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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, and welcome to episode 718 of the Juicebox Podcast.

Today, I'm going to introduce you to Lindsay. She is an adult living with type one diabetes. She's a nurse, and she was diagnosed right at the onset of COVID. While you're listening today, please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan, or becoming bold with insulin. If you're looking for the defining diabetes series, the diabetes Pro Tip series or any of the other management based series from the podcast, there are lists of them on our private Facebook page Juicebox Podcast, type one diabetes, join the page, go to the top hit the feature tab, and up to date lists will be waiting for you. And don't forget that if you're a US resident who has type one, or is the caregiver of a type one, you can join the registry and take the survey AT T one D exchange.org. Forward slash juicebox. When you do that, you'll be helping people living with type one diabetes. As soon as you complete that survey, you'll be supporting them. You'll be supporting me and you'll be helping T one D exchange.org. Forward slash Juicebox Podcast. This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is sponsored by us med get your diabetes supplies from us med by going to us med.com forward slash juice box or calling 888-721-1514. As a matter of fact, we just received Omni pods in the mail just the other day from us med on the pod you say Scott? Are they a sponsor of today's episode? Well, yes, they are on the pod.com forward slash juice box. Find out if you're eligible for a free 30 day trial of the Omni pod dash links to us med on the pod and all the sponsors are available at juicebox podcast.com. Or right there in the podcast player that you're listening in right now in the show notes. And if you're not listening in a podcast player, please subscribe and follow today in your favorite audio app.

Lindsay 2:26
Hi, I'm Lindsay. I am type one diabetic. I was diagnosed March 2020. The best time for a diagnosis. And I live in New Jersey. I have been a nurse for a little over four years now. So I was diagnosed right when COVID about three days before lockdown started.

Scott Benner 2:52
Wow. Hey, right up on that mic. Lindsay get a little closer. Okay. Okay. Yeah, there we go. Yeah, look closer, keep your face towards it. You were a little back then. But everyone's gonna hear you don't worry. You were diagnosed? Oh, as it was happening?

Lindsay 3:06
Yes. So I actually remember the day because it was Friday the 13th. So I worked as a nightshift nurse at the time. And so it was my third night shift. And ironically enough, I was I was pretty lucky when it came to my diagnosis. So every year through my job, they have us do something called a biometric screening, which is just it's super basic blood work. It just tests your blood sugar, your cholesterol, and then they do like a blood pressure waist circumference. And if you pass three out of the five criteria, you get a discount on your insurance. And that's that. So like very, very exciting stuff. So I, I wasn't really seeing a primary because, you know, I was in my 20s, I wasn't really concerned about my health. I lived somewhat healthy. But every year I would do that, because you know, who wouldn't want to save money? So I was at work. And I was checking my email, and it's like, three in the morning. And all they send is congratulations, you passed three out of the five criteria. And I was like, Oh, what did I not pass? Yeah. Was

Scott Benner 4:14
he Hi, old are you?

Lindsay 4:17
I'm 26. I just turned 26. In October,

Scott Benner 4:20
you're a fair to say at the age where you don't expect to only get three of the five health things checked off.

Lindsay 4:25
Right, exactly. So I was like, Oh, I wonder what I didn't pass. And so I opened it. And what's funny is they don't even tell you if you have a critical result. They're just like, oh, you passed three out of the five you're you're good. So I checked it and my fasting blood sugar was 250 Oh, and obviously being a nurse. I was like, what? That's not good. i My first thought was now this. They made a mistake. This isn't mine. But I was at work and I obviously knew it wasn't good. So I started panicking. But it was three in the morning, I wasn't going to where was I going to go, I wasn't going to go to the doctor then. So I just kind of stuck out the rest of the shift. In that moment, the first thing I wanted to do was check my blood sugar. But the machines that we use at our job, you're not allowed to check your own blood sugar. Like you can only check patient blood sugars. So I just had to sit there I had the power in front of me, and I couldn't do it. So so once I left work, I ran to CVS and just bought a cheap glucometer. And then I and I hadn't eaten for like, I'd say, like five hours at that point. And my sugar was like, 250 something so

Scott Benner 5:35
Well, the good news is your job doesn't discriminate against people with diabetes. Yeah, yeah, that's for sure. He's still passed. So they were like, Yeah, this is Yeah,

Lindsay 5:44
exactly. Um, so yeah, at that point. I think I didn't even have a primary setup. At that point. My last primary was my pediatrician. And I was 24 at that point, so I wasn't gonna go back there. So well.

Scott Benner 5:59
I want to know like your first of all, I really do want to know, did you test it in the CVS? If the car on the sidewalk like

Lindsay 6:06
No, I, I brought it back to my house? You made it? i Okay. Yeah, I thought about it. But I went to CVS right by my house. So I figured I would just grab it and just test it right at home. When you

Scott Benner 6:18
see the number. Do you just are you resolved? You're like I have diabetes.

Lindsay 6:23
I mean, I sobbed I, I kind of knew. So my aunt and my uncle on my dad's side, both had type one. So there was a family history. So I, I kind of knew at that point. And also when I was at work, when, what after I opened my email, I saw I was a float nurse at the time. So I was on pediatrics. And I told the nurses, I was like, I need to just, I need to just go for a walk. And I had a friend who worked on critical care. So I went to visit her. And I told her the situation and one of the intensivists, one of the ICU doctors comes walking by. And so she grabs him and she's like, Hey, this is what happened. Is there anything to explain this other than what we think it is? And he kind of just he made a face like? No, he said, even if you ate ice cream, two hours before your bloodwork, it should not be that high. Yeah. So

Scott Benner 7:21
isn't it interesting, you get to see a whole other side of doctors, like, you know, we're all used to some doctors have great bedside manner. Some don't. But yeah, they don't try to be like that with you guys. Right? Like, you're just like your co workers talking to each other. Oh, yeah.

Lindsay 7:36
Yeah, they're, they don't keep anything back. There'll be brutally honest. So he said that, and I think at that point, I kind of knew I just needed the finger stick to confirm it.

Scott Benner 7:47
Gotcha. Okay. Wow. So then what happens? You go to what do you make a doctor's appointment? Do you? Yeah, so

Lindsay 7:53
I was living with a roommate at the time. So she recommended her primary. So we call their office as soon as they open and they made an appointment for me. And the good thing was they do bloodwork right in their office. So I went in and I explained everything. And he he pretty much said he's like, yeah, it's a strong likelihood that this is type one diabetes. But we're going to send the bloodwork just in case and so he tested for the antibodies, and my agency. And he said, Yeah, most of your bloodwork will probably be back on Monday, but he ended up putting a rush on the labs, and he called me that night and said My agency was 11.8. So I was like, Okay, well, that confirmed it. And then on Monday, he told me the antibodies and that it What was it the GAD antibody was elevated. And yeah, I forget what the other one is. But

Scott Benner 8:43
you had type diabetes. Yeah. So yeah, do they? Alright, so first of all, when you go into that doctor's appointment, do you think you're listened to better by the doctor because you're a nurse?

Lindsay 8:56
Um, I think yes. But also, I think the one downside to being a nurse through all this, is they kind of expect you to know how to handle it. I mean, they were as helpful as they could be. But I pretty much from that point on, figured out almost everything on my own. They kind of helped guide me a little bit, but most of my learning was, I mean, I knew the basics. I knew, Okay, I need insulin to manage my blood sugar, but I my understanding of nutrition was extremely limited. So that was a major learning curve for me. But most of it was on my own learning through I mean, honestly, your podcast was extremely helpful. And YouTube videos and things like that

Scott Benner 9:48
dimension videos, Lindsay, you could have just stopped.

Lindsay 9:52
I mean, honestly, your podcasts did. I mean, being a nurse I know. I know all the bad things that can happen when your blood sugar is not controlled in the long term. So I have been extremely regimented with my blood sugar management. So, um, yeah, I don't I don't know where I was going with that. That's right.

Scott Benner 10:14
I have a question. So you're lucky I'll yeah, we'll save you. Okay. I want to know if you reached out to your aunt uncle.

Lindsay 10:21
So my uncle actually passed away a couple of years ago, he, he pretty much had all of the, all of the side effects of diabetes. So he, in his 20s, he went blind. He had to get your toes amputated, he ended up having a stroke and kidney failure. And then he ended up passing. I want to say that was maybe six or seven years ago how my when he passed he, he was in his 60s. Okay.

Scott Benner 10:50
Yeah. At what age

Lindsay 10:53
909? Around nine. All right, yeah. So then my my aunt, but my aunt is doing well. She says she's the younger sibling. She was diagnosed at seven. So with my uncle, it was kind of like, you know, they didn't know what was going on. He was kind of at the point where he almost died before he was diagnosed. Whereas with her, they recognize the symptoms right away. So I think that was probably somewhat of an advantage to her. Now, obviously, she was diagnosed 50 years ago. So she's she told me the whole transition of diabetes over the years and how it's changed. So I definitely feel compared to what she went through, I do feel extremely lucky because as soon as my doctor told me about continuous glucose monitors, I was like, I need to be on that. Right away. I don't think I can manage this nearly as well without it, which we all know is, is the case. So I was on the FreeStyle Libre first, because it took a while for the insurance to kick in. So that one was cheaper, because I had the cheaper insurance through my job, obviously, because I didn't think I had any health issues. So I had to wait until open enrollment to get the better insurance. And once I did that, then my Dexcom was covered. So I was on the labor I want to say for like, three months, and then I switched to Dexcom.

Scott Benner 12:12
Hi, Lindsay here. I'd like to upgrade please. Yeah, yeah.

Lindsay 12:15
No, I mean, FreeStyle Libre is good, but having to scan all is really the one thing that Oh, and having having it linked to my Apple Watch was huge for my job. Yeah,

Scott Benner 12:26
I meant your insurance. But I take your point about the CGM. Oh, yeah. I meant like, hi. I used to have the one doctor's visit a year plan. I'd like the baby people get sick plan, please. Quickly. Yes.

Lindsay 12:38
Yeah. Well, I think on my old insurance, seeing a specialist, you had to pay like 100 and something out of pocket each visit. And now it's just a $40 copay. So

Scott Benner 12:49
Well, you probably weren't paying anything for it. Like, I remember that. When I was oh, yeah, it might really,

Lindsay 12:55
I mean, even. Even the insurance I have now. I mean, I'm extremely lucky. Because I think because I work for a hospital. The insurance plans are pretty good. But yeah, I think I was paying next to nothing for the old plan. But you know, I'm getting

Scott Benner 13:09
next to nothing, probably too.

Lindsay 13:10
So yeah,

Scott Benner 13:11
I'm sure. So, okay. Like, I went back on the calendar, when you told me the date you were diagnosed, I could like see where I was at, you know, like, where I wasn't. And it was that time where the only person talking to me about, hey, this COVID thing is like a real problem. had been my wife. Because of her job. She kind of is aware of like global health stuff. Right? And she kept telling me like, you know, in China, they're talking about this virus like she and she even told me about it for months. Yeah, I you know, but here, it was, like one of those things like somebody is like, somebody lit a bomb. And everybody's like, what was that? And you know, suddenly we were all aware of it. It I would say inside for days. Wouldn't you say it was like that quick?

Lindsay 13:56
Yeah. So I in February, I went on a trip to Chicago with my friends. And I remember one of my friends asking, oh, should we should we wear masks on the flight? And I remember saying, nah, we'll be fine. They're saying it's just like another flu. And we we didn't and I'm amazed COVID Because then right. It's it's like as soon as Martin all of a sudden we were all talking about it. I mean, because I work in the hospital. I think we probably were talking about it in early March. But even then, it was we know now that it was going on before that it just didn't really hit the US in terms of lockdowns until 10. March.

Scott Benner 14:34
Right. And, Lindsay, I want to remind you to keep looking right into that microphone. Okay. So, don't think you had COVID

Lindsay 14:43
No, I mean, I can't really think of that in the last year and a half thankfully, or right year and a half. We're going on two years now. I've probably been sick one time and I got tested and I was negative and that was like a 24 hour. Kind of not Got my butt and then the next day I was fine. Yeah,

Scott Benner 15:02
no, no, I was just wondering, do you have any other autoimmune issues? Or have you begun to look into whether or not you do?

Lindsay 15:08
No, not that I know of. I mean, all my all my lab works good. I don't really have anything else that would make me concerned, I think when I was working nightshift, it's funny, a lot of people asked me, Did you have any symptoms, because you know, a lot of my friends are nurses, so they know, symptoms leading up to diagnosis. And one of the symptoms I definitely noticed was that maybe like, the six months before diagnosis, I was tired all time. But the thing that's tough with that is I worked night shift, so I just assumed it was that. And I remember telling my friends yeah, I don't know how much longer I can keep up with nightshift. Because I was just like, on my days off, even if I got enough sleep, I was exhausted. Did that was? I'm sorry? Yeah. Did Yeah, that's okay.

Scott Benner 15:57
Did you spend any time as a child or as a young adult worrying that you were gonna get diabetes? Because your aunt uncle had it? I'm honestly not really. Okay. Nobody talks about

Lindsay 16:07
I think that was? Yeah, I think because they say it's usually a parent or grandparent, if they have it, you're more likely or a sibling. But none of my siblings have it. My parents don't have it. i My grandparents didn't have it. So I didn't think that that like secondary link, I didn't think it was likely. And when you're in school, like for nursing school, they, they kind of go by that old idea that people are mostly diagnosed as children. So I actually my mom is funny, she, she always says, Oh, you got to be careful about what you eat. Before the diagnosis. She's like, you gotta be careful about what you eat. Like, don't eat too much sugar, because diabetes runs in the family. And I said, Mom, it type one runs in the family, I would have had it by now. And and that has nothing to do with what you eat. So I remember saying like, Oh, yeah, I would have had that by now. Like, you get that as a kid. So yeah,

Scott Benner 17:04
you can't get cocky in the third quarter. Lindsay, you got it? Yeah,

Lindsay 17:07
I know. I was my mistake. I really brought this upon myself.

Scott Benner 17:11
Oh, my gosh. How about now looking back at your other close family members? Do any of them have like thyroid? Celiac? No eczema, anybody? Bipolar? Anything like that? No. Interesting. Hey, you guys just get the diabetes. Okay. Yeah. Fair enough. What a what a family plan you guys out there? So what's it been? Like? I mean, what was the I guess my first thought would be the adjustment to the regimen. But it occurs to me to ask you about your job too. Because what was it like trying to learn how to manage while you were nursing?

Lindsay 17:50
So I, I was lucky because so I worked. I worked as nightshift football at the time, I had been in that position, I worked as a floor nurse for like two years. And then I had been in this float position for maybe like eight months at that point. And so I, as soon as I was diagnosed, I was like, Okay, I can't stay on night shift anymore, because this is going to be something that's going to take a while for me to figure out. And it's probably not a good idea to do an on HF. So I reached out to my manager, and I explained the situation to him. So he's, but I told him, I said, you know, if I if I switch to day shift, I'd want to have some kind of orientation, because I hadn't worked day shift since I was a new grad. And it is, it is a different pace. And to do it in football, where you're you're pretty much placed wherever they need you in the hospital would have been very challenging. So he said, Well, you know, COVID is happening. Now, it's might not be a good time for somebody to take on an Oriente because we were, you know, we were starting to see an uptick of COVID cases. So he said, I'm going to temporarily put you on this, the cardiac floor, just until we kind of until COVID kind of dies down and we get a handle on this. So they kept me on the cardiac floor for maybe like three months, and I ended up just really liking the people there. I kind of told them all about the diagnosis, and they were all really supportive. So I ended up deciding to just stay there. So that's where I am now. So my, my manager, my co workers, they've been so helpful through all of it. So working through it, and they've helped limit my exposure to COVID. So a lot of times like they would try not to give me the COVID patients if it was possible. So that was extremely, extremely helpful. But it I think, actually the part that was probably the most challenging was the fact that I so I was living in a house with a roommate at the time, so I couldn't see my family like we weren't seeing anybody. I couldn't see my family. I couldn't see my friends. I had just stayed it started dating my boyfriend in February and For the first like, two or three months of COVID, the only time we'd see each other was outside with masks on. So I could barely see him too. So it was really just my roommate and I because she was also a nurse, just in isolation with each other for a couple months. And so I kind of felt like I was on my own to figure it out. And you have questions? Yeah.

Scott Benner 20:21
So too wrapped around this idea. So you were newly dating a person as you were diagnosed? Yes. How much of the diagnosis did you let him in on at that time?

Lindsay 20:33
Oh, I told him the whole thing. The day that I came home from work after checking my blood sugar, I called him freaking out about it. And the first thing he said was, See, I knew you were too sweet for your own good. Like, I was like, now's not the time. And he was like, I know. I know. I was funny, though. But, um,

Scott Benner 20:55
how long? He was together at that point.

Lindsay 20:58
So we actually knew each other in college, when we were both like 19 We had been, like, not we hadn't really dated, but we were talking for a little bit. You know, how college kids do it these days. And then we kind of just drifted apart because I, I got really busy with school. So now fast forward, we reconnected. So it was winter like November of 2019. Yeah, so we had been like talking back and forth for maybe like two months. And then we started hanging out and then in February we like officially started dating. And then it so this happened not even a month after we started dating.

Scott Benner 21:40
Hi, Lindsay. I'm gonna try to be delicate here. started hanging out. Does that mean? Naked? No,

Lindsay 21:46
no, just No, no, no, no, it does not. So then started dating? Does going on dates. Yes. Going on date. Okay, so started dating

Scott Benner 21:54
means naked. So in February. I'm just trying to figure out if you guys were having sex before COVID came and I didn't want to ask it that.

Lindsay 22:02
No, no. Oh, my God, my mom, it's gonna listen to

Scott Benner 22:07
this. Listen, your mom imagines you have sex. I'm just trying to figure out like, literally what I want to know is, are the two of you standing outside with masks on in a situation where you've been together, and now you're scared to be together? Or that you haven't been together yet? And you're like, God, I guess we'll hang out because we were so close to having sex. Just wait to see when this COVID thing breaks?

Lindsay 22:29
No, no, we were we were hanging out. So.

Scott Benner 22:33
Okay, now we're getting to, did the hangers keep happening through the COVID? Or did you pause it? No, he paused it for responsible young people.

Lindsay 22:43
For almost three months. I mean, he was he was at home living with his family too. So you know, there, everybody was just so afraid of COVID We were afraid of, oh, I work in a hospital. You know, what if I bring it home, and then I give it to him? And then he gives it to his whole family? And that's why I didn't see my family because I was like, what if I bring it to them? And they were talking about people being asymptomatic and spreading it. So I'm like, what if I haven't, and I don't even know,

Scott Benner 23:13
your long way, Lindsey, I would have at your age. Been like it probably won't kill us, Lindsay.

Lindsay 23:22
Yeah, I mean, that's, that's how I feel now. I mean, we're lucky we have vaccines now that that's an option for people. But

Scott Benner 23:30
you're missing my point. I don't think COVID would have stopped me from having sex. No. I can't imagine I have a story about mono that I can't tell on here. But I'm pretty sure it wouldn't stop me that or at least stop me from like, you know, mentioning it incessantly. Like every 35 minutes or something like that. Anyway, but that's, I do Joking aside, I really did want to know what happened there. That is really, I mean, it's an exemplary thing that you guys had started a relationship and you were like, Okay, well, we'll wait. But then how long do you wait, because, I mean, at some point, at some point, you must have been like, oh my god, like this COVID thing is never gonna work. Yeah,

Lindsay 24:17
that's exactly what happened. We were just like, Okay. Are we both okay with the risk? We're okay with the risk, okay, cuz nothing's and it was it was going into June. So, like, we were going into the summer and they were saying, you know, cases are probably going to go down in the summer. So we were like, Okay, are we willing to take the risk if one of us gets COVID? Yes. Okay. Let's just,

Scott Benner 24:41
here's my last weird question, and then we'll move on, I promise. Were you ever intimate and masked? Ah, Mmm hmm. That's a good question. Can you not remember

Lindsay 24:59
Oh, Um, well, I mean, think about it now, or you don't think, um, maybe once or twice, like when we were kind of when we were close to, we're close to the point where we were like, okay, screw this maybe once or twice, but you consider if you consider intimate like we would, we would hang out outside, we would bring a TV outside and play video games and like, sit next to each other. And maybe hold hands, not what I meant by internet. I know. I know. But I mean, time.

Scott Benner 25:33
Okay, I'm good. I just wanted to understand. It's yeah, it was,

Lindsay 25:37
it was a very weird time to be in a new relationship.

Scott Benner 25:41
I mean, that's my point. It really Yeah. And so it persevered. Because? Well, I know that it's got nothing to do about diabetes. But do you think that you became more intellectually intertwined? Because what you could do was talk, like, Did it help build a relationship?

Lindsay 26:01
Yeah, I think so. And he was really, really helpful when it came to just like being there for me when I was trying to figure out the diabetes stuff. I think it took at least minimum a year before I started to feel like I somewhat knew what I was doing. Yeah, I was doing injections for maybe four months before I switched to I'm on Omnipod. Now. So that was challenging. I mean, injections were challenging. The control is not nearly the same as the pumps and in my experience, but so the

Scott Benner 26:33
he learned about diabetes along with you. Yeah.

Lindsay 26:36
Yeah. He always asked questions. He has the Dexcom follow on his phone. So if I'm, if I'm ever low, he'll text me and be like, Hey, you had a snack? Right? Like, yeah, so he, he's definitely very. He's great. He's very helpful.

Scott Benner 26:52
Are you gonna marry this boy?

Lindsay 26:55
I don't know. We'll see. It's not up to me. I mean, it is to me.

Scott Benner 27:02
I'm the father of a daughter is only up to you. That boy will just stand there and be lucky if you decide to stay with him. And that's that. Your whole generation is about equality. Yeah, you're right. No, that's true. Take your power. You know what I mean? Yeah. Do what my wife does just look me in the face and act like I'm lucky to be around her and I go, okay, all right. Thanks. That's pretty

Lindsay 27:29
Yeah, that's that's pretty much it.

Scott Benner 27:33
That part out loud. All right. Well, listen to your mother who's probably not listening anymore. Sounds like Lindsey is like a smart like reasonable person. You know, and I want to know about the nursing aspect of diabetes. So if you listen to the podcast, and you do you may have heard me say that some of the type one parents who are nurses seem to have a lot of trouble giving themselves over to how diabetes actually works versus how they thought it worked from the hour that they talked about it in nursing school or the way they handle patients in hospitals.

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Lindsay 32:17
Yeah, I, I think experiencing it is completely different than than being on the other side being a nurse the understanding of diabetes, so I work in a hospital. So we get we get all kinds of different patients. So you're not we're doing diabetes 24/7. And we're managing it on an acute scale. So like, Okay, we pretty much manage it with a sliding scale. So if your blood sugar's above a certain number, then you give insulin and we give insulin like right when the food comes. And it's very temporary. And now I'd say almost always poorly managed. But you know, most of the time patients are only there for a couple days. So you can tell the patients that come in who are on top of their management, because they'll see the numbers that they have in the hospital, and they'll be like, Oh my God, that's way too high. And sometimes I tell them, I'm like, Yeah, honestly, I mean, you're here for a short period of time. Like, obviously, if it's really the numbers are really high. I'll see if the doctor can adjust the insulin, but they're very hesitant to give high amounts of insulin because they're more afraid of lows than they are of highs. Like they're happy with blood sugars in the 200. So they don't love but they're okay with. Yeah, but if a blood sugar is 60, give them juice, like you need to push dextrose I'm like, Alright, relax. I've been at 60. I mean, obviously, this patient is very symptomatic. That's a different story. But a lot of times, a lot of times the patient will just be like, they're fine. They'll just be sitting there. And all you have to do is give them a juice or a snack or something and they're fine, but other people will freak out. And I'm like I've I've been there so many times.

Scott Benner 34:02
No generation, there's no consideration for the idea that higher blood sugars impede healing.

Lindsay 34:09
Yeah, I, from my experience. Yeah, most of the time. They're okay with blood sugars. I mean, even like less than two like 150 to 200. They're definitely I mean, we will treat that if it's before dinner before a meal if the blood sugar is 150 to 200. We will treat it with insulin but it's usually a very low amount and it's usually just enough to cover that blood sugar. It might be a different story if they were a type one diabetic and they take mealtime insulin. But again, in that case, it's like Okay, five units with meals. It's not like when you're on a pump and based on what you're eating, that's how much insulin you give yourself. So unless the patient is super on top of their management, which a lot of people aren't, the blood sugars tend to sit on the high side. And yeah, and I think about I thought all the time I'm like, I mean, I had a, I had a patient one time come in whose blood sugars. He was a type one. But he was he was like 89. And his blood sugars were like three and 400. And they only had him on short acting insulin. I was like, What? What are you? I'm like, This guy's gonna die.

Scott Benner 35:20
Yeah. Is it fair to say that doctors in a hospital setting are only focused on the thing? That's their responsibility?

Lindsay 35:27
Is it? Yeah, I think most of the time, it's, you know, whatever the patient came in with their primary focus is to treat that. And then the diabetes is like, Okay, well, they have diabetes. So we need to give them this, but like, our main focus is their primary

Scott Benner 35:43
idea of like, well, they have diabetes, but they must have an endocrinologist or a doctor who deals with that. They're here for me, like, you know what it reminds me of, I don't know if you ever saw, there's this video of, again, NASCAR pulls into, you know, the pits, and everyone's doing their job. And then the thing catches fire on the corner. But the guy on the opposite side doing the wheel never stops doing the wheel. He's my responsibility, like, the whole thing's literally on fire. And he's like, Hey, listen, I'm putting this wheel back on. And, and I think of the doctors like that, like, you know, you come in and you know, I don't know, you have a I've, I've showed up at the hospital with a concern. That doctor is then attached to the concern. They come in the cars on fire, but they're like, I don't care. I'm here because of the broken arm. And, you know, that kind of thing. But the problem is, is that like, wouldn't it make sense, not that you and I are going to fix the world together, Lindsey. But wouldn't it make sense that if someone came in on insulin that they'd be assigned an endocrinologist as well to help them manage while they were there?

Lindsay 36:45
Yeah, and most of the time, they're not. Yeah, I'd say, Yeah, nine times out of 10. And it's hard, because usually they will, they'll cancel endocrinology, if either somebody's a new diabetic or, like sometimes if they're poorly controlled, but most of the time they don't. And again, it just goes back to whatever the patient came in for. That's their primary focus. They're trying to treat that problem and then get them out. But

Scott Benner 37:15
at what point do you think poorly controlled comes into their mind?

Lindsay 37:20
You mean, the patient or the

Scott Benner 37:21
dog? Like, at what point does the staff say? Well, we have to do something about this blood sugar? It's not in the two hundreds, right?

Lindsay 37:29
Um, sometimes it depends. If Yeah, if they're, if they're, I feel like most of the time, if they're like mid to high, mid to hundreds and higher, people will definitely say something. If they're consistently like low to hundreds, and sometimes the nurse will say something, I guess it just depends on the person. If they're sitting like 150s to 200, then definitely not

Scott Benner 37:57
put you in the position of the patient say you end up in the hospital. I hope that never happens to you, but like, say you do. Would you Would the first thing you say is, hey, I have type one diabetes, and I'll be managing my blood sugar.

Lindsay 38:07
Yes, 100%. Okay. Um, the good thing is, is they do as long as like, as long as I wasn't there for DKA. If I was there for some other problem, they do allow, if you're on a pump, they allow you to manage it as long as like you're doing a decent job managing it. They allow patients to wear their pumps. Now, pump, you have to really be you have to really know what you're doing to beat to stay on your pump, which I obviously assume that if you're on a pump, you do but because the nursing staffs knowledge of insulin pumps is extremely limited, because most of the time we see type two diabetics, and they're usually on induction. So I before diagnosis, I did not know anything about insulin pumps, I didn't understand, you know, carbs to insulin to carb ratio, I didn't understand that Basal insulin, it all makes sense. Like, it's very easy to, I mean, at least the Basal as the long acting, how they are kind of the same. That's pretty easy to understand, but because the hospital nurses don't really see insulin pumps that often. It's always funny. Anytime somebody comes in with a pump, now they'll they'll ask me like, what they should do. But usually they have no idea what to do with it.

Scott Benner 39:30
Okay, um, is it fair to say I've had this said to me in the past by a nurse that I have a fair amount of the people you see who have diabetes who end up in care at hospitals are not people who, generally speaking keep their blood sugar somewhere between 70 and 140 Most of the time,

Lindsay 39:52
and yeah, I, I agree with that.

Scott Benner 39:56
And so does it end up being that situation sort of like that? There's a study, I remember when I was younger that after 10 years of being a police officer, you start having this kind of like unconscious feeling that everyone's a criminal, because the people that you deal with all day are, are breaking the law. And so even when you get into your personal life, you can be like distrustful of people. And I'm wondering if that happens similarly, in nursing, where if you see, you know, 100 people with diabetes and 80 of them, you know, have a onesies that are, you know, really high, and they don't appear to understand the situation, if you don't start just assuming that that's what everybody's doing. You know what I mean? Then you get somebody new their roles in and you'll, you'll be distrustful of them, they say, Don't worry, I can take care of this. Because what, what if what they really mean is I don't take care of this, just don't worry about it.

Lindsay 40:45
You know, it is it is interesting to see what different people's understanding of blood sugar control is, because I've met a few people with type one diabetes, and to see like their goal ranges, compared to mine is and like, you know, everybody's at a different stage of their understanding of their own health and diabetes. But I just, it's so interesting to see how like different people understand blood sugar control. I mean, even so, my aunt, she, you know, she's been diabetic for 50 years. And she told me that her endocrinologist who she's been with for a really long time, says that so she she aims to keep her agency between 6.5 and seven. And her I want to say her endocrinologist tells her that anything lower than that is too low. And I tried to, I tried to explain to her I said it. Yeah, if, if you're having crazy highs and lows, like spikes and drops, yeah, absolutely. Because then you're probably low all the time. But if you're in your goal range within a certain period of time, like if you're 80%, in range and above, and your range is like mine, mine right now is 70 to 150. Trying, I had it, I had it tighter than that, but I was having some issues with lows, so I had to loosen the reins a little bit. But, um, so like, if that's your goal range, and you're in range, like 85% of the time and you're a one sees in the fives then that that is a good thing. Yeah. So I think I think she kind of, well, no note of that.

Scott Benner 42:23
You know, earlier in the conversation, I asked about other autoimmune issues, and you said, No, my labs are okay. And that's the first thing I thought to say then, and it wasn't the right time in the conversation. But I what I wanted to say was in range doesn't mean okay. Like with everything. So like, using thyroid as an example, I think in ranges up to 10 for TSH. But you're going to have thyroid symptoms over like 2.1. And yeah, it's an indicator that you need thyroid hormone to doctors who particularly understand how to manage thyroid to like a general practitioner, they would look at it and go, Well, that's in range. Because the range says, you know, I mean, look, I don't want to like I'm not crapping on doctors, but the numbers green, it's okay, is pretty much what they do when they look at a lot of those labs. And so if you're, you know, if you're thinking about your health that way, like in range instead of what's optimal. And I do take your point earlier, you were very careful about saying that people find themselves in different in a different parts of their journey on this different parts of their understanding, like, I wouldn't want to take somebody who's had diabetes for three minutes and be like, Listen, I need your blood sugar to be between 70 and 140. Or you're making some giant mistake. But if you've had diabetes now for a year, or two, or three, or five, or 10, or 20, and you don't understand the reality about where you keep your blood sugar, then that goes beyond beyond. Well, some people aren't ready to hear it. And now we're saying we're not telling people the truth so that they're more comfortable. In the short.

Lindsay 44:02
Yeah. And I think that's it's important because the people who think that higher blood sugars are better are the ones who end up having those long term complications.

Scott Benner 44:14
So yeah, it's just kind of stands to reason. It's, it's sort of like I was listening. I wasn't listening to my own podcast this morning. But an episode came out this morning and I flipped it on to make sure about the audio. Like I remember thinking, I wanted to make sure the audio was okay on this. And so when it actually popped up in my by player, I want to listen to it. And I kind of just jumped forward in it a couple of times, and I hit on a spot where I remember this woman, lovely woman, 60 years old, had diabetes for 50 years, I think. And she just talks about like, I don't have any complications, but she recognizes that it might be lucky that she doesn't. You know what I mean? Like because she's had it for so long and the management was the way it was back then. She could have just dumb luck to her I ended the situation and it also doesn't mean that it's 65. This isn't going to start becoming a problem for at some point, like, it's just, I don't know what I'm saying exactly. I think we get into this vibe of like, well, it's okay. So it's okay. So don't think about it. Yeah, you know what I mean? And I don't want to walk around everyday being worried. But I don't know how we can. I don't know how we can leave somebody's a one C at seven and a half and tell them this is great, because at least you're not low. You know, because at some point your life odds are, it's not going to be okay.

Lindsay 45:34
Yeah, I mean, that's, unfortunately, I think it's just a variation of how different providers approach diabetes, you know, so you have, you have to hope you have a good endocrinologist who is very aware of that, and at least makes their patients aware of, you know, well, that wants to be an athlete with

Scott Benner 45:57
you, right, because like, even in the emergency situation, like we were talking about earlier, you know, the doctor comes in the room, and, you know, they don't want your blood sugar to be 60. But they don't mind if it's 220. Is that That's a person who isn't looking to be an ally with you in this situation. They're not looking to be involved. Yeah, I mean,

Lindsay 46:17
yeah, it, I think it's just unless, when it comes to like acute care, unless if it's the primary issue, it's not at like the forefront of their mind. So

Scott Benner 46:30
yeah, I agree. I understand. I'm not and I'm not down, I'm trying to draw a parallel between the way people's minds work. Like, you know, if you go into your regular Endo, and they're accustomed to saying to people that 6525275 is fine, then they're not going to see your seven, two and do anything about it. They're gonna wait until you're seven to seven, eight, and then go, Hey, you gotta get a handle on this, instead of talking about it back then with you. And, and how much of that is because they don't know how to help you. And that's, that's kind of what I wanted to ask you about? Like, how did you find? Like, I don't know what your situation is right. Now. Will you tell me what your one SE is?

Lindsay 47:10
I think my last one was 5.3. I've been Yeah, I've been in the five since since diagnosis. I think maybe the first two a onesies were probably more of like the I mean, I think generally, I've had pretty good control that but I think in the beginning, being on injections and trying to figure out the pump, I probably was having a lot more lows. And I think that that probably, like I think one of my agencies came back to 4.8. And my doctor was like, Are you having a lot of lows? And I was like, actually, it's probably because of that. Right? Like, I think so maybe the first two are probably because I was having a lot of lows. Now. I think I have a much better handle on that. Yeah. And I think and they think it's just because me knowing how detrimental high blood sugars are. I was so like, determined not to have blood sugar spikes that I just kept, like giving myself too much insulin. So now I've kind of relaxed and I'm like, okay,

Scott Benner 48:09
when did you find out podcast?

Lindsay 48:12
Um, a while ago, I want to say it's probably was probably a year now, maybe a little less than a year ago.

Scott Benner 48:22
Does that hold I NS time was that around holding Anton.

Lindsay 48:27
Um, it was probably after that. But, um, I just, I think for me, I was just at a point where, you know, again, like, because of the pandemic, I really wasn't seeing my friends. Like, even like seeing my boyfriend who's limited. I wasn't seeing my family. I was figuring this out on my own. I was like, I need I need something. I need some kind of like outlet something to help me figure this out without losing my mind. So I just went on podcast, like the podcast app and just search diabetes podcast, and yours was one of the first ones that came up. And that was it. Screw the others. Well, I know you said there are others. But I haven't I don't

Scott Benner 49:09
believe. But I hear what you're saying. No, I have to tell you that during that time, the prevailing idea amongst people who make podcasts was that, oh, I think only you know, people get ideas in their head, like people listen in their cars. And now no one's driving to work. So I'm not going to put a bunch of effort into making podcasts because nobody will listen to them. I was like, I made more

Lindsay 49:32
slight Yeah, yeah. I was gonna say people are stuck in their houses, too, though.

Scott Benner 49:36
Yeah, I was like, this completely opposite. I was like, people have more time and they need content. And I was like, I think that's when I went to for a week, like during COVID Because I was doing three and I was like, huh, so many extra days that could use podcasts. And I just, you know, and it's held up and people still, you know, downloading in so I just didn't see it that way. So prior to the podcast, is when you had the lower a onesies like and then did you find stability? Like what I guess I'm trying to find out like what information was instantly valuable to you? And then how did you build off of it?

Lindsay 50:15
Um, I would definitely say Pre-Bolus thing was huge, because my endocrinologist did not mentioned Pre-Bolus at all. To me, and well, so when I, the first day that I saw my primary after I like knew about the diabetes, so because he's a primary physician, he probably an adult primary, he deals more with type two. I think most primary care physicians do. Yeah. And so we were in the office, and my parents came, and he was telling me about, like, what foods I should avoid what foods to eat. And he was like, Yeah, I tend to be, I tend to be strict with my management, I think you should have about 20 grams of carbs a day. And so, yeah, at the time, I didn't know, I didn't know what that meant. I'm like, I don't know how many carbs or food. So then I get home. Or you just look at a single slice of bread being 20 grams of carbs, and you're like, Oh, heck, that's it for the whole day. I'm gonna die. I'm not gonna do it. I can't do it. So that for the first week, I made an appointment with a nutritionist. And the first week before that appointment, I think all I ate was like shrimp, chicken, broccoli. Like that was it? And I was, I think I was like, depressed for that week, because I was like this, is this my life. And because they don't, you know, in nursing school, they briefly highlight nutrition as a whole, they don't really talk about it in relation to diabetes. So I didn't know. And even in the hospital, I'm like, Okay, we put them on a diabetic diet. I don't really know what that means other than like, don't give them sugar.

Scott Benner 52:00
The diabetic diets in hospitals are ridiculous. My mom has been in the hospital a lot lately. My mom has type two that she controls with, you know, how she eats. And, excuse me, hold on one second. And I'm in there the other day, seeing my mom, she's in like rehab now. And she's anyway. And so there's a like, what it looks to be like a crawler. Like it's a giant, like, jelly filled donut with powdered sugar on top. And it was like, and I'm like, Mom, what is this? She goes, I don't know, they sent it up. I'm like, do not eat that. And she, she goes, I wouldn't. And I was like, Wait, and I looked at her menu and it says diabetic and what it turns out as they pick a card number. And as long as you're under the card number you can have anything on the menu.

Lindsay 52:49
Yeah, that, that. And it's funny, even now I don't really I didn't really know what the diabetic diet meant. Other than like, no concentrated sweets. But that makes a lot of sense. Because, like, I have patients who are able to order, like the bags of chocolate chip cookies, and I always was like, I never really looked into it. I was like, Are they sugar free cookies, like,

Scott Benner 53:10
my mom would have eaten that thing, whatever that was, her blood sugar would have been in the two hundreds for the rest of the day. She doesn't she's not on insulin. You know what I mean? And I was like, Mom Do not eat that. And she's like, and she looked at me a little side eyed. Like, I wasn't gonna eat the whole thing, but I might have taken a bite of it. And so, but yeah, that's just another idea. So okay, so you figured out Pre-Bolus thing first? That was the biggest kind of thing for you.

Lindsay 53:39
Yeah, that was Pre-Bolus thing. And then. So after I talked with my nutritionist, he said 20 grams of carbs a day is best. There's no way that's not sustainable. And that's not realistic. You can have. He said in the beginning, a goal of like 35 to 45 per meal is definitely doable. Just in the beginning while you're figuring out yourself. So that was Yeah, yeah. So that was like the first like, sigh of relief. And then, and then listening to your podcast and hearing all the different ways people eat and like, generally, you can eat what you want was also very helpful to hear. So it's kind of like the combination of the two I was like, okay, I can figure this out and how you said like, it's kind of trial and error with with certain foods like, Okay, if you want to eat a bagel, you try dosing a certain way. And then if you have a spike, or you see that in a couple hours, you have another spike, then you say, Okay, this is how we have to tackle it next time, like, kind of taking mental notes of different situations, and not just seeing the spike and being like, oh, I can never have this again.

Scott Benner 54:46
But yeah, just bailing on immediately. Like there's going to be trial and error for certain. Absolutely. And I don't want to start a great shrimp debate here. But I'm having shrimp for lunch and I'm excited about it. But that I'm an old man and you're like a person that prime of your life. So I get what you're saying about.

Lindsay 55:03
I mean, I like strength. But if I had to just live on shrimp and like no carb foods it, that's a different story. I think I would have grown to hate it.

Scott Benner 55:12
No, I understand. I just made me feel bad about my lunch. I was like, so you're like, I just eat shrimp all the time. I was like, I was excited about my show. Oh my god. Okay, so I know you're not thinking about having children yet? Because, you know, yeah, you're young. But does it pop into your head? Ever?

Lindsay 55:36
i Yeah, I've definitely thought about, just in general, what? It's going to be like to be pregnant. Like, I, I watched this one girl on YouTube who went through like being pregnant and like having a child I started well, I watched her videos, like, a while back, but then she just had a kid. And I, I know the management's gonna be so different. And I'm, like, a little nervous, but I don't think it would, like, hold me back from wanting.

Scott Benner 56:09
Yeah, and you're not Do you think ever about like, Oh, what if my kids have diabetes?

Lindsay 56:15
Um, yeah, I do sometimes. But, I mean, the good thing is obviously having it I know, having it and being a nurse, I know, our two assets to be like things that will help but I also know how different it's gonna be. It's, it's, I'm sure a different. I mean, I've heard all the people on your podcast who have kids, it's, it's completely different. When you're managing somebody else. I feel like it's probably scarier. Because, like, whatever I'm doing to myself, it's my own body, you know. So if I'm giving myself a certain amount of insulin, and I like sometimes I can feel I'm going low before it even comes up on my Dexcom. So I know how to treat it before it reaches that point. But, you know, if you have a kid there, they're not always telling you or I know kids sneak snacks, and it's the opposite. So I know it's probably going to be a lot more challenging, but hopefully my kids don't, but if they do, I mean, it is what it is. I can't

Scott Benner 57:15
tell if your mom's gonna be excited that I was like, You're too young to have kids or if she's gonna be like, Hey, I'm working on Well, I get a grandchild here.

Lindsay 57:23
I'm, I'm the youngest of five. So your longest? Yeah, my my one sister's married. So she's first.

Scott Benner 57:33
See mom, she can I ask comfortable questions at the beginning, but I came back around the other side. That's, that's right. It's actually the lens. He's not gonna have any babies. yet. She's still building her career and figuring out if she likes this boy and all that stuff.

Lindsay 57:46
Yeah, I'll take a dog first. Yeah,

Scott Benner 57:49
I'd rather have a kid than a dog. But I hear what you're saying,

Lindsay 57:51
really? I've always wanted a dog. So that's like number one on my list. But right now,

Scott Benner 57:58
it's not the dog. It's the responsibility around the dog and that you're on the schedule and not your schedule all of a

Lindsay 58:04
sudden. And that's exactly why I don't have one right now. Like, you

Scott Benner 58:08
try to sleep in one morning and you wake up and your first panic, like, you're like, Oh, I slept a little I'm relaxed. And you have this panic. Thought about the dog hasn't been out. And yeah, I'm just

Lindsay 58:17
I when I graduated college, my first thought was, I want a dog. Like I was thinking about getting one as soon as I graduated. But I'm glad my voice of reason said just wait. And now. And now. I'm like, Yeah, okay. I mean, I love dogs, but I don't. I don't need one right now.

Scott Benner 58:35
What is? I mean, you're probably seeing friends again, I would imagine stuff. It's like, December of 2021. And so while we're recording this, so what's it What was it? Like? Kind of? Like, is there kind of a coming out that you do with diabetes with your friend group? Where did that happen kind of online? And not in person? Yeah,

Lindsay 58:58
it has it happened online. Like I told everybody around, kind of around when it was happening. But it was it was tough. I mean, I feel like most people like when they're diagnosed during a normal time, can use their friends kind of as a distraction, or like somebody to talk to and like, same thing like with family, it could be with your family, but the most I could do is be with them over the phone. And even that was not really like a ton. So I think for me, that was probably the hardest part is those first three months, which are hardest part of figuring out diabetes and feeling like I didn't really have anybody to distract me or keep me company. The whole focus was on COVID Like everybody, you know, the whole healthcare heroes, and everybody was like, praising us for taking care of COVID patients, like the whole focus was on COVID

Scott Benner 59:53
things happening and you're like, Yo, my pancreas stopped working. Like

Lindsay 59:56
yeah, I mean, it was too. It was too You it was just a double whammy. It was two really horrible things happening at the same time.

Scott Benner 1:00:04
Did you feel extra isolated? Do you think?

Lindsay 1:00:08
Yeah, I, I do think so. Most, like COVID was definitely the reason for that. But I think if If COVID wasn't happening at that time, I probably would have spent a lot more time with friends and family just to help me like, get through that part, like, figuring out figuring out how to eat. I mean, having like, diabetes really affects your perception on food. Like, it's taken me a long time to feel comfortable eating what I want, and even even then, like, I'll hesitate to eat certain things, because I know what it's going to do to my blood sugar. So that was, that was a challenge for me. I mean, it still is now like, certain foods, I still, I just avoid, because I'm like, I know, I know what it's gonna do my blood sugar, there's no point,

Scott Benner 1:00:56
I have a question about that. When you say I know what it's gonna do to my blood sugar. Are you more concerned more focused with your long term health, or your short term, how you feel when you think about, I don't know if this is worth eating, because my blood sugar is gonna go up.

Lindsay 1:01:12
I'd say both. So, I mean, I've always been somewhat health conscious, like my whole life, just in terms of like, eating healthy and exercise and things like that. So I've definitely become more health conscious. Since this has happened. Like, um, I definitely eat better than I used to. But, um, like, I don't know, my insulin needs change a lot over, you know, at different times, like, and I think part of that, as you know, has to do with like, being a female and having your period, like, during my period, I am much more insulin resistant than I am, like, as soon as my periods over my needs drop instantly. So it's trying to, like my management with certain foods changes. So sometimes I'll avoid certain foods just because, like, I might not give myself enough insulin, and then my sugar spikes super high or Yeah, bagels, you know,

Scott Benner 1:02:07
you know, tomorrow, I'm, Jenny and I are doing a pro tip about periods. And oh, I went online and ask people questions, their questions are a lot, you know, and it's interesting, because so you're saying during the event itself, your insulin needs are higher?

Lindsay 1:02:25
I think, like leading up to it, and then during my period, yes. And then right after, very shortly after my needs decreased, like I need less insulin.

Scott Benner 1:02:37
Okay. So like, the week before and the week during? Yeah, gotcha. So, and is it a big drop off, or a big increase depending on where you're at.

Lindsay 1:02:48
Um, so I tend to be like, an insulin car ratio, I mean, estimate, I kind of like carb estimate, carb guess I like to call it, I'm usually around like a one to eight. before my period, like during that, like, higher needs time, and then afterwards, it's more like, one to 10 and my Basal usually like, point five, five, the point six, pre period, and then after, like, right now it's point four so much

Scott Benner 1:03:19
you weigh, would you tell me,

Lindsay 1:03:21
like 124, right.

Scott Benner 1:03:25
Yeah, like, it's just, there's so like, seeing people's questions. It's overwhelming. And I guess other things that you might not think about, for women, I mean, women think about it around their periods all the time, but your digestion can slow or speed. It's not uncommon. I got I can't believe I'm saying this, it's not uncommon for you to have diarrhea during your period, right, which I'm sorry, I'm gonna have to agree or disagree, just listen to me talk. And so like, and so that changes how food stays in your system and how it's impacting you want, it's in there. Like, there's a lot of stuff going on that you don't really think about when it's happening. There's a reason for that we're not going to dig into it now. But listen for the Pro Tip series, when I will definitely when I explained to you why you have sometimes have diarrhea during your period, and other really exciting ideas.

Lindsay 1:04:16
It's important and clearly a lot of people have questions. So

Scott Benner 1:04:19
I have a ridiculous job is what I was just thinking. You know, like, I have diabetes, and I want to understand my period, I'm going to go ask a guy who doesn't have diabetes. He's not a medical person. He doesn't have type one, and he's not a woman. Perfect. But

Lindsay 1:04:37
you know what, like, I mean, if your whole life is diabetes, and understanding diabetes, and how it affects different people, sometimes that's even better than just seeing a doctor, you know, because the doctors are unless they have diabetes themselves. They're they're coming from a clinical perspective. So again, like before I was diagnosed as being a nurse in the hospital taking care of diabetic patients, I'm approaching blood sugars on a clinical response of sliding scales. So like, Okay, your blood sugar is 205 You're on a two unit sliding scale. So I'll give you four units for your blood sugar. Yeah. And that's it. I'm not thinking like Pre-Bolus. I'm not thinking, Oh, what if? What if you're eating a high carb meal? Like, do you need more insulin? Like, I'm not thinking any of that? So?

Scott Benner 1:05:26
Well, yeah. On top of that, I mean, you know, in The Avengers movie, when they're getting into a fight in the one guy's like, we have a Hulk. I have a Jenny. So yeah, exactly, exactly. Yeah. But no, I just, it's, it's funny, because I'll put up questions like, Hey, does anybody have any questions about this? Or we're going to be talking about this thing? If anybody wants to throw stuff up? And people do generally, but the one about periods? Man, it like, so many questions came so fast. I think just goes to show, you know what a neat it is to talk about? Because I mean, honestly, no one's going to talk about it. It's just not. I mean, I will, but most people aren't going to you know what I mean? It's not something we'll talk about. Is there anything that we haven't spoken about that you wanted to?

Lindsay 1:06:14
Know, I think we covered a lot. Okay. It's a very easy conversation.

Scott Benner 1:06:18
Yeah. I'm very glad you know why it was easy. And I'm gonna have to bleep a lot of this out, Lindsay, it's because I was able to control myself and not ask you, if you if you resorted to touring COVID face to face. And literally all that's gonna need, I might just have to delete it. But that actually popped into my head because I thought, well, that's what I would do.

Lindsay 1:06:44
I mean, I mean, yeah, you're not you're not breathing on each other. So

Scott Benner 1:06:47
made a lot of what I was thinking about it. And you have to be a little either concerned or impressed that I'm having an ancillary conversation with myself while we're talking. And I'm still involved in the conversation that you and I are having. Yeah, not that right.

Lindsay 1:07:03
Yeah, I will say totally unrelated to that. I going into nursing, I wasn't one of those people who was like, This is my destiny. I've always wanted to be a nurse. Like I, I didn't really want to know what I wanted to do. Going into college, I kind of went for nursing just because I wanted to do something that was on my feet. And I like, I talk a lot. And I liked being around people interested, I figured it's a good profession to go into. And then I kind of went into nursing school like, Well, I hope I hope I like this because it's not an easy program. I was like, I hope I like this, and I'm not putting all this work and just to hate it. But, so I obviously ended up enjoying it and but there's so many things you can do with nursing, like there's so many different directions you can go. So I kind of started out on like in a hospital so that I could get kind of like a broad experience to figure out like what I might want to do in the long term. And now I I feel like so since the diagnosis and like understanding diabetes and understanding how the management is, depending on the doctor could be better. I now I know. I like I really want to go into I want to be a diabetes educator. Like i It's the first time that I'm like, Okay, I I kind of know what I want to do now. So that's, that's one good thing that's come out of all of this is i Well, I mean, there's been there's been good, but one of the one of the good things is now I kind of have a direction to go. And so that's

Scott Benner 1:08:31
really wonderful. That must have been exciting for you. I mean, honestly, if you initially were going I like to stand and talk, I'll be a nurse Well,

Lindsay 1:08:43
I mean, I also did it because I mean I also did it because there's there's so many opportunities in nursing. There's so many, like, nursing degrees. Yeah, so like, there were so many opportunities that I would find something that I really enjoyed. And I you know, I've met a few people since diagnosis who also have diabetes. Actually, one of my co workers was recently well, she was diagnosed around the same time as I was, but she has the Lada diagnosis so it's she's kind of transitioning into the point now where she needs to be on short acting insulin. Yeah. Um, so we've kind of been talking a lot back and forth and I, I just recognize how much I enjoy talking about it with somebody who's also going through it and kind of sharing my experience and helping each other. Like that's like the first time that I or not the first time but it's like one of the few things within nursing that I'm like really passionate about so

Scott Benner 1:09:46
no, that's where I go. I gotta be honest with you. I'm paying for college right now for one person and about to start paying for it for another person. And if I found out that they had made any other decisions based on I like standing and talking, I would have had a stroke. Just like somebody that don't know how they're gonna make money with this when it's over or daddy a paying for it.

Lindsay 1:10:07
Yeah, yeah. I mean, I remember when I went to the open house at the college I went to, and the assistant director, he's like, yeah, if you're sitting in this room, you've probably wanted to be a nurse your entire life. It's in your dream. And I was like, my, like, shoot, am I making the wrong decision?

Scott Benner 1:10:26
I'm looking around, like, Is anyone else having the thoughts I'm having right now.

Lindsay 1:10:31
And, and in nursing school, I want to say maybe half of the people there were of the same mindset as me that they, they were not like, this wasn't their dream, they just it made the most sense for them career wise. And that's why they went in into it. So I ended up being one of those tour guides in college. So whenever they do the open houses while I was there, I after they, the admissions people would talk, I'd like be like, Hey, do you guys have any questions? Just so you know, like, that's not really true. Doesn't have to be your dream,

Scott Benner 1:11:02
a friend of mines daughters about your age, and she's a nurse. And she has been for like, the last year or so. Being a traveling nurse. And yeah, basically just like a gun for hire at hospitals.

Lindsay 1:11:14
And yeah, travel nursing is huge. Right now. They're making

Scott Benner 1:11:17
so much more money and seeing the world. I think she's on her way to Hawaii soon. Like, Yeah, crazy, you know, but you got to really be willing to bop around like, it's not, it's not Yeah,

Lindsay 1:11:27
I was gonna say like, I think every nurse is thought about that. But I mean, the challenge there is you wherever you're going, you're going somewhere that's really short staffed, so you could be going to a hospital, like my hospital is very, very well staffed. Compared to other hospitals. The nurse ratio nurse to patient ratio is like four to five patients, which is is excellent. Most other hospitals, on a floor like mine are probably anywhere from five to seven patients, which is I can't I can't even imagine seven patients that is just horrible. So your as a travel nurse, you're, you could potentially be walking into that. And if you're okay with that, then that's like some people. A girl I met recently, who's travel nursing, she said her very first nursing job, they had seven patients. So for her, it's like anywhere else she goes is similar or better. Whereas for me, if I was to travel nursing from having four to five patients to seven, I think I'd be having anxiety attacks,

Scott Benner 1:12:28
some of your lower Basal rate has to do with your job.

Lindsay 1:12:32
Yeah, I do. Okay, that was definitely a learning curve, too. Because it is. I mean, it's day by day. So some days are not too bad, and you're not really moving around as much. And then some days, I'm like, my, my floor is private rooms. So some days you're there, the hallway stretches very far. So some days, I'm jogging back and forth. I think I'm the only person that jogs around because it's just the for so long, and walking takes too long. Sometimes people will see me running by and I'm like, it's fine. There's no emergency.

Scott Benner 1:13:06
I just I just run forever for me to get there. You said you were an Apple Watch earlier? How far do you walk a day? Um, steps

Lindsay 1:13:14
I probably hit it really just depends on the day. I mean, I probably hit around, like the normal 10,000. On a busier day might be more, but Gotcha. Because you also spend a lot of time charting, too, so you're not on your feet, the entire 12 hours, you're sometimes sitting down charting. So or on the phone, whatever.

Scott Benner 1:13:36
That's really interesting. I appreciate you wanting to come on and do it. Why did you want to do this, by the way?

Lindsay 1:13:41
Um, I don't know, I just thought being diagnosed like right when COVID happened, and being a nurse. I mean, I'm extremely fortunate that I was diagnosed after becoming a nurse. I mean, I think about any other time in my life, it could have been diagnosed, that could have been diagnosed as a kid, but I have a brother with special needs. So for my mom to have to take him his needs on and now have to figure out diabetes. I just, I can't imagine that the management would have been stellar. I mean, she even says that she's like, Yeah, I that would have been really bad. So I think about that. And then if I was diagnosed in college, you know, that is just an awful time to be diagnosed, because you're in college and you want to just be normal and live your life. So the fact that I was diagnosed not only like after becoming a nurse, but I at that point, I was a nurse for three, four years. Yeah, a little over three years. Was was extremely helpful. Um,

Scott Benner 1:14:38
you're also pretty mature for your age. Do you? Do people say that to you? Yes, sometimes. Yeah. Thank you. No, I mean, it wasn't if you took it as a compliment, then you're welcome. But, but I when I knew I knew how old you are, and I didn't know what I was gonna get today like so for people who don't understand like, when he sent an email and said I'd like to be on Michelle and I went, Okay, and then I sent her a link. And then six months later, she's on the show. And all I know about her is nurse diagnosed around COVID. And I knew your age, right? Yeah. And I just interviewed somebody fairly recently, who's around your age, and there's nothing wrong with them. They were a great interview and everything, but you might be 40% more mature than they were. And and I don't mean mature, like, they weren't just like, Oh, my God, like, it wasn't like that. It's just life experience. And the way the experience impacts the things they say and how they say it, like, I hope everybody understands what I'm saying. Like, it's not like I'm not denigrating the other person. But you come off like you're 33 is what I'm saying.

Lindsay 1:15:44
Oh, well, that's, I take that as a compliment. Well,

Scott Benner 1:15:47
it is, yeah, unless you don't want it to be. And then in that case, I'm happy to lie about what I meant. If

Lindsay 1:15:52
well helps. I mean, it helps. It definitely helps with my job. Because before before masks, people used to always say it looked like I was 16. And I was too young to be a nurse. So now now that we wear masks less people kind of notice. You know how I guess how I look. But, um,

Scott Benner 1:16:09
well nursing is a young person's game, though, isn't it? Really,

Lindsay 1:16:13
typically? Well, hospital nursing, I mean, nursing as a whole, there's, there's so many other avenues you can go like you can be administration, you can do outpatient things, but in terms of working on a floor and a hospital, just because it's so high stress, high paced, like fast paced. It tends to be younger nurses.

Scott Benner 1:16:32
My mom just had a pretty serious surgery. And I went to see her like two days later when they let us in. And she'd been telling me on the phone the whole time, like my nurses, great. And you know, she's been here like, every day with me, and like, I guess the girls schedule is just like, lined up with when my mom happened to be there, you know? And yeah, I got there. And she walks in the room. My mom's like, Oh, this is her and I looked over. I'm like, That girl is 15 years old. She was just like, yeah, yeah, it was like what is right, and then I stood back and watch her. She was terrific, but she had the energy that I think the job needs. Yeah, you know? Yeah. So

Lindsay 1:17:09
it is hard to tell. It is hard to tell people's ages. Sometimes, though, because, like I started out as a nurse coming out of undergrad, I was 21. Like I was I was a baby. But some of the people that I work with nursing is their second career. So when they start, they're like, anywhere from like, 20, late 20s, early 30s. But in my head, because I started as a new grad. Every person that's a new nurse is like 21. So then as I get to know them, like at some point, they'll say how old they are. And I'm like, what? You're You're older than me this I don't understand. Well,

Scott Benner 1:17:45
I said right to the girl. I was like, What do you 12 And she told me how old she was. So I know how old she is. But because she just she was a baby. Oh my god, like there's nothing bad that even happened to her yet. You know what I mean? Life looked like it was just like, wrapped in a bow still, she had that fresh look on her face. You know, when you look a mother in the face, who's had his who's had a, you know, lived through, like bringing up an infant. And you can see there's like a tiny bit of like, desperation behind their eyes. And then once they have a couple of kids, you look and you realize they could kill somebody if they needed to. You only need like that whole Yeah, like, yeah, this girl didn't have any of that. She was just like, the world's wonderful and I'm taking good care of your mom. And I'm like, thank you.

Lindsay 1:18:27
Like, yeah, I mean, I guess it's it's new nurses are probably most in most cases are actually some of the better nurses to have because they're very, they're very attentive, they ask a lot of questions. Like they're not going to most of the time, you can never speak to everyone. But most of the time they if they don't know something, they will ask somebody. And they're very like, once nurses have been there for a couple years, like sometimes you get a little burnt out and you have the experience, definitely to carry you but I think newer nurses shouldn't be overlooked like they're very, they're very on top of stuff.

Scott Benner 1:19:06
What Lindsay? I gotta tell you I very much enjoyed you're a good blend for me. You have a lot of east coast in you, I would have hung up after I intimated did you have sex with masks on but just kept going? Like it was nothing. I'm twice your age, you didn't act like it was creepy. You really held up your end of the bargain on the conversation and information and I just really appreciate it. I had a really good time talking to you. I

Lindsay 1:19:28
hope Thank you for having me. This was very fun. I was looking forward to this so seriously. Thank you for all that you do. I think

Scott Benner 1:19:38
you say nice stuff about me. Let me be quiet. Yes, your

Lindsay 1:19:40
1000s of viewers would agree with me.

Scott Benner 1:19:44
assault me like there's so many more than 1000s

Lindsay 1:19:48
hundreds of 1000s Millions trillion by

Scott Benner 1:19:52
2020 one's gonna have over 2 million downloads.

Lindsay 1:19:55
That's awesome. I don't know. I mean, there's there's a reason for it. I mean, everybody enjoys reading caste and who am I? And I just, I just, I mean, well, now that I'm going to be on this podcast, I'll get some people to listen to it. And the couple of people that I know with diabetes, I have also referenced your podcast as well. So

Scott Benner 1:20:15
well, following it's a very interesting I find it to be like, this is weird, because now it's me talking about me, but I like the way I, I, I can't find a way to say this right on set like a douche bag. I think the podcast is set up really well. I think that there's management stuff that is also conversational, and the conversational stuff is entertaining, but still about diabetes. And yeah, so you can listen to the show as if it's a podcast, but benefit your health at the same time. Or you can you can cherry pick certain episodes and literally listen to the show like it's a how to write No, yeah, no,

Lindsay 1:21:01
I like the balance the balance of you know, Jenny content and informational content and then people's stories because I love to hear people's stories to me too.

Scott Benner 1:21:19
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