shots, we would her carb ratio, I use Tesla's carb ratio stronger than probably what it needed to be because a carb ratio, strictly speaking, is you start at one number you eat, and then you end up at the same number eventually, which would be when insulins done, you know, a long time in the future. But I'm not happy with the spiked comes with that even with a proper Pre-Bolus. So we always dosed a little bit heavy, knowing that she'd probably be eating in three, three and a half hours, no big deal. And so that's, we were always thinking in blocks of more like, three or four hours, not five or six hours, which is how long loop says, at the instant. And the last. So having a target way out there six hours is, can be a little tricky. So I still use the target country correction range as where I want her to end up because that's, like, overnight, that's really applies. But you have to get used to reading the prediction line, and then figuring out how to tell loop everything that you know, so that where you end up even in the middle of that is sort of where you want to be and still try to shoot for a landing. That makes sense.

Scott Benner 23:09
So this is super interesting, because I'm gonna learn something here from you for sure. Because I've come to ignore, ignore the prediction line completely. I act like it's not there. And it's telling me nothing, but you're getting a lot out of it. So this is this is gonna be terrific.

Kenny Fox 23:23
Yeah, I had to get a lot out of it. But eventually, I figured I couldn't have the same experience that you and I were both dealing with when we started which is sort of yelling at loop and fighting with it. So I did figure out how I could tell loop what I knew. So that prediction on looked reasonable that I mostly agreed with it. And if I didn't agree with it, then I needed to figure out why. Either I didn't agree with it, and why loop thought otherwise. And eventually, some of those things, you know, mostly if it's around food, once you get most of settings close. It sort of helps me figure out how do I change things in the moment when things aren't working the way I want to, to get that line to look right and not not be too wrong.

Scott Benner 24:02
While I was in Atlanta, I was talking through something with with Kelly Arden just came through a she's a lower number. She was like 65 as they were going to food. And so putting in, you know, the the carbs, the accurate carbs. This thing didn't want to give her insulin right away. Oh, yeah. Right. So I told Kelly, like, just you know, we're gonna, you're just gonna manually bolus enough insulin now. And you know, so there's at least a Pre-Bolus going on, then come back around and check the pending insulin in a little while she starts going up and then you can put the rest in. But I used the sentence. The Loop thinks, and that's where Kelly was. Wait, what? Yeah, I said so. So I said, there's what you know is going to happen from your history with insulin. But at the moment, the loop doesn't know that. It's not, you know, it's not a it's not a living, breathing thing. It's an algorithm. And it's taking these settings, and it's taking what you've told it. And it's saying, based on what my settings aren't what you said, you just took in as carbs. This is what's going to happen. You don't need this insulin right now. But, you know, differently, you know, you know, something it doesn't know. But this is what loop thinks. And I was like, now here's how to tell it something to make it think what's true, instead of what it thinks.

Kenny Fox 25:26
Yeah, exactly. Meant to think like that.

Scott Benner 25:29
It's so funny, because you said, Yeah, exactly. And my wife was like, this thing is bullshit. What? So we two different conversations. And I said, No, no, I swear to you, I'm being as clear as I can be about this right now. This is as clearly as I know how to speak about it right now. So so. So for clarity, where do you have your correction set for your daughter,

Kenny Fox 25:53
usually around 85 to 100, during the day, overnight, 80 to 90, I think right now, I just changed it to 8585. Since we're on the United spoken about this route using the feature testing branch for call automatic bolusing. And that helps keeps us I can give her like a single number target and sort of try to shoot for 85 overnight, for example. And it does a pretty good job. But she has such low basal rates we can get into later. But with a traditional loop, but the bazel modulation, it just doesn't, it's too slow to act, because her basal rates are so slow, so low that it would take you know, 2030 minutes to give her a little tick of insulin from the Omni pod over over 20 or 30 minutes that it's I prefer the auto bullets like Oh, she needs it. She needs it now. So I couldn't give it to her. So I can, I've now changed it from a range of, you know, 1520 points to five points or so

Scott Benner 26:49
yeah, so Arden's right now is set it at seven to 95 during the day. And that started with me just like going alright, I, when I have it at 85, she gets a little low, sometimes I make it at six, she's getting a little low last time, let me make it at seven, then I'm starting to like feel like I'm fine tuning it. But I believe that after this conversation with you, I'm going to decide that there's a different setting I should be looking at instead of this correction range, but but we'll get to that. So. So for clarity, if you set your range at whatever, you set it at 90 and 150, you think I want to live between 90 and 150. That's not how this thing is thinking this thing is thinking that often the future based on everything that's going on right now, eventually, I want to keep you from going under 90. And it could be talking about hours from now is that right?

Kenny Fox 27:43
It might even be not even under 90, but it might usually what happens after you've done your initial bowl. So usually when you set up carbs, it initially tries to say, okay, you want to end up at the bottom to the middle or the bottom of that range you've set when it's choosing how much insulin to give you. But once you're past that, it's mostly shooting for either the middle or the top of that range. So if he's at 90 to 150, and you end up at like 180, it's really only a target to bring you down by the time the insulins done kind of around 151 3140, probably in that range. So if you prefer to be more like a 100, but you use 150 as your top range, you're more likely going to be sitting especially overnight, let's say around that upper line. So if you were to enter, it's a prediction or to enter into that range, it's not going to take any action, it's like it's fine, as long as you're going to land somewhere in here. Now you don't 150 it's cool with that, if you're going to under 90, and it tries to back off, if you're going to get over 150, it thinks then it's going to add some more. But if you're gonna land anywhere in that range, it's not going to take a whole lot of action. So if you want help to get lower into the 110 100, somewhere in there, instead of 150 you should probably have your target market where you'd ideally like to be but balancing like you mentioned, the risk of kind of going low if you shoot too low.

Scott Benner 29:02
Well tell me why you wouldn't just make the correction range 85 and 85. My top and bottom goals are 85 and 85.

Kenny Fox 29:10
Why would Yeah. So normally, it's just the amount of like, back and forth the amount of work I guess Luke puts into it. So if it's if the correction if the prediction kind of moves up or down a couple points away from that line, it's going to try to do something so it's going to change the basal rate temporary basal rates using and what the Omni pod. This is the issue we both struggle with early on was every time that bazel rate changes every time Luke makes a change the timer that the Omnipod uses to start delivering on that rate sort of resets. So if you need a couple of you know, deliveries point 05 within a certain hour, let's say then that amount, how fast that's going to tick. That counter starts over every time it changes. So it's like hey, if you need five in an hour I'm going to spread it out

every 12 minutes, and then the loop changes

Scott Benner 30:05
the Yeah, easily again, and then it starts all over again. So you're never really getting as much of it through that model is through the Basal model,

Kenny Fox 30:13
not as quickly Yeah, so what will happen is if it changes again, so if you need like five in an hour, it'll do every 12 minutes or so, let me just start over as is okay, and 12 more minutes, I'm going to give you something more than in five minutes sleep makes a change again, then it's the counter starts over. And once that calculation for how often that happens was fixed, at least what would happen is in five more minutes, it'll probably pick an even higher rate. And if five more minutes, they'll pick an even higher rate. But for someone with a lower insulin need, whether your basal rates are higher or low, but you don't need very much, it may take three, four or five cycles before that first delivery is fast enough that it actually gets in there, if it keeps changing every five minutes. So if you pick a range, it's more like it's less likely to have to change, if you're going to land somewhere in the range you picked. It's like, Okay, I'm good, I'm just gonna stick with this one, for a little while, that's kind of most of the reason otherwise, it's more, I just don't care if I'm 100. Or if I'm at five, I'm fine with either, so then you would just leave it there.

Scott Benner 31:12
So we're gonna jump around in the settings a little bit like the next setting in the, you know, when you look at it would be suspend threshold. But yeah, I'm gonna skip over that for now. Because I think that what we're talking about leads into insulin model. And if you disagree, then obviously, I don't know what the hell I'm talking about,

Kenny Fox 31:28
well suspend, suspend is easy enough suspend is in that situation you gave with Kelly loop is really concerned with you not going low. So if 60 whatever it was below, your suspend, that's why it wasn't giving insulin, it doesn't care that if she doesn't have a Pre-Bolus, the prediction, you might even show she's gonna go to 200 loops, not worried about that, I just worried about the fact that she's currently low, so I shouldn't be giving more insulin, which is a little frustrating. So that's, that's really where suspend is, if any part of that prediction line is going to go below suspend, then you should probably, it's going to stop giving insulin so you want to make sure you're not seeing lines dropping that you don't agree with you don't think she's gonna this year she was gonna go low, then you probably need to fix some settings. Otherwise, that suspend threshold is gonna like banging your head against the wall. Why is it cutting insulin when it shouldn't be?

Scott Benner 32:19
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Kenny Fox 35:52
Yeah, so hopefully I don't get in trouble.

Scott Benner 35:57
First of all, this Kenny's not in any way related to the to the the looping, like the people writing these algorithms. You're just the person using it.

Kenny Fox 36:05
Right? I am. And I would love to meet the people that are Katie and Kate and others. So um, yeah. So mindset at four and a half hours. And I'll tell you how I got there. So before? Really?

Scott Benner 36:17
Good. Tell me.

Kenny Fox 36:18
Yeah. So when we were on shots, I found apps like extra up and some others that would let me track insulin on board, I just found this cool app. And honestly, I was too cheap to buy a phone that would be useful with the approved dex comm app for my daughter. So I just grabbed my old android phone down next trip and said, Okay, well, that means I have to build a nightscout site. So I've built a nightscout site. So we put extra bond extra put all these like cool knobs and levers I had to Google about every time I was trying to figure out what these different pieces mean, and one of them was insulin duration. So what I did is I just once we got the bazel locked in, on my daughter, I would just watch, obsessively every day, when the insulin onboard time when the heard line would stop moving even just one point, like just nice and flat. And so it was between four hours, and like 15 minutes and four and a half hours somewhere in there. You know, we had to give some sensor lag and other variables, some sway there. But I ended up just dialing up from four to about four and a half on extra nightscout. And so I could with confidence know, when she would level out. So like, you know, if she didn't have a snack between lunch and dinner, she would level out right around five or six, and I could watch the iob number go down down down to zero. And sure enough, she'd be flat, I wouldn't treat no matter how fast she was falling zero would be, she was fine. It was fine. Basal was fine. Everything's happy, she's nice and level. The other benefit to that was I was always tracking how long it would last. But then it also allowed us to do things like treat and I know how much to treat for so I'd look at how much insulin was on board. If she was starting to go lower than I wanted to, you know, at that kind of three, four hour mark, knowing that I give him too much insulin most likely for that meal. And then I would just turn that insulin on board number into a carb ratio, and say here have this many carbs, and then she would level out. And you know, once the insulin board time was done, when it was zero, she would turn off level out. So that kind of predictability was important and comforting. And also, let me have the confidence to change the duration of insulin action in a loop. But I didn't do it initially, I really wanted to give lupus as a chance to kind of prove itself and say, Well, maybe six is right. And I read Katie's post about why messing with the insulin reaction time is could be bad. But frame that conversation she's having around the fact that pretty much every endo will have you set your pump insulin action time to something like two and a half, three, three and a half hours, which is obviously not right. So when they when you get into the loop group and you read the docs and people are really hard about Hey, you got to stick with six hours. It's because people are convinced over you know, years of time that insulin only last two or three hours and that's not the case. So and six is definitely safer than say five or four and a half it would safer to over represent how much insulin is in your body while annoying and possibly keeping you high. If it's not actually how long it lasts. It's still safer than under representing the insulin so and for some people I've helped out five and a half, six hours is about right so we don't really mess with it. But there's still a chunk of people that five is probably like a really good number that gets it pretty close. So I was just watching all that's all I could watch on shots and so I knew that number going in or most people don't really have a sense for that. What that number should be so you can test for it. But yeah, I changed mine to four and a half.

Scott Benner 39:44
So I think that it's it's pretty obvious. If you listen to the podcast that my concept is I try very hard to break the wall between the the time I don't know how to put this, let me get up to give me a second Kenny. So obviously, everything about insulin you do now is for later insulin doesn't always work exactly the way you want it to in the moment you put it in your body, right, it always takes time to build momentum or power, it peaks sometimes, you know, it's always, it's always about later about later. But I feel like this is gonna be a ham fisted explanation, because it's still something I've been mulling over my head for a while, I don't think I've ever said it out loud. But I think of the management of insulin, like the momentum of a car climbing a really steep mountain, you need to get to a pace and stay at that pace. And it's going to become more and more difficult as you go. But if you just keep this pace up, you'll make it to the top. And so I like the idea of there being active insulin all the time when it's needed. And it's so that so that the food or your body function can never really overpower the insulin that's active. And that so that the insulin is not overpowering the body function, I don't want anybody low all the time. Not saying that. I'm just saying that when you accelerate, and then take your foot off the gas, you drift back, and then it takes more effort to get going again. And so you know, instead just put your foot at one spot on the accelerator and head up the mountain. And I know that's not 100% clear. But that's the background way I think about using insulin, it's the closest thing to creating constant insulin action so that what's happening now with food is being in real time impacted by insulin because there's always insulin coming from the past to help you now. So instead of putting in insulin now for later, I think of it as putting in insulin later before for now.

Kenny Fox 41:52
Constantly, that makes sense. Yeah, it's way I have a really old big RV. And so driving up a hill, yeah, if you back off just a little bit, someone cuts you off or something you're, you're now Don't slow the whole time up the hill just to make it up. So you get to keep your momentum going to stay ahead of it. Wait, I found with diabetes, you always have to be kind of looking ahead a little bit always planning ahead and looking ahead, like if you know you're going to eat, you might as well give some insulin, but getting looped to kind of agree with you on that. Or, or to know when to how to use loop to be bold, so that you can keep the insulin moving when you need it just takes a little bit of practice.

Scott Benner 42:27
Yeah, it's just sort of this. It's tough because I try to say things a lot of different ways so that it eventually hits everyone. But I'm always talking about insulin for now is for later. And I know this is gonna sound like the same thing. But it's not if you just kind of like, you know, just microdose a mushroom right now and listen to what I'm saying for a second, okay? insulin for now is for later, but insulin before is for now. And that's probably more how I think about it than how I teach it. I teach now for later, but I think before for now. And so the minute you start taking away insulin now, you're just gonna be getting, you're just gonna get high later. And and I hope that makes sense.

Kenny Fox 43:19
It did to you, which is in the same way, in the same way, if driving my big vehicle, you take away the speed at the bottom of the hill, it's gonna affect how easily I can make it up to the Hill, right? I just don't have the power of momentum to push me up an hour.

Scott Benner 43:33
Or if you don't have that momentum going. The minute you come up on a speed bump or a branch to drive around, yeah, you're gonna lose your, your momentum. And now all of a sudden, the detour wins. Like, right, like, all of a sudden the meal wins or the you know, the spike in your adrenaline wins, that thing wins. Because you're it's the same reason why at the end of the story that I just, you know, I told you the beginning Arden's blood sugar, no lie 8am till 4:30pm while she slept right in that tight range, but when she woke up, she says to me, Hey, I'm gonna get a bowl of cereal. And all I told her was this, that's fine, your blood sugar is going to get high. Here's our goal. I'd like to try to keep it under 180 get it back down without you getting low. Now keep in mind, I'm not there. My daughter's about to have Froot Loops. She's not going to measure them. I'm not asking her to okay. And so I told her, you're going to get high. And she said on Pre-Bolus. And I said, Yeah, not gonna matter. Because you've been living on a deficit of basal insulin for the last eight hours, right? The before is not strong enough to handle the now and you were going to Pre-Bolus and we're gonna smash most of it. But unless you're willing, but you're at so I can't have you wait 30 minutes. I can't tell her to put in you know, 11 units of insulin and wait a half an hour because if she doesn't eat that cereal the exact right time, and God knows what that is that insulin is going to crush her. And I'm going to come home to a puddle of a kid on the ground, right? Or at the very least my neighbor is going to be handling something I'm pretty sure he didn't think he was going to be doing on Sunday. So I said, Look, we're gonna deal with it, there's gonna be a spike, right? So we're going to, you're going to go downstairs. The first thing I asked you to do, Kenny, I don't know what other people think of in this situation, like you would think Pre-Bolus thing. I said, Go make sure the cereal is not stale, because you don't need it all the time. And make sure the milk is fresh. Because the last thing we need is 10 units of insulin going in you and then you saying this milk doesn't smell right. Because I don't know how to eat that fast. You know what I mean? So, um, so she checks all the food, all the foods, right? I'm like, I cool. You know, go ahead and put in, you know, this, I think we use a massive amount of carbs, like 80 carbs or something like that. And it wanted to give her 10 units ish, like, right in that space. And I was like, Yeah, go ahead and do it. And I said, try to wait 1015 minutes if you can, and but I don't want you to wait much longer because we're there. And she did. She ate and it held on for a while. Right that Bolus thought for a little while but all of a sudden 15 I think no fifth is longer that 3530 ish minutes later, we got the dreaded 126 diagonal up now I know everybody's different. But 126 diagonal off means to me they penciled in their

Kenny Fox 46:37
index column showing a diagonal year you're having a problem Next comes arrow changes after two readings that are equivalent to like a diagonal so like if more than five like six to 10 points every reading it needs to have those in a row before it changes the reading hundred percent to a Yeah, which is way too slow. I like using extra power I get to see the plus and minus that. Reading the reading and I don't have to worry about the stupid next Camaro so while

Scott Benner 47:03
that super stiff line is still there, right on a second Arden's talking to me here. While that's super stiff line is there at 105 or 95, or whatever. I'm like, That's not right. There's no way that that cereal This Pre-Bolus has not been alive in here long enough to to hold back Froot Loops and milk, even for 15 minutes. So I'm like it's gonna go up. Oh, wait, I'm gonna go to lunch right now. Excuse me for a second Kenny. You guys is interesting artists coming out of gym. Then how are we gonna do this? With the carbs and like this. I'll talk you guys through this Hold on one second. I can finally talk about a loop thing about a lunch. Arden's leaving gym right now. And she was away from her CGM. So her blood sugar went from like 75 to 60. While she was in gym, she feels fine. She's going to eat that's not an issue. I'm not worried about that. So we're going to tell the loop that she's going to have 35 carbs. We're going to tell the loop to consider those carbs as a two hour impact. And then we're going to tell it 40 carbs and consider that as a three hour impact. So Arden has Zell's and a chocolate chip cookie, a half of a bagel, a pretty big bag of grapes. A Clementine a bag of popcorn? I can try to guess those carbs for everybody if you want. I'm gonna guess the actual test hitting carbs. Yes, I'm guessing the bagel at 25 I'm putting the putting the grapes at 15 to 18 now we're at 35 or 40 the cookies are gonna be another five for the chocolate chip. I'm at 45 the puzzles are probably 10 more I'm at 55 the tangerines like 12 or 15 I'm at 6570 I don't know popcorns 10 at ardens. Carberry shows 7.42 to one now as soon as it tells her that it says Of course not to give her insulin because their blood sugar 60 Yep. So I'm gonna say when are you going to eat? Do when do you begin eating?

Kenny Fox 49:32
So have you tried not giving Pre-Bolus in the situation since you're on the automatic Bolus will give a fair amount pretty quickly and then just text her and say hey, give the rest later.

Scott Benner 49:41
So I think of it just like that. But opposite. So if she tells me she's going to start eating right now. Like right now right now we're going to Bolus

Kenny Fox 49:51
Oh, yeah, that

Scott Benner 49:52
would just give it Yeah, sure. We're gonna put in probably like, I'm gonna guess like five or six units right now. And then I'll let the auto Bolus do its thing a little bit or will check for pending insulin and just do the whole thing,

Kenny Fox 50:05
if that makes sense. Well, the wonderful thing about the auto bolus is that since it loop doesn't use increased Temp Basal at all, there's not going to be a whole lot of pending unless, I mean for three hour, I guess there technically might be some pending, but there's almost never any pending, it's always recommended Bolus. So she can always just tap her watch her her phone and just hit the bullet screen, it should just have a recommendation. So if an even more insulin, there's always a recommendation with the auto Bolus branch, which I really love, because my six year old, I can just say, Hey, Bolus, and she just turns the watch over tops to Bolus green. If there's something there, she takes it. And then nightscout I can see if there is a recommendation before it would, you know, increase the Temp Basal rates? And it would it would loops like I got it, don't worry about it, I'll, I'll take care of it. I'm like, yeah, you'll take care of it eventually. But I don't, it's not fast enough. But I can't tell my daughter to pull it put this much in and trust that she'll hit the right number, using the watch or her phone. So now there's always a recommendation if she needs more. So I can say hey, I think you need all of it right now. So just just hit your watch. And she handles it just fine.

Scott Benner 51:10
So what I ended up saying is she said, I meeting like right now I'll be putting food in my mouth in three minutes. So I said seven units. Eat as soon as possible. Let's talk again in 15 minutes. But you just said you can see you can see recommended insulin on nightscout. I need to let you I need to let you dig around in my nightscout apparently I don't think I see that.

Kenny Fox 51:32
Well you have that loop pill right underneath the time underneath the clock.

Scott Benner 51:37
Right. Okay, let me

Kenny Fox 51:38
think. So if you hover over that loot pill with your mouse or if you use it on your phone, you just kind of tap on it. You should get like a list of information in that hover area. And one of the things you should see at the very end of it. It only shows up when there's a recommendation below you'll see the last things are listed in that list of all kinds of crazy information. So is a recommended Bolus

Scott Benner 51:58
I see the loot pill so right now I have four minutes ago squiggly squiggly line 103 what is squiggly line 123 mean?

Kenny Fox 52:06
The I forget that icon squiggly line I think means everything's Oh squiggly line 103 got it. Sorry, five minutes ago or four minutes ago, a squiggly line means eventually. 103. So the the end of the prediction line is 103 at the moment.

Scott Benner 52:20
It is I'll be

Kenny Fox 52:21
Yeah. All right. And but that will only update you know she's updating it on her phone so you won't see the next update until you know the next sleep cycle till next time it uploads night to night scout. So even though her prediction line probably doesn't look like that because she's put in, you know, seven units. You'll get the update eventually and you'll see the the eventual number will update.

Scott Benner 52:42
Okay, so Arden's all squared away. Let's go back a little bit here. So insulin model, when you have yours, even lower than mine is what's the intention of making the insulin model a shorter time period. And that's where we're going to pick up in part two, which will be out in just a couple of days, it's going to give you enough time to absorb this, maybe go back and listen to it again. And then we're gonna get through the rest of the settings list on loop. Hope you found this interesting. I just think Kenny speaks so wonderfully about loop. He's very clear. He understands exactly what he's saying. And he's helping me a lot to bring things into focus. If you agree, definitely check out part two. Coming up, I think Thursday night. Thank you very much to the sponsors. dexcom. Contour Next One blood glucose meter and touched by type one. Check them at a touch by type one.org dexcom.com forward slash juicebox. Contour Next one.com. Of course, there's always going to be links in the show notes of your podcast player. And at Juicebox podcast.com. I appreciate you supporting the sponsors.

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#304 Loop de Loop

Scott Benner

Like a Melody in my Head

Melody and Scott talk about DIY Loop and type 1 diabetes. 

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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello everyone and welcome to Episode 304 of the Juicebox Podcast. Today's show is super sized. And because it is super sized We will also give it a super sponsor, how bout touched by type one.org used to be dancing for diabetes. Same great organization new name, check them out touched by type one.org. And who else should be the sponsor of today's show? That Contour Next One blood glucose meter. If you don't know about ardens meter, the Contour Next One, check them out at Contour Next one.com. You can even click on links in your podcast player, the ones that are available at Juicebox podcast.com. We're at your next endocrinologist appointment, just ask your doctor to switch you to the Contour Next One.

So far, I've done two episodes dedicated to looping. If you don't know what looping is, you should go back to Episode 227. And listen to that one called diabetes concierge. And then jump to Episode 252. A loopy few months. Diabetes concierge will explain to you what looping is in detail with Katy de Simone. And then in 252, it's a 14 week follow up to Arden's time looping. Today's episode is me trying in vain to figure out looping. By having a conversation with a mom, who is also looping, I want you to keep in mind that as I speak these words, it is six months past when this episode was recorded. My goal here is for you to be able to take this journey with me as I learned algorithm based pumping. But for me to be far enough ahead in real life, that when you get through listening to it, I'm able to already start talking about it. So this is going to be the last episode of me being like looping, I don't understand. And the ones that will come in the future will be a little more about what worked and what continues to work. Because I believe that algorithms are a future, treat them well and let them lead the way. Please remember this. Very, very important in this episode. Nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan or becoming bold with insulin. Remember the algorithm that we are talking about here today is do it yourself. It is not from a company. It was downloaded from the interweb it's not even FDA approved. If this all sounds confusing, Do you seriously, go back to Episode 227. Then listen to 252 then come back to this one.

Unknown Speaker 2:36
Hi, I'm Melody.

Melody 2:43
Melody. Would you like me to introduce you? Sure.

Scott Benner 2:48
Okay, a lot of pressure, saying who you are. Then the rest of this should go

Unknown Speaker 2:55
really early.

Scott Benner 2:57
So melody is someone I asked to come on the show because she is the overseer of people's looping. And she understands it in different ways. So who do I reach out to that I reach out to Pete? Yeah, okay. And Pete works at tide pool and your husband works with, with Pete that tide pool, and then pizza to your husband.

Unknown Speaker 3:19
Pete sent an email and said, Hey, would you be interested in doing this? And Matt said, Melody would

Scott Benner 3:25
see how easy this was to say who you are.

Unknown Speaker 3:28
So many people passing the buck in that situation. So

Scott Benner 3:32
melody is Matt's wife or the way melody prefers to think of it Matt is Melody's husband. And Matt works with Pete and Pete works at tide pool and tide pool is taking the DIY loop app and trying to get it through the FDA. Did I say all that right? Yes. All right, look at me. Now. My goal was I've had two looping episodes so far right? At first I had Katie on and Katie really explained looping to me and brought me in from the ground up, because I really did not know what it was or what I was talking about. I was pressed by a listener to find out more about it. And I was completely happy with my daughter's care. And I didn't want to loop I was waiting for Omni pod to come out with whatever horizon is gonna be and I was gonna try that. So I got pressed into it by a listener and I thought, you know what, True enough. This is going to be the future. And I should understand it so I'll jump in sooner and try to wrap my head around it. So Katie came on she explained it to me Katie was really cool. She sent me her Riley link. an extra one we trot got set up and tried it. I hated loop. In the first three days, I almost quit. In the second three days. I really almost quit. I've almost using it a million times two weeks ago, I almost stopped using it. But nevertheless, I persist, which I believe I believe is a famous quote that I'm taking out of context and one yeah, so I had another episode on looper Jenny Smith came on. And she and I just went over what I thought of Luca. Here's the funny thing when it was over, I thought, Oh, I'm gonna hear back from a lot of angry loopers who are like, Oh, you, you know, don't understand or Let's all instead, all I got back was a lot of people going, yo man right on, like, that's exactly what happened. Oh geez. So my next goal was to have someone on who's doing it with success and has been doing it much longer than me. So that we can really just interview you about what it's like to use it, taking my experience out of it. So that's what I'm hoping to do today. Does that make no pressure at all? No, I mean, you're just gonna screw up the entire movement. If you get this wrong melody. That's all

Unknown Speaker 5:40
right. Like,

Scott Benner 5:42
your husband doesn't need that job, does he?

Unknown Speaker 5:45
We're fine.

Unknown Speaker 5:47
We don't need insurance or anything.

Scott Benner 5:49
Exactly. So let's get a little background on your first how many kids do you have? How many of them have diabetes? Who else has diabetes? What's the deal?

Unknown Speaker 5:57
We have three daughters. And our youngest, Hazel is the only one with diabetes. She's the only person we we knew no one with type one when she was diagnosed. It's not a family thing. totally out of the blue. kind of situation. And she was 18 months old when she was diagnosed. I was the person who diagnosed or our pediatrician kept brushing or brushing us off. And eventually, I just took her to urgent care and said, okay, pediatrician, we'll just do this urgent care thing. Um, and urgent care sent us to the ER. And while we're waiting for room in the ER, Matt started Googling, like type one things. Like we're both doing, like, we're both talking to family and like keeping people informed and all this kind of thing. But he started Googling and came across the we're not waiting movement, the like less than four hours into diagnosis. And so he was like, This is great. And I was like, I'm not in a place to hear this right now. Talk to me later.

Scott Benner 7:10
18 month old has diabetes, you found some well meaning idiots on the internet and you want us to hand their care over. I'm not really

Unknown Speaker 7:18
wasn't quite there yet. It was just, it was just here's something that gives me hope that this won't be as terrible as we thought. And so that got a back burner. And over the next couple of weeks while we were trying to figure out what we were doing. Yeah. And before we left the hospital, I asked the doctor for a CGM and a pump. And he was like, sure, what pump do you want? I was like, I don't know, you know more about these things than I do. And so we started out with an animus Ping. Um, that's what the, it was a teaching hospital and, and the fellows and the residents, they conferred quickly on the round and was like, probably the NSP? Yeah, yeah, enemas. And so about six weeks after diagnosis, because insurance is slow. We started her on both the Dexcom and the Animus. And once we kind of got settled into those, it took about a month. Um, Matt started reading more about the, the looping and the open APS, which they're two slightly different systems.

Unknown Speaker 8:33
And

Unknown Speaker 8:36
it, we had an HMO at the time. And I know a lot of people struggle with insurance, but it's so hard to get supplies sometimes. Like I was doing the primary, I had the primary role of like fighting with the insurance company and saying, Do you really need another prior authorization? kind of thing?

Scott Benner 8:58
You need me to send you another piece of paper that says she has diabetes? Because I've done this already? Yeah. Could you could we all just agree, you're trying to put me off for a couple of wait a couple of months, then you can send this stuff over without even

Unknown Speaker 9:10
Yeah. And so. So Matt started saying, I think we should do this looping thing, but we need to do, but it has to be an old Medtronic pump. And I was like, Okay, I'm spending all my energy getting the supplies that we need for this pump. If you get the pump and you figure out how to get the supplies for it, I'm on board,

Scott Benner 9:27
leave me out otherwise.

Unknown Speaker 9:30
But I can't handle trying to secure supplies for two different pumps from two different supply chains. And, and so he did, he posted a link on a post on Facebook with a cute picture of Hazel and said, Hey, anybody have old pumps that they're not using anymore, and we got two or three. One of them worked for looping with the old Medtronic pumps and so about six months after we We started her on the Animus Ping. We started looping.

Scott Benner 10:03
How long ago was this? Like? What year was it?

Unknown Speaker 10:06
It'll be two years next month.

Unknown Speaker 10:08
Wow. So we're,

Unknown Speaker 10:10
we're about, we're about to hit our loop. aversary.

Scott Benner 10:14
Okay, so so that your daughter Hazel's had diabetes for two years. And in that time, yeah, yeah. You've just sped completely through all of this process to the point where your husband now works that type of what did he do before? Please don't tell me he was like a butcher before? What did he do prior?

Unknown Speaker 10:31
No, no, he was an auto mechanic. Just kidding.

Unknown Speaker 10:35
Um, he was developing mobile apps for higher ed. Okay.

Scott Benner 10:42
Okay, so is he right now as best as you're allowed to say? Is he helping to refine the loop app for typo or what?

Unknown Speaker 10:50
He's a product designer? So he's not doing any of the technical stuff. He's doing the make it look pretty pretty and be usable?

Scott Benner 10:58
I gotcha. All right. Well, that's simple. That's more, it's not more important than how well it works. But, but it's it. But it's incredibly important. Because if it's not intuitive, then then people will be put off very quickly, and then maybe never come back to it. So

Unknown Speaker 11:11
that's exactly what we have way too many conversations about. So does this make sense to the user does this?

Scott Benner 11:19
So melody? Are you good at answering those questions, honestly? Or is the DIY loop from tide pool just going to be exactly the way you want it?

Unknown Speaker 11:29
Well, Matt is not the only product designer, so he's one of a team.

Scott Benner 11:33
They have wives, too. I think he right now, there are four ladies who have children with Type One Diabetes, who are gonna be different, not just joking, but

Unknown Speaker 11:41
well, and some of them have husbands.

Scott Benner 11:44
Or vice versa. Of course, I'm a sexist, I didn't understand. Trying to get through the conversation quickly, but I appreciate that. No, no, I'm okay. But good.

Unknown Speaker 11:52
And, um, they The cool thing about tide pool is almost everyone who's working on this project has either has type one themselves, or is the parent or married to someone with type one. So it's very much I'm close to everyone working on the project, a personal connection? Yeah. Okay. So all right. Let's dig in. So so let's assume I'm going to make some assumptions here, that mat set the loop up originally, like you weren't digging around in the code. And he did that. That's our division of labor. He did all of the build, and technical support. And I'm the one who generally does setting changes and such.

Scott Benner 12:33
So let's go back in time to when you strapped it on the first time. What What was your Do you remember your initial experiences and what the first roadblocks were and how you got over them?

Unknown Speaker 12:44
Oh, I remember, we started out in open loop. Which means that, excuse me, we weren't letting the system make any, any bazel change decisions. It was running just her schedule. bazel. And we were both listening through the phone though. Um, and we were trying, we actually we ran it for a day without it connected to her. I don't remember how we got the CGM data, but like ran it for a day watching what it would do just with the pump, tubing hanging off the end of the couch.

Scott Benner 13:19
That's interesting. So So were you genuinely afraid at that point to just hook it to your kid and be like, Oh, I hope this works.

Unknown Speaker 13:26
I don't think we were afraid. I think we were cautious because she had just turned two. And she was 25 pounds. And this is a DIY thing. Right. And so I think being cautious is warranted.

Scott Benner 13:42
100% Listen, you you you got a you got a used insulin pump off the internet that downloaded some code from some nice people. And I think I think it would have been reasonable if you would have looked into a pig first. But I get what you're saying.

Unknown Speaker 13:54
pata pigs and maybe our older daughters were not willing to be guinea pigs

Scott Benner 13:59
for money.

Unknown Speaker 14:02
Although one of them probably would have done it for LEGO sets. But we didn't go there.

Scott Benner 14:06
Well, that's really, first of all, that's smart. So you basically just watched how this thing administered. And so just to make sure it worked.

Unknown Speaker 14:13
Yeah, and just to see if we can understand the decisions it was making, if there was going to be like any glaringly obvious things that we needed to change in the settings or things like that. Um, and then I remember, we put it on her and the Medtronic pump use the same infusion set as the Animus. So it was really easy to just switch it over. We put it on her and we were running in an open loop. And we went to do pony rides that day, we were watching this open loop and like pushing the button every five minutes because it will give you a base of recommendation and you can push this button say yes, I agree with that. And I got tired of pushing the button and I was like, Man Can we just close the loop is it makes sense what it's doing? And he was like, are you sure we're ready to do that? And so like that this was your idea.

Scott Benner 15:07
You said, you're not sure.

Unknown Speaker 15:11
If he was going with the cautious approach, which I appreciate, and

Scott Benner 15:14
he's being a guy, I do this stuff to my wife all the time, I push us to the brink of like something that I'm like, are you sure we should be doing this? She's like you said to? Yeah, that I see what you say he's trying to take away anyway, go ahead. I know.

Unknown Speaker 15:29
Eventually, it was, she had just gone to bed. And her blood glucose was pretty stable. And we decided to close the loop. Because closing the loop meant it would automatically suspend Basal if she started to go low. And I remember very clearly, we had nightscout setup, which is another monitoring to third party monitoring. app. Yeah. So we had that set up. And we literally sat on our bed and watched the night Scout, every five minutes, like her bazel would slightly change, or, and there were tears involved, because we're like, this system is doing all the work that we've been doing for the last six months, which isn't as long as some people have been doing all this work, I realize, but it was just this gratitude and happiness that there was finally something that was helping us keep our kids safer.

Scott Benner 16:24
Can you looking back now Do you know how many people approximately were using it when you started using it?

Unknown Speaker 16:30
Um, I think it was less than 1000. I

Unknown Speaker 16:37
remember, I have the number 400 in my head. And I don't know if it was 1400 or 400. ish.

Scott Benner 16:43
Yeah. Well, one way or the other, not a lot of people. And these aren't even people you can quantify are using it. Right? They're just they had downloaded the bottle. Right? Right. Right. So first of all, you're really great parents. And I'm not joking. I'm not joking, you should be lauded. It's really amazing when I put the loop on art, and she said, Is this thing going to kill me? And I? I responded? Probably not. So then she looked at me like, Are you serious? I'm like, it'll be fine. And then we walked away from each other. So

Unknown Speaker 17:15
the risk aren't the risk are not inherently in the loop system, the risk are in diabetes, right? If something's going to kill them, it's going to be diabetes, right?

Scott Benner 17:23
Because the loop does not say the loop doesn't go, Oh, I'm gonna give you 10 more units of insulin. It's you can you can make your settings so that stuff like that can't happen. And, and I was mostly joking with her. There was part of me it was like, I mean, I don't know maybe, but it doesn't seem like just a lot of people using it. They haven't died. Let's give it a try. Which I think is the pioneering spirit if you ask me. But she laughed and and we went along our way. And and it was terrific. How soon into the process. Did you first want to quit looping? Or was your experience before looping so much worse than looping? And not that looping is bad? I'm just trying to set up an idea in your head. Because let me give you my thought. We were doing incredibly well without looping. My daughter's a one c 5226245 years. no appreciable lows, no highs, anything over 140 was a little unheard of in our house, and eating whatever she wanted. Yeah, then I go to looping. And I'm gonna be honest with you. It's still not that good. In the loop still can't do what I was doing prior. Now. It does do things that I couldn't do. Here's one of them. It you alluded to it a second ago. It can do things while I'm sleeping. And I can't so last night. Perfect example. didn't feel well. When I was going to sleep. I was like, Huh, little tickle in my throat. Gonna really need some sleep tonight. Right? I don't want to get sick. Arden's blood sugar was a little low. This is around 11 o'clock. She's up studying really late. we bumped her blood sugar back up. I closed my eyes never thought of it. And she woke up this morning. She was 106 Beautiful. That is what the loop does that I can't do it can it can it can make decisions in the wee hours of the morning without dropping dead. I can't I can't do that.

Unknown Speaker 19:07
We call it our robot nanny.

Scott Benner 19:09
Yeah, yeah. It's fantastic. So So every time I hit a roadblock about loop, I just think I can figure this out. And and I'm doing something and I hope people don't think of it as hard headed. It really is about me and how I learned and about the podcast too, because I want to be able to explain loop to people in the future. And these algorithms in general, I do not go to other people to ask about the loop. I help I let people help me set it up. And since then, I do not ask anyone's help I look at what that thing does. And I try to imagine how to get the result I want and I'll give you an example. Right now. I'm doing what I consider to be an extended bolus with loop right so if Arden's meal is 70 carbs out, tell it I don't know 30 carbs at a two hour absorption rate, and then 30 carbs at a three hour absorption rate and 10 carbs at a four hour absorption. Right? And that way I trick it into leaving the bazelon. Right, I'm so thrilled with myself when I have no idea.

Unknown Speaker 20:18
I think that we came into it a little bit differently because we didn't have a really long traditional pump therapy experience. And, and so, instead of learning all the tricks on a regular pump, we were learning them in loop. And so I think that changed our experience. I don't think I ever thought about quitting. And when, when the Omnipod caught code was released, we switched Hazel to Omni pod. Um, that was May I think,

Scott Benner 21:00
you just recently that's got to be you. And I have probably been doing it about the same amount of time. Is it on Wi Fi?

Unknown Speaker 21:05
Yeah. And the Omni pod Kenya's going into different angle than the steel ones we were using. And it was a really hard transition. And I don't think I ever felt like quitting. But I felt like a failure a lot. I was like, Why can I not get this right?

Scott Benner 21:25
And how right was it going for you prior to that, like so, if I might, if I may, and if you're willing to. I saw I shared with you. We didn't see anything over 140 frequently I never Arden's blood sugar never languishes in the 160s or the 170s prior to loot, but now it does. Right, right. And yesterday, she had a big after school snack that we totally missed on and it might have taken us four hours to get her blood sugar breaking come Wow. Right so and I'm talking about going outside like opening the loop up injecting insulin like doing like doing all of this stuff. And when I finally broke that's why she was a little low before bed because yeah, we had to put so much into make it go like, I don't those things did not happen to me before. But so what what do you Well, first of all, I guess the question is, is your is your child? Is she eating like a normal? Not like reasonably carb meals? Like it's not a little existence? That's

Unknown Speaker 22:25
her favorite meal of spaghetti and meatballs?

Scott Benner 22:27
Not low carb. Okay, then, and, and what goal? What's your goal for her blood sugar range?

Unknown Speaker 22:34
Um, my goal is for it not to affect how she feels.

Scott Benner 22:39
Okay, so what number do you attach to that idea?

Unknown Speaker 22:42
Um, bought the range I have set is in between 70 and 140. And because she's she's four now, and she commonly doesn't let us Pre-Bolus Okay, because she's four and impatient. We do see spikes when she first starts to eat regularly, depending on what it is and how we like, for example, one day we went to the playground and I packed a lunch for us thinking that we she would play for a while and then we would eat and I would just Bolus or a few minutes before it went out. We were going to eat. Um, but she had other ideas. We got to the playground, and she pulled out a container of grapes and said I'm ready for this now. And it was great. And

Scott Benner 23:32
look over there is that Elvis? Elvis Presley, Peppa Pig would be a little bit more that would get her more than they think probably. Yeah, I mean, Elvis is supposed to be dead. You don't think she'd find that? shocking?

Unknown Speaker 23:45
Yeah, I don't know. I don't think she knows who Elvis is.

Scott Benner 23:51
So So what is that? So what happens then? Right. she's she's throwing you off your schedule. Here's the grapes, Mommy, I want these grapes. You're a nice person. I'm going to give you the grapes. What do you do? Do you do Bolus more than the carbs for the grapes? Or how do you control the spike then,

Unknown Speaker 24:04
um, I

Unknown Speaker 24:07
sometimes that sometimes I do the what they call a super bolus where you give it like, I knew that the grapes were 15 grams of carbs and I might enter like 18 and know that if she needed a little bit more I had a whole bag of food because I never go anywhere without without a whole bag of food.

Unknown Speaker 24:25
And

Unknown Speaker 24:27
and then we is when I talk a lot about um insulin and glucose being the tortoise and the hare in like the old fable. And so as she starts to eat the grapes and like I say, it's I'm giving you the insulin for these but you remember insolent is a tortoise and those grapes are a hair so try to eat them slowly so that they don't win the race. Yeah, because she's for how she learned to give you the finger yet or

Scott Benner 24:57
that not yet.

Unknown Speaker 25:00
He has to learn to roll her eyes because he has a 14 year old sister. But, um, she has not learned much profanity or gestures.

Scott Benner 25:12
Well, she'll get to school in a year or so. And that'll all just show me one terrible little kid. And that'll be the end of it. But no, no, but so does she listen, then does she does she slow walk the grapes when you tell her that?

Unknown Speaker 25:22
Sometimes, but usually not. But we're also at the playground that day. So she ate them and then started running and playing. And so I think she might have spiked up to maybe 180 and then come right back down. So it wasn't terrible.

Scott Benner 25:37
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Scott Benner 26:44
check out touched by type one.org. Now type it into your browser, use the links at Juicebox Podcast comm or look right there. In your podcast player. There's show notes. There's a link. All right back to melody. And this thing is just going to start going I am gonna like lose my mind at some point. While I'm talking to melody. Here's a good time to tell you, I found this conversation that I had with melody, incredibly therapeutic. And I have an aha moment. At the end, I know this one's a lot longer than most of them. But this episode ended up being like a therapy conversation for me about looping. So you're really listening to me, kind of hammering my way through it. melody is very generous with how she uh, let's say puts up with me. Alright, let's get back to it. spiked to 180 came back down how long between giving her the first insulin and back down?

Unknown Speaker 27:47
I'm less than an hour, less than an hour. Okay. Yeah, so it's like,

Unknown Speaker 27:53
if she influenced us in this right, then a lot of times, she doesn't spend too high. If she's like, she doesn't spend too high. But that's if the insulin dosing is right. And being a tiny person, getting that right is difficult. So I also learned not to be a perfectionist with a toddler with diabetes, because it was making me crazy.

Unknown Speaker 28:21
And

Unknown Speaker 28:24
the, we have fairly flatlines at night. Because she's not eating, she's not running around. growth hormones always mess that up. And that she sold her other hormones will mess that up too. But, um, but for the most part we have good night. And then in the day, she's she's in range around 60 to 80% of the time most days. And, and on the 60% there's usually something going on we watch for patterns, and then we figure out what it is correct and move on. Yeah.

Scott Benner 29:00
Well, first of all, I agree with you. I am not despite I guess the podcasts that I do. I am not a person who gets upset if a blood sugars not in a flatline and it's 85 I don't feel that way. And I don't I don't try for that. Also in our house when my wife says this is making me crazy, one of a stop one of a stop, sir. And we qualify and go crazier.

But but but interestingly, I also think you're in it. You're I mean, you're obviously I mean she's four, right, four years old, right? So, and it's great that you see it too, because I do also see people online who have pre pubescent kids were like, look at these lines. They go on for days and I'm like, yeah, there's no real hormones like you know, like there's, they have variables but they don't even know yet that the variables that are going to hit them when their kids get older, or the ones that adults have to put up with. You know what I mean? Like they're, you don't realize your kids pretty much an amoeba still Just sort of just floating through life going, Oh, this is great grapes swings. This lady comes with me. You know, that's sort of the deal, right? I don't mind that, like if Arden's blood sugar. If Arden's lunch today would have popped the 140 and come back, I wouldn't have thought anything of it. But here's what happened with Arden's long shot. And it's a bit of a blend of yesterday and today. So yesterday, with a very similar lunch, we had a little spike that happened, and it kind of leveled off around 150. And it came back. So later I was like, Oh, my God loop. We know what we're doing great. Yay. Then I am pack your lunch bag later, the half a sandwich I sent with her she didn't touch. So so 30 of the carbs of her meal she didn't need and it's still missed. So now I'm thinking, Oh, god, what if I would have like, What if she would have eaten that sandwich? Right? Yeah. So today, I when we text about her lunch, she's like, hey, it's lunchtime. I'm going to Pre-Bolus down on the cool. Are you hungry? And she goes, not really. And I was like, Ah, okay, so then we did a slightly smaller bolus. So instead, I think we did something like ended up being about eight and a half units, which I think it was like 30 carbs at two hours and 30 carbs at three hours, something like that, right. And her blood sugar was 106. Wow. Oh, starting out. Starting out. Starting out at 106. We put in this insulin, probably 15 or 20 minutes later, she's eating lunch. And for the next half an hour, 45 minutes, her blood sugar is just it's just bopping along, like 103 95. And we're winners. And then. And then suddenly, it just went 128 diagonal up. And there's a bend in the Dexcom line. Anybody listen to podcasts knows what that band looks like, this is me, I type right into the text message. It's trying to run. And so that's that's our code, right? Like it's trying to run. She says, What should I do? And I'm like, open the loop and Bolus three and a half minutes. And then and then I was like, Did you eat everything she was? Yeah, you know, I ended up being much hungrier than I thought it was. That's great. So So the three and a half probably still wasn't enough. But I was just like, open the loop Bolus three and a half units. That's my new code for smack in the face. And so she's 128 diagonal up after almost an hour of the insulin being in and I am just like, there's a, I see it now. And I'm like, I now know what to do. If I over if I can bolus enough insulin to crush the number and keep it and bring it back. Now I'm learning how to stare at that like not stare. But I know when the graph tells me to turn the loop back on, like yeah, right so that I can catch a low later because I'm putting way too much insulated in this moment. And then if I put the loop back on a little cuddalore away that is something I've taught myself through all this though, keep in mind please while your daughter's that delightful small child buying around with some grapes aren't had half of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, like those little Oreo flats, that you can spread the cream on yourself a small grab bag of potato chips, a large bag of grapes, ask me how many grapes I have no idea because I would never count a grape and a yogurt.

Unknown Speaker 33:09
So we don't want to count every grape that goes into your teenage daughter's lunch. I

Scott Benner 33:13
have never counted food in my life. That's why this podcast mainly exists. I didn't want to count carbs, it's like I have to figure out how to do this without counting carbs, because I'm not going to do that. And they end up killing her. So what would have happened prior to lube is that I would have made this kind of crazy, bigger bolus, that I also would have included in a large Temp Basal increase along with and then that way when I could tell on the line where we were and and take away the Temp Basal increase if it was necessary, leave it on if it was and I sort of create these two different blankets of insolent with the Bolus bazel where a loop makes me want to curse, spit and and burn something to the ground is it I get this bolus, right? It's perfect. And the loop goes, Hey, you know what we should do here? Let's shut off the bazel. And

Unknown Speaker 34:05
it's all the information you're feeding into the system. And so

Unknown Speaker 34:08
Luke said too much.

Unknown Speaker 34:11
We've only had the information you give it and so Lupe said she's had enough insulin for this for the amount of carbs. So we're going to shut off the insulin because we don't want her to go low. But Luke doesn't actually think because it's a machine. It's an algorithm.

Unknown Speaker 34:29
And, and there is no

Unknown Speaker 34:32
machine learning involved in this. Just clarifying that.

Scott Benner 34:34
Yep, I bring sure to bring that up every time like because you know, people think this thing's gonna see it three times and fix it. It's Yeah, it's not Skynet. So yeah. Oh, God, please. Oh,

Unknown Speaker 34:46
yeah, you know that she needed more insulin. You saw from her graph that she needed more insulin. What I generally do when I see that the insulin that I gave Hazel for male is not enough. I'll go back and retro Add carbs to the meal. Yeah. And then it will continue to it will give more insulin and then add bazel. And

Scott Benner 35:11
so when you do that it gives more insulin but in the form of bazel.

Unknown Speaker 35:15
Um, a lot of times if you enter more carbs into a previous meal, then it'll recommend the Bolus to

Scott Benner 35:21
Yes. Now here's where. And please, I always want to be careful whenever I'm talking about loot because I genuinely mean what I'm about to say. It's amazing. Any any person who put any effort into getting it to this point in the world is amazing. I am not disparaging it in any way whatsoever. But here's where it sucks, because I hear what you're saying. Because like, it's like, oh, pending insulin, but like you got to go into a screen to see that it's not like it pops up and it goes yellow man bolus. It's not It's not like that, right? You have to go figure it out and

Unknown Speaker 35:52
you add carbs. Like if you add carbs retroactively, even then it will pop up. recommendable.

Scott Benner 35:58
It doesn't do that for me, like I know It must be because and as I'm sitting here talking about it with you Arden's some of ardens meals are incredibly carb heavy, right? So even when you're like, Okay, well, let's call it 20 more, I still, it's like, dude, that's not enough for me. And I think I need to be telling it more. But what do I want to say here about that? I it, huh? I'm lost a little bit because this is what this is what Luke does to me. It makes me it makes me lose my thoughts. I want to be able to tell it more. And I do and a lot of times I'll bolus pending insulin because that's a trick that Jenny Smith taught me. She's like, if it's, if it's saying pending insulin, she's like, just Bolus it. And I was like, okay, because it can only steal it away with bazel later that I love. But it's the it's the heavier carb stuff. What I wanted to say was that everything I do for a meal that's not particularly carb heavy, you know, like the like, the night before Arden had a big like sort of just house salad that I made for her. And she ate I think a cheeseburger with it and maybe a couple of other things. She's very interesting the way she she has a an interesting collection of food when she eats us like

Unknown Speaker 37:11
I have a 14 year old

Scott Benner 37:13
you know what I'm saying? Like I should have with this burger a salad I'm like, Yeah, absolutely. Here you go. Why not? And no lie the loop handle that meal perfectly. Now I think had I had it gotten more karbi then it that's when it just I don't know. Like it can't. The bazel can't get ahead of it enough. It tries and and I've and you know I've tried. I know that people warn against like not having your max bazel up too high because you don't want them to be making too many decisions. The bezel? I'm telling you that away from food right now we have the loop working. It's not It's not like my settings are way off. It is a bit of a pain because as soon as she becomes premenstrual then the settings aren't right. And then you have to go in and kind of bump sensitivity.

Unknown Speaker 38:02
I know people who use overrides for periods and pre periods.

Scott Benner 38:07
I have the override setup and I have to tell you, I can't make positive overrides help me I can make negative overrides helped me but not positive. I don't know why I'm still figuring it all out. It's a freeze. Really. It's like I'm in a snowstorm without glasses on I just I look around. I'm like so much swirling whiteness. I don't know which way to walk.

Unknown Speaker 38:28
So many Dexcom dot.

Scott Benner 38:30
Yeah, like what's happening. So So can we pick through the settings a little bit? I would love. I would love your opinion, because I don't know. So when variables kick up, and let's just say that insulin needs are more do I? Do I need to move the bazel the Max bazel the bazel rate and the insulin sensitivity? Do they all need to become more powerful?

Unknown Speaker 38:55
Um, it depends on why like, if you're saying she's great without food, then your Basal is good. Okay. Then

Unknown Speaker 39:07
if she's eating and steady for an hour, and then going up, she needs more insulin for that meal.

Scott Benner 39:14
Yeah, right, right. Right. But what setting is that

Unknown Speaker 39:19
high ratio.

Scott Benner 39:21
That can't possibly be right though, because Arden's carb ratio is like six carbs to a unit. If I make her carb ratio any higher, she's gonna like that won't that that doesn't make any sense to me, because we're

Unknown Speaker 39:31
getting on what what the food is like, there's Hazel, and I go to Starbucks once a week, and we have breakfast there and there's the sandwich that she loves. And it's taken me about the amount of time that we've been going to Starbucks, like two years to figure out how to dose the sandwich and on the menu or on the nutritional information that says it's 28 grams of carbs in this bacon cheese

Unknown Speaker 40:01
egg sandwich thing. Um, I've learned that I have to almost double that,

Scott Benner 40:07
probably because of the bacon and the cheese.

Unknown Speaker 40:09
And, and because it's processed, like, the more processed the food is, the more infinite takes, I don't understand why there may be like some food chemist or something, you can help me figure that out. But like the carb count for fruit is going to always be like, I can give Hazel 50 grams of strawberries, and that's four grams of 50 grams of strawberries and weight, which is four grams of carbs, and give her the infinite loop says it will be fine. I can give her the same amount of like

Unknown Speaker 40:46
something that's been processed, like I'm assuming something. And, and she needs more insulin, yeah. Then the carb count says,

Scott Benner 40:55
I'm assuming you probably have imagined this too, but that your body just can't break it down as well, when it's been processed as it can when it's just an organic sort of singular food that yeah, it's in there. And so it stays in it. Yeah, probably stays in their stomach longer takes longer to break down, gives off its carbs slower over a longer period of time plus the fat and the from the bacon in the morning. I'll spread it out. But that's cool. So you figured it out. But now, but do you say to 28 grams, and you did say 28 grams for 28 grams sandwich? You've doubled it to 56? Don't I paused in there for you to be impressed by math. But you'd have 256 But that can't be all right. You don't just put 56 in and let her eat you spread it out somehow did did you change

Unknown Speaker 41:38
I put it over four hours generally. Like in the him. I pushed the hamburger icon. Okay. And I commonly, I commonly it'll recommend, so Hazel's on diluted and fluentu, which is another fun factor. Um, so the way I think of units, when I say that, I give her five units for this. It's not it would four per units is one regular unit. So

Scott Benner 42:04
right. So if you gave her five real units of that insulin, she would just follow like that. Yeah, gotcha. So how long? How long have you been doing it? obviously been doing that the whole time. But have you? Like, are you gonna Is there a moment when you'll be able to get away from it or waiting for some,

Unknown Speaker 42:21
I hate diluting the insulin, we do it ourselves. And it's a tedious process that if you get wrong, it has major consequences. And so I would love to stop. But, um, we just get better control with the diluted insulin because you can give smaller doses basically.

Scott Benner 42:41
Right? Good for you. I think whatever works is, is the right thing.

Unknown Speaker 42:45
And it's standard is the center of care in our clinic. Like I'm all small children start out on diluted influence. And I don't know why it's not everywhere, but it's not.

Scott Benner 42:56
No, yeah, I don't meet many people at all who use it, honestly. And I talk to a lot of people and, and so it's not something that commonly comes up actually, I'm gonna say to harden right now, to close the loop. See how long it takes me to see that? Wow. Okay, so all right. So you're so how do you think about it? Like, I'm gonna break down some of these settings and tell me how your brain thinks about them. Okay, let's go with let's start with I think insulin sensitivity. I'll start with where do you see what is that setting, say to you? Let's see what happens when I type in the phrase Contour. Next one.com into my browser. Now? I don't think it should be any surprise. I'm on the webpage for the Contour. Next One blood glucose meter, the same exact blood glucose meter who's sponsoring this episode? Are you surprised you probably shouldn't be top of the page, yellow button to get a free Contour. Next One meter. I click on it. It does explain that not everybody's eligible. But it's pretty easy to find out who is email address, your name, birthdate, phone number, address, city state. I mean, it's pretty much that do you have diabetes? What type of diabetes do you have? It's that kind of Zynga. You don't mean and then you click Finish. Boom. Come on. You don't want to go find out if you can get a free Contour. Next One blood glucose meter. You don't want to know if you can have the blood glucose meter that Arden is using that I have been telling you about for a while now that Arden has been using for quite some time. That is in fact, the most accurate blood glucose meter I have ever used with my daughter. Ever. Not only that, the thing is, um, it's handy. You know what I mean? Not too big, not too small. Got a little you get that little light on it. There you click click at night. You can see where you're shooting. And of course, second tried test trips. So if you hit it once, don't get it right, you go back into that blood drop one more time without wasting a test trip. All these are great reasons for you to go to Contour Next one.com honestly, it's even a better reason for you to click on my link in the show notes or Juicebox podcast.com. Cuz that way they'll know you came from the podcast, check it out. I think insulin sensitivity I'll start with where do you see what does that setting say to you?

Unknown Speaker 45:30
That's the golf score. Because like golf scores are, the lower it is, the better it is or stronger. So I always think of it in terms of golf.

Scott Benner 45:43
Strange. So the lower the number, the lower the number is, the more powerful it is.

Unknown Speaker 45:47
Right? And so, I SF, if you're seeing a lot of roller coastering when there's like your, your Dexcom line looks like I'm doing the hand motion, but you can't see that it looks like a sharp waves or peaks, and then you probably need to change your ISF. Um, the ISF is tricky because if it's too strong, like too low of a number, you can get the if it's too strong of a number, you generally get the ups and downs. If it's too weak of a number, then loop has a hard time bringing it back down. But a lot of people compensate for a weak ISF with something else, like higher bezels.

Scott Benner 46:38
So sometimes people make their their ISF too weak, but they jacked their bazel up, which is not the really the correct way for the algorithm to be doing what it's trying to do. What's the telltale of that? Do you see the bezels open and close a lot when you have that wrong?

Unknown Speaker 46:51
Um,

Unknown Speaker 46:56
the telltale would be if

Unknown Speaker 47:00
if so,

Unknown Speaker 47:03
if you have a two week ISF, I'm gonna get this wrong and people are gonna yell at me. No one's impressed. They can't find you. They don't know. You're fine. Don't worry, you told them where my husband works.

Scott Benner 47:14
Oh, please, they figured that out. By the way. In the time you've been talking, I've now written closed loop or you will die. Hey, close the loop. And I finally got an Okay, so we're all good. Now.

Unknown Speaker 47:24
I love waiting for teams to text back. My favorite thing

Scott Benner 47:26
fairness, she's in class but, and she got back to me within a couple of minutes. It's just I like so I'm looking at nightscout off to the side. While you and I are talking. Right? I saw the flatten out. I saw the drop. And then I saw the the arrows stay the same, but the number change and that's when I was like, ooh, close the loop. Because it's gonna start falling. And then she jumped like from like, she jumped like 10 points in five minutes. I was like, hey, just let's close the loop now. Only because she's not in danger. I just don't want her to drink a juice. I'm trying to keep her low later. So anyway, alright, so don't say anything you're not comfortable with. I'm really looking for like your, like what do you do when you see those scenarios?

Unknown Speaker 48:09
So when I see the up in the quick up and down um, I haven't changed my stuff in a while, but I'm making the ISF a bigger number. makes it less roller coaster.

Scott Benner 48:24
Okay, so a weaker sensitivity factor or a higher number and God bless whoever said like that. And so what takes away so if your roller coaster and just those gentle kind of like ups and downs and ups and downs, that's because probably your ISF is too powerful. And, and and you're and so it's pushing you down, and then the basal is cutting back and then it's popping back up, and then it pushes back down again. Okay, see, that's, that's really valuable. I appreciate that. And what about Max bazel? So where do you see it set like are ardens in bazel and sounds really interesting on loop. So she's like 2.6 during waking hours, 2.6 units an hour during waking hours. For perspective, even though it doesn't matter. Anybody she's 15 she weighs about 130 pounds, she's like five, seven? overnight, she's 1.1 or 1.2. But her bazel is very that much overnight to being awake but her sensitivity factor overnight isn't that much different were weaker than it is during the day and I don't know off the top my head it's only it's a few points off. Yeah, and and when she sleeps in and everything kicks in for like waking hours. That's when I I have a lot of luck with an override I do a minus 30% override and that keeps her stable. So my assumption is is that her nighttime ISF is about 30% lower than her daytime, but that also, but but that doesn't but 30. But but it's more than 50% lower during the night for bazel than it is during the day. So even that 30% doesn't work. I just somehow I've randomly. I've literally lucked into an override that lets her sleep in.

Unknown Speaker 50:17
Oh, that's the first thing in the morning. It's one of the hardest times for me because

Unknown Speaker 50:24
Hazel doesn't go to school yet. And she doesn't always wake up at the same time. And so

Unknown Speaker 50:33
like, as soon as she wakes up her blood glucose is going to start to rise. But not until the minute she wakes up. And so getting the basal set right there is so hard. I'm hoping that will be one thing that's easier when she starts school and in a very routinized

Scott Benner 50:54
I what we do on school days, Arden wakes up. She's usually like this morning, she was one of six but a lot of times she's around 85 or 90 when she wakes up. And I could see if it wasn't for loop. I could just bolus right then I would without compunction bullets a year and a half of insulin when she woke up, just blind Bolus, I would do it. But I can't because if I do that in the loop takes away all the Basal. Like you messed up, buddy. And I'm here. And I don't want to and I don't want to like I try not to like hard like fake carb lie because that messes things up too, right? So I have to wait for a blood sugar to start drifting off. Then when she gets the 128 depending on pops on. It's like, yo, you should be bolusing. And I always want to look at it. Yeah, I know. And then. And so she does that usually on the ride to school. And it'll catch her around 135 or so and bring her back.

Unknown Speaker 51:46
So if she used, you know that she needs like a unit unit a half somewhere like that, something like that.

Scott Benner 51:52
Is that what you said? Yes, absolutely. So should I jacker bazel for an hour right before she wakes up? Probably Yeah, right. Except I always like I'm not killing your kid you make. I'm not giving clinical advice here. Melody, listen at the beginning of the podcast in a very deep voice. I will remind everybody that you and I are not giving anybody advice. I mean, honestly, they're hearing us talk there's no way they would take advice from us anyway. So you were outsmarted by a kid with grapes earlier this Congress.

Unknown Speaker 52:25
It's one of my kids regularly.

Scott Benner 52:29
So So okay, so I think about that, but then I get to the idea of well, then Saturday I'll come and then that's going to be way too much. And what if I don't wake up that early? I'll tell you, I said this with Jenny the other day, on one of the episodes and I'll say it with you. Pump companies or if you know tide pools listening or whoever. You have to give people weekday and weekend. Can Trump Yeah, don't make me remember to get up at six in the morning to stop something that works Monday through Friday.

Unknown Speaker 52:59
Um, what I've heard other people doing is Friday night before they go to bed. They just changed the time on the bazel

Scott Benner 53:07
hundred percent that's still bullish. Yeah, I don't want to have to do that. Like, like, this is such a simple thing. There should be I should be able to set something up for weekdays that started, you know, Sunday night at midnight or something like that. And that, you know, and

Unknown Speaker 53:22
I should be able to read the alarm on the clock that set and then just start kicking the bazel in like an hour prior to that when the alarm goes off. That's

Scott Benner 53:30
genius. I know. Yeah. They really,

Unknown Speaker 53:33
I should be the one designing these things.

Scott Benner 53:35
Yeah. What's what this guy did that he was just making Apps for Education stuff. He doesn't know what he's doing. How did he get this job? Just kidding. I'm sure he knows what he said typo was obviously, you know, doing that stuff. And you and I are having you're having an amazing idea right now, which obviously we can't really implement. But in a perfect world. Imagine that. Imagine if the app said Oh, her alarm set for seven today we should start pushing her but to her bazel insulin up at 630 or six o'clock. I mean, obviously there's that's fraught with pitfalls, but it's in a perfect world scenario. What a genius idea.

Unknown Speaker 54:12
Your phone already has all this information.

Scott Benner 54:14
It knows when you start moving. It knows when you start breaking REM sleep and everything. And you know, it's it definitely knows what you're doing on Facebook.

Unknown Speaker 54:22
That's the whole the whole concept behind the we're not waiting movement. They're like they they were like we have the CGM. We have this pump. Why can't they talk to each other? Yeah. So now we have this phone. And we have and it has all this personal information about it. Why can't it inform the decisions of our insulin delivery?

Scott Benner 54:40
Even a little bit? Yeah, just even just even cuz it's funny as you say that even if ardens bazel rate would move up by 30% an hour before she woke up in the morning. That would be enough to stop that. That initial rise that life rise. You know what I mean? When you open your eyes, you're like I'm awake I through school and everything starts hitting you and you're rushing around and irritated that you're feel tired and it starts pushing your blood sugar up? And yeah, I mean, listen, Something's got to give because, you know, parents, parents are the ones who do it. Normally, I know so many people who set an alarm and get up an hour before their kids to get their kids blood sugar's ready for when they wake up in the morning. And then poor adults don't have that luxury of their mom still sitting behind, you know, at the foot of their bed, trying to wake them up helping them with their health. And so they're putting a completely different problem. So when it's a kid, even if you outsmart it, and there are a million ways to outsmart this stuff, those ways still entail effort and time. And I know it's hard to think of in the moment mount, you know, melody, but that effort that you and I are and other people are putting into things. It beats you up over time, you know what I mean? Like, I am not the same fresh faced, young man, I was before my daughter got diabetes, and there is part of me who wonders what I would look like if diabetes didn't exist, you know, they mean, like, would I go for a walk once in a while? Like, what kind of energy and and you know, like, what would life be without that stress? And that extra stuff to do? And what don't you get accomplished in your life? Because you're thinking about it? And you know, and how can these things help you with that? I listen, I like to, you know, I can play in while I'm talking. That's part of my, my charm. But I love loop. And I think it's stunning. I can't wait for tide pool to get their thing through the FDA. I can't wait for, you know, horizon to come out from Omnipod. I can't wait to see it all. You know, I'm super excited.

Unknown Speaker 56:33
So when, when we were looking at loop for Hazel way, two years ago, there were no other systems on the market. I think the 630 g was available for adults at that time, maybe. But there was nothing. I talked to the Medtronic people in detail. And they're like, there is no way we're going to put a two year old on our pump. At this point, it is not approved.

Unknown Speaker 56:58
Yeah. Yeah. Like, right, it's gonna happen. Our system that's not approved.

Unknown Speaker 57:05
But it's exciting that there's like, tandem and Omni pod and there's so many more that are coming out and and loop works well for us. Different things work for different people. And different things make more sense and in different lifestyles and such, right?

Scott Benner 57:26
Oh, absolutely. Yeah, you got to find what works for you. You can't just I mean, Arden uses a Piedra nobody uses a feature. it you know, as its own. It works so perfectly for her. You know, and so I didn't get to that we use no blog. Just go doctor gave us no log. I was like, yeah, sure, whatever. This is insulin. And then one day someone's like, you know, the problems you're describing. Have you ever considered trying a pager? And I was like, I don't even know what you're talking about? You know, and I tried it. I was like, Oh, this is way better for her. So and I know people have tried it, and it hasn't worked for them.

Unknown Speaker 58:01
Yeah, um, But to answer your question of, like, 10 minutes ago,

Unknown Speaker 58:07
we have our max bazel set at three times what her?

Unknown Speaker 58:13
Normal, highest bazel is okay.

Scott Benner 58:17
And so what is your highest? bazel?

Unknown Speaker 58:20
Um, remember, she's on your 25 deleted in fun. Price. bazel I think is point eight.

Unknown Speaker 58:29
Which would be point two,

Scott Benner 58:33
if it's not, right. So

Unknown Speaker 58:36
her highest basal hurt the periods where she has the highest basal is right when she goes to sleep, and right when she wakes up.

Scott Benner 58:47
Okay, so if you have it because of the because delidded you have it at point eight. So so your max is?

Unknown Speaker 58:56
I think it was right around three, three. Okay. We,

Unknown Speaker 59:00
when when we first started Omni pod, we upped our bezels considerably because like, this isn't working. She needs more insulin with this system. And then I think part of it was the craziness of our summer. And then and so her Max bazel at one point, the her the highest bazel setting she had at one point, I think was one and that's when I moved it up to three and I just haven't lowered it again.

Scott Benner 59:28
Gotcha. And and by not and by not lowering it, lowering it It hasn't hasn't had bad effects on anything. So actually, your Mac your max bazel rate is significantly higher than three times higher than her normal base. Right?

Unknown Speaker 59:41
Like half a unit.

Scott Benner 59:43
Okay, okay. Gotcha. Well, yeah, but it point to a half seems like a lot to me appointed.

Unknown Speaker 59:48
Yeah. But good, but it's diluted half unit,

Scott Benner 59:53
which is really more like hardly anything.

Unknown Speaker 59:56
Yeah, like 1.5 or something. I don't know. Nothing. Hard.

Scott Benner 1:00:00
Kidding, please. That's another reason why I have this podcast because I'm not I don't like the math, and why the loop makes me upset. Because it all it all seems like math.

Unknown Speaker 1:00:11
It is. And

Unknown Speaker 1:00:14
I love that. Diabetes has made me have a slightly different relationship with math than I did before. Like I remember shortly after she was diagnosed, I wanted to write a letter to my high school math teacher and say, and say, remember, when we all ask you when we would need this in life? Now I use it to keep my kid alive. So I guess thanks.

Scott Benner 1:00:36
Appreciate it. Really glad you understood everything. And you taught it to us so well. I still so you know the way I do it before loop. The way I would handle all this had no math in it whatsoever. It was all just vibe and feel and it works. So well. I mentioned it when I talked to Jenny about loop. But Arden said to me earnestly she's like, I don't understand why we're using this loop. You and I are so much better at this. And I was like No, I know. But we need to figure it out. And ironically her Awan sees not changing. You know, even though she's seeing higher blood sugars we're not seeing but that's because we're like purposefully like smashing them. I think if being honest, if I would not readdress spikes, I think Arden's agency would have gone from where it was, which I think was 5.5. When we started, I think it would be seven by now. Well, and now what I'm trying to say is, is that I also think that there are scads of human beings on the planet, who would be incredibly happy with a 781 say, and not just happy, but it would be an incredible improvement for their health.

Unknown Speaker 1:01:45
Yeah, I'm happy with the seven, like six months in. Yeah. And that sounded really condescending. Like, I remember being happy about a seven. Because it our doctor, our endo said with a condition we want her below 8.5. And so the seven was great. Yeah, you're like, I'm one

Scott Benner 1:02:03
and a half under the best, you know, yeah, I see that. I listened. And I don't think people take that as kind of I think people with a nine wish they had a seven I think people who were told eight and a half would be thrilled with a seven. And now you're lower than that. You think I remember a time when I was thrilled with seven? Don't you know? Yeah, I hear what you're saying. You're not hurt anybody's feelings story. People listen to the show are tough. They can take it, they listen to me. So they got a really thick skin. I don't know what we've done here. Naughty. I really don't like what I you know, what I really realized as we were talking. So if I may summarize or pull this together for a second, just to kind of make a bigger point. Your kid is little, and you're doing a terrific job Hurry, when C is great. Her variability is really amazing. All this stuff is going really well. And yet, when I said to you, hey, in this scenario, what would you do to that setting? You were still like, um, well, it right?

Unknown Speaker 1:03:01
I need a little bit more information than right. What we do, what I do is, I look at patterns. If she if she goes slow once at a certain time, then then it could be because I just feel wrong or because she was wearing her sparkly shoes. And she thinks that her sparkly shoes mean that she needs to run more or any other variable, but if she goes low in the same place two or three times, then I'm changing a setting. And so I look for patterns.

Scott Benner 1:03:34
And so the interesting thing to me is that you're charting a course right like you, you're thinking about loop and and your settings, like you're standing on the shore of New York, and you're trying to get to Europe. And so you're plotting and charting and making everything, like decisions ahead of time what I was doing before loop was I got in the boat, and I and I started rowing, okay, and then if there was a storm up front, I would just go around the storm. And then if a pirate ship came, I'd hide. And then like, you know, like I just went and I got over there. The same way you got over there. Like we're both standing in Europe now going, huh? Your Way worked and my way work. My way was more like fluid and kind of flexible and blue. Can't do that loop needs to know. settings it needs to understand. These are the numbers I'm working with. And those numbers need to be right. And if those numbers are wrong, it doesn't just stand up like Oh, no worries. We'll hide from the pirate ship. Now it does. Yeah, yeah.

Unknown Speaker 1:04:34
It's a system that needs the correct information to go forward. Whereas you're human and you're able to bob and

Scott Benner 1:04:42
weave. Yeah, yeah. So do you know anybody that closed loops at night and open loops all day?

Unknown Speaker 1:04:49
I'm sure there are people. I've heard of parents doing that with school. Some

Unknown Speaker 1:04:56
I don't know anyone particular who does that regularly.

Scott Benner 1:05:00
I'll tell you I, in my mind, that would be the best answer for us with the exception of the fact of that when you put loop, when you re close the loop after a day of it being open, it immediately looks and goes, Oh, you've used way more insulin than we need, and then shut your base forever. And it's just like you mother, then. So he, so everything I tried to trick it with.

Unknown Speaker 1:05:24
I'm hearing that live causes you to curse.

Scott Benner 1:05:27
I curse aside of loop. But a loop makes me want to curse more than than normal. It just because every time I feel like I have it outsmarted

Unknown Speaker 1:05:37
it, I'm wrong. Yeah. And I think that, that trying to outsmart it is is maybe counterintuitive. Where you're going wrong? Yeah, but because. But you have to figure out how to work with it. But you've been doing this other system for so long. Yeah. And working so well, that it's kind of like trying to learn to ride a unicycle after you've been riding a bicycle or something. I don't know if that's a bad analogy. But

Scott Benner 1:06:07
all analogies are fun. I think that what I would love to do is put you and that kid in a time machine and send you forward 10 years. And then let you live a week with loop and ask you these questions again. I feel like you'd be like, Oh my god, Scott. Right, huh? Yeah, because with hormones, you mean hormones, and big, bigger appetites? Like like that, like that kind of thing? Because right now, like, I mean, like, honestly, like in carbs, what's the biggest meal? She might eat?

Unknown Speaker 1:06:41
Um, we were at a pool party the other night, and there was pizza and corn on the cob and cookies. And it gave me a slight anxiety attack. And I think it was over 100 grams.

Unknown Speaker 1:06:54
Wow, how did that go? Um,

Unknown Speaker 1:06:59
it. So she ended up having a second cookie, because I wasn't familiar with the kind of pizza that was. Um, yeah. And so I ended up giving too much up front. And then she went low, and ate a second cookie, and then eventually stabilized and was okay through the night. But it was it was rough.

Scott Benner 1:07:22
Yeah. Can I add context? what's, what number is low in your mind?

Unknown Speaker 1:07:26
Um,

Unknown Speaker 1:07:29
well, we needed to drive home and I don't like to put her in the car if she's, if she's below 70. Okay, because I don't like to drive and try to, like, throw candy back at four year old,

Scott Benner 1:07:42
open your mouth stop moving.

Unknown Speaker 1:07:45
And we live in in the Los Angeles area. And so it's not just like, you can pull over on a side street. It's like, one time I was navigating a difficult like going from the five to the 210. I don't know, some numbers. And and I hear the Dexcom alarm. And I'm like, Why is she low? She shouldn't be low right now. And then I look back and she's asleep. And kids fall asleep in the car all the time. And I'm like, Is she asleep? Because she's low? Is she asleep? Because she's didn't take a nap today. And and then I'm like, trying to navigate this highway transition and yelling at her trying to make sure she she will wake up.

Scott Benner 1:08:26
By the way, anyone who's listening who is not imagining melody, whipping candy at her daughter's face trying to hit her open mouth is not allowed to listen anymore. Just shut off. You're not allowed to listen. Because you have to be picturing that right now. She's just got these like little gummy bears. And she loved them. What

Unknown Speaker 1:08:42
is it? dum dums are it's my candy of choice for the car because I can hold the stick and hand it back and mostly reach her

Scott Benner 1:08:50
cuz the lollipop makes it longer. Exactly. Oh my god. Now you all have to be considering this. Also, if none of you have ever driven in Los Angeles don't it's a terrible, awful. Yeah. But Oh, wow. You have painted a picture that I will live with for the rest of my life. Molly, thank you so much. It's you trying to negotiate five lanes of traffic

Unknown Speaker 1:09:11
and can't

Scott Benner 1:09:13
afford four year old in the face with a lollipop. It's great. Anyway, so she got lowered. And then yeah, how high did she end up at that picnic ever?

Unknown Speaker 1:09:27
Um, well, it was time to go and she was in the 60s and so I didn't want to get in the car again. She had a ton of insulin on board because of all the corn on the cob and the pizza. And the pizza was thicker crust than we usually eat and so I think it was hitting slower. So with another cookie, I got her up above 70 and we got home and I don't remember. I'm I think she probably went high later in the night. Then I went back and entered the grant. Like I didn't enter the cookie initially because I didn't want it. I didn't want if she went up high enough, I didn't want loot pushing her back down while we were in the car. And so I went back into the cookie, and got it all leveled out eventually. But it was, this was a birthday party. It was just a pool party in the summer

Scott Benner 1:10:20
party. Is it a good time? It was great. There was a party that was just like, we should have stayed home. I we could have splashed water on the kids, it would have been so much like, Look, guys enter the year. Yay, I go back in your room.

Unknown Speaker 1:10:33
birthday parties are the hardest, especially when there's a pool involved. And pizza. There's always pizza. There's always sweet things. And it's always things that are unfamiliar to me. And so, like, there's so many things. Like we go to blaze all the time, because there's one right beside our house. And I know how to do that pizza.

Scott Benner 1:10:56
blazes a pizza place because when you said California Blaze, I just thought that's where you guys go to smoke weed. Is that not right?

Unknown Speaker 1:11:02
That is legal here. But no.

Unknown Speaker 1:11:06
Blaze is a pizza place. It's like super thin crust. And so it's really easy. Yeah, and, um, but we haven't had enough experience with all the foods of the world for me to know how to dose everything. And even with bloop it's a learning experience worse

Scott Benner 1:11:22
not lesson it's all a learning, I'm not gonna lie to you, I get some meals so incredibly right? With loop that I'm just like, if she would just eat this all the time. I I'd be golden. You know, it's, and I'll tell you what messes me up more than anything right now. It's the, it's the bolusing process and loop. So you know, I told I told you earlier we did like 30 carbs to our start. So she does 30 carbs two hours then doesn't deliver anything. Right? And then bangs back in says 30 carbs, you know, three hours and then it it gives the it gives the suggestion for the entirety of 30 carbs, two hours and 30 carbs throughout? The problem is right in that moment. I want to be able to say to her, how much is it suggesting to you? But we don't have that kind of time. And we're texting, right? Think prior to that, I would say hey, I think we're going to use this much insulin, then I would know what goes in. And so I don't know how much is in her. Because had like today is an example. She would have said to me it once like eight and a half units. And I would have said that's not nearly enough. Right? We should use more. But I can't see that. And because of the way the process. Can you

Unknown Speaker 1:12:28
see it on nightscout when she enters it, like when the Bolus goes through?

Scott Benner 1:12:31
Yes. But it's it's there's a lag. Right, right. And then by the time it pops up, you're like, Alright, well, I here's what I do. I am that might not to the people listening, you might not believe this. I'm an incredibly optimistic person. I seriously Am I believe, and I trust and I really am a hopeful person. And so when I do it, I think well, these carbs are right. And this thing says it, I'm going to let it go and see what happens. And then when 45 minutes later, her blood sugar is like 96. I'm like, you know what? See, I'm being rewarded here for being optimistic and hopeful. And then her blood sugar shoots up and I'm like, why don't I trust that stupid. And so that's sort of my roller coaster ride for my own personal thing. But I really am. You know, when it's working so well for all these hours in a row and it gets a meal. Great. When the next meal comes up, you want to be able to say, All right, let me see what it does here. But I still have that unreasonable expectation in the back of my mind that it's going to fight with bazel. It just doesn't that like you said, the minute it thinks she's got the right amount of insulin for a meal, it takes the bazel completely away. Every time I look, I think if it would just leave that bazel then this would be okay. I've tried temp basals from nightscout.

Unknown Speaker 1:13:49
But the targets are template override.

Scott Benner 1:13:53
Let me pull it out. So I say the right thing. It is type Temp Basal start. And then I try to pick a duration. Right that I want it to go on for, say 30 minutes and I want a jacket way up and I jacket way up. And I do that because I think well if I only do it for 30 minutes, and I double or bazel she's only getting like these 30 minutes, bah bah, bah. And I do all that. And then at some point, it seems like the sometimes the loop just decides, you know what, no, we shouldn't be doing that. And it just shuts. I'm like, Wait, what? Why did I Why can I override it? If you can override me, this feels like being married. Like I feel like I'm an adult I should get to make a decision. But then there's this other thing in my life that's allowed to tell me no, you're stupid, you're wrong. And it's over. And then I don't get to say anything in return. So it won't let me outsmart it. And so opening the loop is the only thing that comes close. But then like I said, when you re close the loop, a lot of times you get high after that. So there's no winning. I have to stop I have to stop using this thing. I've got

Unknown Speaker 1:14:59
yeah or

Unknown Speaker 1:15:01
You, it takes a lot of experimentation to figure out.

Scott Benner 1:15:05
Okay, so good question. How long do I have to be at this before I feel better about this?

Unknown Speaker 1:15:10
Um

Unknown Speaker 1:15:14
How long did it take you to feel good about regular pump therapy?

Scott Benner 1:15:17
Oh, like six years?

Unknown Speaker 1:15:20
About six years? No, I

Scott Benner 1:15:27
think so. So so I am I'm obviously I'm a bit of a different breed in this scenario, right. So I can describe to you that when Arden was first on a pump, like Arden got a pump first, her a one seemed like eight and a half, and I was like, oh, we're gonna get an insulin pump. Everything's gonna be great. So, so her blood sugar went from like her, her he wants he's much like eight and a half like 7.9. I was like, Well, that was not the decrease. I was thinking. decrease. Yeah, so good, whatever.

Unknown Speaker 1:15:57
How old was he when she got a pump?

Scott Benner 1:15:59
Just four and a half. Okay, right. And so then Okay, so then we get to CGM a couple years later. Excuse me while I get a drink. We get to CGM a couple of years later. And I like go from like, languishing in the high sevens to like, all of a sudden, like, you know, lower sevens. And I was like, Oh, look at six point, you know, 7.2, like, really fancy. And at that time, the ideas that I've been blogging about started to kind of coalesce for me, I was like, Oh, my God, all these things are like, in line, like, there was a moment I was like, I have a system. You know what I mean? Like, so I started putting the system into practice a little more, so paying more attention to it. And that was it. Once I put those ideas, the ones I talked about on the podcast into play, 72686765646 boom, just kept falling. Like I couldn't stop her agency from going down. Without without loads, like I was just like, Oh, my God, I figured it out. And so I just sort of started turning up the power on my ideas until I got our agency to where I wanted it to be. I was like, Okay, these steps at this power equal 5.5. Just that that's it. I know what to do. And I went on to describe it to people on the podcast, and then it started working for them. Yeah, and then I'm gonna tell you like, no lie. I started talking to a family last Saturday, so not just this past couple days. So it's been about eight or nine days. And their son's teenage sons graph was a disaster. And at this point, now, it's amazing. It's really stunning. It just from talking to them, she helped me with something. So I helped her with this. Right. So we traded we traded it was like the barter system in the in the Old West. She She got me a water from her well, and I brought over my my cows for milk. And so we traded. And I, I fixed our kids blood sugar and eight days. Well, it's it's amazing, you should say. And so I know that thing so well. That this is just very infuriating. It just it really is. But I see the reason to understand it. Like I know I need to understand this. And so I'm not going to give up. But everyone I talked to, it's like I'm in a bad movie. That's a road. It's like a road trip movie. Like I meet Katie on the Hey, Katie Hill. Now Katie is like the queen of this. And then Katie tells me stuff like, that didn't really help me that much. And then I sit down with Jenny and Jenny tells me some stuff and I go back a little better. And then I was talking to him, like melody is gonna have the ends. No one has the I'm just walking through this road show movie and people I got Yeah, it's over that way. Like what? Yeah, just walked towards that, then.

Unknown Speaker 1:18:41
I think it's a more of a movie of self discovery, where you have to figure out the answers for yourself and no one's gonna hand them to you.

Scott Benner 1:18:46
Yeah, no, I don't. Yeah, I know. But you don't expect them to be handed. But I guess, I guess where my confusion comes in, or irritation? I don't know what you want to call it is that I was able to hand what I was doing to someone else. Right. And I want to meet the person who can hand loop to something. Right, and I haven't found that person yet. Ah.

Unknown Speaker 1:19:11
Um, so your lunch problem where you entered? You knew that she needed more insulin. Right. Right. So in the same way that you learn to, to bolus meals before loop you can learn to bolus meals with loop were like okay, last time we did this, and we put it in as 32 hours 33 hours and the insulin ran out before the carbs did so she needs more insulin. And so you entered is more carbs. Like I learned with the Starbucks sandwich that's it has to be a lot more carbs than I thought it was going to be.

Scott Benner 1:19:55
So I need so I should have lied to this thing about her meal today. And just lied to it about the amount of carbs until I was comfortable with how much insulin she got.

Unknown Speaker 1:20:05
I wouldn't call it line as much as

Unknown Speaker 1:20:09
like there's the face value carbs, and then the how the what the carbs actually do to her blood glucose.

Scott Benner 1:20:19
So I have to consider glycemic load and glycemic index. Yeah, I can't do that.

Unknown Speaker 1:20:25
Yeah.

Scott Benner 1:20:26
Why can't it do that? I'm just kidding. I know why.

Unknown Speaker 1:20:31
elimination technology.

Scott Benner 1:20:34
I understand why I can't. I yeah. So I guess here's, you know, what, maybe now that you, as you say it like that. And I am be trying to be a little introspective. I think the problem is, is that the idea of loop infers the idea of less effort, which I know it doesn't, yeah, like, but it does. It doesn't it doesn't.

Unknown Speaker 1:20:54
Right,

Scott Benner 1:20:55
right. Yeah. Like, how is it? Right, right. You know what it's like, it's like, if it's like, if 12 hours of the day, I had a really great spouse who loved me. And we had this great relationship, and then the other 12 hours a day,

Unknown Speaker 1:21:08
Jen, when the sun came up, yeah.

Scott Benner 1:21:10
Like she was just running around having sex for money. It makes sense, because, because in my 12 hours, whether she's, I think that's it like I think it lulls me into a sense of comfort, overnight, that doesn't exist during the day. And then I have trouble switching gears and going from, I don't have to pay much attention to diabetes to I do have to pay more attention to diabetes. You should be a therapist.

Unknown Speaker 1:21:40
Um, that is an interesting career choice I might consider.

Scott Benner 1:21:45
But no, seriously, you really helped me just now because I that that really is what happens is like, you just keep getting lulled into like, Oh, it's gonna be okay. I don't need to do this anymore. It works. I figured out my settings, like everybody tells me it's about the settings and settings, right? Look how good everything it's like your brain. It's you know what it is? It really is my hopeful nature. It's screwing me. Right? Because I see it work for 610, eight, you know, 12 hours in a row. And I'm like, Oh, yeah, loop works. It's great. I have my settings, right. Trust the settings, do the thing. And then I and then I don't realize that this is this is Jekyll and Hyde. Like it's one thing overnight, it's another thing during the day.

Unknown Speaker 1:22:26
Yeah, the the food is difficult. And yeah. And when it's working, it works so well. And when the food is not entered correctly, or I mean, it's in there correctly, but it doesn't react the same way, then.

Unknown Speaker 1:22:47
It's hard.

Scott Benner 1:22:49
Yeah. lupus, like if Dr. Jekyll was a hooker, I think that's what we figured out today. That I don't want to be.

Unknown Speaker 1:22:55
I don't want to be involved in figuring that out. I don't want my name attached to that.

Scott Benner 1:23:00
Well, I'm putting out the tide pool right now. You need Dr. Jekyll in a skirt. Standing on a street corner. That should be the new logo. I'll reach out to the right people. No, seriously, I really. I seriously think you just helped me. Because I and I and I can see the the confluence of events that lead me to like this roadblock. Because I was involved before. And when I wasn't involved, I didn't need to be involved. Right. Like, I know, I know, some people when they hear about the podcast initially, like Oh, that sounds like a lot of work. And it isn't the beginning. But the real like cool truth of it is, is that after a little while, it stops being any effort whatsoever. Yeah, like, it just works.

Unknown Speaker 1:23:45
I think that's the same.

Unknown Speaker 1:23:48
With loop. It's just another system you have to learn. And, and it sounds like the language you use about it. Like you're tricking it. You're outsmarting it. It sounds like you're fighting with loop.

Scott Benner 1:24:01
I am

Unknown Speaker 1:24:02
and yes. And it's you.

Scott Benner 1:24:08
I need I need no rules. No, I need new rules. Like Like, like when I sit here and I think about this stuff. I tell people on the podcast like you know, you'd rather be high than low. Don't you know, don't accept blood sugars above like I'd say these things like t shirt slogans at this point, right? And but they work like if you keep these things in your mind, it works and you can kind of overpower diabetes. For the most part. I think that I need to step back from what I'm doing from loop and look at my troubled moments and figure out if I were to do this in this moment, this would stop this and then give it a give it a slogan that makes me remember that moment. I know that really is easy, but I think that's what I need. I need to stop at lunchtime and say, Okay, this is like a high carb scenario. We're going to, we're going to like you know, decide that this meals on the other side of the glycemic index, it's on the higher And we're just going to put, you know, attacks on it. And, and add more, you know? Yeah. Melody. How's it feel to save a life? Because you've just done?

Unknown Speaker 1:25:11
Oh, I'm

Scott Benner 1:25:13
gonna put this on your resume once saved a man.

Unknown Speaker 1:25:19
Yeah, I'm

Unknown Speaker 1:25:23
still too early for me to have woody come back.

Scott Benner 1:25:25
You're fine. It is early in the morning. You're doing a very nice thing. It's so it's, it's like 889 o'clock here you are 915 I can't I kept you on way longer than I said to. Are you completely unhappy that you did this? Are you okay with this? I think I'm okay.

Unknown Speaker 1:25:42
Um, I will probably spend the next 48 hours thinking back to all the things I said and how I should have said them differently.

Scott Benner 1:25:49
That's no big deal. You're just having the same response that people have after dating me. It's over and you're like, I don't think I should have done that. probably right. And so, but it's too late. Now I have the recording. No, I'm just No, but I appreciate I think this kind of like rambley conversation is going to be one of them that I look back on, I think like this pulled me through because I have seriously because having too much of a like, I've tried having somebody come on and tell me like, this is how it works. But it's their perspective on loop. And why I need to figure out my perspective on it.

Unknown Speaker 1:26:28
You have to figure out how to fit the way your brain works in with figuring out the settings. And I have a good friend who has I'm gonna say it wrong. Just calcula it's like dyslexia, but with math, okay. And she's always saying, I don't know what I would do if my kid had diabetes. There's way too much math. I could never do that.

Unknown Speaker 1:26:54
Like, well, you figure it out. I figure things out.

Scott Benner 1:26:57
I'm looking it up right now. discount, by the way. First of all, he said it 100% right, it looks like this calcula severe difficulty and making arithmetic metathetical that Earth pathetical. What the heck calculations as a result of a brain disorder?

Unknown Speaker 1:27:13
Hmm. It's like dyslexia, generally, except for with numbers instead of numbers.

Scott Benner 1:27:19
Yeah, that that person's kid can't get diabetes. Oh, she'll have to return the kid. If that happens.

Unknown Speaker 1:27:26
You just know you can figure it out. I mean,

Unknown Speaker 1:27:31
I think everybody I think so. I think with accommodations, you can figure things out. It's like,

Scott Benner 1:27:37
yeah, I can tell you, your friend who I you know, I don't wish any bad on her family at all. I think that she is a she is the kind of person who hears my podcast and goes, this makes complete sense to me.

Unknown Speaker 1:27:50
Because it's not about the numbers. Right?

Scott Benner 1:27:52
Right. Yeah, see? She'd be fine. All right, I take it back. She'd be okay. Thank you very much for doing this. I want you to know that it doesn't go up right away. So you can you can, you know,

Unknown Speaker 1:28:05
cried about it for longer

Scott Benner 1:28:06
or no, just let me know that you really feel like you said something stupid. At one point. You're like, I really wish that wasn't in there. But I feel like you did a great job. When I edited I listened very closely to what's going back. You know, don't let anybody make a fool of themselves or anything like that. No, of course, but what am I trying to do? I'm trying to help people with diabetes, not not embarrass you. I'm embarrassing myself. I think that's enough embarrassment for the whole situation. I but I seriously think you really helped me just now. And I hope to be able to report back to you soon that I figured out a way to work more harmoniously with loop.

Unknown Speaker 1:28:40
Oh, I hope so. And

Unknown Speaker 1:28:44
yeah, and for for Arden sake. How does she feel about it? Oh,

Scott Benner 1:28:49
Arden doesn't want to do it. But Arden spoiled. Arden lived the life where she didn't really have diabetes.

Unknown Speaker 1:28:57
When and you were just doing everything? Well, like off camera.

Scott Benner 1:28:59
Yeah, we know we do it together. But that's such a small part of our day. So it really is I do believe true that most of the people who hear the podcast but don't follow along with trying it themselves, probably really don't believe me. But I don't think that prior to loop I thought about diabetes more than about six or eight minutes in total every 24 hours.

Unknown Speaker 1:29:20
Like you're recording a podcast about diabetes.

Scott Benner 1:29:22
Yes, that's a different thing. I take that out. But yeah, but so I really like she and I spent no time thinking about it now. With loop. I've been irritated and thinking about loop for the last two hours. I put more thought into diabetes today than I would have in a week without loop.

Unknown Speaker 1:29:37
Yeah. And so Matt always says that when when you start a new job, there's like six months of feeling like you're completely out of your element because you're learning new system new everything. And I think when learning a new diabetes management system is kind of the same because It makes you feel like all the things you already knew are not working in the situation.

Scott Benner 1:30:09
Yeah, yeah. It's everything I thought was right about the world I'm wrong about now. And that's it. Like, I just everything I thought was right is wrong, but I can learn this. And that is where I feel like that's where I'm at right now. I know I can. I know I can learn it. And I do have a little extra pressure because I feel like I need to learn it in a way where I can explain it. But I know I can learn it. I and I know that my time with it isn't as long as it probably feels. Although it's, you know, May, June, July, August, September. I'm getting there at six months now. But But the truth is, I'm way better at it today than I was three months ago. So it's coming. It just, it just is really a it's frustrating. To feel like it's fighting with you.

Unknown Speaker 1:30:51
Yeah, you know?

Unknown Speaker 1:30:54
Yeah, there are many moments where, where I'm, I'm not going to curse, but I do. And I'm like, What are you doing, Lou? And then I look and say, Oh, I didn't introduce carbs correctly, right? Or, Oh, I forgot to include the sugar in that car. pout, gotcha.

Scott Benner 1:31:14
I'm still very bad at the, you know, when you when you you know, tell it Hey, it's this is 20 carbs. And then later, it doesn't agree. Yeah, like, I still don't completely have that. I can't wrap that around. Like whatever it is, I need to wrap it around so I can understand it. Like if I tell it 20 and it says no. 17. Does that mean that at some point, it had to cut away more insulin because it didn't hit like 20 carbs? Or? Like you don't mean like we're What about when I tell it? 20 it says no, it was 30? Like I just I don't know. I don't know why it seems simple yet. When I look at it, I can't make sense of it. Um,

Unknown Speaker 1:31:55
yeah, then

Unknown Speaker 1:31:59
I

Unknown Speaker 1:32:02
I got a text in the middle of that from our nanny with Hazel.

Unknown Speaker 1:32:08
I'm good. But I missed the last half of your Senate.

Scott Benner 1:32:11
What I was gonna say what I'm saying is, is that when you tell some tell the loop Hey, this is 20 carbs. And later it tells you Oh, yeah, what was really 15? Right? Oh, my God, what does it mean when it says that?

Unknown Speaker 1:32:23
But the way your body absorbed it and the amount of insulin that was needed, matched 15 as opposed to 20?

Scott Benner 1:32:31
And what about the opposite? What if it says no 25?

Unknown Speaker 1:32:35
Then

Unknown Speaker 1:32:38
it's like saying, we used enough that your blood glucose data shows that you needed 25 grams worth of insulin.

Scott Benner 1:32:46
But you said 20

Unknown Speaker 1:32:47
Yeah, so it absorbs and, and so that's a really good thing to look at when you're when you're retrospectively looking at meals to see, okay, we just this is this, but it says, I don't this is 30. But it says that it absorbed like 45. So the next time she has this meal, he should do that. Do 45 gotcha. And, and it tells how long like the amount of time to. So that's honestly how we figured out our favorite pizza. Yeah. And now we eat pizza probably too often, partially because it's delicious. And partially because we know exactly how to Bolus and I know, I'm not going to be correcting this if we pizza. Nice.

Scott Benner 1:33:30
No, I mean, I would think I as you were saying that I thought I should be using that as a way to like measure load, like the load of the glycine, because I'm getting the Listen, I don't count carbs, but I can I can swag carbs pretty well. So I'm not like 30 carbs off when I make a decision, but that there is the impact that I'm off on sometimes. So I have to come up with a scenario where I understand what, how much extra carbs, covers impact of more carb, heavy food, or more dense food with more of a load. Okay. All right. I'm gonna let you off the hook. Now. You've done a lot for me today. I appreciate it. I don't know if anybody listening will get anything out of it. But I've gotten a lot out of it. So thank you very much. I really appreciate you walk away. It's kind of fun. Hey, you had fun. That's great. I can't tell because you're so West Coast and I'm east coast. I can't tell if you hate me or you were having a good

Unknown Speaker 1:34:25
Oh, mostly a good time.

Scott Benner 1:34:28
Ironically. I don't care. I just I can't tell. I'm just kidding. You were really terrific. Thank you so much for doing this.

Unknown Speaker 1:34:34
Thank you Have a good day. That's a

Scott Benner 1:34:37
huge thanks to melody for coming on the show and sharing what she's learned about the loop algorithm right. She helped me immensely as you heard. Today, I am much more adept at using loop. And it is very important to say that when this conversation was recorded, there was a difference. version of loop available. It has been updated since then. And the update has been a piece of how I've gotten to where you're going to hear next. You know, the next time I talk about looping, when I'm all like, yeah, I'm so good at this. It'll be because of what melody helped me with all the things I learned before all the people who helped me the time that we put into figuring it out, and of course, the hard work of the people who work on the algorithm. I want to thank very much the Contour Next One blood glucose meter, please go to Contour Next one.com click on the links in the show notes, click on the links at Juicebox podcast.com. And go get yourself a Contour. Next One blood glucose meter the thing just flat out rocks, and of course, touched by type one.org. Check them out today. Take a minute touched by type one.org go look at what they're doing. I don't usually give a heads up about future episodes. But later this week, another after dark episode is coming up. It's lovely. It is just really amazing. I am stunned by the open and honest nature of some of the people who come on this podcast. So there'll be another after dark episode coming up this week. And it's about trauma and addiction. You really should not miss it.


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# 252 A Loopy Few Months

Scott Benner

Could this be the future of type 1 diabetes management???

Scott and Jenny Smith, CDE break down Arden's experience using DIY loop for 14 weeks.

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Scott Benner 0:00
Jenny, Normally we'd be recording pro tip episode here. Yeah, but I have never gotten such incredible feedback from people wanting more information as I did. When I told people I'm gonna try looping with Arden,

Unknown Speaker 0:15
I'm sure cuz you've got such

Jennifer Smith, CDE 0:18
a following that people are like, oh, let's do it Scott's way, you know, Scott's way it really works. And then they're like, God looping.

Scott Benner 0:26
What happened? I'm not sure. But what I am sure is that I want to talk about it. But I want you here to correct me or two. Help me, because this is the first thing that I've noticed about looping, okay. And I'm probably gonna jump around a little bit. But the first thing that I noticed is that for most people, most people living with type one and using insulin. Over three months ago, Katy de Simone came on the podcast and explained to me what DIY looping was. If you haven't heard that episode, go back. Now just stop this right now go back to Episode 227. It's called diabetes concierge, you're going to want to listen to that first, if you haven't. But if you've already listened to diabetes concierge, this is what you've been waiting for. This next hour with Jenny Smith isn't just my first reactions about looping. It's my first, second, third, fourth, fifth and 30 100 and 23rd reaction, this is a summation of the last three and a half months using the DIY loop. It's gonna be the good, the bad, the ugly things, I figured out things that I don't yet understand where I think I want to go from here, for us, and what I think looping, perhaps I should say, algorithm based insulin pumping, whether you consider that to be a closed loop or a hybrid loop, whatever it is the idea of an algorithm making decisions based on your blood sugar. Anyway, whatever you want to call it. I'm also going to tell you my ideas about what this means for the future for all of us. And I received your beautiful email, and this episode is dedicated to you and your family. It has never been more important for me to say that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise. And always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan. This is Episode 252 of the Juicebox Podcast. Let's call it a loopy few months. And I want to be absolutely sure that you understand that what we're about to talk about has not been approved by the Federal Drug Administration, the FDA has not approved this, this is completely do it yourself. Long, silent pause. So that can sink in. This is the first thing that I've noticed about looping, the first thing that I noticed is that most people living with type one and using insulin who aren't listening to this podcast, I think looping is going to be just an amazing thing for them. And and now looping, looping. Yeah, closed loop. I'm talking about any pump company that comes its algorithms write an algorithm that speaks to your CGM and your pump and makes bolusing and bazel decisions based on this algorithm,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 3:20
right, and makes it more intuitive. Right, right.

Scott Benner 3:23
Yeah. So what I'm saying is, it's not just the what I've tried, which was the you know, the Do It Yourself looping off of, you know, that not just that untied pool is, from what I understand taking that very algorithm through the FDA. So it's not going to be much different between what tide pool comes up with, from what I understand. Yeah, you have to assume that you have to assume that on the pod is going to come up with their own algorithm. And they're also one day going to allow the Omni pod to talk to the tide pool algorithm. So those options exist to I'm sure Medtronic will make one mess it up. And I don't know, you

Jennifer Smith, CDE 4:02
know, Medtronic does have a, they have kind of a, an agreement along with tide pool now as well, just like Omni pod does. So, I mean, we'll kind of have to see, you know, I mean, Medtronic system works for some people, not the majority, but it does work. And for those, that's awesome. I've worked with people that Medtronic current system works really nice and clean for but as far as like the targets, I think that's the other piece within like a looping type of system or this kind of algorithm. People want to be able to set their own targets. They want to be the decision maker for themselves. They don't want a system saying you have to target a blood sugar of 120 Well, I want to target a blood sugar 90 instead. Right?

Scott Benner 4:49
Right. I think rightfully I'm sorry. My camera's not I think rightfully so. I think rightfully so as well. Like, you know, you should be Yeah, you should be I didn't realize I was on you should be able to you should be able to make decision for yourself. Now, here's, here's my high level kind of look down on this from my. So I guess I have to say this first, I imagined that the podcast feels very like freewheeling and fun and like that, and that, you know, I'm just saying whatever I'm thinking, which is true to a large extent, except that when it comes to management ideas, I don't say anything on this podcast that is not battle tested, dude. Like, like, we haven't like, I don't come up with an idea on Tuesday, and then record it on Thursday, I come up with an idea on Tuesday in February, I use it for six months, make sure it works. 100%, right, that I can explain and talk about it. Yes, it only after I know what I'm seeing back over and over again. And I can explain it to you in a way that's simple to understand. But I'm not with you. And if you misunderstand it, I don't want that to happen. So having Kate, you know, having Katie Come on from and talk about looping a few months ago, and then me at the end saying, All right, we'll give it a try. That was real time. And then two weeks later, you guys all started emailing and going like, what do you think of looping and I was like, I don't know anything about it. I've never responded to so many emails with the words, I have no idea. I'm the wrong person, the wrong person to ask. I don't know anything about this. And so let me I'll explain to people,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 6:21
I feel like I've dipped my toe. But I'm not fully like immersed in the pool yet. So please don't ask me questions, right?

Scott Benner 6:28
That's even way too polite. I was confused. Right? So it turns out that

Jennifer Smith, CDE 6:34
amongst your many text messages, I wasn't doing

Scott Benner 6:38
any I don't understand what this is doing. Why is this like this? Why in God's name, would the number go down? if the power goes up? That doesn't make any sense. Anyway, we'll get to all that. But so so in the first three days, no lie. Without my ability to text Jenny, I would have stopped. Swear to God, I would have tried it and went well. I would have stopped in the second three days. Arden came to me and said these words word for word. Why are we doing this? We are so much better at this than this is? And I was like, okay, and she was and I hate carrying this thing around with me. And I was like, Yeah, and I said what thing and she goes the Reilly link, and she was and I don't even like the name of it. I was like, Okay, so now we call it the thing. And it's been renamed in the app the thing. So that's funny, all due respect to I'm assuming somebody's child named Riley that they named this after I pop. Right?

Jennifer Smith, CDE 7:30
Back me correct. Yeah, yeah. So

Scott Benner 7:32
Uh, huh. Apologies. We call it the thing. So, you know, that was the first six days Jenny kept helping me, but everything. So there are settings in this in the loop system, right. And I wanted to bring them up. And I had them in front of me. And then I I got rid of it for some reason, because I wasn't thinking so let me pull this back up. And here it is. So there are settings inside of the the algorithm app, right, the loop app correction range, suspend threshold, basal rates, delivery limits, insulin model carb ratio, insulin sensitivities. And if those aren't right, you might as well just fall on the floor and die. Like because this thing just doesn't it does nothing if these settings aren't right. So okay, so that's fair, right? The settings need to be right. And

Jennifer Smith, CDE 8:30
the reason is because of the algorithm the way that it's written, right? The algorithm is basing all those five minute loop decisions and adjustments on your settings. So if you have these way off settings that you were on your conventional pump, you are managing, but you are hyper managing, right? You are consistently adjusting and Temp Basal and negative doing something and whatever. Well, the algorithm doesn't know you are doing this.

Scott Benner 8:59
I made a note here, right. I started to say that the algorithm is smart, but dumb, and then I realized, Oh, no, it's the difference between booksmart and streetsmart. Right? The when the settings are right, the algorithm is brilliant, but and uniform, right. But anytime something changes, it's dumb, it doesn't know it changed, right? Like You don't? Do you know what I mean? Like so all of us here with the podcasts, right? If you had a stressful moment, or ank, you know, adrenaline in a sport, you'd say, Oh, I know this is about to happen and your Temp Basal up, right? The algorithm doesn't know you're about to get upset or excited or you know, whatever.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 9:38
And it doesn't adjust until it sees a change. And

Scott Benner 9:41
the problem ends up being is that by the time it sees the change it takes for what the people listening to this podcast are going to think of as forever to fix it right because we crush high blood sugars, because we're good at it and we smack them back down again without getting low. This thing takes, sometimes it could take six hours to get a 170 blood sugar back down again. And, and if you're listening to the podcast and having this success, you're thinking I'm not doing that that's not right. So I thought the same thing I thought I can't, like, I don't want to do this. How do I, you know, can I fool this thing? And then you start going down that path God that path, which will. So we'll get to Anyway, back to the beginning. You've got to get the corrections, right. The first thing that Jenny just alluded to, I had a problem with was I had Arden's bazel setting, you know, in a in a conventional pump system, set at one point for an hour during the day. And I think overnight, it was something like point nine. Well, we do Jenny's words to me, where you do a lot of Temp Basal thing. Did you ever wonder how much you do? And I thought, No, I have no idea. So it turns out my 1.4 in the conventional pump set up. That was just where I started from. And that worked fine. That number was great when there was no food present and everything. But as soon as something came in, I'd OPT down and I was being reactive to it a fluid. Well, on loop Arden's daytime basal rate is 2.35. And I just moved it up last night to like 2.4 or five an hour, overnight, it's only like 1.2. Okay, but there was a significant difference. So now I'm starting with the idea, my basal rate is 1.4. And I put it into the loop like that Arden's blood sugar goes up to 300 and sits there all day. And I'm like, this doesn't make any sense. So Jenny helped me with a simple old school diabetes math equation to help me figure out the base rate, tell us what that is, please,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 11:51
to figure out the basal rate, how did we

Scott Benner 11:53
do that that day, do you remember you were like, I'm gonna whip out like an old timey math equation and help you like, like,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 11:59
guess the basal rate. But you can essentially take your total daily dose that you're using, and multiply it by about point four.

Scott Benner 12:12
And that comes up with your hourly basal rate,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 12:14
it gives you your units per day, it gives you your bazeley units per day, essentially. So if you take, you know, four times, you know, 30, or essentially, let's see, 30.4 gives you so if you had 30 units a day times point four, it gives you that you would need about 12 units of bazel a day, and then you can kind of break that up. And as we know, physiologically, you need adjustments through the course of the day, you need two units through the course of this part of the day, or you know, you need point nine through this portion of the day. And that takes bazel testing. I mean, true, true bazel assessment is based on looking at what's happening in a bezel only time period, right. And in order to really do that, in looping, a lot of people try to bazel test in closed loop, you really can't do that, because you're getting this, you're getting an offset of what loop is doing with its algorithm to keep you stable, right. So in order to really bazel test in loop, you have to open the loop, and you have to do it well in advance of looking at a bazel segment time. Because otherwise, you may have positive temp insulin or negative temp insulin that's still impacting where you think now I'm only in bazel, because I opened the loop. That's not true. It's several hours before the impact of any temping up or down is cleared. And you're really just on your standard bazel at a circulating level.

Scott Benner 13:53
So if you use if you try this, there are documents that have been lovingly and painstakingly put together online by wonderful people. And it's going to tell you right up front that you have to start with the loop open right with it. Yeah, not doing all that it does, so that you can get this right. If you don't listen to that, you might as well again, just drop on the floor and die, because it's just not going to work. Just give up if you're not going to follow the instructions. Here's the thing that had that happened to me with the instructions. And I'm concerned that may happen to many of you listening, is that I think that one of the reasons this podcast works for people is because it's broken down distilled down into very easy concepts, right? Because some people's minds don't work the same. So I'm going to tell you, I marked myself as a fairly bright person. But there are things I can't do. I've told you guys before, I can't do simple algebra. I could you can explain to me nine different ways I don't understand it, you start putting a letter next to a number and my brain goes, I don't care. And then that's the end of it, right? So I read these loop docs, which are again, beautiful, they're brilliant. And I read through them and I get to the end and it's as if I do didn't read anything. It's like, I felt like I was in eighth grade and someone was trying to teach me pre algebra again. I was like, yeah, it all made sense. I don't know. And so I kept reading and kept reading and I thought, Okay, I'm going to have to figure this out for myself, or I'm not going to be able to explain it to everybody else. Right. So we hammered through this for you guys. Okay, like we stuck with this because we wanted to stop a number of times. But here's the thing about it. Once we got the, you know, suspend threshold, right, and then Jenny helped me get the bezels. Right. And we got the delivery limits, right. And you know, pick the right insulin model, which was very helpful through the docks. carb ratios was interesting, because I didn't know Arden's insulin to carb ratio. So we just had to keep going. No idea, right? So we just kept getting

Jennifer Smith, CDE 15:49
No, I just give her 10 units for her pancake meal with strawberries. I don't know what that ratio is. And I was like, okay, go back, count the car, divided into how much you gave, get a basic carb ratio, play with it, see if it's working and adjusted up or down.

Scott Benner 16:05
I was almost embarrassed. I was like, How can I be so good at something. And now when I'm up, I'm like, and I'm like, you know, I don't know. I was embarrassed by it. I was like, I don't know where insulin to carb ratio almost found myself apologizing at one point. The truth is, I didn't need to know it the way we were doing it. You know, the way you guys all do it listening. I needed the note for this. So Jenny's like just, you know, we kind of reverse engineer it, like she said, counted the carbs, you know, how much would we use for this? How much, you know, base would go on and I kept adjusting, I eventually found it. It was much lower than I thought it was going to be, again, to our earlier point about bazel. I think it's set at like six and a half. So you know, her ratio, yeah, one car per six, or one? Yeah, one unit for six and a half cars. I never would have guessed that. But it just goes to show how much, you know, Temp Basal when we were doing anyway. So we got that set. And then the first success came. And I'll tell you, when the first success with looping comes with any of these algorithms come, you're going to be so happy that you're not going to care about the problems, because you're going to go to sleep at 11 o'clock, and wake up at six o'clock. And to a graph that looks really nice overnight. Because once these settings are right, loop, adds and takes away bazel and just keeps you steady without variables without food variables. It's just amazing. Okay, so make sure you hear what I think.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 17:31
Did me that overnight.

I think you texted it to me and you're like,

Scott Benner 17:37
let her wake up. This is genius. I'll tell you, I'll tell you anything. It's you know, Arden's asleep right now. Amazing, right when, like, you know, obviously her settings change for when she's awake, and that we have them set as like 7am for the school year. But all I do in the morning is I get up in the morning, I walk in, I push an override button, and I set everything 30% back and I call it sleep in I've named it sleep and she sleeps in perfectly with that as soon as she wakes up, you shut the override off. But here's the thing. The override are part of a branch. Now listen, if you don't know this, forget, forget, I can't explain it to you. But forget loop if you if you can't follow this long, but there are different branches. So imagine there's a build of the of the out of the app. And then there's like additions you can make to it. One of them's called JoJo, I believe it's named after Katie's dog. Again, I don't know why you people don't just pick more simple names for things. But I understand it must be like a programming thing. I'm okay with it. Right. So this Jojo addition, or branch allows you to basically turn up or down the power of the loop settings, it is the best way I've come to understand it, right Think of it as volume,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 18:45
it's kind of sense. It's kind of volume or sensitivity, you're telling loop to be more sensitive or be or that you're less sensitive within a time period, essentially, I think of it is

Scott Benner 18:57
bolder, not as more

Unknown Speaker 18:59
or less.

Scott Benner 19:01
Boom, right? So I've set up I've set this thing up where I push it basically it takes 30% of the boldness of the of the algorithm away, and rd can sleep in in the morning. It's amazing, right? That's been incredibly helpful. If it was not for the Jojo branch, I would have quit. And I'm now going to tell you super seriously, if you don't let me make adjustments to what this algorithm thinks. I don't want it. I want to sleep. But I don't want what comes next, which is the problem around meals. So once again, for most people living with diabetes, and keep in mind what that means, right? If there's 20,000 of you listening to this podcast right now, right? There's still a million and a half more people living in the world who have type one or more at this point. All those people are going to be helped by this by this algorithm or any of the algorithms or algorithms I believe that the pump comes He's going to come up with it's going to be an amazing improvement to their life. Mm hmm. But if you're a person who sees a 140 blood sugar, and looks at it and thinks I have completely this up, I'll bleep that out later. Okay, if you're one of those people, right, you're going to hate the way this thing takes care of meals. Now you can Pre-Bolus still,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 20:18
but sometimes you can't a couple of ways. There are a couple of ways to Pre-Bolus with Lou. But yes, we sell them. Do you know what they are?

Oh, yeah, well, I mean, one way and, and again, many of these, I've not only learned, but also, you know, people have been like, Hey, I'm doing this. I'm like, Oh, that's interesting, you're kind of doing it a different way. But the two main ways. One is the premium button. That second little icon next to the Bolus icon on the bottom of your screen, looks like a little timer on a plate. Essentially, when you hit that, it allows loop to aim for a lower glucose in a timeframe prior to eating. So if you're using Pre-Bolus, thing, 30 minutes before you start to actually eat your food, the pre meal technically takes care of it in what I personally and professionally feel like is a little bit more precise manner. Because it's only look where your glucose goes. Now, where do you want me to aim for it to get to which is lower than what your overall daily correction or target ranges, right. So if your target during the day is 100, you might have your pre meal set to 75 or 80, let's say, and lupus say okay, I see now you want to get to 75, you hit the premium button, it's aiming for that it starts to give you additional insulin in the timeframe before you actually now choose to bolus and eat. So 30 minutes from now you've gotten a little bit extra insulin added in to get you moving down. Thus, almost like a Pre-Bolus. But a little bit more intuitive because it's just basing it on blood sugar. And it's getting you to a value that you want to start with by a trend down. The other nice thing about the algorithm is it takes into consideration that extra it's added when you do choose to Bolus. So you're never going to have kind of a too much there. Because it's considering now what's the trajectory of the glucose? How much has actually been added in to kind of get you here? How much are you eating? You know, all of these factors are considered in this algorithm that, thankfully, uh, well, thankfully, you're not painfully our human brain is just not meant to think like that conscious. And you

Scott Benner 22:31
are going to find that. And that's the biggest problem. Jenny's gonna fall for chair. She's laughing so hard. That's the biggest problem when you try to imagine how to outsmart the algorithm. Yeah, because it's thinking about things you're You don't even know exist, let alone can't bring yourself to think about because we're just people. And so. And that ends up being one of the issues. The pre the pre meal button works pretty well, for us. But the biggest problem is, is that we had gotten so good being bowled that Yeah, I didn't even have to Pre-Bolus sometimes, like, I just could look at a meal like we don't I've spoken about it here. But I don't talk about it too much. Because it's double extra ninja level, right. But like, I can, you know, five minutes before a meal, go this meals, eight units. But if I just use 11 and a half and double or bazel, I don't even have to Pre-Bolus like I can, I can send so many. I can send so many soldiers in that when you start fighting back. You just can't win like right. And so I know how to do that for her. So but so we're now seeing spikes at meals that we didn't see before by sure there's so much stability the rest of the time. That ardency one c didn't change. It's right. I think it was five for this time, right? So on looping new is five, four to five I think was five three not looping last time. Lows still happen with loop, I'm not going to tell you like I still see lower, not like crazy lows, but she'll go down to 50 sometimes it it'll try to stop her and it can't. So what I think is that in those moments when you need the algorithm to be aggressive, and it's set up aggressively, and then all of a sudden, there's a significant variable in your life that causes a time of day when you usually need a lot to not need a lot. It can you can start you know a quick low comes out of nowhere. I'm not blaming the algorithm, it's you know, it's just like us.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 24:24
And I kind of explained that in terms of loop can only negative temps so much to prevent, right. So if there is a load coming into a drop loop, we'll do it fast. It sees you know, okay, you've got the suspend threshold set here. You've got this much insulin on board it can negative temp and or zero temp as much as it possibly can. But it may not be able to shave off enough in a timeframe to stop a true drop. It does its best, right? I mean, I have to say that my looping almost two years now, I can say that my lows overnight are less than the five fingers on my hand.

Scott Benner 25:09
Oh, yeah, I believe that. And I

Jennifer Smith, CDE 25:10
think I mean, the lows overnight are definitely the huge fan of daytime lows, I would definitely say, are more my user fault, then loops fault. It's more my I've forgotten to set my workout target or my override, I've forgotten to do this in enough time I've forgotten to account for something, you still have to mentally think about things in order to tell loop to do the right thing. Or so that it can do the right thing. But overall, the nighttime is like,

Scott Benner 25:40
Yeah, it's great, incredible. So it's funny because I Jenny just led me to tell you, like, I wanted to let you know like that this is not a magic bullet, like, and I am so concerned that people think oh my god, one day, my Dexcom is going to talk to my pump that's going to talk to an app on my phone. And I'm never gonna think about diabetes again. Right? I am here to be the wet blanket on that party. And tell you that that is not going to be the case. It's not Yeah. But I am. Let me say this again, after being with this for months. This is the future. I'm 100%. certain of it so much. So that I'm already I'm telling you, if you want it, I believe this is

Jennifer Smith, CDE 26:21
how you buy stock in tide pool about that.

Scott Benner 26:25
I'll tell you why. I don't know I'm not about that. Exactly. But here's the problem that this is going to happen. This is where my concern comes in. And why I will keep talking about this periodically, right is that doctors already can't help you very frequently with your settings, right. And the settings they're trying to help you with now with your pump are childish compared to the settings in the loop. And so if doctors can't do what they can do, now, I can't see how in the hell they're going to do it with loop, right? And then my fear is, is that someone's going to put this thing in your hand that if it's set up correctly, and you give it enough time is going to end up being a major addition to your life and your health. And you're going to have the thought I had in the first three, six and 10 days, which is this is impossible. And it doesn't work. Because if the if the settings are wrong, it will appear not to work because it isn't it isn't working.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 27:22
And unfortunately, taking that then to your doctor and saying I I can see the benefit to this, but it's not working what is wrong. And because most clinicians, it's unfortunate the system that we have in our health care, right? And what's driven by insurance and coverage and what they can, what they can, you know, tell you yes, do this, I support you in doing this. And I know all about it, and I can help you learn how to use it, unfortunately, because it is as of yet FDA approved. Unfortunately, many doctors are like, I'll support you in your decision to use it. But I can't teach you anything about it. I don't understand it myself. And I think well as a physician, then if you're willing to say, Okay, I'll continue to write your scripts for you. And we'll continue to look at the data together. I think it's honestly in their best judgment to learn about it. Even if they can't outright say, Hey, here's the pump for you. You need to be looping even if they can't legally tell you to do it. If you've chosen to do it. I think that educators and NGOs really need to get on board with learning. What are these systems doing? Why are people choosing to use them outside of the current FDA conventional pumps? And who could it be beneficial for I can definitely say I mean, there are there are some people that probably don't have enough kind of together to understand and use lube. In fact, there are some people that I think pumping is also in general too much. And it gets a good clinician to be able to help talk that out with a person. But I also think that our clinicians need to learn more about it. In fact, that's my presentation with Gary in Houston to add, this weekend is about loop and how clinicians can learn and be comfortable and where the resources are and how to talk to patients about it. And be informed.

Scott Benner 29:30
So you guys listen to this on Tuesday. And just last weekend, Jenny gave this talk that she just spoke of to the American Association of diabetes educator she's telling them that I made a panic phone call to somebody I know at tide pool and I was like, if your documents aren't right, this thing is going to crash and burn you got to make sure you're explaining it to people correctly. I gave them and it's so much so and I hope this Gosh, I hope this doesn't sound egotistical. Like I there are enough people listening to this podcast now that I feel a responsibility to understand it too. Because I'm telling you, it's the way it's the future. I'm like, imagine yourself before you found the podcast before you sent me your email. It's like, Oh my God, my eight, one C is six, it used to be eight and a half before that, if I could have given you something that would have not let your blood sugar go much over about 170, most of the time would have brought it back down without getting low. And you could have slept through the night, I you would have said to me, please give me that. And so, you know, you have that perspective, when you're thinking about loop loop is astonishing. It's amazing. It's fantastic. My concern is that if you are have been listening to those podcasts for too long, your expectations are going to be higher than what it can do at the moment. And and that's because and here's why you say, Well, that doesn't make sense, Scott, I'll just tell it to turn up the volume. You can. So it's like, it's like it? I don't know how to put it exactly. It's there to stop you from hurting yourself kind of a situation, right? So if so, here's what happens. I give Arden or insulin. And you know, we miss on the carb count or something and I start seeing her blood sugar go up and I tell our Oh God, we're gonna have to add more insulin. You put in, you think yourself I know, right? Oh, I know, for certain three more units is going to stop this and bring us back level. You put those three units in through loop and loop takes away your bazel. Right, and you're like, you, I'm gonna do a lot of bleeping this thing, because here's me in the kitchen. I'm like you. I need the bazel and I need the bowls. What are you doing? Then you start thinking maybe I can make enough of a bolus that it couldn't possibly take it all away. And I've been trying that lately to like her basals, you know, 2.5, you know, around two and a half, right? Three more units. What if I put in five and a half units is a bolus and even if it took the bazel away, the bullets would still overwhelm it, that still doesn't work. So every time you try to like outsmart it, because of what the settings are telling the algorithm it outsmarts you,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 32:01
outsmart you? That's right.

Scott Benner 32:03
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Jennifer Smith, CDE 33:51
The way that the algorithm route algorithm is set up and it knows what your settings are, right. So if in the setting of the rise that you're seeing happen, you're like I need more insulin at that point is the right thing to really do would be to hit the Bolus button. You know that middle I call it the carrot. That's like a Double Down Arrow orange. When you hit that, if loop is seeing, hey, yeah, there's more insulin needed here. It will suggest a bolus. If the Bolus suggestion is still zero based on the active insulin. In parentheses above, you'll see pending insulin. And you can always also take the pending insulin because that is a calculation that loop has already figured in to need. So if it's pending insulin is 1.2. But it's recommending nothing as a bolus right now you can input the 1.2 and take that as a bolus. Because at least you're working within loops, algorithmic fingerings you're working within it looked and saw that you're going to need this much more. It's going to dose it out over a time period. It's not recommending it as a bullet point. You could take it. And if you haven't screwed loops back.

Scott Benner 35:04
And I'm glad to know that because I didn't know that. And I'll definitely try that. Because otherwise you can't. It's like playing chess against a computer. You're like, Ooh, this will work and the things like, Oh my god, I'm so much smarter than you. No, it won't. And like, so you can't, you can't fool it. Now I have found ways you can use the Jojo brands and jack up the intensity override, right? And then what other people will tell you is you can lie about carbs. So yeah, right. So you can pretend you can say to yourself, I think I need three units. Here. I'm six and a half, I am a unit for six and a half carbs. So if I tell this thing, I need 20 more carbs, it'll give me about three more units. That does work sometimes. But the problem

Jennifer Smith, CDE 35:46
and another like aside to that just for evaluation, let's say you didn't give the three extra units. Let's say you watched to see what loop is doing. And at the end of the day, when you click the lock the bottom graph the active carbs, when you tap on that, you'll see all the carbs that you've entered for the day, you'll see what you entered as an absorption time. And down below each you'll see what did loop see as carbs that were absorbed? And how long did it take loop to see the absorption over? Right? So when you look at that, let's say you put in 60 grams of carb and loop actually saw 80 grams of carb. But you know, it was 60. You know, it was definitely 60. Well, in that setting, then Lupe was seeing the need for more insulin. So it offset it with a lot more insulin, just in a slower manner. As you said before, the manner is going to be slower than you think. No, I want that three units right now because I know that I need it, right?

Scott Benner 36:46
That really is the sticking point around food is that if you're being bold, it stops you from being bold in any moment, like but to Jenny's point. If your settings are right, and you kind of the contract, it will bring your blood sugar back down at some point. And so it's just not as quickly as I want it to be. And now what will happen is, is you might go out into the world and you'll talk to people who are looping and they're like, Hey, what's the big deal? Like it comes back down? Well, those are people who didn't find the podcast who were just like, this is amazing. My blood sugar wasn't 400. So I get their excitement. And I stand by it. But I also stand by everybody else who's listening who's like look, I am not okay with that. And I can tell you this. I am slowly understanding that it might be okay if Arden's blood sugar goes to 140 for a little while and comes back. I don't want it to happen. But I'm, I'm not having a panic attack about it. Right. I'll give

Jennifer Smith, CDE 37:38
you all I'll give you a little okay with that is even in pregnancy, which is the tightest like blood sugar control that we aim to manage in, even in pregnancy, going up to 141 our post meal is okay. So, now we want to be at two hours post meal 120 or less, but even going up to 140 in pregnancy in that sticky like control it like a crazy person. That's okay. So just to let you know, that's okay. Don't worry, I'm okay.

Scott Benner 38:10
I'm feeling okay. I'm not. And I'm not giving up on the idea that I don't want those spikes. But I also saw those spikes with what we were doing before like I was never perfect with it like there are people. Listen, you can go online and find parents who are managing I think pre pubescent kids with flat lines that are amazing. I've never like shot for that to be perfectly honest, like but I'm not okay with an elevated blood sugar lasting for multiple hours. Right, Jenny brought up absorption time. That's still one of the things I'm trying to understand better because we started shortening our absorption time to two hours, which made it more aggressive up front. Yeah, but then sometimes what will happen is that then, you know, outside of two hours, when the food still exists, it thinks it's gone. And it doesn't. So something I've been doing a lot of different things trying to break up absorption times, like put in a bolus for two hours and then put in one for three or four hours. Like just trying to make that work that way, I will figure this out. At one point, I swear to you, there'll be a moment where I will talk about this algorithm with the ease that I talked about everything. But for you people who are so impatient, it's not going to happen this quickly. Like I'm going to need a year, you know what I mean? Like, really being immersed in it. I understand it much better now than I did a couple of months ago. But you know, when I say something to you, like, I don't know, like what are the things we say on the foot, like if when I say stop the arrows and then explain it in a sentence and a half in a way that paints a picture in your head so that you know how to do it. I don't have those ideas yet around loop. So I'm sorry, but apologies but it's gonna take more time. Here's what I can tell you. If you can get the settings right. It's worthwhile. If you can handle a couple of meal spikes while you're figuring out to sleep overnight. It's pretty great to sleep. I'd forgotten how great it was to sleep. It's pretty great when I was young I used to work in a pet shop and the man who owned it would eat pizza once in a while. And I'd look over at him he was incredibly happy and he would say, better than sex. And sleep is better than sex.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 40:15
The only thing that I that I would compare to that, or have you ever had the dark chocolate, Justin's brand Peanut Butter Cup, I haven't. Oh my god. They're wonderful.

Scott Benner 40:24
Jenny's husband just realized how easily he could be replaced. So it's after not sleep. Like I always say this about sleep. less sleep is better than broken. Sleep. Broken, sleep is terrible. Go to sleep, wake up two hours later, stay awake for 15 minutes, go back to sleep wake up in an hour. And my life wasn't even like that. At this point. Like I there were nights I slept to the no problem. But I'm talking about sleeping through the night, every night for a week, then two weeks than three, then a month. It's magical. Right? Right. Yeah. So I'm not taller from it, but I do feel a lot better. So it's great. And not only that, but it gives me the confidence to know that Arden is gonna go away to college, like I expected on you know, I'm assuming I'm gonna send her on her the horizon system from on the pod. I'm hoping to love that when it comes out. And and that she's going to forget being able to sleep but not be in danger overnight. Right, right. And so this is worth me understanding, I am going to keep doing this. It doesn't stop me from being able to talk about the other stuff. So all of you who I've been speaking to you privately or all the episodes you've heard before, I have not forgotten how to be bold with insulin. I know all the steps I could, I could tell them to you in my sleep. Okay, so that's no problem. Right before Jenny and I started recording.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 41:44
I think actually, Scott, that's a really good point to bring up is not forgetting how to pump conventionally, right? Because you will, at some point perhaps loop might fail, you might have to rebuild it, it might for something your computer might crash and you can't rebuild it for a week, you're going to have to go back to conventional pumping, pumping, you're going to have to remember how to pump using your brain using the algorithm that is in your brain, right. And so not forgetting those steps is really, really important. And I think that's a piece that and I hesitate saying this, but I bring it up as just a point to consider for people who are new to pumping. To begin with. I think New pumpers should try to consider some time of learning how to pump with their normal pump, they should learn those factors, they should learn what attempt B is a look like why to use it, how to use an extended bolus, what their typical food does their exercise, how to conventionally pump and use their brain to pump before they switch on to loop pumping. Because there's a lot that comes with using pump be using loop intuitively and understanding it that comes from having used a pump previously, the way that you do you know, like you being bold with insulin, learning all of those factors, learning how to adjust while it changes with loop. Conventional pumping teaches you a lot to be able to loop better.

Scott Benner 43:22
If you were diagnosed today, someone slapped a loop on you put the made the corrections perfectly say there's a way to know them perfectly. And then the zombies come six months from now you're gonna be dead Three days later. You're not gonna know what the hell to do with your insulin. And so it's it's, it sounds like an old timey idea, because I've had that thought before. People say you have to use needles before you can pump that I don't believe I think you can start with pumping. Right? But but I get the idea behind it, where it came from. And I don't think it's an old timey thought to say right now you need to understand how insulin works before you just try to jump right looping system like that's 100% I agree with that. Because there there are settings here that you can't imagine what they do. I'll tell you right now, I understand the mathematical part of it. I understand the bright people who are better at math than me but ISF right instance x insulin sensitivity setting in the in the loop, right, the lower you make the number the stronger it is. And I get that negative. I understand math and everything but who sets something up for a layman and doesn't think more is more, I'll make less more I'll make a lower number greater power I get again, if you're a math person, don't come at me I understand. But for most people, they see 70 as stronger than 60. Not 50 is stronger than 60. So wherever did that because it not because you can't figure it out when someone explains it to you like I understood it when it was explained to me. But when you're intuitively trying to run through everything that's happening in your brain, you're like make that higher. That's brain says it to you right it doesn't say turn it to 50 or something 60 instead of setting? I know,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 45:04
I know, it's a hard it's a hard point, I would say you're not alone, whether you're a math person or not, I think the figuring of what that means for insulin effect is it's counterintuitive in the human brain. It just is.

Scott Benner 45:21
Yeah. So So however the algorithm thinks about it, I don't care. But they should put a goof like me in charge of making the upfront thing that you look at like, right? Like where I would just be like, turn it towards boulder? Not not know. So I think that it's, I want to say this at some point in this episode. And here's the part. The people who did this, I'm sure are too many to count at this point. And I'm sure someone knows everybody who's had a hand in this. I don't know any of them. But I think they're all just saints.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 45:53
Like, it's phenomenal. Yeah,

Scott Benner 45:55
right. It's awesome. This is astounding. This was put together by people in the world living with diabetes, right? And amazing. And then made available to other people, which, again, amazing and then supported by other people. And I've seen them on Facebook supporting other people. And I know how tiring it can be to have somebody come to you at eight o'clock in the morning. And they're like, I don't understand any of this. And you and they want you to talk them through it. And then by the time you get them to talk through it for other people ask you, because that happens to me. Except I don't have to do it in like this very incredibly, like, technical way. I'm just like, Hey, you know, all carbs aren't created equal? Stop the address, you know, right. And here's what that means. I can literally teach you how to do what we do in like, an hour over the phone. And so, but you can't learn loop in an hour over the phone, like, yeah, isn't gonna work that way.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 46:47
Now, I will reiterate what Katie and Kate and everybody else who's you know, helped build it. Read the loop docs. And like you said, you have to read them and digest them. If you're somebody who grabs it by reading it, and you're like, get it. Totally, that's awesome for you. I have had to read and read and go back and reread and make sure that I've got it because you know, in what I do, there are a lot of people that come to us who want help understanding. So I have to be able to spit it back out in like we talk about, you know, on the podcast, in layman's terms in an understandable one or two sentences. This is what this means. This is how to make it work for you

Scott Benner 47:27
an incredible skill to do like I at some point realized I was not giving myself enough credit for how I can talk about diabetes, it is hard to take something so complicated and make it simple. And I'm not Yeah, I'm not at that place yet with loop. Katie said to me, she's like, read the documents. How's it Katie? I did check. Read him again. I'm like, I only read them once. I was like I said, they're making me feel stupid. You know, like, and, and I was and he said to me, that's when I said, I'm like, that's why the podcast is so popular. Because it takes these complicated things and makes them easily digestible. I mean, I knew that, but I don't think I appreciated that completely until I tried to read those loop docs, like seriously. Yeah, I relate it very much to my son who's astonishingly good at math. And if he explained something to you, really difficult to understand the math and you don't grasp it immediately, he looks at you like you're an idiot.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 48:17
Like you don't like what I just told you. His

Scott Benner 48:19
brain understands it right away. And so there are times I think that some of the people who understand the loop dogs really well are like, No, no, it says it right there. And I'm like, Yeah, I see that, like, I understand all the words. You know, I just don't, I don't understand what it means. Okay, let me make sure I have everything here for my stuff.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 48:38
I'm kind of like that I'm more of a shomi person. I'm I mean, I can read it and learn. I mean, obviously, I made it through college and, you know, internship and did all of the stuff that you have to do by just reading and learning. But if somebody like sits down, and shows me how to change the tire on the car, I've got it, I got it, you showed me where to put this, whatever, it would probably take me an hour worth of reading, like where to put the jack how to put the how to get the lug nuts off, it would take me an hour to read through it and then be like, what did that say to do again, and I'd have to go back to the pictures and relook, but if you show me 1015 minutes, I've got it.

Scott Benner 49:15
There's nothing more valuable than a good teacher. But seriously, you know, like, it's just, it's 100%. So here's something interesting. I was interviewing somebody, I forget her name, and I apologize a couple of weeks ago, and I was at the point again, where I was like, I am gonna quit this loop thing. Like I got to that spot again. And she said something to me. That made instant sense. So there's correction ranges, right, like so. So when my brain with that, I thought, Oh, I want my daughter's blood sugar to stay between 70 and 100. I'll set the production range between 70 and 100. And it never worked. Like it was never she was never in that spot. There came a time when I thought maybe I'll just lie and say I like it's keeping her at 120 What if I just told her I wanted it to keep it Add with that keep it at 100. Like I started thinking about how to trick it. And she said to me, don't think of it as the target range. Think of it as when the bazel turns off and turns on. And I don't know why. But I was like, Oh, that's brilliant. And I made slight adjustments to it, and adjustments to how I thought about things based on that one sentence. And I thought that is, and it made a difference for me. And I don't know why it was just, I thought about it differently. I used to think I used to think, okay, I'll set it from 70 to 100. And that's where the loop will keep things, but it never really did that. And then when I started thinking of it, as this is the Basal shuts off at 72, Basal turns on 100. It's like, Oh, so if I drop the high number down more than when I get to 90 diagonal up, it'll come on and bring me back, but I'm waiting till 100 or 120. And that's how I'm getting to 160. Right, because Basal doesn't work that quickly. Now, the one thing we have not spoken about yet. That I want to tell you is amazing. So I'm using the night scout out night scout app. Now, to watch Arden's loop. I want to I want to say, visually, I hate it. I just I like it. Okay, but I'm getting used to it. And it's not just a new thing. I don't know what it is. There's a lot going on, but part of it I love is this, it shows you your basal insulin, visually. So you can see on on this app, as it gets stronger. It's basically, you know, like a stalagmite like it's, you know, pushing Is that the one that goes down, whichever one goes down from the root,

Jennifer Smith, CDE 51:32
slide type, I think, yeah, I think like type comes up. I don't know. I'm not a rock person. But

Scott Benner 51:38
yeah, one or the other. I swear to you, I'd call this episode. I'm not a rock person. It's like an icicle, right. So coming down. So when the thing that's not his, you set these Max bazel rates, right. So I think we have Arden's set at like seven an hour. And there are times that when her blood sugar tries to jump up, this thing's like boom, no way, seven units an hour, it might only stay on for 10 minutes like that, right? Right. And then then maybe it comes back to five, and then it goes to three, and then maybe her blood sugar keeps rising and it pushes it back again. And then all of a sudden it thinks No, I have it, it reads the data from the Dexcom and says, Oh, no, I've got it. Boom, right back to normal. And the same thing with like, you start getting low and it starts taking it away a little bit at a time, then all of a sudden it might take it all away. Yep. fascinating to watch. You will learn more about manipulating insulin watching the that bazel on nightscout, then Yep, I don't it's it's it's a learning tool in and of itself. It's really spectacular.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 52:39
And if you wanted a little bit more I know, Nathan is wonderful. Report wise, I think there are good reports in two places. nightscout is one of them. But tide pool also from my, from my learning perspective, as well as from teaching people, you know, a clinical perspective, I like tide pools Daily Report For for loop, because on the daily report on the bottom, you can still see the bazel right, you can see that what I call it looks like a cityscape, you know, the UP DOWN nature of what loop has been doing. But because tide pool online is interactive, you can hover your mouse over the actual bazel rate. And you can see what the temping was that happened. You can also see what pro What was your program bazel you know, if it was program 4.9, but it was temping you at 3.3 for how long was attempting you add that anything from a learning perspective? If you're looking for a trend that might be happening, you know, overnight, or during the daytime, always after breakfast, it seems like you're getting these tremendous High temps to get things contained in kind of learn from that and say, Do I need to setting adjustment loop looks like it's working really, really, really hard for me consistently at this time of day. Maybe something's off my bazel might be off, my ratios might be off something might need evaluations. But I think only from actually visually being able to hover over and see what was the bazel. That loop was kind of instituting nightscout isn't as interactive like that you can't once a report is generated. It's sort of like a flat report. You can't hover over anything and see extra data.

Scott Benner 54:23
Yeah, so if that's an amazing point, and I want to add to it that if so if you're a person who's Temp Basal, like we talked about on the podcast, and the first way you got to do it was I said, Dude, don't worry, Temp Basal is a great idea here because you can always bail on it, you can always shut it off. Like I always say, like, you know, if you think this is gonna be a carb heavy meal, and it's six units, but you think it might be eight, then double the bazel you know, or something like that for an hour because you can always shut it off. Having a gremlin inside of a phone every five minutes, turning it up, turning it down, shutting just like exactly what she could see right now. It's my God, I'm never gonna forget it had that. It is. It's undescribable. Like, it's just it's everything, this thing's ability to Basal up Basal down double bazel, triple bazel, zero bazel. It's

Jennifer Smith, CDE 55:20
I've never really considered it a gremlin. That's kind of a, that's a really humorous way to think about it. I've actually thought of loop as more of like, a broom. I feel like it's sweep, I feel like it sweeps up the things in the background that I can't consciously pay attention to all day long. I mean, if I was going to loop as a conscious human human brain all day, which is what I thought I was doing conventional pumping, I was doing a lot of micromanagement all day long. And I just I got used to it. It was my day to day, right, as you did with artists find it easy.

Scott Benner 55:53
But

Jennifer Smith, CDE 55:54
yeah, but with loop, it's kind of like there's this little like cleanup crew in the background being like sweep, sweep, sweep, sweep, sweep. Oh, we got to sweep up a whole load more here. You know, whatever. It's, I feel like it's like the cleanup crew.

Scott Benner 56:07
Okay, listen, we'll have a vote later of cleanup crew. But, but no, seriously, it's just changed. You have to go? No, I'm good right now. Okay, because we're just a couple more minutes. And I'll let you go. So it, it's, I want to kind of go over everything again, just wrap up. The part we haven't talked about is that you if you want to do this DIY, you have to download their stuff to do you have to have a Mac computer, you have to understand a little bit of how to use Xcode. You know, you have to get this code offline, you're taking full responsibility for this, right? Like you're This is not FDA approved, no one's going to help you with it, you're on your own. But if that scares you, I think you should realize that whenever tide pool gets this thing through the FDA, when on the pod gets horizon on the market, when you know t slim when all these companies do this. This is in my opinion. Amazing. It's absolutely, and I don't think everyone's going to do it, I would understand why you wouldn't. But it's it's it is the future like is what you could still do what you do fine with needles, you can still do but pump I'm not telling you to change. I'm telling you, this is a leap. And that's what you're looking for in technology, you're looking for a real substantial leap forward. So correct, even if you don't want to do it now. Take a look at it again, when it gets to the FDA.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 57:33
Well, and I think that's where these companies are going, right? I mean, even with horizon with the control IQ with tandem with Medtronic 670 current, you know, 670 G and whatever they come out with going forward. Being FDA approved, they're essentially they're seeing the light, they're seeing that people need more help, because it takes up a lot of our life. It does it mean diabetes is no turn off, there is no unplugged from it, go lie on the beach and drink a Mai Tai, that doesn't happen. And so we need a system that is going to be the cleanup crew, we need a system that's looking at things is consistently adjusting and correcting based on all those variables from that podcast that we did. I don't know two months ago now right on variable.

Scott Benner 58:25
Love that episode, by the way. That was Jenny's idea. Thank you, Jen.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 58:29
Awesome. Yay, yeah, it's it's like that we need the we need to clean up or the Gremlin or whatever in the background being like, I gotta fix this. This is happening. Take care of this, you know, um, so yeah,

Scott Benner 58:41
and I would I would guard against like, you know, getting out a crystal ball and trying to see the future a little bit, which is a little bit of what I think my job is with this podcast is that you also have to think you can't just slap a coupon and then never think about it ever again. Because Because you'll because the same things we talked about at the beginning of this podcast all those years ago will happen to you again, all of a sudden 150 will be okay, then when 80 will be okay, then 200 you'll think it's not that bad. And then eventually, you'll be automating your death instead of manually, like, like, you know, managing it. So you just have to, you're always going to need unless something happens that stunning in our lifetime, technologically. You're always going to need to be involved to some degree but lupa is like Jenny saying going to give you long gaps of not having to be that concerned. And if those gaps start at night, that's a pretty great place to start.

Jennifer Smith, CDE 59:34
So because as we said before, that's a third of your management. Yes,

overnight is a third of your a one fee. Wait, right? Yeah,

Scott Benner 59:42
yeah, it's just it's it's there. I mean, if you're looking for the, you know, I can't recommend or not recommend anything. I'm certainly not going to recommend you use something that's not you know, FDA approved. But and nothing you hear on this podcast is certainly advice but I can tell you, for I'm going to keep doing it. So, I, I can't, I'm going to keep doing it for Arden and I'm going to keep doing it for for you guys so I can try to figure it out because I want to be able when this thing comes through the FBI, I want to be able to, I want Jenny and I to be able next year to sit down and do a pro tip series on looping. And that will make looping as easy for you as we've made being bolt. So that's my goal. I'll be awesome. Thank you, right? It's almost Jenny doesn't get sick of me. Okay, so did we miss anything that you can think of? I

Jennifer Smith, CDE 1:00:34
don't want any that's the beat. Those are the good.

Right? Like I just want an overview.

Yeah, follow up

Scott Benner 1:00:40
to what it's like to start loop. I didn't miss it. Correct?

Jennifer Smith, CDE 1:00:42
Yeah, I don't think so.

Scott Benner 1:00:44
All right, you guys have a great week. I'm gonna say bye to Jenny privately. I'm gonna shut this recording off. Now.

Don't forget, if you're looking for Juicebox Podcast merchandise, go to Juicebox Podcast comm scroll down to the merge button, banner, whatever it is, you'll see the big word merchant click on it. Thanks so much, Jenny for coming on and helping me begin to sort through my thoughts about looping. I expect this episode to be the first of many as I tried to kind of make my way through this new management idea. As 2019 progresses and even into 2020. I'm going to have on some other people who've been looping longer than I have, maybe to help me answer questions or clarify things. The podcast is not going to change, don't worry about that. It hasn't had a big, you know, tectonic shift. All you guys who are bold, are still going to be talking about that stuff all of the time. doesn't go away, please don't panic. This is just me trying to understand what I do believe might be the next step. In Type One Diabetes Care, to be perfectly honest, when on the pod releases horizon, I have every intention of having art and try it. I want to end with sincerely thanking and making sure that everyone who's listening understands the incredible undertaking that is this, do it yourself loop system. There are countless people out in the world, putting countless hours of effort into this, not just the design of the algorithm. But you know how you are able to download it implemented to help you understand the more, you know, complex parts of just getting the algorithm onto your phone. It's not intuitive for most of us, and there are amazing people out in the world helping others. Their efforts are a shining example of what the diabetes community can be at its best. So I don't love loop. I don't think looping is perfect. There are things about it that I downright despise. And there are things about it. They're absolutely amazing. But I don't want anyone who's been involved in this to take any of my opinions good or bad as either a slight or critique. It's certainly not this thing is spectacular. The people who worked on it are angels. And it's just not 100% for me, but I absolutely do find it valuable and worth pursuing farther. So for the time being, I am going to try to continue to figure this thing out. And I will report back to you as my thoughts become clear. For those of you who I think may have been hoping for me to say yes, definitely do this or No, don't do it. That's not up to me. I tried really hard here to give you this information in this hour that I think is enough for you to make a clear decision for yourself, which as we always say on the podcast you should be doing anyway right you should be making these decisions on your own. All I've done here is report my experience and the rest is up to you.


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