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Scott Benner 0:00
Hello friends, and welcome to episode 708 of the Juicebox Podcast

sometimes my voice is so deep, it shocks me. And just now recording that opening was one of those moments, I can hear myself in my ears and I was like Boo, Jesus. Your voice is deep tonight, Scott. Anyway, today I'm going to be speaking with Jacqueline, this is interesting, right? She's a divorce attorney and the mother of a very young type one. So she came on to give us some advice about how to, you know, dissolve a relationship and help a kid with type one diabetes. It's really good information. And we also talked about her life with type one with her daughter a little bit. It's a nice hodgepodge, a little bit of information, a little bit of entertainment, you know how the podcast goes. While you're listening today. Please remember that my voice sounds amazing, and that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise, always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan, or becoming bold with insulin. At the end of this episode, I'm going to give you a link for an article Jacqueline wrote for the Juicebox Podcast website, it's going to detail all of her suggestions for you. Should this unfortunate event come up in your life. This episode of The Juicebox Podcast is brought to you by Dexcom and Dexcom makes the Dexcom G six continuous glucose monitor. And that's something I think you want to know more about. So head to dexcom.com forward slash Juicebox Podcast is also sponsored by Omni pod. Now on the pod makes the Omni pod dash and they make the Omni pod five. These are both tubeless insulin pumps that my daughter has worn and we've enjoyed head over to Omni pod.com forward slash juice box. In a few minutes. I'm going to do some ads for Omni pod index COMM And I'm gonna mention some offers they have that I think you're going to enjoy. So look out for that in just a little bit. For now, though, this is Jacqueline.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 2:16
My name is Jacqueline, professionally, Jacqueline Stephens Breisch, and I'm a f amily law litigator out of Chicago, Illinois,

Scott Benner 2:25
family law litigators is that a very nice way of saying

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 2:29
it's a very nice way of saying I'm a divorce attorney. And divorce, of course, isn't just the the act of divorce, but it's all things leading up to that and all things after that, meaning, you know, people will have issues with parenting, and with post decree issues relating to support and whatnot, long after they're divorced. So family law is a nice way of saying that I work not only with with people who are going through the process of divorce, but those people who are dealing with the aftermath of it. So at

Scott Benner 3:02
any point, for example, you could be met with a person who's went through their divorce a number of years ago, but now one of the others not meeting one of their obligations, and so much so that it has to go back to court.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 3:14
Absolutely. And that is a that's a big part of my practice. That's, that's more common than probably a lot of people think or understand.

Scott Benner 3:23
No kidding. Oh, okay, what percentage? I mean, less, you have to make up a number because you don't know. But what percentage of your day or week do you think is taken up with divorces that are in progress versus maintenance for ones that have already happened?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 3:38
Honestly, at any given time, it probably fluctuates to 5050. All the way up to maybe the bulk of my practice in any given period of time could be dealing with post decree issues. And, you know, particularly for our discussion today, dealing with parenting issues that have surfaced that no one could have really anticipated at the time that a divorce was entered, or maybe in a situation where one party or the other was represented by someone who didn't do a very good job in formulating a parenting plan. And so now there's issues that need to be addressed that, you know, either weren't foreseen or couldn't have been foreseen or just were handled poorly to begin with.

Scott Benner 4:17
Okay. And just for some context, you are the mother of a child with type one.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 4:22
Yes, yeah. So my my little one, I have two kids. My son will be six tomorrow and my three year old daughter Everly is type one diabetic.

Scott Benner 4:30
Okay. Oh, well, happy birthday to the older one. And how old How old was Everly when she was diagnosed?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 4:37
So she was diagnosed almost a year ago, exactly. January 18 of 2021. And she had just turned to the November prior so she was just over two years old. When we figured out that something wasn't right, and we took her to the doctor, and unfortunately that led us down a path to hospitalization type one diagnosis.

Scott Benner 4:59
You're married?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 5:01
Married? Yep.

Scott Benner 5:02
Okay. Were you if you don't mind me just on a flight of fancy for one second, were you married before or after you became a family law? Practice or

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 5:13
so I might have my husband and I dated him when we were in law school. I'm practicing for about 11 years. And we got married. We've married eight years.

Scott Benner 5:25
So is it scary to get married when you know about all the other stuff?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 5:31
You know, it's surprising, but actually, people in my industry have a lower divorce rate. Just because it's, you know, more of what you're getting into, you know, I see divorce every day. And I know, I personally don't want to go through it. And I know that a lot of people probably don't have anywhere near the amount of information that they should when they're contemplating that decision. But I think that if anything, it's just helped me, you know, pick the right partner for myself.

Scott Benner 6:03
Yeah. Do you think that there's a tiny bit of it that if you guys are fighting, he looks at you and thinks she will kill me if we get divorced, I have to shut up right now.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 6:12
We've actually we've joked about that in a in lesser arguments, definitely not serious one. But no, I mean, I think a lot of times in doing what you do, whatever your occupation may be attend to just think about it, how it could apply to your own life? And, of course, I do. It's very, very much meta of, you know, when I'm having an argument with my husband about something, and then I have to go defend my client who did the same thing. But no, it's, it's it. Yeah, we definitely have those jokes. But in all seriousness, you know, as it relates to parody issues, in particular, are I mean, he's, he's a great dad. And so I'm very lucky to have a partner, you know, and not just a lot of people still have arcane views of marriage. And, you know, we both work, we both take care of our kids. And we're lucky in that regard.

Scott Benner 7:05
Well, you're a very mature person, I would stand with a stack of my business cards, flicking them. He was telling, I'd just be like, you know, you just said something, though, before we before we kind of dive into all this. Is it shocking to you still, how many people think of marriage as more of a like, I'm assuming what you meant was a purchasing agreement. Like we're together now. And these are the things you'll do for me, instead of like a partnership is that still prevail in people's minds?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 7:34
I think that there, there certainly is some level of that transactional type relationship, you know, this is the work I do this is the work you do, whether or not those particular people think that that work has the same value, you know, is kind of what leads to the problems, you know, the traditional model of one parent working outside the home, the other parent, staying home and raising children, and taking care of the household. That still happens, of course, but that's becoming less and less prevalent as we move forward as a society. And so those types of marriages, you know, people have been married, you know, 2030 years, and now all of a sudden, they're getting divorced. Those are ones where you can kind of see where there was some cracks. But again, for some people that works incredibly well, you know, some people like to have those defined roles. I know, in my own marriage, my husband and I talked about how difficult it is sometimes to both work, both take care of the kids. And, you know, when you're burnt out at the end of the day, and you see your partner, you know, cleaning up the kitchen, like, Oh, I really should help but you know, that I'm tired. You know, it's so I don't know that there's a there's one kind of model that I see or don't see, I think it's just becoming now more, I think, in society, that we're seeing marriages that are more partnerships. And, you know, I made a joke the other day, to my mom that, you know, I've never seen my husband like sleeping on the couch when my kids are around. And I remember as a kid, your dad sleeping on the couch while everyone very quiet, you know, like thinking that doesn't happen anymore. You know? So it's just this funny types of things that we're just moving on. And I think, you know, the idea that oh, like you're a dad or you're you're babysitting your kids tonight for your wife, or you know, those types of ideas. Maybe they still happen in some parts of our society, but it's just falling by the wayside and people are recognizing that a marriage takes to with children, particularly a marriage takes two people who are going to put forth you know, significant effort in that partnership.

Scott Benner 9:40
Yeah, I think they asked for the same thing for my birthday every year and I never have the nerve to say it out loud. But I always want to say to my wife, like can we just pretended to 1956 24 hours. I would like to say something and just experience agreeance like no one no one telling me I'm wrong or like, like, I don't know. I know that's a weird thing. But I mean, just imagine being in that dominant position back then, I mean, life must have just been a dream. You don't mean like, you're an idiot, or you don't you don't know what you're talking about. Everybody's just like, Oh, dad works hard, leave him alone. And that's sort of the end of it. I was like, no one's ever once treated me like that. No one's ever been, like, let him sleep, he looks tired. Or even,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 10:21
I mean, even just children. I mean, the things that my kids say to me, sometimes I'm just shocked, like, I would have never said this record, and not even in a just respectful way, but more just, we treat them with such, you know, the way that everyone parents, you know, from millennials to Gen X, it's just, it's everyone changes, right, the trauma that we went through, we're now trying to undo with our kids, and we're going to screw up in a different way. And then all of our kids are going to be the same type of parent to their kids, because they were, you know, we're gonna, we're gonna love our kids too much. And they're gonna give be given too much of leeway to you know, ask the questions and say what they want to say.

Scott Benner 11:02
It's like voting. You know, they say, like, very conservative parents raised liberal kids, very liberal kids raised conservative children, like that kind of stuff. I listen, when we were first married, my wife and I, we were really young. And we had call. I mean, we were really young. Not that young. But, I mean, we were in our early 20s, which, to me seems inappropriate to have a kid but whatever. So, you know, I think we both grew up in sort of more of an iron fist like mentality with our parents, like, you know, I'm gonna say a thing now you're gonna do it, don't mention it again, to me, and you know, that kind of stuff. I don't really care about how happy you are. I just, I'm legally obliged to keep you alive. I'll hug you once a year. You don't need me like that kind of stuff. And, and my wife's like, we need to let the kids have their own thoughts. And you know, I was like, Alright, I was like, it seems like a mistake to me. But I think you're right, like so you know, we, we did, and there's still times now, right? There's still times now when something happens. And I'll look at my wife very quietly. And I'm like, You were the one that wanted to give them all this autonomy. I was like, now they're using it. So just sit there and shut up and take it. So it because it's hard sometimes, like you said, they'll say something and you think you don't say it out loud, because I recognize it's not smart. Like, you know, from a developmental standpoint, to say it out loud. But I have thought a couple of times in my life, my dad would have like, backhanded me for saying that. You know what I mean? And not even like vicious, like horrible things, just like any kind of, maybe I'm giving you too much of a look into how I grew up. But like you don't mean like, just disagreeing in public or saying something that would embarrass them or anything like that? Yeah, my dad wouldn't have like, been like, Oh, he's got his own thoughts. would have been like, oh, look, he can't stand up. So not that I think it's okay to hit children. This is not what I'm saying. Jacqueline. Alright. So

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 12:51
nothing in this podcast will condone corporal punishment? No, of

Scott Benner 12:54
course not. Oh, gosh, do you think no, no one's ever thought I've met that. I just I grew up in the 70s. And my dad didn't like what I did. He hit me. Like, that was just how it worked. He didn't punch me he didn't, you know, I, I got some sort of a whack somewhere. I don't even know how to put that I guess. And, and I, but I do think that my wife was right, to some degree, you know, to a great degree. But I also think that it was smart to mix in a little bit of 1970s. Not like, like a backhand. But just sometimes you have to be, you know, I mean, how to people put it usually, like, you need to be their parents, not their friend like that kind of an idea. But I mean, sometimes, I don't know, like you try explaining to a six year old to sit down in the middle of a movie theater, like sometimes they gotta be a little afraid. Right? Like a little bit like a tiny bit. But anyway, this is not why you're here. Yeah,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 13:49
it does, it does kind of go to I mean, that delicate balance that a lot of two parent households are able to maintain because those two personalities of the parents can kind of flush all that out, you know, you can play good cop, bad cop to an extent, kids know when different needs need to be met which parent to go to. And, you know, in the context of a divorce and growing up in, you know, a relationship where you have two parents who don't live together and are co parenting, you know, that that creates challenges in and of itself. So, when you have, you know, the added pressure of, you know, a child with special medical needs, you know, which is kind of the topic of the day, that lends itself to all sorts of problems. And, you know, children are, you know, manipulative by nature, depending on their age, they're learning to test boundaries. And so you have people to people who aren't on the same page, kids are going to exploit that even if they don't mean to. And so it's, you know, it's important when you're parenting children in any respect that you are able to work with your co parent, assuming you have one. And to make sure that you know, everyone on the same page, and there's no ability for the child to just kind of go rogue and go off the rails,

Scott Benner 15:05
I listen, I'll share something personal. There are times while you're raising children, that one of them will do something, and it throws off the delicate balance that you have with your spouse. And then you almost want to pull the kid aside, obviously, you don't do this, but you want to pull the kids side and be like, listen, you're gonna get me in trouble. Do not do that again. You know, like, like, I it took me years to get this lady okay. Like with the things that we're talking about right now. Don't make her think you're not okay with it. I was like, are suddenly it's going to be two against one. And she's not going to look at me as being wrong, Scott, look at me. He's the enemy. Veto mommy, daddy divorced one day, stop saying that. Of course, none of that gets said out loud. But you know what I mean? Third moments. Don't say that kid. What are you doing? Oh, my gosh. Alright, so everybody gets married great intentions. That makes some babies, one of the babies comes out to got an autoimmune disorder disorder, let's say type one diabetes, you know, for the the, you know, for our conversation here. What is? Is it fair to say that most people have not pre planned their divorce?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 16:16
Yeah, so in just a couple of points just off the bat. So obviously, I'm licensed to practice in Illinois, every state has different laws as it relates to parenting allocation responsibilities and parenting time. You know, every state has different words and verbiage that they use. So, you know, just as as you just got give your little precursor at the beginning of every episode, you know, nothing that I say should be construed as legal advice, you should consult with your attorney in your jurisdiction for any questions about any co parenting issues that you have. Obviously, I'm I'm here to try to provide some additional information and just a general outline and precursor that, you know, would lead to a discussion with your attorney. And, you know, your particular set of facts and circumstances to the extent anyone, you know, hears this and is, has additional questions should always be addressed with an attorney who could represent you. But, you know, in in Illinois, you know, and I feel pretty confident saying that this is true across the country, you can't do anything in regards to a prenuptial agreement that has to do with children. And when I say that, I mean, you can't pre plan for any financial situations or decisions relative to children, nor can you put into you know, self prenup to say, Oh, I'm going to agree that if we get divorced, you know, mom will have custody? No, no, that's never going to be enforceable. Because you have to find the facts and circumstances as they exist at the time something is happening. So as a relates to children, no, can't pre plan for anything. And so once you know, you're in the situation, where you're deciding that you're going to be divorced, or maybe you're already divorced, and now your child is diagnosed, you know, any situation like that, where you find yourself being in a position to make important decisions, it's just so imperative to make sure that you have these thoughts at top of mind with a child with with type one that we'll go through today. Because, you know, I think a lot of people are, don't know what can be in a parenting plan, don't know what should be in a parenting plan. A lot of people are represented by attorneys who might not have the level of knowledge about not only special medical needs to begin with, but type one specifically. And so, you know, my goal today is to try to provide some insight and information, both from my experience, you know, now being the mother of a type one child, but in the context of what I do for a living, seeing how so many mistakes can be made. And you know, whether they've already been made, trying to rectify them, and if they haven't been made yet, trying to make sure that they don't happen. Okay.

Scott Benner 19:11
Thank you. That'll be absolutely terrific. I'm actually very excited to talk to you about this. And it sounds like a bummer of a thing. But one of the biggest sources of consternation that I see online is from divorced parents. And one and one, one parent doesn't get it either medically or doesn't care, you know, and the other one is just out of their mind, trying to keep a kid healthy, when they're in a situation where they sometimes don't even communicate with the other person. Or anything that gets said is seen as you know, angry whether it is or not, it's a very, very confusing thing. And in the end, it ends up hurting the kid. I mean, we all always say that right? Like no divorce. to pair up, you know, parents fighting hurts the children, but in this situation it's hurting them medically and sometimes in ways that you might not be able to reverse so it's just super important. Let me ask you this. Do do people generally speak well let me ask this first is that is the number true that you know of is it one in two marriages end in divorce two in three marriages end in divorce, if you have a child with a medical issue

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Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 24:34
you know, I haven't looked at those specific statistics. I think that also it's hard when you look at oh this many marriages will end in divorce will after how many years and you know I mean so it's it's hard to say obviously having a child with a significant medical issue whether it be you know, something chronic like type one or some thing you know horrible and more like in a moment in time like a cancer diagnosis really, obviously incredible really stressful for parents to deal with, and puts a strain on any marriage whether or not it's healthy. It's something that's that's really, really hard. I don't have those numbers in front of me in terms of like you said,

Scott Benner 25:13
Well, those are the numbers that my endo tried to scare my wife when I when when Arden was diagnosed, so she, Oh, that's lovely. It was for that she goes, You should immediately seek marital counseling. She had met us 20 minutes before. And I was like, at first I thought, what can she tell about us that? Like, we don't know. But then she said, she gave us those numbers one and two, then goes to two and three with a chronic condition. We were like, Thanks. Have a great day.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 25:44
Yeah. And all the more why I mean, all the more reason why it's so important to get your ducks in a row. Because if the reason that you are getting divorced, just because your co parent isn't helping doesn't understand type one, you know, is unable to care for your child. I mean, those are those are scary reasons to then get divorced from that person, and then say, okay, like, it's your weekend with our kid, you know, I mean, it's so you know, I think that that's a lot a big misconception people have with divorce in general is, I'm getting divorced, I can be rid of this person. Well, if you have kids, you're not rid of them. Unless they're signing over their rights, you know, moving across the country, you're never going to see them again. So you know, if if part of the reason why you're having problems in your marriage is because the other parent won't take your child, one diagnosis seriously won't help with care. Know that situation that you probably want to work on before you address if it's a bigger issue in your marriage. You know, there's a lot of things that you can do to try to force someone to care. And at the end of the day, they have to care. Yeah, you can't really make anyone do anything, as we all know. So but there's things that you can do, if you're in the process, to force them, maybe you can't force them to care, but you can force them to do what they need to do for your child. And if they don't do that, then you can have remedies with the court to prevent the child from having, you know, extended periods of time that they are under that parents care.

Scott Benner 27:20
Well, it's interesting, you're making divorce sound like you just don't live in the same house and your laundry doesn't get commingled anymore. But other than that a lot of it stays the same.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 27:30
I mean, it does when you have I mean, if you have young kids, and if you have a child, I mean, again, the focus of today, of course, is type one, if you have a child with type one, I mean, how many times a day until your child is somewhat self sufficient, you know, if one parent is the is the point person, that's a tremendous amount of pressure on that parent to then just say, Okay, go into mom's or you're going to Dad's, you know, best of luck? No, of course not. I mean, just like you wouldn't send a child somewhere where they could be neglected, just like you wouldn't send a child somewhere where maybe your co parent has, you know, a mental health issue, or that's uncontrolled, or a drug issue that's uncontrolled, you know, you're not going to send your child somewhere where they're not going to be taken care of. And that is, you know, again, looking at the different ways that the laws impact things here in Illinois. One of the situations that we look at, and one of the standards or levels that you have to look at in order to change parenting time, is looking at whether or not something is a serious endangerment, you know, that's kind of what gives rise to an emergency. That's what you would have to prove in order to make a change for or a parenting plan. And, you know, it this is a serious endangerment, I mean, to say, Okay, I see in your Facebook group all the time, oh, my, my kid just came back from moms and you know, their sugar was 300 the whole time they were there. I mean, that's not okay, that's unacceptable. If you send your child to, you know, any other childcare if you sent them to camp, and those numbers were happening, you would have a fit. So why is it okay, just because it's the other child's other parent.

Scott Benner 29:18
So. Okay, so if this is your situation, is any what are my first steps? Let's just say it's happening to me, and I want to do something about it. I find an attorney first. Is that going to be an expensive proposition always or not necessarily?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 29:38
Well, I think so taking a step back. I mean, obviously, the first thing is, let's hope that most people who are taking this advice are not divorced yet and can put together a parenting plan that kind of addresses some of the things that we'll continue to talk about. Okay. If you are already divorced, right, so you're already Divorce, you already have a parenting agreement, it doesn't address diabetes, it doesn't address medical care, except as a, you know, little boilerplate blurb. And you're having these issues, child's going to the other parent, their diabetes is uncontrolled, they're not getting, you know, they're not bolusing for meals, they're consistently high. They're having dangerous lows, no one's answering the phone, you know, all these horrible things, right. So a couple of different things. Number one, a lot of people will have mediation clauses within their parenting agreements. If you have a mediation clause in your parenting agreement, then that's the first thing you should do, you know, you should raise the issue with the other parents say, I'd like to go to mediation, I don't want to go to court, I just want to have a third party there to help us walk us through this, let's get some new plans in place. Maybe that means that the other parent needs to go through some type of diabetes education, you know, go back to the drawing board. Remember, when you were in the hospital, when your kid was first diagnosed, and, you know, they're throwing all this information at you. And obviously, you weren't absorbing it. So maybe time for us to hire, you know, a CD and maybe ask for time for us to go back just to you know, the basics and make sure that we all understand what's going on here. Because clearly, you don't understand how serious you know, our child's health is.

Scott Benner 31:19
Generally if I say that, and my spouse says to themselves, mediation, I know I don't do a good job with diabetes, if I go to mediation, this is me getting in trouble, I'm not going to mediation, then

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 31:32
then then you're going to court, then then then you're hiring a lawyer. And you're going to file, you know, the appropriate pleading with the court to amend your parenting plan. And, you know, here's what's been going on since our parenting plan was entered, or here's what's been going on since our child was diagnosed, depending on the facts and circumstances of your case. You know, if the other parent is brushing off your concerns, you keep documenting it. And again, I you know, this shouldn't be a situation where, oh, you know, we had a bad, you know, pod site change, and oh, you know, child was up to 250. And this was a one time thing. And okay, now I'm going to court, this is, you know, this is chronic pies. This is not, you know, we're not taking care of diabetes. This is, you know, serious. Yeah, you know, you document it in writing, whether that's through text, emails, you know, put together, you know, that information, every time they come back from mom or dad's and their high, you know, keep a log, keep a journal, you know, you've got the log with, you know, Dexcom, if you have a Dexcom, you've got, you know, gluco, if you have a pod or what have you, I mean, you have all of the data at your fingertips to say, look at this was dad's weekend, you know, and look at his numbers or look at her numbers, look at what's going on at mom's house. It's, it's easy for us with the technology we have assuming you have access to that technology to show what's going on, you know, it's it's not hearsay, it's it's proof, it's on a report. So, you know, keep documenting it, and raise it. And if they won't do anything about it, then you have to file something with the court to have the court make a change. I wonder

Scott Benner 33:16
what happens in a scenario where I don't know like making something up, let's say the doctor's okay with blood sugars that are 250. And you're not. So one spouse, or one excuse me, one parent is, you know, not letting the blood sugar go over 250 It's jumping up and down. There's no stability. When you have the kid at home, you've got these more stable blood sugar's but you go back and say, Look, this is I mean, is there really someone there that would understand the difference between like, diabetes ideas like like stability and or do you need to bring in an expert to, to even say, look, the doctors not as on top of this as they should be? I didn't really mean like that. I see that spoken about so often. It's why I bring it up.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 34:06
Yeah, I mean, you would you would need your doctor to be supportive, because yes, of course, a judge is not a judge isn't going to have the medical expertise necessary. And you know, you wouldn't be able to testify as to what healthy blood sugar's are but judges can take judicial notice of medical journals, judges can take judicial notice of, you know, those types of, you know, literature that's out there that's medically accepted about healthy blood sugar's about you know, these tremendous swings about high blood sugars. So yeah, I mean, if you've got an endo that's okay with 250. I mean, the first thing is you should get a new endo but, you know, I think that it's it's important that you have some something for a court to look at to say, Okay, what this person is saying is true. And, you know, we've got that literature out there.

Scott Benner 34:58
Is it that easy to switch doc versus if I'm in a divorce situation, or do I have to have the agreement of the other person as well,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 35:05
totally depends on what your parenting plan says. So I mean, if you're in the process of a divorce, and there is no parenting plan, yet, you're not yet divorced, then you're kind of in a limbo, because no one has been allocated Medical Decision Making responsibility. So just backing up just a little bit, you know, we always used to use the word custody. That's kind of the word that was used throughout, you know, the 50s 60s and 70s. As we got into, it wasn't just automatic, that mom was going to have custody, in this case of a divorce. And we got through this whole idea of the tender years doctrine of, you know, children automatically went with mom. So now this word custody kind of became a bad word in my industry. And so we started to use the concept of parental responsibility. So it's decision making, and then it's parenting time, those are kind of the two components of what we used to call custody. So in the decision making world, you know, particularly when it comes to medical decision making, you know, usually in your parenting plan, you're going to have this all allocated as to who makes final decisions for medical, a lot of times it's joint, so we're going to keep the same doctors and we are going to attempt to agree utilizing the recommendation of the doctor. And maybe if you know, one parent doesn't agree, they can get a second opinion. And ultimately, if you don't agree at all, you can take it to mediation, you can go to court, you know, with with things like your child's medical decisions, mean, in a perfect world, you're able to work through those things with your co parent, because the two of you have the most knowledge, you'd think about what your child goes through. And for people who don't have children who have any special medical needs, that's not really something that that comes up very often. In this situation, if you already are going through a divorce, you don't have a parenting plan in place. You know, yes, you can go and change your your doctor. And again, do whatever your attorney tells you, you can or can't do. But there's there's nothing in place at that juncture that would prevent or really allow you to do that. So it's, you know, until you're divorced, you're married, and you can do anything that you would do in the context of what you would otherwise do. For your child, you know, in your marriage,

Scott Benner 37:27
I just I find, I feel like what you're telling me is that when that agreement gets set up, that's the land grab moment, right? Like, if you think you're the more responsible one, or the one who understands the diabetes better. That's the chance that you have to kind of swing things in your favor when you're setting it up when you're setting up that agreement. And it's possible if you think you're married to somebody or getting divorced from somebody who doesn't understand or care all that much to begin with, I would think it would be pretty easy to put the responsibility on you almost thinking the other person might want it to be off of them. I know, it's me being a Little Mac of alien, but I think that like, right, there's your shot, does that fair?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 38:12
That is fair. And a lot of times, you know, it takes a level of respect for the other parent to recognize that and to say, You know what, you are the one who's better suited. And that's, that's okay, that doesn't mean that I'm a weak parent. But, you know, if, if you've been the point person, and you're going to all the doctor's visits alone, and you know, your child's insulin sensitivity factor, and you know, their carb ratios, and the other parent is clueless, and they're, they've never put on, you know, a Dexcom they don't do a pump change. I mean, yeah, you shouldn't be the one who's who's responsible. I mean, that just makes sense. That's not That's not to paint the other parent in a negative light. Going back to what you said earlier, it's what's best for the kids. And so, if I know, and this is obviously not true in my situation, I mean, my I'm lucky that my husband knows all of this, but I am the point person day to day that does my daughter's diabetes stuff, right? I mean, yes. Does he change her Dexcom? If, you know, we have a failure, and I'm not home, of course, but I'm the one that does it, you know, day in and day out. And you know, with COVID, and only one parent can go to appointments, you know? Yes, I'm the one who typically would take the reins. And so if you know that your other parent is the one who is doing the research and who's, you know, more invested? Why wouldn't they have decision making responsibility? Even if it's kind of a pseudo joint decision making but then if we can't come to an agreement, ultimately parent A is the one with responsibility, right? You're still getting consulted, you're still getting information. You're still welcome to go to appointments. But at the end of the day, The person who has more knowledge is going to make the final decision.

Scott Benner 40:03
Okay? Hold on one second, I had a weird computer monitor issue, and I am fixing it right now. It's not affecting us recording, it's just freaked me out. I'm being honest, well, you are not making divorce sound fun at all, Jacqueline, I just tell you that right now.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 40:22
And it's not, you know, you've got to have a good guide to get you through it. But you know, if you're, if you're contemplating divorce, or you're in the process, it is so crucial to include terms to your parenting agreement to provide for a parenting schedule, and decision making as it relates to your child's health, that's in your child's best interest. And of course, that's, you know, whether or not you have a child with type one, I mean, that's, that's clear. But in our situations, you know, if you've got the other parent who doesn't wake up to alarms hasn't managed care, you know, your child's not old enough to take on the responsibility in any way themselves. It might not be appropriate for your co parent to have, you know, overnight parenting time, at first, it might not be appropriate until they can demonstrate that they're up to that task. And maybe that does require some additional education. And you know, those types of things, having those working through that pre divorce will, you know, help prevent issues post divorce. But if you're already in the situation that we discussed, where you know, you've got, you've got a co parent who's just not taking it seriously. That's where now you're going to have to go back in and kind of fix what was not really done right the first time.

Scott Benner 41:38
Yeah, you know, I was just thinking that I was wondering how frequently do people get this right, the first time in these agreements? And how many times does it take seeing the problem, so you can adjust the agreements? Because I'm also imagining, you know, while you're getting divorced, you're probably not in a great frame of mind, you're probably leaning on the attorney, and the attorney probably doesn't have a ton of knowledge about type one diabetes, so even things that might look very normal in a health agreement might not be valuable in a diabetes agreement.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 42:06
Absolutely. And I mean, how would they have any knowledge? You know, I mean, for me personally, until, you know, until I was thrust into the situation that I'm in with my daughter, I was completely ignorant about diabetes. And you see that every day. I mean, you know, family members, co workers, I mean, people don't know what how would they know, I don't expect them to know. And I had some background with it, like, my father in law was type one, I had gestational diabetes with my first pregnancy, weirdly enough, not with my daughter with my son. So you know, I had like some base level knowledge. But this is, you know, this is a such a chronic thing. I mean, we don't, other conditions have, you know, flare ups and remission, you know, you have a good day, you have a bad day. I mean, this is every day, as you know, we don't get a break, you know, this is everything they put in their mouth, every hormone, every activity, it's 24/7, it doesn't stop, and it's exhausting. And it wears on parents, whether they're married or or, you know, working separately to try to raise their kids. So, you know, having this stuff in an agreement is not something that's going to just be, you know, second nature or, you know, you're gonna have to explain this to your attorney, and you have to explain to your attorney how important it is. And their boilerplate agreement that they've been working on for 10 years is not going to include this type of language. You have to be an advocate for yourself and for your children.

Scott Benner 43:34
Right. Fund. I was gonna say fun, I'll still say fun divorce question. What's the what's the most common cause of divorce? Is it infidelity or money?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 43:48
You know, that's so funny to say there. I wouldn't say it's, I wouldn't say that there is a most common cause. I wouldn't say it's infidelity. I think that it's people who don't want to be married anymore. That's, that's the most common cause of divorce got people don't want to be married anymore. And, and why? It's a whole slew of reasons. I mean, it's so complex, it's, you know, years of, of harboring resentment over you know, roles in the marriage that relates to money that relates to family that relates to how you parent, you know, there's there's so much there. I couldn't say that there's one thing that I say, Oh, yep. See this every Tuesday, you know,

Scott Benner 44:35
do you ever look at people and think, Oh, my God, it's so obvious you should YouTube never should have been married. How did you not say

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 44:44
you know, it's funny because I don't, it is. It's funny now in the in the world of zoom, where I sometimes don't even physically meet my clients anymore. But, you know, I still rarely get to see the dynamic between the people except in you know, reading there. emails to one another reading their text messages. I don't typically see the two parties interact. So I don't really get to have that level of insight except in a mediation setting where, you know, we're all in a room and we're trying to work through the, you know, what could be an agreement? Yeah. But, I mean, yeah, most it, you never, I never want to become too jaded. Or like, Oh, I've seen this one before. Because that turns into the client, every client is different. I never want a client to feel that way. But, you know, as I go on, I definitely can see the same type of relationships over and over. Things change, there's nuances, but it's, it's the same type of dynamics. And so it's, it's not necessarily like a one issue. But it's like, oh, yeah, I've seen this, you know, narcissistic personality with like, a totally enabling type before.

Scott Benner 45:50
It's funny, I feel very similarly, about not wanting anything to feel blase. I actually only answer my email, from listeners, like monthly, but the ones that are just like, look what I did, or, you know, like they're trying to, like, share their, their excitement with you stuff like that. Because I don't want to get into the point where I'm just dashing back and email to somebody just blindly being like, Hey, good job, you know what I mean? Where they've made some amazing medical leap for themselves. So and, you know, that might sound strange to other people. But if you're in my position, I see it so frequently, that I mean, there are times when I get your emails, and I'm like, Yeah, of course, you did the stuff I said in the podcast here he wants he's five and a half. Now. I told you, it was gonna be like that. You don't even that's not how you want to answer. You want to be like, Wow, this is amazing. Because that is actually how I feel. It's just that when you're busy day over day, so I take your point, I thought that was kind of nice that you don't want to feel that way. When you're when you're when you have people sitting in front of you virtually, or, or actually COVID pickup divorces?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 46:58
Well, at first to kind of put everything on pause with with the level of uncertainty that everyone was, was dealing with, you know, courts had to figure out how to go remote, it was incredibly stressful and crazy. And we were getting updates every day and things were changing. And, you know, we're trying to zoom into court and everything. It was just, it was nuts. And then I think, you know, things picked up again, you know, kind of once everybody got their arms around what was happening. And, you know, I mean, hate to say it, but people you know, forced to stay home with someone that you were maybe going to be on the verge of getting divorced with like, it's gonna push you off the edge.

Scott Benner 47:36
Oh, so I had, can we just chat for a second? Jacqueline. There was a person. As soon as this happened in the first time, we all got locked down. I will obviously won't say their names. But I went to my wife and I was like, hey, you know, blank and blank. She's like, Yeah, I'm like, they're totally gonna get divorced this year. And she's like, what I'm like, the separation is how he runs all the infidelity. Like, he's not going to be able to stop cheating, just because they're all together, like, so he's going to get I know it. I know. He's a grown man, but he's gonna lose his mind like a child. And he's going to try to fit this cheating in a lot. And sure enough, boom, just like that. I felt like Nostradamus. When I figured that one out. I was like, there's no, there's no way he's going to stop. And there's no way he's going to be able to hide it. And now he doesn't live there anymore. So I was like, I called that one. My neighbor is an older gentleman in his 60s. And I said, How's it being with, you know, not getting out much. And he's so funny. He goes, I were fine. And I was like, Hey, he goes, plus, I ain't leaving. And I was like, what? And he goes, if she wants to leave, she can leave. And I was like, right, he goes, my house, I bought all this stuff. I didn't going anywhere. I was like, I love that older attitude, like in the 60s, like, I'm too close to the edge. Now. I think. If you want to go, you can go. I'm not I'm not staying here. Like, you know, he almost came at me like, by the way these people get along really? Well. It's not not the point of the conversation. But but his intent was sort of like, like, if she doesn't like me, I get it. But just that, like, I don't know, if we've been at this too long. I'm not leaving this place. And I was like, gotcha. I don't know. I think it's funny how different people think about it. And I think it's interesting how some people treat it. So you know, just kind of like it's almost unimportant. Like, I don't I don't see it that way. I remember saying to my wife when we were younger, and we were talking about what our expectations were for being married. I said the way I see it, it was like, you know, if we stay married our whole lives, I don't know how long that'll be. You know, I said maybe it's 30 years. And I was like if like eight of those years are amazing, and three of them are pretty good. And five of them suck and you know, eight of them are fine. Like you don't even like I said that would make sense to me. Like I don't expect every day to be magical yummy, but I wonder how many people do have that expectation and I hate to be the person to say something like this but as you know, I don't want to say in these times because that really makes To me sound old, but you know, in a world we live in now, where we're grabbing gratification is so readily available. Like, how hard is it to have like a real like, you know, down and dirty, like personal relationship with communication face to face communication when, you know, everybody's texting and looking at their phones and not that really, I mean, my son's still learning how to talk to people, and he's going to be 22. You know, it's just, it's fascinating how, I mean, communication is obviously the key of most of these problems. And, you know, we are not a society of people who are good at communicating to begin with. So,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 50:38
right, yeah, you know, that's funny, and we're just chatting at this point, right?

Scott Benner 50:43
Yeah, this isn't like the legal part. Don't worry.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 50:45
So we, I just talked about the other day, because, you know, when you think about it, and, you know, I, I was born in the 80s. And when I think about, you know, watching TV, like I was explaining to my son, you know, when I was a kid, you know, you had a certain amount of channels, that's what you had, you know, you have YouTube, you can look up anything you want. And, you know, started going on a tangent. And it's, you know, we all watched the same news, you know, there wasn't all these news outlets, and, you know, these conspiracy theorists and all it was, you know, you watch the news, you watch what was on, you know, must see TV, and you went to bed. And, you know, you watch commercials, and you ran to the bathroom or the commercial break. And, you know, it's Yeah, to be with each other. You know, you're either watching TV, or you were in silence. You know,

Scott Benner 51:34
Jacqueline, if you were a conspiracy theorist in the 80s, people thought you were nuts. And now you have a very popular podcast, if you think that way. So you know what I mean? Like, you're, you're like it, you're a famous person. And to your point. I know, my daughter always looks at me weird because I like mash the television show. And I was like, You don't understand. It's what was on first of all, you know, like, I liked it enough. And I thought it was funny. And I watched it. And I told her, I was like, 100, and like, I think, Oh, God, what was the number like 106 million people watched the finale of mash live, they couldn't timeshift it. You had to be there when it started, you know, and you

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 52:12
scheduled your life around it. Like you're like, we got to be home to wash mash. Oh, my

Scott Benner 52:17
God, I still have a completely clear view of us sitting in a restaurant on a Friday evening in October. And me being like, you all got to eat faster, man. Like, the Charlie Brown. The Halloween special is on at eight o'clock. It's on CBS. And we gotta go and I joked in another episode, that special is why I can sing the Almond Joys commercial song. Like, you know, because they were always the sponsor of that special. And I made sure to see it every year. You know, what ruined it when they put it on videotape. The minute, the minute wasn't special. I didn't. I didn't care about it anymore. Yeah, because now it's accessible. Anytime, yeah, I just didn't care anymore. So I knew, I think there's something to be learned from that. Not that anybody is actually going to learn it. But I can't see that marriage isn't either going to lessen in in popularity in general. Or, you know, and maybe that'll be helpful. Maybe people will get married when they're older. And that will, you know, have people find matches that are maybe a little better suited, like I am, I'm stunned that my wife and I are still married, because just because of the age of when we met and got together, if for no other reason. It just, you know, like, I think statistically, we should probably not be married. Because of like, I think my wife was like, I mean, was she 21 or 22 when we got married something like that? You know what I mean?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 53:45
It's not happening anymore. I mean, you know, of course, there's certain certain situations, but no, that's people are waiting longer and longer, and, you know, probably with better results, but who knows,

Scott Benner 53:56
I'll be dead by the time we know the the outcome of that. So I don't care. Alright, so I do have a question about the, you know, because it seems so obvious to you, because it's your profession, like you just do this, you get an attorney, you do that. But that would seem overwhelming, I would imagine to most people and or they'd be concerned about the finances of it. And then that, to me seems like that would create just inaction. And and then the person who would get hurt that again, would be the kid and their diabetes. So Can these decisions be made in a quickie divorce in, you know, in with an attorney that's maybe not as adept? Like, how would you do those things on the cheap? I guess I'm asking.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 54:41
Yeah. So I mean, I think it's the same way that you might look at the type of information you'd want to put into your kids 504 plan, you know, and we're not there yet. Because my little ones only three but we just had her her annual appointment and I was asking her I know about it. So it's just kind of top of mind for me where you've got to think about Okay, let me walk myself through a typical week, and maybe, you know, maybe my child's gonna go to so and you know, other parents house on Wednesday and then for the weekend, or whatever the case may be, what's that going to look like? You know, what's the physical distance? How are we going to communicate? What are we doing to manage supplies? Are we transporting everything? For each parenting exchange? Are we going to have sufficient supplies in each home? You know, do they have, you know, how are we going to manage picking up insulin and keeping refrigerated? And who's going to have it? Are we going to keep a stockpile of both parents houses? Like what are we going to do there? What kind of communication tools are you going to use? You know, are you comfortable just texting with your co parent? Are you going to email Do you want to have something more formal, like a co parenting communication app, where you can actually log things in and put things on a calendar, you know, what makes sense for the kids for their schedule. And, you know, maybe, maybe, Dad's really bad at breakfast. So maybe Sunday night, instead of them sleeping over till Monday, they go back to your house that doesn't take away from dad's ability to parent, but it's just starting the week fresh with you on Monday, because you know, you're going to get them a good breakfast. And that's not going to spike your blood sugar before school. So you know, all of these things, it's just a matter of you, as an individual who's not a divorce attorney doesn't know how to put pen to paper and, and recognize what can be in a parenting plan. Because if you go to, you know, just your regular Joe Schmo divorce attorney, you know, they've got their template that they're going to give you and it's not going to have any of this in there. And, you know, unless what you're trying to agree to is somehow unconscionable or not in your children's best interest. A judge typically is not going to care what you want to agree to as it relates to your children. So you might want to put in a whole slew of information about, you know, time and range, or, you know, having more education, you can put anything you want in a parenting plan, as long as it's to the benefit of your kids, a judge is going to enter it. And so you've got to talk these things through with a lawyer. And if that lawyer is telling you like, Oh, that's not how we do things. You know, yeah, it's it's daunting to think about having to hire a more experienced lawyer, it's daunting to think about what that cost and expense might look like. But it's also daunting to think about what your kid's life might be like, if he or she has four diabetes management, and that has really significant long term health issues. You know, we all spend money on things we don't want to spend money on, and this is your kid's life. So I mean, to me, it's an area that's really really important. You know, if if you can do a lot of the legwork yourself, and you can go to a lawyer and say like, look, I this is a really limited scope. This is what I want your help with, you know, have yourself ready to go and hopefully they can they can help you.

Scott Benner 58:00
I'm going to ask you something that you should feel completely free to say no to it is up to the point where you can tell me please like edit this out so that people don't hear me say no to this, Scott. Okay. But if you wanted to write a piece on this, like a blog post, I would I would be thrilled to host that on my site. Sure, absolutely. Would you really be interested in doing that? That? Yeah. Because you said something at the beginning of, of of that part of the conversation where you're, you know, I, I felt like you were like alluding to like almost the way the podcast helps people with management. Like you should have that kind of information. And I just keep thinking, like, where are they going to get it from like, that is a super specific situation, right? Like, your kid has type one diabetes, and you're getting divorced. And here's some bullet points for things I should be thinking about. Like, where are they really going to get that from, you know, if you if you were interested in doing that, I that'd be amazing. And if you're not, or it's too much work for you, you don't want to have your name on something like that. You would tell me and I absolutely would just like, chop this out. Nobody would ever know I said it to you. But But if you're interested, I'd be thrilled to have that.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 59:07
Yeah, no, I absolutely could. I mean, I kind of put something together for today just to keep my thoughts fresh. So yeah, I'd be happy to

Scott Benner 59:13
do that. If you can turn it into something. I will put it out the same time as this episode. That'd be amazing. Thank you. That's really, really kind of you. Because I just keep picturing like, maybe I'm a pessimist. But divorce doesn't seem like a happy time. And I think it's easy to kind of like crumbling on yourself. And especially if you don't want I mean, what if you army we can what if this to death? But what if you're the one who's in charge of the medical stuff, and you're being left and you're emotionally crushed? Like how do you pick your head up to do these things in this moment? And what if we can make it easier for people to just walk into an attorney's office just with a printout of something and say, Look, these are the things that are important in the health portion, because my son has diabetes and etc. It might be a big deal.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 59:58
Yeah, absolutely. And yeah, I mean, I think a lot A lot of times too, you know, as unfortunate as it is, this is a contract. This is a negotiation. And, you know, you have to there's give and take when you're trying to come up with an agreement. And, you know, if you're so close to getting an agreement done, and you're your spouse, or your co parent is unwilling to put in certain language, you've got to decide like, what am I going to do? Am I gonna go to court over this? Or am I just going to agree to keep it out to get this done? And then yeah, then you find yourself in a situation where you've got a parenting plan, that doesn't work for you, and that's negatively impacting your child. But that's why, you know, parenting issues are always modifiable, you know, you can't, you can't contract away for something and say, this can never change. Because it always depends on the facts and circumstances that are in place at that time. And so you could always make a change. And that's, that's something that's really important for people to know, who feel defeated, like, oh, you know, I got divorced a couple years ago, and I was right in the throes of, you know, my child's diagnosis. And I just, I didn't know what I didn't think and, you know, it's, it's not too late, just because you did that you can go in and you can change things. And when it comes to the health and safety of your child, like, I mean, I'm sure most people who are listening to this podcast, either listen to it for themselves for their own knowledge or for their child's knowledge. And, you know, you'll nothing's gonna ever stop you. If you're already listening to this podcast. It's because you really care and you're trying to make your kid's life better.

Scott Benner 1:01:33
Yeah. And people should be able to carry that over to this. I would.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:01:38
Yeah, and, you know, yeah, it's, you know, does it does it? Does it hurt the wallet to say like, Okay, I'm gonna have to go and spend 1000s of dollars in attorneys fees to change this. Yeah, it does. But like, if your kids five, okay, the next 13 years of his life,

Scott Benner 1:01:51
you know, we can aggregate that cost out a little bit. You know, it's funny, I just realized when I first made Arden's first 504 plan, I purposely put a couple things in it I didn't care a lot about so I could give them away in negotiations. And then, and then moving forward every year, there'd always be something in there that became unimportant because art and got older or the school changed or something like that. And I would always make sure if when we got stuck, I'd say Listen, why don't if you can let this go, I can let this go. I always had like a little bit of like, I always thought about that. I don't know, it just makes sense to me. But when you said it, I was like oh, that's smart.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:02:34
That's the way the world right? Yeah. We call them throwaways.

Scott Benner 1:02:37
My, oh, they have a name. Excellent. My, when I left eighth grade, Jacqueline, eighth grade, the last day of school, I was walking in the hallway. The guidance counselor stepped out in the hall, grabbed me snatched me into a corridor, he was not going to touch me inappropriately at something wanted to say, he pulled me into this little corridor, and he goes, you're going to high school now. I was like, ah, any idea what you want to do with your life? And I was like, nope. And he goes, You should be an attorney. And I said, What? And he goes, you'd be a good attorney. And I said, Thank you. Because you think you want to be attorney and I go, No. And he goes, why not? Well, then I'd be an attorney every day. And I realized, I realized now looking back, like I really did not want to I couldn't imagine doing the same thing every day. In You know, when I was in eighth grade. I always thought he took it as like an attorney joke. Like, because I was like, well, then I'll be an attorney. But I was just, I just didn't want to do the same thing every day. I've always kind of like, rubbed up against that idea. But I do think I'd be graded. Actually, I think Arden would make a great attorney.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:03:40
She's right. Well, she wants some some pointers. Senator my,

Scott Benner 1:03:43
I still think my son who hates school, so probably won't do this. He argues he's such a good argue or it's just like you can't you can't win. He's just so fact based. He doesn't get emotional when he's arguing. It's just too hard to like, like Jesus, like you're looking for a crack. You don't I mean, you can't find one just but I don't know. I'm sure he's, I think when he graduates he's getting the hell out of college. I don't know if he's looking for more or not, although he talks about grad school sometimes. So I don't think he knows what he's done. Anyway. I needed one of the kids to be an attorney because it's clear Kelly's eventually going to get second me and I'm going to need some representation. You know what I mean? Do you think most married men feel that way? Like they're on some sort of a time clock with like, I wonder when she's just gonna get sick. I mean, this is going to be done. I always tell my kids I'm like, do not. Listen. I worked really hard for you guys. While I was younger, daddy cannot end up living in an apartment above a pizza place. Okay, that's all I want to make sure I just don't want to live above a pizza place. That's the worst thing I can imagine. Anyway, is there anything we haven't talked about that we should have? I know you have a list in front of you. So

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:04:57
yeah, I mean, I think just you know what? Other things I wanted to touch on was, you know, okay, assuming that everything that I've talked about of trying to, you know, put together a parenting plan, okay, that's out the window, you know, we're talking about someone who is facing a diagnosis, you know, they're already divorced, or, you know, they, they put together a quickie parenting plan, because they didn't have the time or resources or the emotional ability to deal with it at the time they were going through the divorce, but now they've realized there's issues. And you know, you've got a parent who's not taking your child's health seriously. I think one of the things you asked me like, okay, you know, you don't want to go to mediation. So what's your option, the only option is really court, you know, there are some other kind of newer and nuanced things that people are doing. You know, like I, like I started the episode out with saying is, you know, you can't, there's nothing that you can do to make the other parent care, but you can force changes in their behavior, by making better be consequences to their behaviors and actions. So whether that's less time with your child, because they just can't keep their child healthy. Whether that's, you know, even doing some sort of parenting education, not necessarily diabetes related education, but, you know, is the other parent doing this, because they're being spiteful, you know, are they I see all the time where there's, there's an issue for one parent, the other parent doesn't think is that big of a deal. So now they're going to downplay it even more out of spite. You know, oh, you know, his numbers aren't that bad, get over it, you know, that type of thing, where it's almost like a gaslighting. And it's very much conflict between the two parents is now trickling down to the child. So a lot of times parenting education, working with, you know, a licensed therapist who deals with these things can actually help the two of you learn how to better communicate as CO parents. Another thing that people do sometimes is to utilize what's called a parenting coordinator. And that is basically like an intermediary step that you don't have to go to mediation, you don't have to go to court, here's this third party, who is typically a family law attorney as well, who's going to listen to what the dispute is, and make some sort of recommendation. And if neither of you challenge that recommendation, it becomes as good as if it's a court order. So, you know, there's other things you can do that are not only more cost effective, but might actually be more effective than a traditional litigation model, where that might just breed more contempt and breed more anger. You know, if you take if you, if you write a letter, write an email, write a text to your other parent, you know, let's say it's a bad weekend, and your child comes back, and they've had horrible blood sugars, and you just say, you know, so and so it was only in range, you know, X percent of the time, and his average blood glucose was why and, you know, we need to get on the same page regarding his care, because, until he can independently manage it, he's counting on us to keep them healthy. You know, if those types of communications that are neutral, and pleasant and child focused, are still not being taken well by your co parent, then that's a problem with that person. And that's where you've got to go in and take action to do something, because you've got to, you've got to be the protector of your child's health. You know, just like you wouldn't send your kid to school, if like their teacher was being, you know, abusive, or you wouldn't, you know, you're not going to send your kid into the fire here, just because the other person is there is their parent as well, you've got to protect your kid. So, you know, starting it off that way, trying to be as as non adversarial as possible, and maybe thinking about some of these other tactics other than just, you know, let's go back to court.

Scott Benner 1:08:54
Can I add something here? I know this because I run a fairly large Facebook group. A lot of you don't write as well as you think you do. And you're not as good to communicators as you think you are, like, I see. I see. And I see people, they think they're having a well balanced conversation, but you can still see the bite the backbiting remarks, and you know, the, the desire to one up somebody or outsmart them. And, you know, I would have someone else read that stuff. You know what I mean? Like, find a trusted friend, not somebody who hates your spouse, too. You know what I mean? If you're if you're in that situation, but somebody who can read it from just a clear third party perspective and say, hey, you know, in this sentence here, this is really passive aggressive, or you're, you're you're blaming the person here, like we don't want to do that, like the one. I'll tell you, one of the amazing skills that I've come out of this podcast thing with is being able to talk to people In a way that I mean, and is neutral, and supportive, like it's a, it's a skill I've built up talking to people online. And it's super important. Like it just it in any situation, I mean, you could be talking about something silly with a stranger, you know, people kind of look to be insulted or angered when they're reading their people are on the defensive, a lot of times they, I don't even think they realize it, their, the way I put it, usually when I'm talking about it privately is people want to be upset. And if you give them any opportunity to be upset, then they get to take whatever it is inside of them, that makes them want to be upset, and they get and they get to put it on you. And so there is a way to communicate with people where it is impossible for them to do that. And if they do, it becomes very obvious that they're the problem in this situation, I think that's the kind of communicating you need. Anyway, that's just my two cents about that. I've, I've talked to a lot of people and seen a lot of people argue, and a lot of people get along, and I can tell the difference between a sentence that's going to go over and one that isn't?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:11:11
Absolutely, absolutely. And I think that that's, you know, my advice to my clients, when they are responding to a parent, where there is a lot of animosity where there's a lot of issues is okay, draft your response, you know, just like anyone would tell you, right, don't send it right away, go back, try to scrub it out for some of the emotion and respond to facts with facts, and, you know, provide facts where they're necessary, and do your best to keep emotion out of it. Because this is emotional, you know, I get emotional just thinking about my daughter. And you know, when I talk about her, didn't get emotional today, because we barely talked about her. But you know, I even when I've had to explain her condition to, you know, my co workers or my colleagues or what have you, I mean, it's, it's a very emotional thing to think about, you know, if you aren't taking care of your kid, like what that could mean. And so this is not something that is, you know, if you've already have conflict with with the person you're raising your kids with, this is not an area, that's going to be easy, right? And it's going to be taken as criticism, and it's going to put your your co parent on the defensive when you're saying that something they're doing is wrong. And again, not to say that every little thing, you should be putting them on the defensive about, you know, everybody has bad days with diabetes management. I mean, maybe not your Scott with our

Scott Benner 1:12:43
No, I do. You know, Jacqueline, by the way, like, as good as I am kind of professionally talking to people in my own life doesn't always go that well. Because, because I don't stop and think about it. In my own life, sometimes you're just passing somebody in the kitchen, and you say something, and as it's coming out of your mouth, you probably shouldn't have said it like that. And you know, you don't even mean anything by it. Or sometimes you do mean something by it, sometimes you're looking to score points or hurt people's feelings, you know, like that kind of thing. You know, so just because I know how to do it doesn't mean I always do it either. So if you don't know how to do it, likelihood is you're gonna do it, you know what I mean? You're gonna, you're gonna say something that gives somebody and in the end, in the end, the goal, if you just have to keep the goal in mind it none of this matters anymore. You're divorced, you know what I mean? Like, what's the end goal? My end goal is I want this kid to get Pre-Bolus when he's at his dad's house, my end goal is I want them to test the 45 minutes after they eat, because sometimes the kids blood sugar shoots up, the end goal isn't for somebody to like each other or feel good about anything. I mean, you know, just try to take all that out of it when you're talking to each other. I don't know, it just seems,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:14:00
right, you're not going to convince your co parent to do anything differently by criticizing them, putting them you know, putting them into defensive posture. You know, if they come back to you, and you're like, you know, why was his blood sugar this high? And this, this and that, you know, that's not going to help anything?

Scott Benner 1:14:18
Are you lost? It's over

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:14:19
already. So so, you know, and you don't want to put this on on your kid. And depending on their age, some of it's going to be put on him or her right, because at some point, I assume I mean, my daughter's through researches doesn't do any of her own management except stick a little thumb out to get her finger poked. But, you know, at some point your child is going to be managing their own care to an extent and you want them to have too good models to you know, you don't want them to think it's a free for all at dad's house. And at some point they're gonna think like, you know what, I don't feel good when I don't take care of my blood sugar. So I am going to do it. And again, this also depends on What technology they have available to them? Because it's a lot easier for a kid on a pump than it is for a kid who's MDI, right to try to do it by themselves. But all of that to say, when you are communicating with the other person, if you can keep it as factual as possible, right, like I said, you know, my first example like, okay, they were only in range this percent, like, how can we, you know, how can I help you to get make that better. And then that's really swallowing a lot of pride to have to say that to somebody who you probably don't like very much, and who you think is doing a bad job at managing your kids managing your kids diabetes. But if you remember, like, this isn't about you, this isn't about you being right, and the other person being wrong, because when the other person is wrong, your kids aren't healthy. So

Scott Benner 1:15:48
just don't have what you need. Just now you're now you're like, Oh, I'm right, great. You're right, and the kids blood sugar still 350? What does that help? You know, I'm actually looking for at the moment, I'm looking for some communication experts to be on the show. And I don't even care if they have diabetes at this point. Because I've been around people long enough now online that I just think it's valuable for people to hear how to communicate. It is not something we teach children, we don't teach anybody how to do any of the things they need to do. Actually, you were talking earlier about, like, there's mediation apps for divorce. And I was thinking like, how, how funny is it that divorce is just like health care in America, like we don't, we don't try to treat it before it happens. We just find ways to make it easier after it's gone wrong. Like, like there ought to be marriage apps. You know what I mean? Not divorce. And, and really what we're talking about as a people, listen, here's what I'm saying, Jacqueline. Without society structure and rules, we'd all just be having sex, smoking weed are beating each other up. And so that's what I'm, that's what I'm starting to think. And so you need you need these lanes to keep keep some people in like, some people are going to be lovely, they're going to get divorced, they're going to do exactly what they're supposed to do. But that's not the conversation, the conversations about what happens when it when it goes wrong, or somebody wants to be angry or somebody is, is hurt, or you know, is trying to hurt you back. There's all this kind of interpersonal stuff that's happening. And at least when you have two attorneys standing in between you that can kind of get stripped out of the decisions. I mean, you might not be happy while it's happening. But at least you'll get where you need to be. It makes sense to me, it really does. And let's not forget, if you never get married, you won't have to get divorced. So you know, wear a condom, etc.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:17:36
But if you have kids, you're still gonna have to develop a parenting plan. I

Scott Benner 1:17:39
said, wear a condom Jacqueline, were you not listening?

know, I know it's Listen, it's show. But

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:17:52
the whole world? We're all just trying to survive. Yeah. And, you know, I mean, it's just, this makes it so much harder, you know, to think I mean, and I think about people who, you know, this is just not something on their radar. And it's just they choose to bury their head in the sand about it. And, okay, well, you know, I was blood sugar was high. So what, you know, his blood sugar was 600, when he was diagnosed, he was fine. You know, I mean, it's like, people just they have, if you're with someone who has no concept, and doesn't understand, you're in a bad spot, and you probably have to take some drastic measures. And those measures are not going to be inexpensive. So you've got to pick your battles. And maybe that means that you just try, you know, try to make things a little bit better and a little bit better. And before you know it, your kid can manage more, or care.

Scott Benner 1:18:44
Do you know how many times I've seen this specific problem where one of the spouses also has type one diabetes doesn't take particularly great care of themselves. And therefore, in this scenario, the judge or the mediator uses the parents health as a barometer. And the other parents like no listen to he doesn't, she doesn't take great care of themselves. We don't want that for the kid to but then the parents standing in front of you. And they seem like they're healthy, because it's diabetes. And you can't really tell if you you know what I mean, when you're just looking at somebody. I've heard that problem from a number of different people, where, where that could happen. And I mean, if you listen to the podcast, you're gonna hear an endless number of people who have type one is adults who have children. And it isn't until their children get diabetes, that they are actually able to even like psychologically, make the decision to take better care of themselves. So there's a lot of there's a lot of psychological and emotional things going on. I mean, your job is really important. Like we joke about attorneys, but your job is very important.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:19:49
Well, I'm like with this stuff, too. I mean, it's like okay, think about the intergenerational you know, all the stuff you carry all your baggage, all your intergenerational trauma, then you've got this, you know, autoimmune disease that is clearly genetic. That's, you know, I mean, I couldn't I mean, obviously, sometimes it's pops up out of nowhere. But like I said, like my father in law was type one. When I met him, he had just had a kidney and pancreas transplant. Oh, wow. And because I mean, he had a myriad of health issues. And at the time, I didn't realize maybe some of those health issues were diabetes related. And again, he passed five years ago, so I don't, and my daughter was diagnosed, you know, three years later, I don't, or four years later, so I don't ever really want to bring it up with my mother in law. It's, you know, obviously, it's a touchy subject. My husband grew up though his whole life with his dad, you know, going through issues going through lows, and you know, he, he saw it all, but when I met him, he was not a diabetic anymore. I mean, as crazy as that sounds, I'm on my way. I just had such a, I didn't have the level of knowledge. So when my husband would say these things to me, I'm like, Wait, why? What do you mean? Like, I didn't understand that, okay. Your pancreas produces insulin. And if someone gives you a healthy pancreas, it's gonna continue to work for a while until your autoimmune disease realizes like, hey, there's a healthy pancreas in here.

Scott Benner 1:21:09
Hey, so your husband, his feeling about managing diabetes? You You didn't have to? You'd never had to cajole him. He's the one who understood on a deeper level, you killed his father, he is probably how he feels.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:21:23
Oh, yeah. And he was devastated. Because he was like, Oh, this is this is from me, you know, like, she has it because of my genetics. And I was like, look like, I'm no angel over here. Like my, I've typed to author my family. I had gestational diabetes, it was a perfect storm, you know, she just got a genetic cocktail. And you know, she, she's this perfect little person, I wouldn't change the thing.

Scott Benner 1:21:43
I heard myself joking on an episode recently. And I say that because I, I edit them like six months after I record them. So it's almost like I've never heard it before. There'll be a moment where I hear your my conversation, I'll be like, Oh, my God, that was good. But where I choked where I think people with autoimmune diseases must have little beacons on them to attract other people with autoimmune disease for marriage. You know what I mean? Because every time I asked like, like, is there anything else going on? Like your family's or celiac, or? I don't know, hypothyroidism? Is there anything like that in your life?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:22:18
Not that I'm aware of. But I mean, now it's like got us thinking, right? It's like, but no, I mean, we've, as far as I know, nothing else.

Scott Benner 1:22:26
It's also stuff people don't talk about,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:22:28
either. Yeah. I mean, we we mean, again, I type to all throughout my family. My mom had gestational diabetes with my brother, I had it that in with my son. And then when I was pregnant, with Everly, my daughter, who's my type one, you know, I went in for my test, and I was just expecting that I was going to have it again with her. And, you know, like, I chuck the disgusting drink, and they took my blood sugar. They're like, Oh, you're great, you're good. And I was like, Wait, how is this possible? Like, why wouldn't I have it again? And, you know, I've read statistics that like, if you have gestational diabetes, or chances that having type two, it's like, you're 5050 at that point, you know, like, your likelihood just skyrockets. But I don't even know where I was going with that, except to say that there's just, you know, the, the whole the whole notion of, you know, all of these, this slew of issues. And when they're onset and why they're onset, and, you know, we all had COVID in May of 2020. And I'm pretty sure that's what brought on a release diagnosis, or brought on the onset, I should say, was, was COVID. But, you know, when when I was in the hospital, and this, you know, very nice intern, came to see us, and it's, you know, 1130 at night, and I'm trying to get her settled, and it's just a horrible day. And he's like, oh, like, you know, you had coat he's like, oh, yeah, there's probably brought up by COVID. And I'm looking at this guy, like, what? Yeah, what are you saying? Like, I'm like, Are you a medical doctor? Like, because in my mind, I had no idea that this could be triggered by a virus, you know? So I'm just like, I literally, I probably lost it on this poor, sweet intern who was just trying to be helpful, like, just tried to be because I'm like, What do you mean, my coat and like, Are you a COVID? Like, like, Are you like a fake? COVID person?

Scott Benner 1:24:26
Well, I think Ardens was brought on by Coxsackie. So it's a virus to

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:24:31
Okay, so yeah, and it makes sense. I mean, she was really little. You know, I guess I always thought that it was the kind of thing that came on in you know, more, you know, 789 like that. It's just in my head. I mean, what do I but that's just kind of the age that I thought was more of a normal age for onset was, you know, late childhood into teenage years. And so when they told us that when she was two, I was just like, wait, what? And it's so much harder. I mean, I'm sure every age, it's hard. You've lived through every age. So I'm sure

Scott Benner 1:25:06
Yeah, so far, they've all been a ton of fun. So

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:25:09
but when they're so little, and their, their sensitivity factor is so low, like, you know, if she's taken a nap, and she's at 145, I'm hesitant to even do anything because, you know, just the smallest amount of insulin could send her Clomid thing, you know, I feel like if, if she if her insulin correction, if her sensitivity factor was was more if it took more insulin, I can dose her more aggressively. And sometimes, you know, I just I don't because I don't want to have her crash. And, you know, it's just, it's hard. She's, I don't know how much she's gonna eat for dinner. And I don't know, you know, she's gonna want a snack after dinner. And it's, you know, I tried to Pre-Bolus and, and she doesn't want to eat, which she just put in front of her. You know, it's so I'm sure that those things are always there. But it's when you've got a toddler. It's especially difficult

Scott Benner 1:25:57
if you made me choose the worst part so far. I mean, when she was little, I'm gonna guess it was I'm holding out a little bit of a little bit of space in that answer, because I'm thinking College has the opportunity to be terrible. And I guess I won't know, for a little longer. But you're making me think this is a weird thing. I'm sure most people don't think like this. But there's part of me that would like to see how good I'd be at it again, with the knowledge in my head now with a younger person. Like I like if you could take me back. If you could take me back now to when Artie was diagnosed, I wonder how I would do?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:26:34
Yeah, no, I hear you. I mean, I'm sure you do. Great. But I mean, like, I think about, like, you know, when you say like, oh, with Omnipod and Dexcom, you know, or her agency has always been in this great range. It's like right now ever lose anyone see as a 7.2? Well, when she was diagnosed, it was over 10. And, you know, that's, that's great that we've got it this low, but that still is not great. And it's like, I have like, I don't know how we could do it any better than we're doing right now. Unless I just did it unless I just made her go low carb, you know, which I'm, you know, we've we've definitely reduced and change diet a bit, but I'm not going to make her do that at this point. Right. You know, if if she wants breakfast, so it's like, that's what I don't. It's a hard thing I struggle with is, if she was diagnosed a little bit older, like people will say like, oh, it's, you know, it's great, because she'll never remember, you know, it, she'll always just be used to it. That's so great that I have like, five years of managing this horrible disease without any help from the person I manage. You know, it's like, it's not great. I mean, yes, it's good that she is so brave, and just, you know, puts her thumb out for her finger stick and just lets me put on her Dexcom. And she's, you know, she's gotten used to it. But it's, it's really hard to have a child this young and deal with it. And I can't imagine what you guys dealt with, without the technology we have today, you know, just

Scott Benner 1:27:59
ran around constantly staring at Arden wondering what was happening to her, like, constantly,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:28:04
like, okay, and within like, at least with I mean, Dexcom like, I think you guys said this, you and Jenny said this, and one of the protests and it was such a game changer to me, but it was like, You Dexcom is not there to tell you the number. It's there to tell you the arrows. Like, you know, if I give her a finger stick and she's 120 Like, okay, that means nothing to me, isn't a minute, she could be 80. And in a minute, she could be 160. So it's like, okay, great. But it's so yeah, when when we were without Dexcom, which was very short period of time. I mean, I learned quickly that I had to get that four, or when our Dexcom doesn't work, which seems to be often which is really frustrating. But we've had a good run knock on wood. So hopefully we're in a better way. But

Scott Benner 1:28:49
is it hard to keep her hydrated? I guess two little kids like, they don't drink as much water and things like that, which really impacts how well the CGM is can work.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:28:59
Yeah, I mean, I feel like I'm just like pushing water and pushing water. But I think also it's just, it's, there's so much less real estate for us to put it on. And I wonder if maybe she's mean, you know, the doctor just checked her. She didn't have like any significant tart scar tissue. But it's like, if I get it in a great spot, it works great for 10 days. And then like, we've had some really wonky ones. Just like I don't know what the hell's

Scott Benner 1:29:24
going on us and our only does her hips exclusively. And she doesn't really rotate them that much, except they go back and forth, back and forth. Perfect. Sounds work terrific. Like, okay, so

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:29:35
when you say her hips, where do you mean like, like back or the front. Alright,

Scott Benner 1:29:40
so if you reach down your side and find your hip pointer, and then you roll back to where kind of the middle of the roundness of your butt cheek is. There's kind of a flat part in between those two places. And that's where Arden Where's hers? And we just go left, right, left, right back and forth. She's never orange never had a CGM on her stomach her arms.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:30:03
Oh, okay. And then where does she typically wear her pod?

Scott Benner 1:30:06
stomach, legs and arms? Okay. So, you know, it's Listen, it's all the stuff you figured out even going back to what you said about like people say this is easier, that's easier. You're always going to, you're never going to take those conversations, right? You know what you mean? Because it just they always feel like you're trying somebody's trying to say to you, Oh, you're so lucky that your daughter got diabetes, when she was to like, let them like I ended the way I usually say it is, you know, you know, they told me that it takes 30 years for diabetes complications to come. And that's what they told me when my daughter was two, which led me to add 30 plus two and think, Oh, my God, is my daughter gonna get diabetes complications when she's 32. Like, I got to live like that for a while. I got to live through a time where they told you it didn't matter how higher blood sugar was, because she's young. And it won't affect her. That was a common stance from doctors. Yeah, you know, and none of it. In the end, you need to keep blood sugar's lower and stable. That's what you're looking to do. You know, and the rest of it's up to whatever this all is, it's up to the universe. It's up to God, it's up to whatever you believe in, but low, low and stable, and hope for the best. That's what you're shooting for. Yeah, well, that's

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:31:18
the thing. I mean, like, we mean, we've, we've started to just like, we took her to the movies. And I'm like, alright, what are we? What are we doing here at the movies, like, we get to the movies, and she was like, 120, and steady. And I'm like, Alright, here we go. Rollercoaster. And I'm, I'm like, You know what, we're gonna doser super aggressively. And I bought a ton of candy to just keep in my bag. And I'm like, here's something I know, she loves to eat. So if she starts to tank, we'll just, you know, pump or full of candy. Like I mean, she's again, it's just what she wants to do. And I just, I'm like, Let's experiment. And experiment. And she ended up doing great. She never was above 170, which is great for us. I mean,

Scott Benner 1:32:02
that's excellent. And you'll get better, I can tell you, you'll get better and better, actually, you should probably come back on like in a year or two. And I'll tell you why. First of all, the most fascinating thing that's happened during this hour and a half is that Jacqueline, the attorney, and Jacqueline, the mom of a kid with diabetes are almost two different people, which I really enjoyed. You've said, twice, once in response to me and once and just on your own, which was great. So and you're so new at this, you almost don't know what you're talking about yet. And I think that if you came back a year from now, and I was like, Hey, you remember the lady who gave you the talks about the legal stuff, here she is back, you're a one see for your daughter is going to be, you're not even going to be able to believe it where it is. You're going to be so good at this in a couple of years. If you have your mind and your desire, and this podcast, you're going to be fine. I really I really believe that. Yeah, I can I listen, I talked to a lot of people. And I will say this over and over and over again. Because I believe in it so much. The desire to do well, coupled with good information is pretty much most of what you need. Yeah, you know, and then after that time, is some time. Yeah,

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:33:15
for sure. Yeah. Yeah, it's a it's a roller coaster. But no, we feel so much better now. I mean, I just remember feeling so defeated in the beginning. And like, it just, it was oppressive. And so we're in such a better place coming up on her one year anniversary in eight days. It's,

Scott Benner 1:33:32
I'm glad. This year, I'm glad you feel better as and as much as you think this still sucks. Like next year, we'll feel better again. And, you know, you can assign arbitrary dates to it, like every year if you want to. But the truth is, she'll grow, she'll put on body weight, that will make the whole thing easier, her eating will become more consistent, that will make it easier. You know, all that stuff just in time and your experience is really the part that that you're really waiting for, you're really waiting to, to just start making, I saw somebody leave a review for the podcast recently online. And they said something to the effect of what Scott says is right, after a while I just knew what to do. And I didn't even need to and I didn't even need to be able to like quantify the situation I could just kind of stop and look and think Oh, I know what to do here. But it does get to that at some point where you just you've done it over and over again so many times you stop doing the math and you just start going oh, you know what I see the pitch of this Dexcom line I you know just drink half a juice here or you know, we're gonna have to put in two more units here I can see where this went wrong. It just becomes kind of second nature but it takes time before it gets to that point. You know, you said earlier I don't know what you did with art and when she was so little before the technology and I tried my hardest to find this old blog post that I know I wrote wrote but I can't find it. Where I basically took a pic Sure of art and add all these different blood sugars. And I mean, it was like a match game, you had to like match the photo with the blood sugar. And that came from what one time the doctor said to me that like circles under the eyes could be like, I don't know something about higher blood sugars. I don't even know if that was true or not just people people say things. And I talked about how I stare at Arden constantly just trying to see if she looks like she's high or low, which of course is mostly ridiculous. And then I took these, like few pictures of her where you can't I couldn't even tell you Don't you mean, like I knew the answers and mixed them up. And when I covered the answers, I couldn't tell which you know, you can't tell like and that's all I did. I just stared at her. I was just like, I would just like find her look her in the face. I don't even know what I was looking for. You know what I mean? I was just trying not to have to test her over and over again. But we ended up doing that. I would say already got tested 1014 times a day when she was little.

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:36:00
Oh, yeah, I can't even imagine. I mean, sometimes I test her that much. If that sounds not working, or if I think it's telling me something wrong, you know, because then so with her little like, you know, she's three. So she's like, I really, really low or low voice. And I'm like, Are you low? Like oh shit, like, I'm like, you know, I go back home. So she's perfect. And I checked her and she's fine. I'm like, Hey, honey, are you just want some candy?

Scott Benner 1:36:23
For a lollipop? Are you working me? Is that what's happening?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:36:27
Oh, God, she loves Dum Dums. You know, and they're not a good treater of lows, because they take too long to eat. Like they're just I mean, I guess maybe if you had like a kind of a stubborn low that you were just trying to slowly bring up. I don't know, maybe that would help if it was just a statement. But she always wants Dum Dums. And I'm like, there's no good way to treat for them. They're just plain straight sugar. They're just total garbage. There's nothing good about them at all. But she loves them. And I'm always like, Okay, if you're like, kinda low, but not really low, and we're about to go do something. I'll let you have one. You know, it's kind of like how I've I've managed to keep them in her diet. And difficult. I'm sorry, go ahead. Well,

Scott Benner 1:37:08
I'm sorry. You think sometimes?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:37:12
Alright, I think sometimes she just says she's low to see if she can sucker me no one.

Scott Benner 1:37:16
Sucker you and was there a pawn on there on purpose? No. I was just gonna say a little ball of sugar on the end of a stick is like always amazing. So I'm with her. I think I think she's right. Okay. Well, surprisingly, I have a long list of were the words she said today that I have to go back and edit out. I was interesting at 112 Twice. 126 126 44 130. And just now 131 When I mentioned it again, so often. You were a delight. Jacqueline, did you know that? Oh, thanks. God, thank you so much. You feel relaxed? Pleasure. You're good, right? Like you feel pretty relaxed now. Right? Yeah, you were good. Were you nervous at the beginning, by any chance?

Jacqueline Stephens Breisch 1:37:57
I will say I really wasn't. But I think it's just because I we've just jumped in. And I just was looking for your direction as to how to do that. You know, so But no, I mean, this is this is what I do. I feel very comfortable talking about it. The intersection of these two things like couldn't, couldn't be more comfortable and you couldn't have made it more easy. So thanks

Scott Benner 1:38:16
very glad. Now, it's my pleasure. Thank you very much for doing this.

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